Disclaimer – Don't own so don't sue. This means I don't own Harry potter or anything to do with the movies/books. I do however own Rachel Virginia Jess and the rest of the characters that aren't in the books. I wish I owned Tom Felton but I do not sadly I do however own his trading card… Enjoy! and review

This chappy was written for my Rachel 33

Then I pushed that away as something new lingered in my thoughts. Was I going to die?

I lay in the hospital wing by myself staring at the ceiling. My friends had to go to class but they promised to visit at lunch. I felt so alone. I looked around the large room and quickly closed my eyes. My eyes were burning from crying so much. Madam Pompfrey was in the next room trying to get as much information on my sickness as possible. She rushed into the room and sat down beside me. I lazily opened my eyes and listened to what she was going to say.

"Just tell me how long" I said half joking. She looked at me in a disapproving way. JEEEEZ I cant even make jokes on my deathbed?

"I have good news and bad news" she sighed. I just nodded. Well it couldn't be that much worse could it? "Its not fatal" she paused "But I haven't found a cure yet" I looked away. At least it wasn't fatal.

I don't exactly understand what it is," I stated.

"You just get weak frequently. I've made a potion for you to take twice a day that will keep you strong but every once in awhile something might happen and cause you to have another weakness spell. Just try not to worry about too much. Stress seems to add to it" That was easy for her to say. My life consisted of nothing but stress at the moment. "Anyway someone is here to see you" I straightened up and waited to see the people I needed most walk through the door. But they never did. Instead walked in a tall pale boy with those all to familiar eyes.

"What are YOU doing here?" I sneered.

"Shut up" he said. I looked at him in awe. SHUT UP?! Was he insane after what he did this is what he says to me.

"You asshole" I looked away as I felt tears threatening to come out at any second. He sat on the edge of my bed "Get away from me" I screamed, "I don't want her germs god knows I'm sick enough already," I added.

"Listen to me before you fucking jump to conclusions" he moved closer. I shifted aside farther away from him. I couldn't have him this close to me. "Madam Pompfrey explained what was wrong" he searched my face for a reaction when I stared blankly he continued. "I'm sorry for what you saw but she practically attacked me" I snorted not being able to believe he was saying that. "I'm serious she told me to meet her there I was expecting her to tell me were over but instead there she was in well...nothing" he looked at me.

"I don't need an explanation Malfoy," I said turning to look at him. He winced when I used his last name.

"I'm Malfoy now?" he asked.

"Your lucky your anything" I replied. 

"She doesn't mean anything to me" he said.

"I don't care Ferret" I sighed remembering the story Hermione told me about Draco.

"Oh so this is how were going to play?" He asked again his voice turning cold.

"No I wouldn't play with a lying son of a bitch" I spat.

"Okay Miray if this is what you want" he shrugged.

"No" I looked at his confused face "I want you to get the fuck out" I smiled. He hot up and stormed out not looking back. I couldn't hold my tears anymore. Madam Pompfrey walked in.

"When your ready you can leave" she gave me a weak smile. I nodded and got out of bed. I felt dizzy at first but gained my balance and collected my thing. I wasn't going to spend another minute in this hospital wing.

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I walked through the hallways stopping every once in awhile to rest. I made my way up the stairs and to my room. I noticed it was lunch so all the kids must be in the great hall. I decided to get changed and head down there. I opened the portrait and stopped. There they were Gin and Blaise kissing passionately on the couch. I smiled and cleared my throat. Gin jumped up.

"MIRAY!!" she screamed and ran over to hug me. "I was going to come down with Blaise and um.." she blushed and looked at him "Anyway I didn't know you would be out today I would have came and gotten you" she hugged me again. I gave her a forced smile and she understood. "Hey Blaise babe ill talk to you later okay?" Blaise nodded and gave her a quick kiss before leaving.

"Blaise?" I asked Gin.

"He's wonderful…but that doesn't matter right now tell me what happened" she sat me down on the couch. I explained my little meeting with Draco and how horrible it was. She looked at me sadly. "He doesn't deserve you…"She squeezed my hand. "You deserve better." a single tear rolled down my cheek and she wiped it gently and gave me one last hug before shooting up. "COME ONNN!!!" she said. I weekly got up and made my way to my room. "Listen you know what you do when a guy doesn't realize how hott you are?" I shock my head "You show him what he's missed E.V.V.I.A style" she was totally right. FUCK HIM.

"I love you," I said to Gin and she shoved me towards the bathroom.

