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Always, always wanted that golden eyes-.
Fuji looked Ryoma. Ryoma's scar was covered with wrist band as usual. It was pleasure-. Fuji thought. Such a big pleasure to be the only one who knows his secret, the clandestineness.
Nobody would know there is a big scar under Ryoma's arrogant face. A big reddish scar --.
"What are you looking at? Fuji senpai."
Ryoma felt such a big uneasiness with Fuji's sight. Yarusenai. Ryoma murmured. Fuji was a person who is very- very hard to understand. Ryoma did not like Fuji at all. He was quiet impressive but Ryoma couldn't like him. It was because...
"Well, I was looking at you, Ryoma."
Yeah, that looking. The smile with placidity as if he knows everything. Without showing own weakness, he easily finds other's weakness.
"I don't like you, Fuji senpai."
"Really? What is the thing you don't like about?"
Ryoma could not hold his temper anymore. It's what he usually feel with Fuji, that Ryoma easily lose temper with Fuji unlike with other people.
That, he could not stop losing his own look. Ryoma could not endure it anymore so that he just spoke out.
"Everything-. Just everything. Your sight, your eyes...your manner!"
"Hmm-ikandesune. But I like you, Ryoma."
How unusual. Ryoma just wanted to get away from this uneasiness.
"Are you erotomania? Sorry that I am not even interested in such a thing like that. So would you please stop caring about me?"
Probably, this uneasiness is not only from Fuji's manner. Ryoma knew that it was because Fuji found out his secret. The deepest secret that he wanted to hide ever. Even from Nanjiro.
"Hmm-I know why you are overreacting now. It's because of the scar, isn't?"
He reads other's mind so easily, Ryoma thought. But Ryoma had to admit that Fuji was on right track. But Ryoma could not endure Fuji to mass up with him. So he closed his lips, and just looked Fuji without knowing that it would drive Fuji even more into insanity.
Fuji stepped out close to Ryoma. As Fuji up, Ryoma stepped out. In fact, Ryoma, who was fearless now, felt fear.
"Why are you escaping Ryoma? I'm not gonna hurt you. In fact, I am not gonna tell anyone either."
Obvious, why would I share such a big secret like this with others? A big secret only between Ryoma and me. Ryoma could not understand what Fuji was saying so that he blinked his eyes for a moment.
Because tree was behind Ryoma, his attempts to get away from Fuji could've not made. Fuji holded Ryoma's arm and pushed him into tree. When Ryoma lost his balance so that he was about to fall, Fuji holded Ryoma.
Too close to enjoy-. Fuji brought his lips to Ryoma's ear. Ryoma's body shaked as Fuji whispered into Ryoma's ear.
"But-I need one thing from you. As you see, I have interests in you. In fact, I love your not as kouhai but as ai-ren. It would be proper to say-"
Fuji took Ryoma's hand to his chest. His heart was beating fast with desire. A sexual desire. To feel Ryoma inside him, Fuji was ready to do anything.
Even to hurt Ryoma to get him, and make him his.
"Are you gay-? As I told you, I am not interested--"
"I'm not finished. You don't want anymore to know about your shameful scar, do you? How hard to imagine a person like you have self-mutilation."
"I'm not self-mutilator!"
"Well, then what is this scar? Although you deny, do you think people will believe you? You don't want them to know and worry about you, do you?"
Ryoma's eyes were filled with humiliation. He never had this kind of experience like being dissected by others. He bit his lips to endure the moment. Finally, with low voice, Ryoma looked down and asked Fuji.
"What do you want from me?"
Fuji smiled. It was a moment that allowed him to get what he've longed for. A pleasure moment. Fuji's eyes were filled with pleasure and full of expectation.
"You, Ryoma. I want you. I have a sexual desire of you."
"So you want me to have sex with you?"
"Only once won't be enough for me. I want you more than that."
What will be left after this sexual desire? That's what Fuji wanted to know. There were many girls who would be the one that would give even virginity if Fuji asks, but Fuji was never interested in them. In fact, Ryoma was only person who brought a sexual desire to Fuji. So Fuji was curious that what will be left after this long, passionate desire.
He wasn't quiet sure it was love......So this will be a test for Fuji. To determine this...feeling. Although he has had sex with some girls before, he never felt this. Fuji wanted to make Ryoma cry because of him. He wanted to see the golden eyes with humiliation.
It seemed like the scar, Ryoma's scar was only thing that would give him a chance to with long silence, finally Ryoma opened his lips.
".......Okay. But not more than once a week. And only until the end of this month. I don't want you to touch me over necessarily."
"Okay."
"Without condom, I won't do it with you. So now let me go."
Fuji nodded. Ryoma got away from Fuji's arm. He did not even try to look Fuji. So when Fuji asked when to meet, Ryoma answered him without looking.
"Sunday, since there's no practice."
"Hmm, I guess that's okay. What about ten?"
"That's too early--"
"I'll reveal it if you don't come, ne?"
Finally, Ryoma nodded. So first meeting, a private meeting was set on Sunday.
