"If only I could read your mind"
Disclaimer: Still don't own any of these characters.
A/N: Thanks to everyone who reviewed. It helped a lot writing this story. And I'm sorry it took so long, but I was on a vacation, so I couldn't write there...
"Trunks, please listen." I tried again, but he stood up. I could see his face now. His eyes were red and puffy, and tears were streaming over his cheeks. He looked at me a minute and flew away. "Wait, Trunks!" I yelled after him, but he didn't listen.
I just stood there, watching him fly away. "Does he love me?" I wondered "Then why didn't he tell me, on the night I told him, I loved him???"
Then Mirai Trunks came outside. "Is everything alright?" he asked. "Yes, everything is fine" I said, trying not to worry him. He wrapped his arms around me. We just stood there for a while and I tried not to think about Trunks.
~May 17th~
Today I woke up, still wondering about Trunks and the events that happened yesterday. I tried to stop thinking about him and just be happy that I have Mirai Trunks, but somehow I just couldn't..
~May 18th~
Today I went to lunch with my uncle Goten. He called me this morning to ask me if I wanted to go lunch with him. I had nothing to do, so I said yes.
"So why aren't you lunching with Bra?" I asked him, as we sat down. "Eh..it's not working very well between me and Bra" he said carefully. "What do you mean it's not working very well between you and Bra!" I said almost yelling. "Well..it's not what you think. Bra and I are doing just fine, but it's just that, we don't know if our families would approve our relationship" he then said. "What do you mean? I thought you and Bra didn't care about what your families thought about your relationship." I said, trying to find out what the problem is. "It's just that we thought about that a lot lately and we almost got caught by Vegeta! He could have killed me then, if I didn't quickly hide in the closet before he entered the room." he said, thinking back at that moment. I could see his face looking a little scared. "Why don't you tell everybody, so you won't have to sneak around?" I asked him. "Because Vegeta will definitely kill me and I don't want to die yet.." he said, getting scared. "But he will found out someday, somehow, so you're practically dead already" I said. Now Goten got really scared, he know that was true...
"So what are you up to?" he said really quick, trying to change the subject. "I'm doing fine. I'm just a little confused" I said, knowing he wouldn't want to talk about Vegeta anymore. "Confused about what?" he asked. "About Trunks" I carefully said. "How come?" he asked, getting curious. So I began to tell about what happened the other day. "..and Trunks saw us kissing. He was shocked at first, but then he looked hurt and walked away. I followed him outside. He just sat there near the lake, watching the fish and ducks swimming. I walked over to him and sat down next to him. He was just sitting there and said nothing. I tried to explain everything, but he just sat there crying (!). He wanted me to leave him alone. I tried for the second time to explain everything to him, but he didn't listen.. he stood up and flew away. But before he flew away, he looked at me for a minute. I could see the pain he felt in his eyes.." I said a little sad, seeing the pain in his eyes again. After a minute, I looked at Goten, to see how he would react.
There was a silence, both me and Goten said nothing. Then Goten broke the silence. "See I told you, he loves you" he said, smiling a son smile. "WHAT! Is that all you have to say!" I yelled at him. I at least expected him to tell me to go talk to him or something like that. "So what are you going to do now, then?" he asked me. "I have no idea. I don't even know who I love more" I said. "Well, you better find out soon, before you hurt Mirai Trunks or Trunks even more" he said. "Yes, I know that" *sighs*
~May 19th~
When I woke up today, Bra called me and asked if Mirai Trunks and I would like to go to the mall with her. She told me that Mirai Trunks already said that he would came, so I said I would come too, of course.
I went to Capsule corp. to meet them. They were already standing outside, waiting for me. "Hi guys" I said when I landed in front of them. "Hi Pan" they both said. "Ok, let's got then" I said. "Ok" Mirai Trunks said, took me by the hand and we slowly walked to the mall.
