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DISCLAIMER:I DONT OWN FRUBA , JUST THIS STORY. ok i got this nasty review from this like bitch, i dont remember her name but still.
can some one give me a review please, any review even "hey it sux!" because im getting depressed and stuff.O did i tell u, im a writer on fanfiction.net. that way if for any reason if u cant get on aff can just go there to read my stories. if u have any fanfiction sites i can give this story to please tell me, because im looking for something to do. Thank u so0o0 much for those who reviewed, i kno its probably annoying right now but i just want to show u how much i appreciate it. ok im getting weird so ill get on with the story.enjoy!
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ch. 4 'spring festival'
After the movie haru dropped momiji and tohru back at their homes. It was like a reunion, joy and sadness flooded her heart at once. she walked over to the calendar putting her books down on the table.
"Tomorrow's the spring festival...I wonder if yuki and kyo are going."
Tohru walked over to her coach and laid down, turning on the t.v.
"Now another boring day of school. It feels almost like high school..........AH! SCHOOL, I COMPLETELY FORGOT!!!!"
Tohru ran upstairs and took a shower, jumping in her clothes quickly. She dashed out the front door racing toward the school.
She got in just in time to make the second bell, and sat down in her homeroom while the teacher did the attendance. She looked at Arisa.
"I cant believe I almost forgot about school. And the festival is tomorrow, I still got to get the cooking done!"
"Wow, seems like you have your hands full, would you like me to come over and help?"
"No, I can get it done!"
Then she looked to her other side, sitting in yukis seat was hana! Hana turned her head toward tohru slowly.
"i am the new student at this school, hello tohru."
"hana but didnt you fail the entrance exams? _"
"i got 'special permission' "
"OK...well, hi! Nice to see you... I think ...."
"of course its been a long time."
"Yeah, two months..."
Arisa cocked her head over a bit.
a:"you two call that a long time, I wonder what a couple of years are."
T:"ok, so hana how did you um, get in?"
h:" i put my name on a girls files she seemed to have grades that were at my level."
t:"what was her name?"
h:"something minnagawa."
a:"you mean the old yuki fan club president?"
h:" yes I think that was her."
t:"well at least we wont have to worry about her!"
a:"ok, whatever..."
The day went by slowly, a minute felt like an hour and the teacher sounded like a book. But it gave tohru time to think about things that she had been wanting to think about for a long time.(in her standards 12 hours is a long time.)
First why was kyo being so mean, was it really because of what yuki said it was, or was it something else. She felt sorry for him, all this time she had been away he had no one to talk to .and she felt like it was all her fault.
Tohru went off in a gaze as she thought about the subject at hand. Mean while the teacher stood behind her and taped on her shoulder.
"Tohru Honda, if there is something more important than school that you would like to think about. I welcome you to go out in the hall."
tohru jumped a little and nodded as she got up and exited the room. She felt so sad, but not as sad as she had been before.but in a way it wasn't sadness or guilt , just like a simple arrow that pierced threw her heart, every time she thought of kyo.
She didnt want to move, but she didnt want to leave him like he was, what she thought to be half way empty. It was as if she didnt know him any more as if they would never be able to sit down and talk, just for a while. like all of the things that interested both of them or things that they cherished about the other didnt even matter at all.
Somehow she didnt want them to grow any more apart. She wanted to be able to talk to him, to hug him without him getting mad or for him to take up for her, even if he knew she didnt care. at least that was something, proof that he knew she was there. The proof she needed to know she was there.
yuki came out of the class room.
"The teacher says you can come back in if you are done now."
"Thanks yuki, im sorry. I was just thinking..."
"Uh...."
"About kyo, why Hes like that."
"You can tell you haven't been in shigure's house for a long time. Why don't we talk about it over lunch, im sure the teacher is wondering what we are talking about out here."
"Yeah, all right."
They walk in together and go to lunch when the bell rings.
"so yuki are you going to the spring festival?"
"yes are you coming?"
"I wouldn't miss it for the world!"
"Now tohru what did you want to talk to me about?"
"Kyo, why was he more...agitated...then usual?"
"i dont know, he didnt act that way in the morning."
"was it me?"
"Maybe you should ask him your self."
"but he wont tell me. "
"You never know. He might. there's things kyo will say in front of other people that he wouldn't in front of me. And I think you are one of those people."
