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All in all people, thanks for reviewing, if I seem a bit cocky forgive me I'm hyper. IF any of you have any ideas I'm open on them, and if you guys would be soooo kind to read my story 'revenge is sweet' and R&R it, I would greatly appreciate it, but I think I'll finish this story first and then work on the that one. Now on with the story

************************************ TELLING THE WATCHER

January 9th, 1998

It has only been a few days since I gave up my mortality and began my journey through immortality, it is rather lonely, and I saw my friends; I also promised to keep a journal through this, it would be fun, and knowing that some day it might come in handy for some poor old watcher or slayer I decided to right in it all the time. When the found my 'dead body' they were heartbreaking, and they kept on crying. Willow called Angel and everyone else and they held a memorial for me, everyone came. I saw Dawn crying, and I saw how Connor- who had returned to his father after retrieving his memory right after I "died"- was looking at his father and his friends trying to figure out what was going on. I saw Cordelia, doing her best trying to comfort Angel; turns out she just got out of the coma that she was in. I saw how Gunn and Fred both were crying for me, though they didn't even know me. I saw Giles and Wesley standing together, giving the other as much comfort as possible- must be a British thing. I saw my friends- Xander, Willow, Anya, Tara, Spike, and even Faith-who they had bailed out of jail, she was the slayer now- mourning for me. I saw Angle, looking at my grave, with a vague expression on his face, and I saw him clench his fist, glaring daggers at the tomb stone that read "Buffy Summers, beloved daughter, sister, and friend, forever she will remain in our heart for all of her good deeds", I also saw a tear trickle down his face, no doubt he was blaming himself for MY death. Within all of this all I wanted to do was, comfort them, tell them I love them and tell them to not blame themselves, I wanted to tell Dawn to be careful, I wanted to tell Giles that he was like my father and tell Faith that she was like my sister- hell I even wanted to tell them that I didn't die. But I knew that if I did, then Angel and the others will never have a chance to be normal, and I could not allow that. Plus Whistler kept on shooting me warning glances, he seems to be in contact with the Powers, he said that soon I will too-but no rush I ain't aging. I walked away, not being able to take anymore and was followed by Whistler, who knowing my mood stayed quite and then led me to a place to stay. I must go now, my first mission is about to begin.

, Buffy (I want a knew name, but I haven't thought of one yet)

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Two figures walked in the dark, both short but one even shorter, the taller one had the figure of a woman, the other a man. They walked through the cemetery, the woman leading the way the man following close behind. Suddenly the woman came to halt and the man stopped too, looking up at her with questioning eyes.

"Why did you stop?" He asked

She just smiled and pointed somewhere in front of her, Whistler followed her gaze and concentrated and saw what made his friend stop.

"I guess your link is still there then?" He asked Buffy

She nodded "It seems so" She looked out, and from the vision sight that no ordinary immortal could see she saw two figures fighting a group of vampires, one a man the other a woman. The man was obviously Angel and the girl; she would bet all her money that it was Faith. The two got into a sort of a struggle with the vampires, Faith even worse than Angel, and they were only fighting 6, three against one for each. Faith made a round-house to one's jaw and ducked a blow from it then got up and staked it. Angel who had just finished up on his enemies was now beating up one gone after Faith. When the fight ended, Angel's jacket was torn and Faith would be developing a black eye by the morning.

Angel sighed "God, how I hate vampires."

Buffy chuckled at that 'if only you knew Angel, if only you knew'.

She turned to her companion "Come on Whistler we need to go borrow some books from the school library, however useful they would be."

They turned, after walking in silence for a while, Whistler turned to her and said "So, how is this going to work?"

Buffy just smirked.

************** MORNING at Angel's high school************************

Angel was sitting in his seat with his friends sitting near him. There was Fred, Tara, Faith, Willow, Anya, Cordelia, and Gunn, Wesley, Doyle, Xander, Spike and Oz. Of course there was Connor and Dawn but they were a year smaller than the rest.

"So, how did patrol go last night?" Xander asked.

"Fine" Faith answered shortly

"Does damn vampires, don't know how they can live with themselves!" Angel added, growling.

**************WITH BUFFY**************************************

They had just finished explaining some of the things to Giles and he seemed pretty dazed.

"Are you sure, that you're talking about the same Angel? Maybe there was some sort of mistake..." He rambled on helplessly.

Buffy inwardly rolled her eyes; she didn't remember the librarian being that annoying. Ever. "Listen Giles, the Powers don't make mistakes and neither do I, now you have to take what we tell you and try to understand it. There is an apocalypse coming and Angel and the others need to know, they play a huge part in the ending of this thing so if they don't know then they are sort of helpless."

Giles just looked at her "But Angel and Faith, however strong they are, they have only killed one apocalypse. And well...they need training, they're not prepared for this, and how can I trust that you are who you say you are?"

Buffy looked at him and told him neutrally "You're favorite colour is blue, you're first name is Rupert and your middle name is Henry, you trained in the council for years and then you were assigned to your first charge who's name was Kennedy. You're first love was Jennifer Calendar and you were once in a group that worshiped a demon of some sort." She loved the man like a father but circumstances change, for one she was the wiser and the other, he didn't really know her.

Giles looked with complete shock at the woman in front of him; she knew things that he had told no one, things that he had tried to forget this woman was bringing back in a moment.

After regaining from his shock he said "Very well" he took off his glasses and started whipping them.

I guess old habits die hard Buffy thought amused. "What will we tell them?" Giles asked.

Whistler who had been quite for quiet a long time said "Just got a message from the Powers, first we'll tell them about Buffy and when they question we are obligated to answer, no questions are to be left unanswered but only if they ask. We are only allowed to tell them about Buffy tomorrow, tonight Buffy will somehow make her presence known to the Gang, and tomorrow they will be filled in on her."

When he finished he looked at the librarian who had a look of fright and determination on it and then to the woman. She looked indifferent, and her jaw was set and from all his years of being with her he knew that she cared but she would do her job, the right way.

"All right" She said "Let's go"

She walked out of the library, followed by Whistler whom she had grown very close to and they made their way to the mansion that Buffy had bought (working for the powers also gave her money for what she needed in this world) that so many years ago was owned by an Angle, that walked among the undead with sorrow that would have destroyed anyone.

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A/N: that's it for now!!! R&R please, not the best but I'm in a hurry; so sorry. Open for any ideas, remember!!! What did you guys think about the dairy thing? Too long, too boring? Should I stop it? Should I continue it? TELL ME!!!!!