Here is another chapter! Sorry about the spelling mistakes in the last chapters! The song in this chapter is Cold and Empty by Kid Rock! Enjoy!!!

*Song*

' Thoughts'

"Conversations"

*** Flashbacks***

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Remy woke up the next morning, with a new resolve in his heart. He had to leave. The pain he felt wasn't going to go away here. He needed to make sure what that the letter he received a few days ago was true. He needed to go back to New Orleans for the first time in five years...He needed to go Home.

*maybe I've been on the road to long
livin' my life through these songs
I guess lovin' a music man
Wasn't really in your plans
does it matter if I'm sorry again
and why should I apologize
you knew all along it was my life
you know my ins and outs
all of my fears and doubts
its the life I love
but its you I can't live without*

He moved his legs to the floor, and stood. He moved lethargically toward the closet. He opened the door and glanced at the floor, there was a medium sized brown leather bag, stuffed full of clothes. He always kept this bag ready so that he could leave in a moments notice. He hadn't needed it since he moved to the institute but now he picked it up and walked out of the room. It was early and a thick mist hung in the air. An angry blue furred German blocked the front door of the institute. Remy locked eyes with Kurt yellow battling red and black.

"Your Leaving." Kurt's voice was cold and clipped but he was exhausted and depressed. Rogue didn't leave a letter for him; it broke his heart. Rogue was the only family, outside of his psychopathic mother, he had ever known.

*and this whole world seems... cold and empty
someone please turn on the lights
Lord if there's and angel you could send me
I could use one here tonight*

"Yeah...If it counts for anything I'm sorry" Remy slowly moved past Kurt toward the door.

"It doesn't count for anything...You broke the hearts of the two people I love most...my sister and the girl I love. As far as I'm concerned you dead." Kurt walked away. Remy walked out the door, a few seconds later the sound of a motorcycle ripping down the driveway could be heard.

*now where I am supposed to go
my only home was in your soul
I know I cant stay here...and drown in a pool of tears
should I pack my pride
and face this life alone*

*On the floor of Remy's room* (the rest of the letter)

Dear Remy,

I need to tell you something. I know that it was a long time ago...but do you remember that night we spent together in high school... There is something I need to tell you.... I was pregnant. I should have told you, I know that now. I need you to come home. For our child, and for the sake of the love we used to have.

Love,
Bella

*With Mystique*

Mystique had never been one to cry, but one tear slid down her cheek when the news reached her. She wasn't sure if she was glad that her daughter was safe and not Xavier's, or if they were tears of sadness because her daughter had her heart broken and was now all by herself on the road somewhere. Mystique wiped the tear away hastily, and a cold malicious smile spread across her face. This was the perfect chance to get Rogue back. If she could convince Rogue that Xavier had something to do with Remy breaking her heart then she would come back to the Brotherhood.

*And this whole world seems cold and empty
Someone please turn on the lights
Lord if there's and angel you could send me
I could use one here tonight

Maybe its me who's cold and empty
And in my darkness I cannot see the light
Please god if there an angel you could send me
Cause there's one missin' from my life*

Rogue walked slowly beside the railroad tracks, her bag thrown over one shoulder, and her hair pulled back from her face. Her eyes were like emeralds, endless and hard. She didn't even glance up as the train glided past her, sticking one hands she grabbed a handle on one of the box cars and swing herself inside. She moved to the other door and relaxed as the countryside rolled past. Reaching into her pocket she pulled out a cigarette, lit it, then sat with her back against the door and her form silhouetted by the sun. the cigarette rested between her pale lips with ease.

*you are my heart you are my soul
wherever you are that's where I go
you know my ins and outs
all of my fears and doubts
its the life I love
but its you I cant live without
yea its the life I love
but its you I cant live without
baby its the life I love
but its you I cant live without
the life I love*
the life I love
but its you I cant live without*

Remy glanced at the door in front of him. Behind that door was his future. He was doing the right thing...but his heart was breaking. He raised his hand and knocked lightly. He waited a few seconds before he turned and started to walk away. Behind him the door opened and a small voice called...

"Remy...."

*** End*** (for Now)

Cliffy! Again! Please Review!