Feelings
He's freaking perfect in every fucking way. It makes me sick.
He has everything, friends, family, and someone close to him. I have barely any of those.
He has a friend from home. I lost mine.
He's a hero. I'm more evil than good.
He's Jak, I'm Sakura, and he makes me sick!
And yet...I love him to pieces...though he never sees it. He will never love me.
I know that he can see my feelings for me, but he chooses to ignore me. Why would he ignore me? He likes me; I can sense that feeling within him. It is as clear as day to me, and yet he hides it. Why doesn't he just tell me in private, and it will be off his chest, but no, he keeps it a secret. But he knows that I can see into his soul.
And yet, he tries to hide his feelings, but I can see why. He has a girlfriend, and he loves her more than me. It annoys me so much, that I could just kill her...Kiera, but I would never hurt him, for he cares for her, and if I killed her, he would never forgive me. Never....
So, I ask myself, why don't I just get out of his life forever. It would do me some good, and maybe even him. But no, I wish to stay near him. He brings me comfort, and eases my pain. He makes me forget the 12 years of torture, and for one split second, I feel at peace with everything.
He's like me, special in every way. Our abilities, our wishes, our past, well, maybe not our past, but almost everything else.
But he is perfect, and no matter how much I love him...he still makes me sick...but not that much. I will forever love him, Jak.
He's freaking perfect in every fucking way. It makes me sick.
He has everything, friends, family, and someone close to him. I have barely any of those.
He has a friend from home. I lost mine.
He's a hero. I'm more evil than good.
He's Jak, I'm Sakura, and he makes me sick!
And yet...I love him to pieces...though he never sees it. He will never love me.
I know that he can see my feelings for me, but he chooses to ignore me. Why would he ignore me? He likes me; I can sense that feeling within him. It is as clear as day to me, and yet he hides it. Why doesn't he just tell me in private, and it will be off his chest, but no, he keeps it a secret. But he knows that I can see into his soul.
And yet, he tries to hide his feelings, but I can see why. He has a girlfriend, and he loves her more than me. It annoys me so much, that I could just kill her...Kiera, but I would never hurt him, for he cares for her, and if I killed her, he would never forgive me. Never....
So, I ask myself, why don't I just get out of his life forever. It would do me some good, and maybe even him. But no, I wish to stay near him. He brings me comfort, and eases my pain. He makes me forget the 12 years of torture, and for one split second, I feel at peace with everything.
He's like me, special in every way. Our abilities, our wishes, our past, well, maybe not our past, but almost everything else.
But he is perfect, and no matter how much I love him...he still makes me sick...but not that much. I will forever love him, Jak.