"If only I could read your mind"
Disclaimer: I still don't own any of these characters.
~April 22nd~
I'm really sad today, but relieved at the same time. Now I know he doesn't feel the same. I have to get over him. But still deep in my heart I still hope that he will love me back some day.maybe he will. You never know what the future will bring you. Now I do regret that I ever told him. I wish I hadn't. It would be awkward to see him now. And we can't just go back being friends or maybe we can that depends on him. Why did I ever listen to Bra and Goten? They said I should tell him. They told me he liked me, so I thought they were right. I really did hope that.but he didn't.
I went to Goten today to tell him what had happened at the party yesterday. I didn't go see Bra because I didn't want to run into Trunks. So I went to his house. When I walked in, I saw Bra was there too. They were sitting on the couch watching a movie.
"Hi Pan, what are you doing here?" Bra asked. "I just had to talk to someone" I said a little sad, remembering the event that happened last night. "So what is it? "Goten asked. I sat down on the couch next to Bra. And I began to tell what happened last night. "Last night I told Trunks that I loved him and.and." I could feel the tears coming back again. I took a deep breathe. "And he said he loved me too." "That's good" Bra said happy. "But only as a friend" I tried not to listen to Bra and finished my sentence. "Oh.I thought he liked you more than a friend" Goten said confused. "Why did you think that??" I then said feeling really sad and a little upset at Goten. "Well.he once asked me how I would feel if you and he were a couple." Goten said not to get me more upset than I already was. "And what did you say?" Bra asked him because I couldn't get a word out of my mouth. "Then I said." Goten continued. "Oh No!!" Goten yelled and ran to the bathroom and closed the door.
Bra and I looked very confused and ran after him to find out what just happened. "Goten, are you ok?" Bra asked concerned. "Yeah, I'm fine. I only ran to the bathroom because I don't want Pan to hurt me!" Goten replied. "Why do I want to hurt you?" I asked him. Then it hit me. "GOTEN, WHAT DID YOU SAY TO TRUNKS???" "Ehh." Goten started "I told him.that.eh..I would kill him.if he ever hurts you.and I told him.that nobody would approve.if you two would go out and.especially Gohan.he would have killed him" Goten said really scared of what Pan would do to him. "YOU DID WHAT???" I yelled at him after hearing this. I was about to break the door down, when Bra stopped me and try to calm me down. "You know I can break the door down, if I want to!!" I yelled.
"Please Pan, forgive me. I don't know what I was thinking when I said that" Goten said begging Pan not to hurt him. "I can't believe you did that!!" Bra yelled at Goten. "Oh no, not you too Bra. Please don't be angry. You know I say stupid things now and then." Goten said. "That's what you love about me, right??" he said really quickly. "I can't believe you would do that to me!!!" I yelled at him and walked back to the living room. I sat down on the couch. And started thinking about him again. "Maybe he does love me." I thought to myself. Maybe he just couldn't because of what Goten said.
I have to go and talk to him and even if he still doesn't love me. I want to stay friends with him. If he still wants to be friends.
~April 24th~
I went shopping with Bra today. I really did have fun. I almost forgot about Trunks and the things that had happened between me and him the last couple of days. When I wake up, Bra called me and asked if I wanted to go shopping with her. I said yes, because I thought it maybe would help me clear my mind. All I could think of yesterday was Trunks. My head really hurt of all the thinking, I really couldn't get him of my head. So we went shopping together. I met her at the mall because I didn't want to run into Trunks.
"Hi Pan" I heard and turned around to see Bra. "Hi" I said. "So how are you after what happened at Goten's??" she asked. "I just can't stop think about him" I said. "I think you have to go and talk to him. He stays in his room the whole time and doesn't even come out to eat." "Yeah I know I have to but not now, maybe in a few weeks. And why doesn't he come out of his room?" I said trying not to think about him again. "I don't know. But you'll have to talk to him sooner or later" "Please let's go shopping. That's why were here and not to talk about Trunks" I said and walked to the nearest store. "Ok, what ever you want" Bra then said and followed me. We went to all the stores and bought a lot of new clothes. We talked about a lot of things. We really had fun. I even stopped thinking about Trunks for a while.
