"If only I could read your mind"
Disclaimer: I don't own any of these characters, so don't sue me.
~April 13th~
I'm really happy today, I think because I had a really great dream last night. I dreamt it was a cold night. I sat at the lake at Capsule corp. thinking. (I don't know why at Capsule corp., but anyway). Then I felt someone approaching. A dark figure I couldn't see his face. When he came closer I saw it was Trunks. He sat down next to me. We just sat there in silence for a moment. We said nothing to each other, just looking at the ducks and fish in the water and I couldn't take it anymore so I told him I loved him. He just smiled and then he said he loved me too and he wanted to say that for a long time now. And then we finally kissed. I've waited so long for that to happen. Everything was so great. Everything was perfect..
Then..I woke up, realising nothing of what I dreamt was real. I think I really should tell him what I feel for him and maybe the dream will come true. But... (Oh no, there I go again) I'm just going to tell him. I have to. I only don't know when. If only I knew what he felt for me. If only I could read his mind.
~April 15th~
I went to see Goten today. I just had to talk to someone else than Bra. I know what Bra would say: "Just tell him, I think he likes you too" but I had to hear that from someone else. Luckily Bra wasn't there. She's been spending a lot of time with Goten now since they are dating each other.
When I arrived there, he was sitting in the kitchen and of course he was eating. He didn't even notice me when I came in. He was to busy focussing on the food. "Hello? Uncle Goten??" I said after a few minutes when he still hadn't noticed me. "Yeah.Oh hi Pan, I didn't see you." He said with his mouth full. I sat down next to him. "Can you stop eating for a minute? I have to talk to you." "Yeah sure, wait a sec." he said, taking another bite. A few minutes later he was ready. "So what do you want to talk about?" he asked eating the last bits. "Ehh..youseeIlikethispersonandIdon'tknowifIshouldtellhimornot" I said rather quickly. "What? Speak a little slower, please" Goten said. "Ok, you see I like this person and I don't know if I should tell him or not" I said, a little slower. "So who's this person you like? Do I know him?" he asked. "Eh. yes you do know him. It's Trunks." I said carefully waiting for Goten to yell at me. "I think you should tell him" he then said. "What? Aren't you going to yell at me or something like that?" "No, I already knew you like him. It's so obvious even I knew that" he said smiling like a Son. "Bra told you, didn't she??" I said a little upset because Bra told him. "Yeah." he admitted. "And I think he likes you too" I couldn't believe what I was hearing. He likes me too? After what I heard I was very confused and couldn't think straight anymore so I went home to think about it.
~April 20th~
Sorry, I've been very busy with school and I did a lot of thinking about Trunks, so I didn't have much time to write in this dairy. But nothing really important happened the last couple of days, so. I just wanted to tell that there will be a party (again!) at Capsule corp. Bulma just had to throw another party, without any reason. She just wanted to see everyone again. I think she really got the hang of it after my Birthday. But there's a high light. I will see Trunks again. (Not that I never see him or anything like that) but I just really really like him.and I just can't stop thinking about him. Maybe this will be a good opportunity to tell him I love him.
~April 21st~
Ok..today was the party at Capsule corp. We (Me and my parents) got ready for the party. I of course was wearing my favourite dress (It's the only dress I own). We drove to Capsule corp. On our way there I decided I should tell him how I feel and if he does feel the same. We'll all be happy (except for my father and he will definitely kill Trunks) and if he doesn't feel the same then I just have to forget about him.
When we arrived it was really crowded, because Bulma invited everyone she knew. (So that's a lot of people) Everyone was busy talking to each other. There were a lot of people I didn't know. I just walked around looking for people I did know.
Then I saw Bra sitting on the couch with Marron. So I went over to the couch, said "hi" and sat down next to Bra. Bra and Marron didn't really notice me. They were very busy talking to each other; about something I don't know what. I think it was important. I just sat there being ignored. I looked around the room, looking for Trunks but I couldn't find him. So I got up and went outside for some air because it was really hot inside. I sat down at the lake. I was staring at the ducks and the fish in the water.
I'm going to tell him, but..I just have to find him first. I'll look for him later. Then at that thought I heard someone approaching. I hope it isn't. I looked up and saw Trunks. "Oh great" I thought. He sat next to me "What are you doing outside? The party is inside" he then asked. "I just wanted some air it's really crowded in there." I said. "Yeah I know mother has never invited so many people" He said smiling a bit. "You don't look very happy. Is there something wrong?" he then asked a little concerned his smile faded. "Oh no, nothing is wrong. I'm just thinking" I said and tried to smile. "Ohh..ok I'll leave you alone then" and he was about to stand up. "No, wait I have to tell you something" I said quickly, already regretting I said that. "What is it?" he asked curiously and sat back. I cleared my voice "I..I..think..I.ll-ove you" I said nervously, not looking at him. He just sat there and said nothing. I felt really uncomfortable and I wished I hadn't told him now. "Listen Panny..." he carefully said. I shivered when he said my name like that. "I love you too, but.only as a friend" he finally said. I could hear in his voice he was sad, but I don't know why he was. I felt tears coming in my eyes and I couldn't stop them. I just had to get away. I didn't want him to see me cry. So I quickly stood up and flew away. When I turned my head to look at him, he was just sitting there looking at the dunks. Like a statue. I couldn't take it, so I flew as fast as I could to my house, to my room. Where I could cry in peace, where nobody would disturb me. I just wanted to forget him.
A/N: So what do you think of the second chapter??? Please review. And thanks to the people who reviewed. I hope this chapter is better.
