Musings of the Heart
By Cold-Zephyr
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: Don't own the songs, don't own the Superstars, don't own squat. I thank you very much.
Summary: A songfic series of the Superstars' love lives, as well as their heartaches.
A/N: Here's my fourth chapter, called "What Makes Me Happy," and it's in the POV of Spike Dudley. Read and review, please!
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Chapter 4: What Makes Me Happy
Song Title: "Invisible Man" Band: 98 Degrees
POV of: Spike Dudley
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You can hardly wait to tell all your friends how his kisses taste sweet like wine
And how he always makes your heart skip a beat every time he walks by
And if you're feeling down, he'll pick you up
He'll hold you close when you're making love
He's everything you've been dreaming of
~
I was absolutely crazy about her. Her long blonde tresses, her sparkling blue eyes and her sweet smile just captivated my heart. She's a great person, sweet and kind, and I totally loved her for that. She was a Smackdown Diva, in fact she was the only reason for me to watch the show. I worked at Raw, where there are several lovely Divas to fawn over, but she was the one I doted upon. So when I was told that I'd been drafted to Smackdown, I was ecstatic.
On my first day at Smackdown, I walked through the hall to the locker room, ignoring the rude snickers directed at me. I was, am, and will always be the underdog, but I'm fine with it. I wonder where she is, though. I can't wait to meet her.
The sight of her glimmering blonde hair caught my eye. There she was, talking and laughing with her fellow Divas. I wanted to go up to her and say hello, but my nerves got the better of me. What chance did a pipsqueak loser like me have with her anyway?
Besides, she was very much in love...with someone else.
~
I wish you'd look at me that way
Your beautiful eyes looking deep into mine
Telling me more than any word could say
But you don't even know I'm alive
Baby, to you all I am is the Invisible Man
~
"Hi, sweetie," Billy walked over to her and kissed her on the cheek. I watched silently as I taped my wrists to prepare for my first match.
"Hey," she smiled at him sweetly as she stood up to hug him. Oh, what I wouldn't do to be Billy Kidman right at that moment.
Yeah, I was pretty jealous. But at least she was in love with a good guy like Billy. I'd met him once, he's pretty cool. I hope he loves her at least half as much as I do.
~
You're probably spending hours on the phone, talking 'bout nothing at all
It doesn't matter what the conversation, just as long as he called
Lost in a love so real, and so sincere
You wipe away others' tears
Your face lights up whenever he appears
~
"Hi...are you new here?" I can't believe it---is she actually talking to me?
"Yeah, I'm Spike Dudley from Raw," I stutter in reply.
"I'm Torrie Wilson. It's very nice to meet you, Spike. Welcome to the Smackdown family! I hope you like it here."
"I'm sure I will. Thanks very much, Torrie. And good luck in your match tonight!"
"Sure, thanks. See you around, Spike," she called out as she walked towards the ring, her entrance theme playing loudly.
I couldn't help but smile as I continued taping my wrists.
~
I wish you'd look at me that way
Your beautiful eyes looking deep into mine
Telling me more than any words could say
But you don't even know I'm alive
Baby, to you all I am is the Invisible Man
~
I watched her wrestle Dawn Marie on the backstage monitor.
"Great girl, isn't she?" Billy asked, also staring at the TV.
"She's a real nice gal," I replied, "quite a catch, Billy."
"I know." We both watched and cheered Torrie on as she scored the pinfall on Dawn Marie.
Dawn was enraged at losing to Torrie. She pushed some guy off and grabbed the steel chair that he was sitting on.
"Uh-oh...she's not gonna do what I think she is, is she?"
"Come on, Billy," I yelled, "we gotta save her!"
We ran out to the ring as fast as we could. Billy wrenched the chair away from Dawn as I rushed Torrie away to safety.
"Torrie...are you alright?"
"Yeah, thanks to you guys," she said as she gasped for air. "God...who knows what would've happened to me if you two hadn't come to save me."
I stood there, watching her, adoring her beauty up close. I know this is the closest I could ever get to Torrie. I know that she will never be mine. But at least she's happy, and just knowing that makes me happy as well.
~~~
It's a sort of mixed ending, but still a bit happy. I'm eagerly waiting for your reviews, people! It's up to you whether the series ends here or isn't over yet by a long shot. Peace, love, and then some... ~*Cold- Zephyr*~
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: Don't own the songs, don't own the Superstars, don't own squat. I thank you very much.