After a few hours of shopping, we went to a pizza place to eat lunch. We sat down at a table by the window. A waiter came to take our order and he was very surprised that we ordered so much food. Bra ordered ten pizzas and I ordered fifteen pizzas. (We saiyans do eat a lot, don't you think?). We talked a while and then we saw Marron walking in. "Hey Marron" Bra yelled. She looked at us and walked to our table. "Hi guys, what are you doing here?" she asked. "We are shopping and we are now waiting for our food to arrive, that we ordered a half hour ago!" Bra said that last part yelling at the waiter. "Mind if I join you guys??" she asked. "No, not at all" Bra said friendly and Marron sat down next to Bra. "So what have you guys been up to lately?" "Oh nothing special and you?" I said trying not to think about Trunks. "I met a really great guy and I think he's the one" she said sounding very happy. After she said that I felt even worse. But I'm glad she found the right guy. "So do tell us" Bra said curious to know who the guy was. "Do we know him?" Bra asked. "Yes, you know him. It's Uub" "Oh.we didn't know you two were going out" Bra said.
Then the waiter came with the pizzas. While we were eating Marron began to tell us all about her and Uub. How it all started, what happened between them the last couple of weeks. And that they are moving in together and how happy they are together. The more I heard about her and Uub, the more I felt my heart hurt. I wished Trunks would love me and that we would be as happy as Marron and Uub are.
After a few hours of talking and catching up, we said our goodbye's and went to go shopping again. It wasn't as fun as this morning. I just couldn't stop thinking about Trunks after Marron told her story about her and Uub and how happy they are together. I told Bra that I wasn't feeling well, so I went home. And I said to her that I would call her.
~April 26th~
I can't stop thinking about him!!! Not even for a second. Trunks, Trunks, Trunks, Trunks, Trunks, Trunks, Trunks, Trunks, Trunks, Trunks, Trunks, His smile, his deep blue eyes, his lavender hair, his smile...*sighs* ARGGG.. I think I'm going crazy!!! Get out of my head!!! He DOESN'T love me!!! He SAYS he doesn't. But what about what Goten said. Why would he ask that if he doesn't love me? I really need to go and talk to him. But before I do, I have to get him out of my head and stop being so vulnerable, because if he really doesn't feel the same, I couldn't take that.
I'm going to train now maybe then I will get him out of my head. So I went down stairs. My dad was sitting in the kitchen, reading the newspaper. "Hi dad" I said trying to smile. "Hi Panny, what are you up to?" he asked not looking up from his paper. "I wondered if you maybe want to spar with me" I asked him very nicely. "No sorry but I'm busy now" he said. "Please daddy" I said very sweet and gave him a puppy face. "Ok ok, how could I ever refuse that puppy face" he then said laughing and put the paper down. "You can't" I said smiling at him and I followed him to the backyard.
He got in a fighting position. "Are you ready? Let me see what you can do" he said. "Ok" I said giving him a smirk. And for the next hour we sparred. I really cleared my mind off of things. I think I should do this more often. I hadn't thought a second about him... I think this is going to be alright after all. I hope.
~April 30th~
I'm going to talk to him. I think I'm ready now. I've thought about this for a while now. I couldn't even sleep last night without thinking about him. I can't tale this anymore. I have to go and talk to him tomorrow. I have to know. I'm going to train again, it really helps.
~May 1st~
I can't..I really can't do this now. I think I'm going to faint. I'm not ready yet. I can't face him now. I just can't. I'm going to train now and clear my mind. I'm still going to tell him but not now. It isn't the right time.
