Abandon

by: schu-chan

disclaimer: not mine, never will be unless the kind owners would like to leave it all to me at the event of their deaths... no? darn.

kill AOL... anyways, i have AOL and this post that was going to be posted on christmas couldn't get posted, so instead of saying merry christmas, happy new year, guys! and wish me happy birthday... my birthday's on December 31, mwahahahah... -.-" And you finally get to know what Omi's gonna say/do to Yotan! bwahahahaha! hm.... what else what else... ah... honto-ni gomen-nasai... i haven't updated chibi ken in a long time and this in two or three times as long.. honto-ni gomen!

*thoughts*

//flashback//

~*Chapter 5*~

Yohji looked up in surprise when he saw Omi walk into his room without knocking. Omi was always the one who told everyone to knock.

"What's up, chibi?" He pretended not to notice the cold look in Omi's eyes.

"I told you not to hurt him, Yohji-kun."

"Look, Omi. This is none of your business. And I'm not hurting him because I want to hurt him... I just..."

"You just what? You KNOW that Ken-kun's not as strong as he seems... you know how easily he can be hurt! And you leave him for some GIRL that works for the enemy? Ken-kun loves you so much, Yohji-kun! Why did you have to do that? That girl... that girl Neu, even if she is Asuka, she's not the same Asuka that you knew! She doesn't even love you anymore! She loves that... that Masafumi guy!"

Yohji sighed. "Look, it's not something you'd ever understand, chibi. Just stay out of it."

Omi glared at him. "You're right. I'll never understand why you left a guy like Ken-kun for a girl that might as well be dead."

Yohji stared out the window as Omi left. He lit a cigarette and stared at the moon, seeing Asuka's death again and again.

*Why, Asuka? Why do you appear before me now? This has to be a chance... A chance that Kami-sama's given me...*

Outside his room, Omi sighed. He'd meant more or less to beat Yohji into a bloody pulp and then talk to him but... he couldn't do it. Yes, Yohji had hurt Ken, was still hurting Ken, but... Yohji and he were good friends... and Omi couldn't bring himself to beat up on someone who he knew wouldn't fight back... He groaned and started to leave the house.

*Well, better get to Nagi-kun...*

~*~*~*~*~*

Ken yawned and stretched as he woke up. He looked around sleepily and finding that he was alone, he pulled on the clothes that Schuldich had left for him to wear and left the room.

"Schuldich?" Schuldich looked up from TV and gave Ken a smile. "You finally awake? I thought that I'd have to throw cold water on you to get you out of that bed."

Ken scowled at him but sat on the sofa next to him. "Are you hungry?"

Ken shook his head and asked, "What're you watching?"

"It's an anime called Boku no -" [1]

"WHAT THE HELL?!" Ken stared at the screen before turning a bright red. "Kami, Schuldich! Turn on something normal!"

Schuldich grinned at Ken, who had covered his face in embarrassment. "Ne, Ken... we did something like that last night, though..."

Ken turned even redder and he ran to the room. Schuldich laughed and changed the anime he was watching. Ken threw himself on the bed, face still red.

*Mou, he's as pervy as Yo-* Ken stopped in mid-thought and sighed. *I have to stop thinking about him... I have to stop thinking... about him...*

Ken groaned as he felt tears escape his eyes. *Iie! I won't... I won't cry for him, that bastard!*

He wiped his eyes and went to the restroom to wash his face. He gave himself a satisfied nod in the mirror and left the restroom. He walked down the hall and peeked around the wall. He sighed in relief before his eyes turned big and wide and happy at what Schuldich was watching.

"You're watching Hikaru no Go!" He jumped onto the sofa and stared at the screen. "No one would EVER watch it with me coz they said that Go was a boring game. That's what I thought too, until I watched Hikaru no Go. Kya! Isn't Touya cool?"

Schuldich turned to stare at Ken in amazement. Ken was watching the anime with a look of bliss on his face and he hadn't noticed that he was sitting so close to Schuldich that they were touching.

"You... like anime?"

Ken nodded. "Second only to soccer!"

Schuldich laughed. "You're like a little kid!"

Ken pouted. "Am not! How am I like a -"

Schuldich kissed him gently and whispered, "So cute..."

Ken stared into the soft, jade eyes that reminded him somewhat of his previous lover. He smiled softly and hugged Schuldich.

"Arigatou... you're trying so hard..."

Schuldich grinned, saying, "Not really. It's not hard to be in love with you..."

Ken blushed and said, "Can... we just watch the anime for now?"

Schuldich nodded and pulled away, leaving only an arm around Ken's shoulder. "Who's your favorite, Ken?"

"Hikaru! And Sai... they're both my favorites."

"Pedophile."

"Eeeh?! I never said that I liked anime characters like THAT!"

Schuldich laughed, saying, "You didn't need to. You kind of projected your thoughts about Hikaru and Sai at me."

Ken blushed but only said, "Who's your favorite?"

"Sai."

They sat there, watching the anime happily together. They were still watching when Nagi and Omi came home late at night.

"Why're you guys up still?!"

"There're more than 50 episodes of Hikaru no Go out, Omittchi. We're going to finish it all tonight."

Omi groaned and dragged Nagi into their room. "Losers, I swear it."

"OI!"

"Omitchi! That was sooo mean, you computer junkie!"

TBC...

[1] Guess what anime starts with 'Boku no' and would get Ken to yell, "WHAT THE HELL" about that he's seeing? hint: there's a 'young man' in it and his voice is done by none other than Koyasu Takehito [for those who didn't know, yes, it's true... i was looking at his list of anime and stuff at the seiyuu database thingie online and it was there...]