To all faithful readers and reviewers. I don't think I can do this any more. I know I can't do this anymore. I am getting really busy and my mind isn't ... big enough ... to continue this story with everything else I am doing. If you want me to continue then you can either email me or leave a review, but to let you know the only time I will ever be able to update is in the summer. so it's going to be off for a while. a long while if I am going to continue it. Sorry for the trouble but I'm not in my right mind right now. So if this is going to continue then just bare with me. Because I don't know where it's going to go, and it will probably get more angst a lot more angst if continued