*Vocabs:
-airen: girlfreind or boyfriend -ikandesune: Hmm...It's kinda unluncky. Or How sad, how pity. -kouhai: antonym of senpai, someone who is in lower grade.
By. Kanei hp. serenity.byus.net msn. rusife44@hotmail.com
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Still a lot more to go. I think Fuji has some sexual experiences...(I feel like he'll be good at those...*laughs*) Thanks for comments. It really helped me a lot! :D I was happy to read it all. I try to fix my grammar errors but it's not easy( Sorry about it. Also since I am Junior in high school I lack of time---- Please be generous. I hope it's readable.... Anyway, thanks for your time.
Replies to comments^-^;
Sparkedout sama : I'm so glad that you liked it! I also read a lot of tenipuri fanfics but these days I was kinda busy so that I couldn't read any...( I also love Fujixryo a lot! Yeap, it's pretty sure that Ryoma is a strong shonen who wouldn't do such a thing like self-mutilating but I also feel like pressure given to Ryoma may drives him into. The reason I love Fujixryo a lot is probably because of Fuji's possessiveness. :D Thanks for comment, it was pleasure to read your thoughts!
Kikumaru-twin sama: I'm glad you liked it XD Here's more.
Joanna sama: Sorry for not writing long! I always run out of timeT_T next time I will try to write more, ne? I also like momokai because they are soooo cute! (Especially in Ichinomiya sama's work.) I love Ryoma as uke XD Let's talk, ne?
Syaoran-Lover sama: Yeah....I just decided to try to write some fics in English^^; Sorry for grammar mistakes....I did not have enough time to fix T_T I am glad it was readable....T_T (I'll try more, ne?) Ammm....Self-mutilation idea just came to me, and that's why I decided to write this! Thanks for your correction! What a stupid mistakes...;; Thanks for offering as well! I'll ask you when I have question, ne?
Hirame sama: Wow! Ryoma passion! XD I'm so into Ryoma! Yea, I realize that I have a lot to go T_T but thanks-. I wanna talk to you about Ryoma stuff!!! XD I'm so glad to find Ryoma sama no fan! The reason I started write some fics in English was not only to express my thoughts but also to find someone who shares same Ryoma passion....I guess:D Please add me in msn whenever you are possible~. I'll be glad to talk to you! Thanks for comment!XD
XxMaster_ExX sama : Thanks! Yeah, English language is confusing.... A lot to go I guess:D I didn't really expect to see Korean!! I'm glad that you are Korean too! Thanks for comment
Always, always wanted that golden eyes-.
Fuji looked Ryoma. Ryoma's scar was covered with wrist band as usual. It was pleasure-. Fuji thought. Such a big pleasure to be the only one who knows his secret, the clandestineness.
Nobody would know there is a big scar under Ryoma's arrogant face. A big reddish scar --.
"What are you looking at? Fuji senpai."
Ryoma felt such a big uneasiness with Fuji's sight. Yarusenai. Ryoma murmured. Fuji was a person who is very- very hard to understand. Ryoma did not like Fuji at all. He was quiet impressive but Ryoma couldn't like him. It was because...
"Well, I was looking at you, Ryoma."
Yeah, that looking. The smile with placidity as if he knows everything. Without showing own weakness, he easily finds other's weakness.
"I don't like you, Fuji senpai."
"Really? What is the thing you don't like about?"
Ryoma could not hold his temper anymore. It's what he usually feel with Fuji, that Ryoma easily lose temper with Fuji unlike with other people.
That, he could not stop losing his own look. Ryoma could not endure it anymore so that he just spoke out.
"Everything-. Just everything. Your sight, your eyes...your manner!"
"Hmm-ikandesune. But I like you, Ryoma."
How unusual. Ryoma just wanted to get away from this uneasiness.
"Are you erotomania? Sorry that I am not even interested in such a thing like that. So would you please stop caring about me?"
Probably, this uneasiness is not only from Fuji's manner. Ryoma knew that it was because Fuji found out his secret. The deepest secret that he wanted to hide ever. Even from Nanjiro.
"Hmm-I know why you are overreacting now. It's because of the scar, isn't?"
He reads other's mind so easily, Ryoma thought. But Ryoma had to admit that Fuji was on right track. But Ryoma could not endure Fuji to mass up with him. So he closed his lips, and just looked Fuji without knowing that it would drive Fuji even more into insanity.
Fuji stepped out close to Ryoma. As Fuji up, Ryoma stepped out. In fact, Ryoma, who was fearless now, felt fear.
"Why are you escaping Ryoma? I'm not gonna hurt you. In fact, I am not gonna tell anyone either."
Obvious, why would I share such a big secret like this with others? A big secret only between Ryoma and me. Ryoma could not understand what Fuji was saying so that he blinked his eyes for a moment.
Because tree was behind Ryoma, his attempts to get away from Fuji could've not made. Fuji holded Ryoma's arm and pushed him into tree. When Ryoma lost his balance so that he was about to fall, Fuji holded Ryoma.