Tohru looks down at her feet. After school yuki walks tohru home. tohru starts making the food for the spring festival. Shigure was taking her to the festival and she decided to make some food for them, since they would take her with them.
Tohru waited outside as shigure pulled up to the drive way. Tohru was glad she could come, but not to sure about kyo.
The cherry blossom peddles danced around the sky, painting the wind with pinks and whites. Tohru sat in the back with yuki, yuki didnt trust her up in the front with shigure and kyo was mad at her.
They went to the park and picked a place to eat under one of the cherry blossom trees. Tohru laid down the blanket with the help of yuki and set the food out, trying to keep shigure's hands out of the sushi and riceballs.
They started to eat and talked, kyo kept to himself and tohru noticed. She reached over and put her hand on his.
"kyo lets go get some sodas for the rest."
She said it with a smile but she really just wanted to talk to him about what had been troubling her mind for so long.
Her and kyo went away to get the 'sodas' as yuki was left with shigure to explain. Kyo and tohru stood in line.
"kyo are you mad at me?"
Kyo looked over at her for a second to make sure she was talking to him.
"No, why would you think that?"
"I don't know, you just haven't been too happy with me lately and I was worried. I mean you know you can come and talk to me whenever you want, right?"
"Yeah, but maybe sometimes I don't want to talk to you."
"Why?"
"Because maybe I just don't want to !"
"Sorry!"
"Sorry, I mean its just sometimes I cant come and talk to you."
"Why?"
"Whats with all the questions!"
"Sorry this is my last one promise!!!"
"because sometimes its about you..."
Tohru stopped herself from asking another question, but instead of answering questions this just rose more. What could he be thinking about her that he didnt want to talk to her about? was it something bad? Was it troubling him that much. to the point where he thought he couldn't even talk to her about it.
But then it made he feel better, to know that he was not mad at her, and that he was doing the opposite of what she thought he had done. He had always been thinking about her and it bothered him now because when she was around he knew he couldn't say anything about it.
Then it was bad too. Did he think he could not talk to her any more? was she just another one of those people that abandoned him in his eyes and that was why he didnt want to talk to her?
A tear rolled down tohrus cheek, filled with both happiness and sadness. She was so glad that he opened up to her a bit, but she was sad that he could not tell her about what was on his mind. and it sort of heart her, to know he thought that.
Kyo saw the tear.
"WHA...WHAT DID I DO NOW?!"
"Im sorry , I wasn't here to help you. Instead I ran away I just left you here to think about that and now that I came back you are hurt because, what ever the reason, you cant tell me whats on your mind."
"but that's not why you're crying is it?"
"No, im crying because im happy you told me that you werent mad and because im sad you cant tell me what is on your mind."
"so its still because of me?!"
"no, its my fault."
"No, its not, im sorry for what ever I did to you, OK. now stop crying !"
Tears started to drop from her eyes faster. He was really worried about her. he wanted to make her feel better, to make her stop crying and that made her even happier he didnt really mean to make her sad, and even when he did he tried to fix it. And even though in the past that was common of him, right now it was the rarest moment she had with him.
Kyo bought tohru an ice cream as long as she promised to stop crying, and as they walked back they held hands, but this time just a little tighter then they use to.
The next couple of hours they spent together, they tried to make it their best. For kyo it was to pay for all her tears but for tohru it was to enjoy the little time she could spend with kyo.
The cherry blossoms still fell as they left the park, but this time it was not just a peddle in the wind. It was a moment that she had spent with kyo, both the good and the bad.
shigure dropped her of by her house and as the car faded in the distance she swore she could still see kyo looking out by the back window with his amber eyes waving good bye.
She walked in her house. It was quite, not filled with joy or memories of happiness or bliss. just an outer shell of a home that didnt seem to fit. A month ago was the last time she had considered moving back in with the sohmas but now she seemed to want that same dream again.
And now she had to think about another thing what was so important to kyo that he couldn't tell her? And even more, would she ever see kyo again?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ thats the end 2 ch.4. some one asked 4 mushy stuff so i gave it 2 u. ur welcome! poor kyo! word scramble! it will tell you what happens in the next chapter , if you can solve it!
oky nad hortu isks tefra olochs no cicandet, utb yeht litls siks!
bwahaha, tell me what it says in ur reviews. and i will tell u if its right! have fun. i g2g. \bye please review!