Disclaimer: I don't own any of these characters, so don't sue me.
~April 13th~
I'm really happy today, I think because I had a really great dream last night. I dreamt it was a cold night. I sat at the lake at Capsule corp. thinking. (I don't know why at Capsule corp., but anyway). Then I felt someone approaching. A dark figure I couldn't see his face. When he came closer I saw it was Trunks. He sat down next to me. We just sat there in silence for a moment. We said nothing to each other, just looking at the ducks and fish in the water and I couldn't take it anymore so I told him I loved him. He just smiled and then he said he loved me too and he wanted to say that for a long time now. And then we finally kissed. I've waited so long for that to happen. Everything was so great. Everything was perfect..
Then..I woke up, realising nothing of what I dreamt was real. I think I really should tell him what I feel for him and maybe the dream will come true. But... (Oh no, there I go again) I'm just going to tell him. I have to. I only don't know when. If only I knew what he felt for me. If only I could read his mind.
~April 15th~
I went to see Goten today. I just had to talk to someone else than Bra. I know what Bra would say: "Just tell him, I think he likes you too" but I had to hear that from someone else. Luckily Bra wasn't there. She's been spending a lot of time with Goten now since they are dating each other.
When I arrived there, he was sitting in the kitchen and of course he was eating. He didn't even notice me when I came in. He was to busy focussing on the food. "Hello? Uncle Goten??" I said after a few minutes when he still hadn't noticed me. "Yeah.Oh hi Pan, I didn't see you." He said with his mouth full. I sat down next to him. "Can you stop eating for a minute? I have to talk to you." "Yeah sure, wait a sec." he said, taking another bite. A few minutes later he was ready. "So what do you want to talk about?" he asked eating the last bits. "Ehh..youseeIlikethispersonandIdon'tknowifIshouldtellhimornot" I said rather quickly. "What? Speak a little slower, please" Goten said. "Ok, you see I like this person and I don't know if I should tell him or not" I said, a little slower. "So who's this person you like? Do I know him?" he asked. "Eh. yes you do know him. It's Trunks." I said carefully waiting for Goten to yell at me. "I think you should tell him" he then said. "What? Aren't you going to yell at me or something like that?" "No, I already knew you like him. It's so obvious even I knew that" he said smiling like a Son. "Bra told you, didn't she??" I said a little upset because Bra told him. "Yeah." he admitted. "And I think he likes you too" I couldn't believe what I was hearing. He likes me too? After what I heard I was very confused and couldn't think straight anymore so I went home to think about it.
~April 20th~
Sorry, I've been very busy with school and I did a lot of thinking about Trunks, so I didn't have much time to write in this dairy. But nothing really important happened the last couple of days, so. I just wanted to tell that there will be a party (again!) at Capsule corp. Bulma just had to throw another party, without any reason. She just wanted to see everyone again. I think she really got the hang of it after my Birthday. But there's a high light. I will see Trunks again. (Not that I never see him or anything like that) but I just really really like him.and I just can't stop thinking about him. Maybe this will be a good opportunity to tell him I love him.
~April 21st~
Ok..today was the party at Capsule corp. We (Me and my parents) got ready for the party. I of course was wearing my favourite dress (It's the only dress I own). We drove to Capsule corp. On our way there I decided I should tell him how I feel and if he does feel the same. We'll all be happy (except for my father and he will definitely kill Trunks) and if he doesn't feel the same then I just have to forget about him.
When we arrived it was really crowded, because Bulma invited everyone she knew. (So that's a lot of people) Everyone was busy talking to each other. There were a lot of people I didn't know. I just walked around looking for people I did know.
Then I saw Bra sitting on the couch with Marron. So I went over to the couch, said "hi" and sat down next to Bra. Bra and Marron didn't really notice me. They were very busy talking to each other; about something I don't know what. I think it was important. I just sat there being ignored. I looked around the room, looking for Trunks but I couldn't find him. So I got up and went outside for some air because it was really hot inside. I sat down at the lake. I was staring at the ducks and the fish in the water.
I'm going to tell him, but..I just have to find him first. I'll look for him later. Then at that thought I heard someone approaching. I hope it isn't. I looked up and saw Trunks. "Oh great" I thought. He sat next to me "What are you doing outside? The party is inside" he then asked. "I just wanted some air it's really crowded in there." I said. "Yeah I know mother has never invited so many people" He said smiling a bit. "You don't look very happy. Is there something wrong?" he then asked a little concerned his smile faded. "Oh no, nothing is wrong. I'm just thinking" I said and tried to smile. "Ohh..ok I'll leave you alone then" and he was about to stand up. "No, wait I have to tell you something" I said quickly, already regretting I said that. "What is it?" he asked curiously and sat back. I cleared my voice "I..I..think..I.ll-ove you" I said nervously, not looking at him. He just sat there and said nothing. I felt really uncomfortable and I wished I hadn't told him now. "Listen Panny..." he carefully said. I shivered when he said my name like that. "I love you too, but.only as a friend" he finally said. I could hear in his voice he was sad, but I don't know why he was. I felt tears coming in my eyes and I couldn't stop them. I just had to get away. I didn't want him to see me cry. So I quickly stood up and flew away. When I turned my head to look at him, he was just sitting there looking at the dunks. Like a statue. I couldn't take it, so I flew as fast as I could to my house, to my room. Where I could cry in peace, where nobody would disturb me. I just wanted to forget him.
A/N: So what do you think of the second chapter??? Please review. And thanks to the people who reviewed. I hope this chapter is better.