"If only I could read your mind"
Disclaimer: Still the same...
Chapter 10: I don't want you to give up.
He looked at me and our eyes met again. His head came closer to mine. I could almost feel him breathing on my lips. "Please..." he said, before leaning closer and then he kissed me...
*Oh my God, he's kissing me!! Is this a dream??* I thought *No, he's really kissing me, oh my, I can't believe this!!!*
*Wait, I can't do this! What about Mirai Trunks?? I have to stop this now!! But damn, he is a good kisser, I have to admit that. No, stop thinking like this, Pan! Think of Mirai Trunks, what if he walks in on us?!*
Realising that could happen I slowly pulled away. I looked at him. We both looked a little shocked of what just happened.
After a few minutes, we heard the front door opening. I started to panic a little, so I quickly jumped up. It was Bra and Mirai Trunks. "Hi guys!" they both said, when they entered the living room.
"Hi" I said casually, hoping they wouldn't notice that I was nervous. Trunks just sat there, I guess he was still shocked, so I nudged him.
"What!" he said, snapping out of his thoughts. I looked at Mirai Trunks and Bra they looked a bit confused. Trunks turned around and saw them standing. "Oh...Hi" he said quickly to them.
"What's going on in here?" Bra then asked.
"Oh...nothing, we were just watching TV" I said, trying to sound as calm as possible. I hoped they would believe it. "So where did you two go to?" I asked, changing the subject.
"I had to buy a new suit for the business trip to Paris and Bra helped me buy one" Mirai Trunks said, "Oh and my mother gave me another ticket so that you can come with me!" he said happy and showed me the ticket.
*Oh...what am I going to do now??* I asked myself, *I already said to him, I would go to Paris with him* "That's great!" I said, trying to be happy.
"Oh, that's so romantic! Just the two of you in Paris, the most romantic city in the world!!" Bra said, starting to drift off to her dream world.
"Hey, do you want to see my new suit?" Mirai Trunks asked me.
"Um...of course" I said. He took my hand and started walking to his room. Before we exited the living room, I looked at Trunks; he was just sitting on the couch staring at the TV screen. I could feel he was sad. *Why do I have to hurt him so much?* I thought.
We entered Mirai Trunks' room. "Wait here" Mirai Trunks said to me and disappeared into the bathroom, which linked to the room, to change into his new suit. I looked around me. His room was huge. I walked towards his king- sized bed and sat on it.
Then suddenly all these thoughts crossed my mind. *Oh my God, I can't believe he kissed me! This usually only happens in my dreams. But Mirai Trunks almost caught us, if I didn't stop... What would have happened if he had?
What should I do now? Think Pan! Whom do you love more? I guess, I have always loved Trunks, I can't remember when it all started and we have always been best friends. First it was just a little crush, but somehow it turned into something much more than that. And now... I don't think I have ever stop loving him...or will.
Then there is Mirai Trunks. I love him too. But do I really love him or was it just because I was confused and hurt by Trunks? Oh, I don't know! Maybe I shouldn't go to Paris with Mirai Trunks and stay home to think about all this and make up my mind.
And what did Vegeta mean? Does he think I would be better off with Trunks? But how does he know?
"Um...Pan?" I heard someone say. I snapped out of my thought and saw Mirai Trunks standing in front of me, waving with his hands. "Are you alright?" he asked me with a concerned look on his face.
"Um...yes, I'm fine. I was just thinking about something" I said, still not completely out of my thoughts.
"Ok, so what do you think?" he asked and started to show his new suit.
"You look great!" I said, trying to shove away me thoughts.
"Hey, are you sure you're fine? You look a little far away." he said with concern in his voice.
"Yes, I'm sure" I said now completely turning my attention to him. He just smiled at me and he sat down next to me. "I love you" he whispered into my ear and then he kissed me.
*Trunks does kiss better.* I thought, *No! Stop thinking that, Pan!* I said to myself.
We parted and looked at each other for a while. He smiled again. *He looks so happy. I can't hurt him! And what about Trunks? I already hurt him so much! I don't want to hurt him anymore! But one of them will be hurt in the end. The only question is who?*
I tried to smile back and not think about that.
"Well...I think I should go, I've got a lot of things I should take care of before we go to Paris" I said, thinking that would be a good excuse to go home, but that wasn't a total lie.
"Ok, I too have things to do for the business trip" he said and stood up. I also stood up and walked to the door.
"I'll see you around" I said and left. I walked down the stairs and saw Trunks still sitting in the living room, staring at the TV screen. I saw that he was in deep thought. I didn't want to disturb him, so I walked quietly to the front door, opened it and walked outside. I carefully closed the door, so he wouldn't hear it.
