Musings of the Heart By Cold-Zephyr

Rating: PG

Disclaimer: Don't own the songs, don't own the Superstars, don't own squat. I thank you very much.

Summary: A songfic series of the Superstars' love lives, as well as their heartaches.

A/N: Five...four...three...two...one...and now, presenting the fifth songfic of "Musings of the Heart," Chapter 5: Happily Ever After.

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Chapter 5: Happily Ever After

Song Title: "Buses and Trains" Artist: Bachelor Girl

Pairing: Steph/Paul (a.k.a. Triple H) POV of: Stephanie McMahon

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Hey, mom, why didn't you tell me?

Why didn't you teach me a thing or two?

You just let me go out into the world

You never thought to share what you knew

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I sit here at my desk, adoring the lovely diamond ring you gave me. What a long way I've come. This ring...much more than being the most expensive piece of jewelry I've ever seen, is a symbol of our undying love for each other. I recall the days when I nearly stopped believing in "happily ever after." Lord knows how many times my heart's been crushed like an empty soda can. It's funny...you were the reason that I came close to giving up on love. I thought I'd never get past the cold, icy walls that surrounded your heart. Thank God I never did give up, though.

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So I walked under a bus, I got hit by a train

I've fallen in love, which is kind of the same

I've sunk out at sea, crashed my car, gone insane

And it felt so good, I wanna do it again

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I'd always stayed behind the scenes in Daddy's business, just watching and helping out when I could. Daddy hated you, you were always getting in his face and pissing him off, so you annoyed me as well. But deep inside, I couldn't help but find you attractive. So when you, the buff, muscular, sexy tough guy asked shy, quiet little me out on a date, I found myself saying yes, despite all my efforts to do otherwise.

And, boy, did you turn my life around. Not in a particularly good way. You brought out the dark, rebellious side in me, and before I knew it, I was getting in Daddy's face and pissing him off as well. But you brought out the strong side in me, and I soon was able to do things I was previously too weak or scared to do.

You broke my heart so many times over, and made me fall again for you so many times over. When we finally broke it off, I hated you with every fiber of my being. But I could move on, I was a strong, tough woman. I got back on my feet and went on to achieve success. Something tells me, though, that to this day, I would still be crying my eyes out over you if you hadn't taught me to be strong. I learned so much from you, and I thank you for all of that.

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Hey, mom, why didn't you want me?

'Cause about boys, there's something I should have known

They're like chocolate cakes, like cigarettes

I know they're bad for me, but I just can't leave them alone

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My heart...it felt so worn out. I didn't want to love anymore. Then all of a sudden, you waltz your way back into my life. I didn't want it anymore...I didn't want love and heartbreak all over again. I've had enough, thank you very much.

You wouldn't take "no" for an answer, would you?

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So I walked under a bus, I got hit by a train

I've fallen in love, which is kind of the same

I've sunk out at sea, crashed my car, gone insane

And it felt so good, I wanna do it again

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Well, thank goodness you didn't. If there was anyone I was to experience all this pain, annoyance and frustration, I'm glad it was you. Besides, what's a sunny day worth if there were no rainy days?

Fate decided to be nice to me for a change. We weathered it all, and in the end, we've stayed strong. You taught me to be tough, and I taught you to be sensitive. We've made each other better people, you and I. What more could I ask for?

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Hey, mom, since we're talking

What was it like when you were young?

Has the world changed, or is it still the same?

A man can kill and still be the sweetest foe...

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One day, you got down on your knees and proposed to me. It was the happiest day of my life, and I'm sure happier days are to come. "I wanna grow old with you, Steph," you told me. That was the most romantic thing anyone's ever said to me.

So here I am now, living my "happily ever after" with you, the bane of my existence, and the reason of my happiness. I wouldn't have it any other way.

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And that ends the chapter! Does this series end as well? You decide. Review it. All my love... ~*Cold-Zephyr*~