*-.-* saquin ****************************************************************************
DISCLAIMER:I DONT OWN FRUBA , JUST THIS STORY. ok i got this nasty review from this like bitch, i dont remember her name but still.
can some one give me a review please, any review even "hey it sux!" because im getting depressed and stuff.O did i tell u, im a writer on fanfiction.net. that way if for any reason if u cant get on aff can just go there to read my stories. if u have any fanfiction sites i can give this story to please tell me, because im looking for something to do. Thank u so0o0 much for those who reviewed, i kno its probably annoying right now but i just want to show u how much i appreciate it. ok im getting weird so ill get on with the story.enjoy!
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ch. 4 'spring festival'
After the movie haru dropped momiji and tohru back at their homes. It was like a reunion, joy and sadness flooded her heart at once. she walked over to the calendar putting her books down on the table.
"Tomorrow's the spring festival...I wonder if yuki and kyo are going."
Tohru walked over to her coach and laid down, turning on the t.v.
"Now another boring day of school. It feels almost like high school..........AH! SCHOOL, I COMPLETELY FORGOT!!!!"
Tohru ran upstairs and took a shower, jumping in her clothes quickly. She dashed out the front door racing toward the school.
She got in just in time to make the second bell, and sat down in her homeroom while the teacher did the attendance. She looked at Arisa.
"I cant believe I almost forgot about school. And the festival is tomorrow, I still got to get the cooking done!"
"Wow, seems like you have your hands full, would you like me to come over and help?"
"No, I can get it done!"
Then she looked to her other side, sitting in yukis seat was hana! Hana turned her head toward tohru slowly.
"i am the new student at this school, hello tohru."
"hana but didnt you fail the entrance exams? _"
"i got 'special permission' "
"OK...well, hi! Nice to see you... I think ...."
"of course its been a long time."
"Yeah, two months..."
Arisa cocked her head over a bit.
a:"you two call that a long time, I wonder what a couple of years are."
T:"ok, so hana how did you um, get in?"
h:" i put my name on a girls files she seemed to have grades that were at my level."
t:"what was her name?"
h:"something minnagawa."
a:"you mean the old yuki fan club president?"
h:" yes I think that was her."
t:"well at least we wont have to worry about her!"
a:"ok, whatever..."
The day went by slowly, a minute felt like an hour and the teacher sounded like a book. But it gave tohru time to think about things that she had been wanting to think about for a long time.(in her standards 12 hours is a long time.)
First why was kyo being so mean, was it really because of what yuki said it was, or was it something else. She felt sorry for him, all this time she had been away he had no one to talk to .and she felt like it was all her fault.
Tohru went off in a gaze as she thought about the subject at hand. Mean while the teacher stood behind her and taped on her shoulder.
"Tohru Honda, if there is something more important than school that you would like to think about. I welcome you to go out in the hall."
tohru jumped a little and nodded as she got up and exited the room. She felt so sad, but not as sad as she had been before.but in a way it wasn't sadness or guilt , just like a simple arrow that pierced threw her heart, every time she thought of kyo.
She didnt want to move, but she didnt want to leave him like he was, what she thought to be half way empty. It was as if she didnt know him any more as if they would never be able to sit down and talk, just for a while. like all of the things that interested both of them or things that they cherished about the other didnt even matter at all.
Somehow she didnt want them to grow any more apart. She wanted to be able to talk to him, to hug him without him getting mad or for him to take up for her, even if he knew she didnt care. at least that was something, proof that he knew she was there. The proof she needed to know she was there.
yuki came out of the class room.
"The teacher says you can come back in if you are done now."
"Thanks yuki, im sorry. I was just thinking..."
"Uh...."
"About kyo, why Hes like that."
"You can tell you haven't been in shigure's house for a long time. Why don't we talk about it over lunch, im sure the teacher is wondering what we are talking about out here."
"Yeah, all right."
They walk in together and go to lunch when the bell rings.
"so yuki are you going to the spring festival?"
"yes are you coming?"
"I wouldn't miss it for the world!"
"Now tohru what did you want to talk to me about?"
"Kyo, why was he more...agitated...then usual?"
"i dont know, he didnt act that way in the morning."
"was it me?"
"Maybe you should ask him your self."
"but he wont tell me. "
"You never know. He might. there's things kyo will say in front of other people that he wouldn't in front of me. And I think you are one of those people."