At the mall, Bra just dragged me to every store. Mirai Trunks was walking a few metres behind us. "So how are things between you and Mirai Trunks?" Bra asked me after a while. "We have only been together for a few days, you know. Nothing really important happened between us." I replied. "And what about Trunks?" she asked curious. "I really don't know" I sighed. "What happened?" she asked, she could see that something was wrong. I looked behind me, to make sure Mirai Trunks couldn't hear it. Then I told her the same story, I told uncle Goten yesterday. "....but before he flew away, he looked at me for a minute. I could see the pain he felt in his eyes..." I said, trying not to see the pain again.
"Wow, I didn't know my brother could cry" Bra then said. "WHAT! Is that all you care for? " I yelled. "Sorry, I just never thought he would cry over a girl" she said. "Yeah me too, that's why it makes me think about him so much, but what do you think I should do?" I asked. "Who do you love more?" she asked. "That's the problem, I don't know" I replied. "WHAT! YOU DON'T KNOW!" she yelled. "Shhh..quiet!" I said to her and looked behind me to see if Mirai Trunks heard it. Luckily he hadn't, he was still a few metres behind us, looking at the display windows of the stores. "Well than you'll have to figure it out soon!" she said, not yelling anymore. "I know, I know" I said.
I didn't want to talk about it anymore, so I walked to Mirai Trunks and walked next to him. He just smiled at me and took my hand in his. "He looks so happy. I don't want to hurt him. He doesn't know what happened that day with Trunks. Should I tell him?" I thought, while we walked hand in hand. "No, It will only worry him"
~May 20th~
Oh..what should I do? Tomorrow is the annual picnic of the Sons and Briefs. I'm usually looking forward to this event, because I would be spending a whole day with Trunks. But now it's different, after what happened the other day. It will be very awkward. How will I face him? Maybe I have to act normal, as if nothing happened, but that wouldn't be right.
We will have to talk to each other, somehow. We can't just ignore each other, can we? I will see what will happen, soon enough.. *sighs*
But I have to help my mother make food for tomorrow now...
~May 21st~
We made a lot of food for everyone yesterday. We are sitting in the park now, waiting for the Briefs to arrive. (I'm writing this in the park) Oh there they are, Bulma, Vegeta, Mirai Trunks, Trunks and Bra. They also brought a lot of food, I see. They all are carrying the food to where my parents are sitting. I'm sitting under the old oak tree, so that I can see everybody. In front of me, I see everyone taking a place on the blanket. Bulma is talking to my parents, Bra tries to join the conversation, Vegeta is just sitting there listening with his arms crossed, Trunks is also trying to listen and I see Mirai Trunks coming towards me. "Hi, what are you doing?" he asks. "Oh, I'm just writing in my dairy" I say, holding this book close to me, so that Mirai Trunks can't read it. "Oh really" he says and tries to see what I'm writing. "I'm not letting you read this, you know. So stop trying" I say smiling. "Ok ok, but aren't you going to sit over there with me?" he asks me with a puppy face and points to the place where everyone else is sitting. I laugh. "Ok" I say. I will write this later.
Ok, we are finished eating. It was fun. We talked about everything and we laughed a lot, except for Vegeta, of course. And it seemed like Trunks didn't have a lot of fun. He was just sitting there. He didn't even eat! However, nobody except me noticed that. Now and then, I see him looking at me with a sad expression on his face and then my heartaches, seeing him looking at me like that.
Now I'm again sitting under the oak tree, in front of me, I see my parents and Bulma still talking, on my right, I see Bra, Mirai Trunks and Vegeta sitting by the lake, playing cards and on my left, I see Trunks sitting alone on a swing. He is looking at me. I look at him and he quickly turns his head away. I decide to go to him and talk to him. I look to see if anyone is watching, but they are all busy talking to each other or playing cards that they wouldn't notice me if I walked over to Trunks.
So I walk towards him and sit on the swing next to his. "Hi" I say to him. He looks up. "Hi" he says back.
A/N: So what do you think of this chapter??? Please review!!! Thank you! ^_-
Disclaimer: Still don't own any of these characters.