"Love ya too but go shower smelly lets make you hott not that you aren't biatch" she joked. I ran in the shower and turned the water to cool so I could wake up. I washed my hair and my body quickly and when I got out I felt a million times better. It was as if I washed the sickness out of me. I just remembered what Madam Pompfrey told me about taking it slow. I put on my extremely short school skirt and my tight white oxford shirt. I wore my little tie and didn't bother taking a jacket or vest I liked the way it looked without it. Gin helped me curl my hair to loose curls and I put on lip-gloss and dark eyeliner.

"Wow" Gin looked at me. I had to agree with her. After being blah it was defiantly an improvement.

"Lets do this" I said and grabbed my books. Lunch was just about over so we headed to DADA our next class. "By the way where is Jess and Rachel?" I asked.

"Rachel's with Rob and Jess with Adrian 'he's showing her around'" she rolled her eyes. We walked down to the great hall and I paused before I walked through the doors. I took a deep breath ad walked in. As always everyone turned around but I simply put on my 'don't fuck with me' me face. I heard chuckles come from the Slytherin table and stopped. That's it. I turned around to see Pansy and Millicent laughing and Draco looking away. Pansy was all over him. I walked over there.

"Well well if it isn't the wicked bitch and look a sidekick. Oh you might want to sit down don't want to pass out and die" she made a pouty face.

"What the fuck is your problem slut?" I moved closer to her.

"You obviously" she said getting up. I felt Gin close behind me.

"Listen whore don't fuck with me or ill mess up your pretty little face again…oh wait did I say pretty? I meant ill mess up that thing again," I pointed at her face. I chorus of "ooOOooo's" came from the Slytherins around me.

"Don't threaten me" she spat.

"I'm not I'm promising you" I replied.

"Draco can you make this filth go away" she turned to look at him. He looked up at me and made eye contact for a second but I quickly looked away.

"Pansy forget it," he said in a low voice.

"What don't have anything to say ferret face?" I asked. He shot me a dark look.

"Leave now" he said in a snarl.

"Oh yes master" I said sarcastically. As I was walking away with Gin I stopped and turned around. "That Gin my dear is called 'being pussy whipped' I made a little whipping hand motion and turned back around and kept walking. I was almost at the table when I felt someone grab my arm roughly. I turned around to see Draco looking at me.

"Outside now" he said in a growl. Gin looked at me and I nodded telling her ill be fine. I fallowed him outside.

"What do you think your doing?" I asked as he roughly shoved me against the wall in the hallway. "I told you not to touch me"

"What are you playing at saying those things to me?" his eyes bore into mine.

"I meant everything I said asshole" he grabbed me shoulders and pushed me into the wall more. This made me whimper. Pain shot through my body.

"What were you saying?" he asked. Tears welled up in my eyes I didn't know what to say.

"What do you think your doing" I whipped my head around to see Rachel and Ron looking at us. I tried to smile but Draco was still pinning me against the wall.

"Get off her" Ron added walking up to us.

"Sod off Weasley and take your girlfriend with you" Draco said pushing me again. I whimpered once more this made Rachel go over the edge.

"Get the FUCK OFF HER" she ran over and punched him. He stumbled and pushed her out of the way. She fell onto the floor face first and hit against it hard. Ron was fuming by now he came over and socked Malfoy in the jaw. They went at it punching each other and shove each other about. I ran over to Rachel and noticed some blood by hear mouth. I helped her up and after she reassured me she was okay we turned to Ron and Draco. They were both bloody. Draco's lip was bleeding and a small bruise was forming around his eye. Ron's nose was dripping with blood and he had a cut by his eye. We ran over.

"Stop" I screamed holding Draco back.

"Ron stop it please Ron" Rachel screamed. At this Ron stopped and stood by Rachel giving Draco a nasty look. Draco looked down at me since I was still holding his arm. I quickly let go and went to stand by Rachel and Ron.

"Don't ever touch any of them again," Ron said. We turned around and walked away. I explained to them how that happened.

"I'm just so glad your okay" she hugged me.

"Thanks so much for that Ron" I said to him

"No problem" he shrugged.

"Wait do I remember Draco saying girlfriend back there?" I asked.

"Well yes" Rachel blushed and Ron took her hand in his.

"That's too cute" I joked. We walked into the great hall and sat by the rest of my friends. A few minutes later Draco walked in shooting a look over at me. I shuddered and turned back around. We ate dinner quickly and walked up to our common room. It was me Ron Rachel Harry Hermione gin Adrian jess and Blaise. Everyone seemed to be talking and having a great time. I walked into out room and put on some short shorts and a small tank top and my bunny slippers. I slowly made me way out of the common room. I walked through the dark hallways and looked at the painting. Suddenly I was jerked into a small closet. The moon shone through the window and I saw the outline of the persons face. I gasped.