"If only I could read your mind"
Disclaimer: don't own the characters or dbz, never have and never will...or at least I don't think I will... ^_^
Chapter 14: I have to tell you what I'm feeling...
"Pan..." Mirai Trunks began, "I know we don't know each other that long, but the time we spent together was the best time of my life..."
"But...I..." I said, wanting to say what was on my mind, but he just continued.
"So I wanted to ask you this..." he said and took something out of his pocket. It was a little box... The box I saw him quickly putting away in our hotel room.
He took my hand in his. And with his other hand he held the little box
"Pan, will you..." he said, he opened the box and I saw a key, "...move in with me?" he asked.
I was shocked! I didn't know what to say. "Uhh...I..."
"Please say you will" he said almost begging me to move in with him.
*I have to tell him* I said to myself. "Eh...I have to tell you something first..." I said carefully.
"What?" he asked, wondering why I didn't answer directly.
"Well..., you know that before you came here, I liked Trunks, right?..." I began.
"Yes, Bra told me. What does this have to do with Trunks?" he said rather confused.
"Well, you see...uhm...I..." I said not knowing how to say this to him. I didn't know where to begin so I began to tell him the whole story from the beginning.
"...First it was just a little crush, but it somehow turned into something much more... And one day Bra and Goten both said that he loved me and that I should tell him how I felt.
So, I decided to tell him how I felt, but after I told him, he said that he only loved me like a sister, a friend. I was really sad the days after that had happened. I really thought that he loved me too, but then Goten told me that Trunks once asked him, what he would do if he and I were going out. I thought *why would he ask that if he doesn't love me?*, so I believed that he did love me.
But then when I was going to talk to him, I met you..." I said, I looked at him and I could tell, he didn't like the way this was going... I just continued my story.
"Now, there were two of you. That only confused me more. I didn't know what to do. And I still hadn't talked to Trunks.
Then, to confuse things more, Bra told me that you liked me... and a few days later, you kissed me... I guess I liked you too..., but I was confused at that moment, so I don't know for sure...
But when Trunks found out that we were going out..." I stopped at that sentence and took a deep breathe, before I continued. *How am I going to say this?* I asked myself.
"Eh...do you remember that time when we kissed and he walked in on us?" I asked him. He just nodded his head.
"Well, remember that I followed him outside...
When I was outside, I saw that he was sitting at the lake; I could hear that he was sobbing. I tried to talk to him, but he wouldn't listen. He was really upset about this and sad at the same time. He flew away, but before he did, he looked me in the eye and I could see the pain he was feeling in his eyes. My heart ached at that sight. At that moment, I knew he loved me...
After that, I hadn't seen him for a while. Till the day of the annual picnic of the Sons and Briefs. While you were playing cards, I was talking with Trunks... He said, he did love me and always has and always will. He said that he wanted to tell me that much sooner, but couldn't, because of what Goten said...
And a couple of days ago, when you were out with Bra, buying a suit. I ran into Trunks... He asked me if I really loved you and I said that...eh..." I looked at his hand still holding mine and I slowly pulled my hand back. I just couldn't look him in the eye anymore.
"...and I said that I... didn't know who I loved more..." I said carefully. I looked at him, wondering how he would react, but he was just sitting there starring in front of him. His face was emotionless, but deep in his eyes, I could see that he was hurt. I didn't want to continue, but I had to...
"...and then...he...eh...well..." I said carefully, "...He kissed me and later that day, he came to my room and asked me if there was any chance between him and me... and then I..."
Suddenly Mirai Trunks looked up. "Stop there. Please stop, I don't want to hear more. I know enough..." he said and put the box with the key back in his pocket. He stood up and walked away, leaving me there all alone... still wondering if I made the right choice, but deep down in my heart I knew I made the right one...
A/N: Yeay, another chapter finished and look no cliffhanger! ^_^ I know this was a short chapter, I promise I will make the next one longer...
So what do you think of the story so far? I really want to know what you think of this story, so PLEASE review!!! I would really appreciate it!!! Thank you!!!
Oh I almost forgot to tell you, next week I have A LOT of tests and then I'm going on a vacation, so I won't be able to update till next year. T_T So see you in 2004!!! And I wish everyone a happy new year!!!