A/N: Thanks to everyone who reviewed. It helped a lot writing this story. And I'm sorry it took so long, but I was on a vacation, so I couldn't write there...
"Trunks, please listen." I tried again, but he stood up. I could see his face now. His eyes were red and puffy, and tears were streaming over his cheeks. He looked at me a minute and flew away. "Wait, Trunks!" I yelled after him, but he didn't listen.
I just stood there, watching him fly away. "Does he love me?" I wondered "Then why didn't he tell me, on the night I told him, I loved him???"
Then Mirai Trunks came outside. "Is everything alright?" he asked. "Yes, everything is fine" I said, trying not to worry him. He wrapped his arms around me. We just stood there for a while and I tried not to think about Trunks.
~May 17th~
Today I woke up, still wondering about Trunks and the events that happened yesterday. I tried to stop thinking about him and just be happy that I have Mirai Trunks, but somehow I just couldn't..
~May 18th~
Today I went to lunch with my uncle Goten. He called me this morning to ask me if I wanted to go lunch with him. I had nothing to do, so I said yes.
"So why aren't you lunching with Bra?" I asked him, as we sat down. "Eh..it's not working very well between me and Bra" he said carefully. "What do you mean it's not working very well between you and Bra!" I said almost yelling. "Well..it's not what you think. Bra and I are doing just fine, but it's just that, we don't know if our families would approve our relationship" he then said. "What do you mean? I thought you and Bra didn't care about what your families thought about your relationship." I said, trying to find out what the problem is. "It's just that we thought about that a lot lately and we almost got caught by Vegeta! He could have killed me then, if I didn't quickly hide in the closet before he entered the room." he said, thinking back at that moment. I could see his face looking a little scared. "Why don't you tell everybody, so you won't have to sneak around?" I asked him. "Because Vegeta will definitely kill me and I don't want to die yet.." he said, getting scared. "But he will found out someday, somehow, so you're practically dead already" I said. Now Goten got really scared, he know that was true...
"So what are you up to?" he said really quick, trying to change the subject. "I'm doing fine. I'm just a little confused" I said, knowing he wouldn't want to talk about Vegeta anymore. "Confused about what?" he asked. "About Trunks" I carefully said. "How come?" he asked, getting curious. So I began to tell about what happened the other day. "..and Trunks saw us kissing. He was shocked at first, but then he looked hurt and walked away. I followed him outside. He just sat there near the lake, watching the fish and ducks swimming. I walked over to him and sat down next to him. He was just sitting there and said nothing. I tried to explain everything, but he just sat there crying (!). He wanted me to leave him alone. I tried for the second time to explain everything to him, but he didn't listen.. he stood up and flew away. But before he flew away, he looked at me for a minute. I could see the pain he felt in his eyes.." I said a little sad, seeing the pain in his eyes again. After a minute, I looked at Goten, to see how he would react.
There was a silence, both me and Goten said nothing. Then Goten broke the silence. "See I told you, he loves you" he said, smiling a son smile. "WHAT! Is that all you have to say!" I yelled at him. I at least expected him to tell me to go talk to him or something like that. "So what are you going to do now, then?" he asked me. "I have no idea. I don't even know who I love more" I said. "Well, you better find out soon, before you hurt Mirai Trunks or Trunks even more" he said. "Yes, I know that" *sighs*
~May 19th~
When I woke up today, Bra called me and asked if Mirai Trunks and I would like to go to the mall with her. She told me that Mirai Trunks already said that he would came, so I said I would come too, of course.
I went to Capsule corp. to meet them. They were already standing outside, waiting for me. "Hi guys" I said when I landed in front of them. "Hi Pan" they both said. "Ok, let's got then" I said. "Ok" Mirai Trunks said, took me by the hand and we slowly walked to the mall.