Tohru looks down at her feet. After school yuki walks tohru home. tohru starts making the food for the spring festival. Shigure was taking her to the festival and she decided to make some food for them, since they would take her with them.
Tohru waited outside as shigure pulled up to the drive way. Tohru was glad she could come, but not to sure about kyo.
The cherry blossom peddles danced around the sky, painting the wind with pinks and whites. Tohru sat in the back with yuki, yuki didnt trust her up in the front with shigure and kyo was mad at her.
They went to the park and picked a place to eat under one of the cherry blossom trees. Tohru laid down the blanket with the help of yuki and set the food out, trying to keep shigure's hands out of the sushi and riceballs.
They started to eat and talked, kyo kept to himself and tohru noticed. She reached over and put her hand on his.
"kyo lets go get some sodas for the rest."
She said it with a smile but she really just wanted to talk to him about what had been troubling her mind for so long.
Her and kyo went away to get the 'sodas' as yuki was left with shigure to explain. Kyo and tohru stood in line.
"kyo are you mad at me?"
Kyo looked over at her for a second to make sure she was talking to him.
"No, why would you think that?"
"I don't know, you just haven't been too happy with me lately and I was worried. I mean you know you can come and talk to me whenever you want, right?"
"Yeah, but maybe sometimes I don't want to talk to you."
"Why?"
"Because maybe I just don't want to !"
"Sorry!"
"Sorry, I mean its just sometimes I cant come and talk to you."
"Why?"
"Whats with all the questions!"
"Sorry this is my last one promise!!!"
"because sometimes its about you..."
Tohru stopped herself from asking another question, but instead of answering questions this just rose more. What could he be thinking about her that he didnt want to talk to her about? was it something bad? Was it troubling him that much. to the point where he thought he couldn't even talk to her about it.
But then it made he feel better, to know that he was not mad at her, and that he was doing the opposite of what she thought he had done. He had always been thinking about her and it bothered him now because when she was around he knew he couldn't say anything about it.
Then it was bad too. Did he think he could not talk to her any more? was she just another one of those people that abandoned him in his eyes and that was why he didnt want to talk to her?
A tear rolled down tohrus cheek, filled with both happiness and sadness. She was so glad that he opened up to her a bit, but she was sad that he could not tell her about what was on his mind. and it sort of heart her, to know he thought that.
Kyo saw the tear.
"WHA...WHAT DID I DO NOW?!"
"Im sorry , I wasn't here to help you. Instead I ran away I just left you here to think about that and now that I came back you are hurt because, what ever the reason, you cant tell me whats on your mind."
"but that's not why you're crying is it?"
"No, im crying because im happy you told me that you werent mad and because im sad you cant tell me what is on your mind."
"so its still because of me?!"
"no, its my fault."
"No, its not, im sorry for what ever I did to you, OK. now stop crying !"
Tears started to drop from her eyes faster. He was really worried about her. he wanted to make her feel better, to make her stop crying and that made her even happier he didnt really mean to make her sad, and even when he did he tried to fix it. And even though in the past that was common of him, right now it was the rarest moment she had with him.
Kyo bought tohru an ice cream as long as she promised to stop crying, and as they walked back they held hands, but this time just a little tighter then they use to.
The next couple of hours they spent together, they tried to make it their best. For kyo it was to pay for all her tears but for tohru it was to enjoy the little time she could spend with kyo.
The cherry blossoms still fell as they left the park, but this time it was not just a peddle in the wind. It was a moment that she had spent with kyo, both the good and the bad.
shigure dropped her of by her house and as the car faded in the distance she swore she could still see kyo looking out by the back window with his amber eyes waving good bye.
She walked in her house. It was quite, not filled with joy or memories of happiness or bliss. just an outer shell of a home that didnt seem to fit. A month ago was the last time she had considered moving back in with the sohmas but now she seemed to want that same dream again.
And now she had to think about another thing what was so important to kyo that he couldn't tell her? And even more, would she ever see kyo again?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ thats the end 2 ch.4. some one asked 4 mushy stuff so i gave it 2 u. ur welcome! poor kyo! word scramble! it will tell you what happens in the next chapter , if you can solve it!
oky nad hortu isks tefra olochs no cicandet, utb yeht litls siks!
bwahaha, tell me what it says in ur reviews. and i will tell u if its right! have fun. i g2g. \bye please review!
*-.-* saquin ****************************************************************************