Summary: A songfic series of the Superstars' love lives, as well as their heartaches.
A/N: Here's my fourth chapter, called "What Makes Me Happy," and it's in the POV of Spike Dudley. Read and review, please!
~~~
Chapter 4: What Makes Me Happy
Song Title: "Invisible Man" Band: 98 Degrees
POV of: Spike Dudley
~~~
You can hardly wait to tell all your friends how his kisses taste sweet like wine
And how he always makes your heart skip a beat every time he walks by
And if you're feeling down, he'll pick you up
He'll hold you close when you're making love
He's everything you've been dreaming of
~
I was absolutely crazy about her. Her long blonde tresses, her sparkling blue eyes and her sweet smile just captivated my heart. She's a great person, sweet and kind, and I totally loved her for that. She was a Smackdown Diva, in fact she was the only reason for me to watch the show. I worked at Raw, where there are several lovely Divas to fawn over, but she was the one I doted upon. So when I was told that I'd been drafted to Smackdown, I was ecstatic.
On my first day at Smackdown, I walked through the hall to the locker room, ignoring the rude snickers directed at me. I was, am, and will always be the underdog, but I'm fine with it. I wonder where she is, though. I can't wait to meet her.
The sight of her glimmering blonde hair caught my eye. There she was, talking and laughing with her fellow Divas. I wanted to go up to her and say hello, but my nerves got the better of me. What chance did a pipsqueak loser like me have with her anyway?
Besides, she was very much in love...with someone else.
~
I wish you'd look at me that way
Your beautiful eyes looking deep into mine
Telling me more than any word could say
But you don't even know I'm alive
Baby, to you all I am is the Invisible Man
~
"Hi, sweetie," Billy walked over to her and kissed her on the cheek. I watched silently as I taped my wrists to prepare for my first match.
"Hey," she smiled at him sweetly as she stood up to hug him. Oh, what I wouldn't do to be Billy Kidman right at that moment.
Yeah, I was pretty jealous. But at least she was in love with a good guy like Billy. I'd met him once, he's pretty cool. I hope he loves her at least half as much as I do.
~
You're probably spending hours on the phone, talking 'bout nothing at all
It doesn't matter what the conversation, just as long as he called
Lost in a love so real, and so sincere
You wipe away others' tears
Your face lights up whenever he appears
~
"Hi...are you new here?" I can't believe it---is she actually talking to me?
"Yeah, I'm Spike Dudley from Raw," I stutter in reply.
"I'm Torrie Wilson. It's very nice to meet you, Spike. Welcome to the Smackdown family! I hope you like it here."
"I'm sure I will. Thanks very much, Torrie. And good luck in your match tonight!"
"Sure, thanks. See you around, Spike," she called out as she walked towards the ring, her entrance theme playing loudly.
I couldn't help but smile as I continued taping my wrists.
~
I wish you'd look at me that way
Your beautiful eyes looking deep into mine
Telling me more than any words could say
But you don't even know I'm alive
Baby, to you all I am is the Invisible Man
~
I watched her wrestle Dawn Marie on the backstage monitor.
"Great girl, isn't she?" Billy asked, also staring at the TV.
"She's a real nice gal," I replied, "quite a catch, Billy."
"I know." We both watched and cheered Torrie on as she scored the pinfall on Dawn Marie.
Dawn was enraged at losing to Torrie. She pushed some guy off and grabbed the steel chair that he was sitting on.
"Uh-oh...she's not gonna do what I think she is, is she?"
"Come on, Billy," I yelled, "we gotta save her!"
We ran out to the ring as fast as we could. Billy wrenched the chair away from Dawn as I rushed Torrie away to safety.
"Torrie...are you alright?"
"Yeah, thanks to you guys," she said as she gasped for air. "God...who knows what would've happened to me if you two hadn't come to save me."
I stood there, watching her, adoring her beauty up close. I know this is the closest I could ever get to Torrie. I know that she will never be mine. But at least she's happy, and just knowing that makes me happy as well.
~~~
It's a sort of mixed ending, but still a bit happy. I'm eagerly waiting for your reviews, people! It's up to you whether the series ends here or isn't over yet by a long shot. Peace, love, and then some... ~*Cold- Zephyr*~