I'm back from training with my dad. He's the only one I can spar with now. I could go spar with Goten but he's to busy with Bra and everything. Or with Vegeta but I don't want to run into Trunks. So the only one left was my dad. He hasn't trained in a while but he still is one of the strongest. He did ask me why I'm training so much lately. I told him I wanted to become a super saiyan. I hate to lie to him but I couldn't tell him about Trunks. He would be angry and would have killed him. I think he bought it but anyway training is the only thing I can do now without having thoughts about Trunks.
~May 10th~
Ok, it has been a while. I really trained hard the last ten days. I really think I'm over him. I haven't thought about him for a while. And I think I'm ready to go and talk to him. I'll go see him tomorrow and I haven't seen Bra for two weeks. I wonder why, we usually call each other at least once a week. I guess she's been very busy with Goten. But anyway..I'm going to talk to him tomorrow and no backing out of this, this time.
~May 11th~
Today something really strange happened. I went to Capsule Corp. to talk to Trunks this afternoon. When I landed on the front yard, I had a really strange feeling about this. I think I was just nervous to talk to him. I saw Vegeta training in the gravity room. I didn't want to disturb him. So I walked to the front door, then I saw that the door was open. So I went in, I saw nobody. Then I heard something in the kitchen. I walked carefully to the kitchen. There I saw Trunks, he looked a little different somehow, but I hadn't seen him for a couple of weeks so.
"Hi Trunks" I carefully said hoping he would still talk to me. He looked up from the magazine he was reading and looked a bit confused. "Hi, eh sorry do I now you?" he then asked. I too was now confused. "I'm Pan, you don't remember me?" I asked very confused. "Oh you think I'm Trunks from this timeline. Eh sorry, I'm Mirai Trunks. I have come from the future and I'm staying here for a while. I have been here two weeks now, so why haven't I seen you here before?" he said still a little confused. I couldn't believe what I was hearing. Two Trunks'!!! "I.I.eh.." I was speechless. Why hadn't Bra told me about Mirai Trunks? Is this why she hadn't called me??
A/N: What will happen now??? Why hadn't Bra told her Mirai Trunks was here??? So what do you think?? Please review!!!!!
Disclaimer: I still don't own any of these characters.
~April 22nd~
I'm really sad today, but relieved at the same time. Now I know he doesn't feel the same. I have to get over him. But still deep in my heart I still hope that he will love me back some day.maybe he will. You never know what the future will bring you. Now I do regret that I ever told him. I wish I hadn't. It would be awkward to see him now. And we can't just go back being friends or maybe we can that depends on him. Why did I ever listen to Bra and Goten? They said I should tell him. They told me he liked me, so I thought they were right. I really did hope that.but he didn't.
I went to Goten today to tell him what had happened at the party yesterday. I didn't go see Bra because I didn't want to run into Trunks. So I went to his house. When I walked in, I saw Bra was there too. They were sitting on the couch watching a movie.
"Hi Pan, what are you doing here?" Bra asked. "I just had to talk to someone" I said a little sad, remembering the event that happened last night. "So what is it? "Goten asked. I sat down on the couch next to Bra. And I began to tell what happened last night. "Last night I told Trunks that I loved him and.and." I could feel the tears coming back again. I took a deep breathe. "And he said he loved me too." "That's good" Bra said happy. "But only as a friend" I tried not to listen to Bra and finished my sentence. "Oh.I thought he liked you more than a friend" Goten said confused. "Why did you think that??" I then said feeling really sad and a little upset at Goten. "Well.he once asked me how I would feel if you and he were a couple." Goten said not to get me more upset than I already was. "And what did you say?" Bra asked him because I couldn't get a word out of my mouth. "Then I said." Goten continued. "Oh No!!" Goten yelled and ran to the bathroom and closed the door.