"Hmpf" said a voice behind me. I jumped a little and turned around to see who it was. I saw Vegeta standing there. "What are you doing, brat?" he asked me.
"Um nothing" I said casually.
"Trying to avoid my brat, I see" he said.
*How does he know that?* I asked myself. "Which one?" I asked, pretending I didn't know.
"You know perfectly fine which one!" he said with his harsh voice.
"Why do you care?" I said and tried to walk pass him. He grabbed my arm and said, "Because I want my son to be happy" he said. He let go of my arm and walked away.
"Wait! What do you mean?" I yelled after him, but he already disappeared into the Gravity Room.
*What did he mean by that?* I thought, *Did he mean Trunks?* I tried not to think about it to much and flew towards my house.
I laid down on my bed with all these thoughts in my head about what had happened today.
*Should I go to Paris?* I asked myself. *Maybe if I go away for one week, I can clear my mind. Yes. that's what I'm going to do. I'm going to Paris and when I come back I will know what to do and who I love more*
I looked at the clock on the wall. It said ten pm. *Time does pass quickly* I thought.
Suddenly I heard tapping on my window. I sat up and looked at my window. I didn't see anything, so I thought it was just a branch of the tree outside. But then I heard it again. *What could that be?* I thought. I stood up, walked towards the window and opened it.
There I saw Trunks floating outside my window. "Eh...what are you doing here?" I asked him.
"We have to talk. Um...can I come in?" he said in a serious tone.
"Yes, of course come in" I said a little nervous and stepped back, so that he could come in. "Um...what do you want to talk about?" I asked him, unsure of what to say to him.
"Eh...about what happened today..." he began. I could sense that he was nervous.
"Yes?" I said and looked at the ground. He came closer to me. He put his hand on my chin and brought up my face, so that I looked in his eyes.
"I have to know..." he said softly, "If there's any chance for you and me..."
"Eh..." I didn't know what to say. I looked away. "I don't know..." I said carefully. *What could I say to him?* I thought. "Um...give me some time to think about it..." I said, trying to say something that wouldn't hurt him.
But it didn't work. His face fell and the little hope he had left, was gone. I saw it all by looking in his eyes. *No! Trunks, don't give up yet!* my heart yelled, but I couldn't get one word out of my mouth...
A/N: Finally, chapter 10 is done, hope you like it! Please review and I will try to get the next chapter out as soon as possible!!!!!
Disclaimer: Still the same...
Chapter 10: I don't want you to give up.
He looked at me and our eyes met again. His head came closer to mine. I could almost feel him breathing on my lips. "Please..." he said, before leaning closer and then he kissed me...
*Oh my God, he's kissing me!! Is this a dream??* I thought *No, he's really kissing me, oh my, I can't believe this!!!*
*Wait, I can't do this! What about Mirai Trunks?? I have to stop this now!! But damn, he is a good kisser, I have to admit that. No, stop thinking like this, Pan! Think of Mirai Trunks, what if he walks in on us?!*
Realising that could happen I slowly pulled away. I looked at him. We both looked a little shocked of what just happened.
After a few minutes, we heard the front door opening. I started to panic a little, so I quickly jumped up. It was Bra and Mirai Trunks. "Hi guys!" they both said, when they entered the living room.
"Hi" I said casually, hoping they wouldn't notice that I was nervous. Trunks just sat there, I guess he was still shocked, so I nudged him.
"What!" he said, snapping out of his thoughts. I looked at Mirai Trunks and Bra they looked a bit confused. Trunks turned around and saw them standing. "Oh...Hi" he said quickly to them.
"What's going on in here?" Bra then asked.
"Oh...nothing, we were just watching TV" I said, trying to sound as calm as possible. I hoped they would believe it. "So where did you two go to?" I asked, changing the subject.
"I had to buy a new suit for the business trip to Paris and Bra helped me buy one" Mirai Trunks said, "Oh and my mother gave me another ticket so that you can come with me!" he said happy and showed me the ticket.
*Oh...what am I going to do now??* I asked myself, *I already said to him, I would go to Paris with him* "That's great!" I said, trying to be happy.
"Oh, that's so romantic! Just the two of you in Paris, the most romantic city in the world!!" Bra said, starting to drift off to her dream world.
"Hey, do you want to see my new suit?" Mirai Trunks asked me.
"Um...of course" I said. He took my hand and started walking to his room. Before we exited the living room, I looked at Trunks; he was just sitting on the couch staring at the TV screen. I could feel he was sad. *Why do I have to hurt him so much?* I thought.
We entered Mirai Trunks' room. "Wait here" Mirai Trunks said to me and disappeared into the bathroom, which linked to the room, to change into his new suit. I looked around me. His room was huge. I walked towards his king- sized bed and sat on it.