Disclaimer: don't own the characters or dbz, never have and never will...or at least I don't think I will... ^_^
Chapter 14: I have to tell you what I'm feeling...
"Pan..." Mirai Trunks began, "I know we don't know each other that long, but the time we spent together was the best time of my life..."
"But...I..." I said, wanting to say what was on my mind, but he just continued.
"So I wanted to ask you this..." he said and took something out of his pocket. It was a little box... The box I saw him quickly putting away in our hotel room.
He took my hand in his. And with his other hand he held the little box
"Pan, will you..." he said, he opened the box and I saw a key, "...move in with me?" he asked.
I was shocked! I didn't know what to say. "Uhh...I..."
"Please say you will" he said almost begging me to move in with him.
*I have to tell him* I said to myself. "Eh...I have to tell you something first..." I said carefully.
"What?" he asked, wondering why I didn't answer directly.
"Well..., you know that before you came here, I liked Trunks, right?..." I began.
"Yes, Bra told me. What does this have to do with Trunks?" he said rather confused.
"Well, you see...uhm...I..." I said not knowing how to say this to him. I didn't know where to begin so I began to tell him the whole story from the beginning.
"...First it was just a little crush, but it somehow turned into something much more... And one day Bra and Goten both said that he loved me and that I should tell him how I felt.
So, I decided to tell him how I felt, but after I told him, he said that he only loved me like a sister, a friend. I was really sad the days after that had happened. I really thought that he loved me too, but then Goten told me that Trunks once asked him, what he would do if he and I were going out. I thought *why would he ask that if he doesn't love me?*, so I believed that he did love me.
But then when I was going to talk to him, I met you..." I said, I looked at him and I could tell, he didn't like the way this was going... I just continued my story.
"Now, there were two of you. That only confused me more. I didn't know what to do. And I still hadn't talked to Trunks.
Then, to confuse things more, Bra told me that you liked me... and a few days later, you kissed me... I guess I liked you too..., but I was confused at that moment, so I don't know for sure...
But when Trunks found out that we were going out..." I stopped at that sentence and took a deep breathe, before I continued. *How am I going to say this?* I asked myself.
"Eh...do you remember that time when we kissed and he walked in on us?" I asked him. He just nodded his head.
"Well, remember that I followed him outside...
When I was outside, I saw that he was sitting at the lake; I could hear that he was sobbing. I tried to talk to him, but he wouldn't listen. He was really upset about this and sad at the same time. He flew away, but before he did, he looked me in the eye and I could see the pain he was feeling in his eyes. My heart ached at that sight. At that moment, I knew he loved me...
After that, I hadn't seen him for a while. Till the day of the annual picnic of the Sons and Briefs. While you were playing cards, I was talking with Trunks... He said, he did love me and always has and always will. He said that he wanted to tell me that much sooner, but couldn't, because of what Goten said...
And a couple of days ago, when you were out with Bra, buying a suit. I ran into Trunks... He asked me if I really loved you and I said that...eh..." I looked at his hand still holding mine and I slowly pulled my hand back. I just couldn't look him in the eye anymore.
"...and I said that I... didn't know who I loved more..." I said carefully. I looked at him, wondering how he would react, but he was just sitting there starring in front of him. His face was emotionless, but deep in his eyes, I could see that he was hurt. I didn't want to continue, but I had to...
"...and then...he...eh...well..." I said carefully, "...He kissed me and later that day, he came to my room and asked me if there was any chance between him and me... and then I..."
Suddenly Mirai Trunks looked up. "Stop there. Please stop, I don't want to hear more. I know enough..." he said and put the box with the key back in his pocket. He stood up and walked away, leaving me there all alone... still wondering if I made the right choice, but deep down in my heart I knew I made the right one...
A/N: Yeay, another chapter finished and look no cliffhanger! ^_^ I know this was a short chapter, I promise I will make the next one longer...
So what do you think of the story so far? I really want to know what you think of this story, so PLEASE review!!! I would really appreciate it!!! Thank you!!!
Oh I almost forgot to tell you, next week I have A LOT of tests and then I'm going on a vacation, so I won't be able to update till next year. T_T So see you in 2004!!! And I wish everyone a happy new year!!!