Too close to enjoy-. Fuji brought his lips to Ryoma's ear. Ryoma's body shaked as Fuji whispered into Ryoma's ear.
"But-I need one thing from you. As you see, I have interests in you. In fact, I love your not as kouhai but as ai-ren. It would be proper to say-"
Fuji took Ryoma's hand to his chest. His heart was beating fast with desire. A sexual desire. To feel Ryoma inside him, Fuji was ready to do anything.
Even to hurt Ryoma to get him, and make him his.
"Are you gay-? As I told you, I am not interested--"
"I'm not finished. You don't want anymore to know about your shameful scar, do you? How hard to imagine a person like you have self-mutilation."
"I'm not self-mutilator!"
"Well, then what is this scar? Although you deny, do you think people will believe you? You don't want them to know and worry about you, do you?"
Ryoma's eyes were filled with humiliation. He never had this kind of experience like being dissected by others. He bit his lips to endure the moment. Finally, with low voice, Ryoma looked down and asked Fuji.
"What do you want from me?"
Fuji smiled. It was a moment that allowed him to get what he've longed for. A pleasure moment. Fuji's eyes were filled with pleasure and full of expectation.
"You, Ryoma. I want you. I have a sexual desire of you."
"So you want me to have sex with you?"
"Only once won't be enough for me. I want you more than that."
What will be left after this sexual desire? That's what Fuji wanted to know. There were many girls who would be the one that would give even virginity if Fuji asks, but Fuji was never interested in them. In fact, Ryoma was only person who brought a sexual desire to Fuji. So Fuji was curious that what will be left after this long, passionate desire.
He wasn't quiet sure it was love......So this will be a test for Fuji. To determine this...feeling. Although he has had sex with some girls before, he never felt this. Fuji wanted to make Ryoma cry because of him. He wanted to see the golden eyes with humiliation.
It seemed like the scar, Ryoma's scar was only thing that would give him a chance to with long silence, finally Ryoma opened his lips.
".......Okay. But not more than once a week. And only until the end of this month. I don't want you to touch me over necessarily."
"Okay."
"Without condom, I won't do it with you. So now let me go."
Fuji nodded. Ryoma got away from Fuji's arm. He did not even try to look Fuji. So when Fuji asked when to meet, Ryoma answered him without looking.
"Sunday, since there's no practice."
"Hmm, I guess that's okay. What about ten?"
"That's too early--"
"I'll reveal it if you don't come, ne?"
Finally, Ryoma nodded. So first meeting, a private meeting was set on Sunday.
*Vocabs:
-airen: girlfreind or boyfriend -ikandesune: Hmm...It's kinda unluncky. Or How sad, how pity. -kouhai: antonym of senpai, someone who is in lower grade.
By. Kanei hp. serenity.byus.net msn. rusife44@hotmail.com
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Still a lot more to go. I think Fuji has some sexual experiences...(I feel like he'll be good at those...*laughs*) Thanks for comments. It really helped me a lot! :D I was happy to read it all. I try to fix my grammar errors but it's not easy( Sorry about it. Also since I am Junior in high school I lack of time---- Please be generous. I hope it's readable.... Anyway, thanks for your time.
Replies to comments^-^;
Sparkedout sama : I'm so glad that you liked it! I also read a lot of tenipuri fanfics but these days I was kinda busy so that I couldn't read any...( I also love Fujixryo a lot! Yeap, it's pretty sure that Ryoma is a strong shonen who wouldn't do such a thing like self-mutilating but I also feel like pressure given to Ryoma may drives him into. The reason I love Fujixryo a lot is probably because of Fuji's possessiveness. :D Thanks for comment, it was pleasure to read your thoughts!
Kikumaru-twin sama: I'm glad you liked it XD Here's more.
Joanna sama: Sorry for not writing long! I always run out of timeT_T next time I will try to write more, ne? I also like momokai because they are soooo cute! (Especially in Ichinomiya sama's work.) I love Ryoma as uke XD Let's talk, ne?
Syaoran-Lover sama: Yeah....I just decided to try to write some fics in English^^; Sorry for grammar mistakes....I did not have enough time to fix T_T I am glad it was readable....T_T (I'll try more, ne?) Ammm....Self-mutilation idea just came to me, and that's why I decided to write this! Thanks for your correction! What a stupid mistakes...;; Thanks for offering as well! I'll ask you when I have question, ne?
Hirame sama: Wow! Ryoma passion! XD I'm so into Ryoma! Yea, I realize that I have a lot to go T_T but thanks-. I wanna talk to you about Ryoma stuff!!! XD I'm so glad to find Ryoma sama no fan! The reason I started write some fics in English was not only to express my thoughts but also to find someone who shares same Ryoma passion....I guess:D Please add me in msn whenever you are possible~. I'll be glad to talk to you! Thanks for comment!XD
XxMaster_ExX sama : Thanks! Yeah, English language is confusing.... A lot to go I guess:D I didn't really expect to see Korean!! I'm glad that you are Korean too! Thanks for comment