At the mall, Bra just dragged me to every store. Mirai Trunks was walking a few metres behind us. "So how are things between you and Mirai Trunks?" Bra asked me after a while. "We have only been together for a few days, you know. Nothing really important happened between us." I replied. "And what about Trunks?" she asked curious. "I really don't know" I sighed. "What happened?" she asked, she could see that something was wrong. I looked behind me, to make sure Mirai Trunks couldn't hear it. Then I told her the same story, I told uncle Goten yesterday. "....but before he flew away, he looked at me for a minute. I could see the pain he felt in his eyes..." I said, trying not to see the pain again.
"Wow, I didn't know my brother could cry" Bra then said. "WHAT! Is that all you care for? " I yelled. "Sorry, I just never thought he would cry over a girl" she said. "Yeah me too, that's why it makes me think about him so much, but what do you think I should do?" I asked. "Who do you love more?" she asked. "That's the problem, I don't know" I replied. "WHAT! YOU DON'T KNOW!" she yelled. "Shhh..quiet!" I said to her and looked behind me to see if Mirai Trunks heard it. Luckily he hadn't, he was still a few metres behind us, looking at the display windows of the stores. "Well than you'll have to figure it out soon!" she said, not yelling anymore. "I know, I know" I said.
I didn't want to talk about it anymore, so I walked to Mirai Trunks and walked next to him. He just smiled at me and took my hand in his. "He looks so happy. I don't want to hurt him. He doesn't know what happened that day with Trunks. Should I tell him?" I thought, while we walked hand in hand. "No, It will only worry him"
~May 20th~
Oh..what should I do? Tomorrow is the annual picnic of the Sons and Briefs. I'm usually looking forward to this event, because I would be spending a whole day with Trunks. But now it's different, after what happened the other day. It will be very awkward. How will I face him? Maybe I have to act normal, as if nothing happened, but that wouldn't be right.
We will have to talk to each other, somehow. We can't just ignore each other, can we? I will see what will happen, soon enough.. *sighs*
But I have to help my mother make food for tomorrow now...
~May 21st~
We made a lot of food for everyone yesterday. We are sitting in the park now, waiting for the Briefs to arrive. (I'm writing this in the park) Oh there they are, Bulma, Vegeta, Mirai Trunks, Trunks and Bra. They also brought a lot of food, I see. They all are carrying the food to where my parents are sitting. I'm sitting under the old oak tree, so that I can see everybody. In front of me, I see everyone taking a place on the blanket. Bulma is talking to my parents, Bra tries to join the conversation, Vegeta is just sitting there listening with his arms crossed, Trunks is also trying to listen and I see Mirai Trunks coming towards me. "Hi, what are you doing?" he asks. "Oh, I'm just writing in my dairy" I say, holding this book close to me, so that Mirai Trunks can't read it. "Oh really" he says and tries to see what I'm writing. "I'm not letting you read this, you know. So stop trying" I say smiling. "Ok ok, but aren't you going to sit over there with me?" he asks me with a puppy face and points to the place where everyone else is sitting. I laugh. "Ok" I say. I will write this later.
Ok, we are finished eating. It was fun. We talked about everything and we laughed a lot, except for Vegeta, of course. And it seemed like Trunks didn't have a lot of fun. He was just sitting there. He didn't even eat! However, nobody except me noticed that. Now and then, I see him looking at me with a sad expression on his face and then my heartaches, seeing him looking at me like that.
Now I'm again sitting under the oak tree, in front of me, I see my parents and Bulma still talking, on my right, I see Bra, Mirai Trunks and Vegeta sitting by the lake, playing cards and on my left, I see Trunks sitting alone on a swing. He is looking at me. I look at him and he quickly turns his head away. I decide to go to him and talk to him. I look to see if anyone is watching, but they are all busy talking to each other or playing cards that they wouldn't notice me if I walked over to Trunks.
So I walk towards him and sit on the swing next to his. "Hi" I say to him. He looks up. "Hi" he says back.
A/N: So what do you think of this chapter??? Please review!!! Thank you! ^_-