Bra and I looked very confused and ran after him to find out what just happened. "Goten, are you ok?" Bra asked concerned. "Yeah, I'm fine. I only ran to the bathroom because I don't want Pan to hurt me!" Goten replied. "Why do I want to hurt you?" I asked him. Then it hit me. "GOTEN, WHAT DID YOU SAY TO TRUNKS???" "Ehh." Goten started "I told him.that.eh..I would kill him.if he ever hurts you.and I told him.that nobody would approve.if you two would go out and.especially Gohan.he would have killed him" Goten said really scared of what Pan would do to him. "YOU DID WHAT???" I yelled at him after hearing this. I was about to break the door down, when Bra stopped me and try to calm me down. "You know I can break the door down, if I want to!!" I yelled.
"Please Pan, forgive me. I don't know what I was thinking when I said that" Goten said begging Pan not to hurt him. "I can't believe you did that!!" Bra yelled at Goten. "Oh no, not you too Bra. Please don't be angry. You know I say stupid things now and then." Goten said. "That's what you love about me, right??" he said really quickly. "I can't believe you would do that to me!!!" I yelled at him and walked back to the living room. I sat down on the couch. And started thinking about him again. "Maybe he does love me." I thought to myself. Maybe he just couldn't because of what Goten said.
I have to go and talk to him and even if he still doesn't love me. I want to stay friends with him. If he still wants to be friends.
~April 24th~
I went shopping with Bra today. I really did have fun. I almost forgot about Trunks and the things that had happened between me and him the last couple of days. When I wake up, Bra called me and asked if I wanted to go shopping with her. I said yes, because I thought it maybe would help me clear my mind. All I could think of yesterday was Trunks. My head really hurt of all the thinking, I really couldn't get him of my head. So we went shopping together. I met her at the mall because I didn't want to run into Trunks.
"Hi Pan" I heard and turned around to see Bra. "Hi" I said. "So how are you after what happened at Goten's??" she asked. "I just can't stop think about him" I said. "I think you have to go and talk to him. He stays in his room the whole time and doesn't even come out to eat." "Yeah I know I have to but not now, maybe in a few weeks. And why doesn't he come out of his room?" I said trying not to think about him again. "I don't know. But you'll have to talk to him sooner or later" "Please let's go shopping. That's why were here and not to talk about Trunks" I said and walked to the nearest store. "Ok, what ever you want" Bra then said and followed me. We went to all the stores and bought a lot of new clothes. We talked about a lot of things. We really had fun. I even stopped thinking about Trunks for a while.
After a few hours of shopping, we went to a pizza place to eat lunch. We sat down at a table by the window. A waiter came to take our order and he was very surprised that we ordered so much food. Bra ordered ten pizzas and I ordered fifteen pizzas. (We saiyans do eat a lot, don't you think?). We talked a while and then we saw Marron walking in. "Hey Marron" Bra yelled. She looked at us and walked to our table. "Hi guys, what are you doing here?" she asked. "We are shopping and we are now waiting for our food to arrive, that we ordered a half hour ago!" Bra said that last part yelling at the waiter. "Mind if I join you guys??" she asked. "No, not at all" Bra said friendly and Marron sat down next to Bra. "So what have you guys been up to lately?" "Oh nothing special and you?" I said trying not to think about Trunks. "I met a really great guy and I think he's the one" she said sounding very happy. After she said that I felt even worse. But I'm glad she found the right guy. "So do tell us" Bra said curious to know who the guy was. "Do we know him?" Bra asked. "Yes, you know him. It's Uub" "Oh.we didn't know you two were going out" Bra said.
Then the waiter came with the pizzas. While we were eating Marron began to tell us all about her and Uub. How it all started, what happened between them the last couple of weeks. And that they are moving in together and how happy they are together. The more I heard about her and Uub, the more I felt my heart hurt. I wished Trunks would love me and that we would be as happy as Marron and Uub are.
After a few hours of talking and catching up, we said our goodbye's and went to go shopping again. It wasn't as fun as this morning. I just couldn't stop thinking about Trunks after Marron told her story about her and Uub and how happy they are together. I told Bra that I wasn't feeling well, so I went home. And I said to her that I would call her.
