Author's Notes :: Thank you for reveiwing and etc,Here is Chapter Two as promised.Although it maybe sadder than usual. Or whatever.

Jenny M. 5/15/04

Remember Me

Chapter Two: How You Remind Me

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Note: Theres going to be a song in this chapter,Thats all I have ta say about it.This Chapter is also in Numbuh 4's POV.

Never Made It As A Wise Man

I Couldn't Cut It

As A Poor Man Stealing

Tired Of Living Like A Blind Man

I'm Sick Of Sight Without A Sense Of Feeling

I couldn't remember anything,Those strangers were keeping me "hostage" in a room with a wrestling pin,I was strapped onto the bed.I was scared.My body was completely numb,It was like my entire body had went to sleep. I couldn't remember much..Not even how I got here,My head ached and I just couldn't focus.

My vision blurred slowly as tears formed before falling down my now pale face,The tears were desperate.As I was too desperate to escape this.To remember.But it was like nothing I ever felt,I couldn't help but cry.What choice did I have? My arms and legs were pinned to this bed,I couldn't move.I didn't even think this was reality anymore.

Shutting my eyes as the tears streamed down my face,Flashes of the lightning.The thundershock.Flashed through my mind,It felt as if the peices were falling together,The pain was growing inside me.Blossoming inside my soul slowly..Ever so slowly.I could struggle all I wanted against the restraints.

But it was no use,I couldn't move.The leather bounds were cutting into my skin.Cutting off my circulation.The room was spinning wildly,I couldn't see straight.It was almost like reality was no longer there.It was like I had no feeling left in his body,No nothing left in my entire body,I was struggling against the restraints but I was losing all feeling.

And This Is How You Remind Me

This Is How You Remind Me

Of What I Really Am

This Is How You Remind Me

Of What I Really Am

The door cracked open,My head turned to the side.To only see that same raven haired girl wearing an overlarge green sweater.She was carrying a small,brown colored bear plush.What was she going to do? I didn't know but I wanted to be free from all this,I wanted to be able to atleast go home.If I had a home.

"Numbuh 4,How ya feeling?"

She asked looking straight at me,I gulped back the tears that threatened to pour down my pale face,I couldn't handle it all,It was the same thing everytime..Always forgetting about what I needed to remember.My memory was gone.And my body was numb.I couldn't feel anything.

"I'm not Numbuh 4! I'm Wallabe!"

I choked out a small protest,The girl looking confused as she approached me.I was wriggling against the restraints,Trying to pull myself free.I didn't want to go down this way,I didn't.I was feeling the warm,salty tears pour over my pale face as the girl,Numbuh 3 placed the soft plush beside me.

"I know you don't remember who you are..Or who I am...But I thought Mr.Snuggykins would make a very good companian!"

Numbuh 3 said,I stared at her quizzically before looking down at the stuffy.I didn't understand it,I wasn't supposed to be here.

"Mr...Snuggykins?"

I asked,Confusion lacing my voice.Numbuh 3 nodded smiling at me.

It's Not Like You To Say Sorry

I Was Waiting On A Different Story

This Time I'm Mistaken

For Handing You

A Heart Worth Breaking

And I've Been Wrong

"But...Why?"

I managed to choke out,Numbuh 3's smile never faded.I felt the urge to just hide..This wasn't normal,Nothing seemed normal.I managed to dismiss the rather haunting thought as I stared at the plushie that she had tucked under my arm.

"Because your my friend!"

Numbuh 3 said cheerily,I blinked slowly. I didn't understand why or what the cause may of been for her to say that but it made me feel warm inside.Not that I really remembered why now.It was almost like there was no reason to feel numb.I tried to smile but there was no strengh..Not even enough to crack a small grin.

"Why...Am I strapped down?"

I asked looking at her,Numbuh 3 shrugged looking about as confused as I did.Which didn't help much due to I needed someone to tell me what was going on.I didn't know.I still felt completely numb.I managed to gulp back the pressure that over-whelmed itself into my throat.

"Numbuh 1 thinks that you might do something drastic 'cause You don't remember anything...."

Numbuh 3 uttered,Looking down all of the sudden.I blinked,Her usual cheery expression now gone..Just by mentioning those few words.I wasn't sure how to react.

"How...Drastic?"

I asked nervously,Sweat pouring down my pale forehead as Numbuh 3's lilac eyes turned up to mine,I could see the sadness lurking in behind them.

"About as drastic as...."

Numbuh 3 would've finished but she busted into tears,I would've tried to calm her down,If my arms and legs were pinned to this bed.I could feel the pain of the straps pressing into my flesh,I bit my lip hoping the pain would ease.

I've Been Down

Into The Bottom Of Every Bottle

These Five Words In My Head

Scream

Are We Having Fun Yet?

"You don't have to go through with it and tell me...."

I whispered,Hoping she would calm down.Ever since I had lost my "memory" I just wasn't the same,Her gaze met mine.Tears shimmering in her lilac orbs,I felt a pang inside my heart.I felt like crying myself.

"I wish I could tell you...."

Numbuh 3 uttered wiping away tears with the long sleeve of her overly large green sweater.I would've said something but it seemed like it would be best for me to just keep my mouth shut.

Yeah,Yeah,Yeah,No,No

Yeah,Yeah,Yeah,No,No

"Could you atleast...Unstrap me?"

I asked,I felt uncomfortable under these leather straps.Numbuh 3 nodded smiling as she approached me and undid the leather straps.They came loose.Sweet freedom at last.

As she turned away,I cleared my throat.

"Um why DO you do all these things for me?Its not like I ever knew you or anything..."

I trailed off as Numbuh 3 turned to face me,A sad smile placed on her lips.

"Its how You Remind Me."

Numbuh 3's sad smile soon faded as she walked from the room,I sighed and sat up.The numb sensaition finally gone.What did she mean though?

"It's How You Remind Me..."

Her voice echoed in my head as I sighed,Sitting here alone in the darkness.

End Of Chapter Two

Note: Theres Chapter Two,I hope you liked it.Anyway please R&R,Nice flamies are welcome..Still.Let me know when you want Chapter Three.