Then suddenly all these thoughts crossed my mind. *Oh my God, I can't believe he kissed me! This usually only happens in my dreams. But Mirai Trunks almost caught us, if I didn't stop... What would have happened if he had?
What should I do now? Think Pan! Whom do you love more? I guess, I have always loved Trunks, I can't remember when it all started and we have always been best friends. First it was just a little crush, but somehow it turned into something much more than that. And now... I don't think I have ever stop loving him...or will.
Then there is Mirai Trunks. I love him too. But do I really love him or was it just because I was confused and hurt by Trunks? Oh, I don't know! Maybe I shouldn't go to Paris with Mirai Trunks and stay home to think about all this and make up my mind.
And what did Vegeta mean? Does he think I would be better off with Trunks? But how does he know?
"Um...Pan?" I heard someone say. I snapped out of my thought and saw Mirai Trunks standing in front of me, waving with his hands. "Are you alright?" he asked me with a concerned look on his face.
"Um...yes, I'm fine. I was just thinking about something" I said, still not completely out of my thoughts.
"Ok, so what do you think?" he asked and started to show his new suit.
"You look great!" I said, trying to shove away me thoughts.
"Hey, are you sure you're fine? You look a little far away." he said with concern in his voice.
"Yes, I'm sure" I said now completely turning my attention to him. He just smiled at me and he sat down next to me. "I love you" he whispered into my ear and then he kissed me.
*Trunks does kiss better.* I thought, *No! Stop thinking that, Pan!* I said to myself.
We parted and looked at each other for a while. He smiled again. *He looks so happy. I can't hurt him! And what about Trunks? I already hurt him so much! I don't want to hurt him anymore! But one of them will be hurt in the end. The only question is who?*
I tried to smile back and not think about that.
"Well...I think I should go, I've got a lot of things I should take care of before we go to Paris" I said, thinking that would be a good excuse to go home, but that wasn't a total lie.
"Ok, I too have things to do for the business trip" he said and stood up. I also stood up and walked to the door.
"I'll see you around" I said and left. I walked down the stairs and saw Trunks still sitting in the living room, staring at the TV screen. I saw that he was in deep thought. I didn't want to disturb him, so I walked quietly to the front door, opened it and walked outside. I carefully closed the door, so he wouldn't hear it.
"Hmpf" said a voice behind me. I jumped a little and turned around to see who it was. I saw Vegeta standing there. "What are you doing, brat?" he asked me.
"Um nothing" I said casually.
"Trying to avoid my brat, I see" he said.
*How does he know that?* I asked myself. "Which one?" I asked, pretending I didn't know.
"You know perfectly fine which one!" he said with his harsh voice.
"Why do you care?" I said and tried to walk pass him. He grabbed my arm and said, "Because I want my son to be happy" he said. He let go of my arm and walked away.
"Wait! What do you mean?" I yelled after him, but he already disappeared into the Gravity Room.
*What did he mean by that?* I thought, *Did he mean Trunks?* I tried not to think about it to much and flew towards my house.
I laid down on my bed with all these thoughts in my head about what had happened today.
*Should I go to Paris?* I asked myself. *Maybe if I go away for one week, I can clear my mind. Yes. that's what I'm going to do. I'm going to Paris and when I come back I will know what to do and who I love more*
I looked at the clock on the wall. It said ten pm. *Time does pass quickly* I thought.
Suddenly I heard tapping on my window. I sat up and looked at my window. I didn't see anything, so I thought it was just a branch of the tree outside. But then I heard it again. *What could that be?* I thought. I stood up, walked towards the window and opened it.
There I saw Trunks floating outside my window. "Eh...what are you doing here?" I asked him.
"We have to talk. Um...can I come in?" he said in a serious tone.
"Yes, of course come in" I said a little nervous and stepped back, so that he could come in. "Um...what do you want to talk about?" I asked him, unsure of what to say to him.
"Eh...about what happened today..." he began. I could sense that he was nervous.
"Yes?" I said and looked at the ground. He came closer to me. He put his hand on my chin and brought up my face, so that I looked in his eyes.
"I have to know..." he said softly, "If there's any chance for you and me..."
"Eh..." I didn't know what to say. I looked away. "I don't know..." I said carefully. *What could I say to him?* I thought. "Um...give me some time to think about it..." I said, trying to say something that wouldn't hurt him.
But it didn't work. His face fell and the little hope he had left, was gone. I saw it all by looking in his eyes. *No! Trunks, don't give up yet!* my heart yelled, but I couldn't get one word out of my mouth...
A/N: Finally, chapter 10 is done, hope you like it! Please review and I will try to get the next chapter out as soon as possible!!!!!