~April 26th~
I can't stop thinking about him!!! Not even for a second. Trunks, Trunks, Trunks, Trunks, Trunks, Trunks, Trunks, Trunks, Trunks, Trunks, Trunks, His smile, his deep blue eyes, his lavender hair, his smile...*sighs* ARGGG.. I think I'm going crazy!!! Get out of my head!!! He DOESN'T love me!!! He SAYS he doesn't. But what about what Goten said. Why would he ask that if he doesn't love me? I really need to go and talk to him. But before I do, I have to get him out of my head and stop being so vulnerable, because if he really doesn't feel the same, I couldn't take that.
I'm going to train now maybe then I will get him out of my head. So I went down stairs. My dad was sitting in the kitchen, reading the newspaper. "Hi dad" I said trying to smile. "Hi Panny, what are you up to?" he asked not looking up from his paper. "I wondered if you maybe want to spar with me" I asked him very nicely. "No sorry but I'm busy now" he said. "Please daddy" I said very sweet and gave him a puppy face. "Ok ok, how could I ever refuse that puppy face" he then said laughing and put the paper down. "You can't" I said smiling at him and I followed him to the backyard.
He got in a fighting position. "Are you ready? Let me see what you can do" he said. "Ok" I said giving him a smirk. And for the next hour we sparred. I really cleared my mind off of things. I think I should do this more often. I hadn't thought a second about him... I think this is going to be alright after all. I hope.
~April 30th~
I'm going to talk to him. I think I'm ready now. I've thought about this for a while now. I couldn't even sleep last night without thinking about him. I can't tale this anymore. I have to go and talk to him tomorrow. I have to know. I'm going to train again, it really helps.
~May 1st~
I can't..I really can't do this now. I think I'm going to faint. I'm not ready yet. I can't face him now. I just can't. I'm going to train now and clear my mind. I'm still going to tell him but not now. It isn't the right time.
I'm back from training with my dad. He's the only one I can spar with now. I could go spar with Goten but he's to busy with Bra and everything. Or with Vegeta but I don't want to run into Trunks. So the only one left was my dad. He hasn't trained in a while but he still is one of the strongest. He did ask me why I'm training so much lately. I told him I wanted to become a super saiyan. I hate to lie to him but I couldn't tell him about Trunks. He would be angry and would have killed him. I think he bought it but anyway training is the only thing I can do now without having thoughts about Trunks.
~May 10th~
Ok, it has been a while. I really trained hard the last ten days. I really think I'm over him. I haven't thought about him for a while. And I think I'm ready to go and talk to him. I'll go see him tomorrow and I haven't seen Bra for two weeks. I wonder why, we usually call each other at least once a week. I guess she's been very busy with Goten. But anyway..I'm going to talk to him tomorrow and no backing out of this, this time.
~May 11th~
Today something really strange happened. I went to Capsule Corp. to talk to Trunks this afternoon. When I landed on the front yard, I had a really strange feeling about this. I think I was just nervous to talk to him. I saw Vegeta training in the gravity room. I didn't want to disturb him. So I walked to the front door, then I saw that the door was open. So I went in, I saw nobody. Then I heard something in the kitchen. I walked carefully to the kitchen. There I saw Trunks, he looked a little different somehow, but I hadn't seen him for a couple of weeks so.
"Hi Trunks" I carefully said hoping he would still talk to me. He looked up from the magazine he was reading and looked a bit confused. "Hi, eh sorry do I now you?" he then asked. I too was now confused. "I'm Pan, you don't remember me?" I asked very confused. "Oh you think I'm Trunks from this timeline. Eh sorry, I'm Mirai Trunks. I have come from the future and I'm staying here for a while. I have been here two weeks now, so why haven't I seen you here before?" he said still a little confused. I couldn't believe what I was hearing. Two Trunks'!!! "I.I.eh.." I was speechless. Why hadn't Bra told me about Mirai Trunks? Is this why she hadn't called me??
A/N: What will happen now??? Why hadn't Bra told her Mirai Trunks was here??? So what do you think?? Please review!!!!!