Enemy Love: Chapter 5, The Notebook
I have written all of these poems, please do not use them even if you do credit me. I just want them to remain here. Thank you!
How could she do this to me?! Being nice, trading me in for our enemy- Malfoy! I don't believe it. How did this happen?!?! Thought Harry, who was getting angrier by the second. He didn't even want to face Hermione until he was calm, so he wouldn't lose control. He just went up to the Gryffindor common room to see if Ron was there so he could tell him what happened.
Hermione closed her door and jumped onto her cozy bed full of fluffy pillows and a warm comforter all red and gold with the Gryffindor crest on it. Hermione thought it was rather stylish. Her room really couldn't be any neater. All her notebooks were neatly stacked on her oak wood desk. Her pants and sweaters were hanging from her closet, and her shirts were folded with no wrinkles inside her matching oak dresser. She took out the her the thick notebook where she wrote all her poems and life stories from one of her oak night stand. The notebook cover was pretty ordinary with black leather so it wont cause much attention, but what no one really knew was that it was full of magic. Many spells were casted on it so it would only open under her command. It had no lock but if you tried to open it, it was like trying it was being held closed by something so strong that it was unbeatable. To make a spell as strong as this you would really have to be as intellectual as Hermione and put passion into magical studies. She flipped the first page and it said:
Magical Studies Notebook
Student-
The first page was like a double barrier system. If someone got in, this page would activate until Hermione signed in her name and it would seem like it was her class notebook. Once she signed in, she flipped the first few pages and her poetry was all about happiness and love but as she turned more towards the middle her poems reflected on sadness and death.
Page- 33
Gone
You're gone, disappeared. All that's left is some of your old stuff and precious memories. You told me you loved me, then why did you leave?
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This poem was about her mom, even though she didn't choose to leave Hermione still felt like her mom has left her life. She continued to flip to the next page.
Page- 34
Pain
The worst things ever: suffer, anger, discrace. It's all a part of pain. Pain is used for the worst. If it hurt it will always hurt; It settles in your heart, as sweet as a tart, years from now you will always see that mark. It will never leave, that's the worst part.
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The pages continued to talk about suffering. Hermione felt a tear come down her cheek, it was a sad memory. She remembered every detail when writing these poems, it was the night after her mom's death. She felt panicked, crazy, and too sad to live. She felt there was no one, at least no one she could confine her thoughts to. So instead, she poured out her heart and soul into this book.
MEANWHILE...
Ginny was in her room, where no one would find her. She was crying until she couldn't cry no more. She had to do something, anything to keep her from thinking about her terrible life. She didn't want to, but she couldn't resist, it was too hard. After all those months of Hermione's suggested "therapists" that Hermione said could help her problems. She got her razor and put it by her arms and she began to cut herself, and see the blood flow. The bright redness oozed out and that gave a strange pleasure to Ginny. She heard her creaky door burst open and only to reveal Harry...
A/N: It's medium sized, but I did type it in a day and I am proud! And I kind of left you hanging. Just because I did these last two chapters in like a day doesn't mean I will always have the time, lol. But I thank all my reviewers, stay strong. Yes, Ginny is a cutter and I have a good poem for this...oops, I am already saying too much! I am sorry if you do not like it, but the story needed a big twist. But lemme give you a clue- this chapter will change the whole order of the story, but you wont see why until 5 or more chapters. I have realized that chapter 2 and 3 had one or two slight spelling mistakes, so I fixed those. Comments/suggestions to cuttiepie1717hotmail.com, I hope I do get some now because it should be a big debate about this big twist. R/R!
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