After Craig and Caitlin's talk, Craig stared up at the ceiling. What if he did turn into his dad? What if Sammy left him forever? What if she took his daughter with her?

He took the pillow out from under his head and held it on his face. "Stop thinking like that," he muttered.

He threw the pillow off and sat up. He held the bracelet up and studied each of the charms. He walked over to his desk and pulled the drawer out and put the bracelet inside.

He turned to his computer and saw that Sammy was online.

Craig Hey Sam.

Sammy Hey!

Sammy What's up?

Craig Nothing. Just thinking about the baby.

Sammy What about?

Craig Well, not as much thinking about the baby as thinking about 9 mos. is a long time!

Sammy I know.

Craig I hope this baby knows how much torture she's putting me through!

Sammy LOL

Craig Quit laughing at me Sam! I mean it…this is torture!

Sammy I know, Craig. But it's just a few more months.

Craig I know. :-\

Craig But I can't wait.

Sammy You're going to have to.

Craig I know it!

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Craig What does that mean?

Sammy I think it means "Hi Craig" or "Mommy, get off the computer! I'm hungry!"

Craig Hi Gabe.

Sammy Well, I g2g.

Craig Ok.

Sammy I love you.

Craig I love you, too.

Sammy Gabe loves you too.

Craig I love him, too.

Sammy Bye. See you l8er.

Craig See you.

[Sammy has logged off the internet]

Craig laid back in his chair and went online to the Degrassi site.

TITLE: How much longer?

How much longer is this baby going to torture me? I'm guessing at least five more months (more or less). *Ugh* I want to hold her right now! I just want to fast forward through life and be able to hold her, touch her, feel her. And then put it on slow motion so she can't get much older and leave me.

Ok, this sounds really stupid but I don't care! I'm writing what I feel! I remember when Angie was born and now look at her! Almost 7!

This is the second time I'm going to be a dad, but if Manny hadn't aborted our baby maybe my little girl would have an older bro or sis. But I think if Manny had our baby she wouldn't have kept it. I don't know why I say that but she was "only thirteen" (that was her excuse). Well, first of all, she shouldn't dress the way she does and maybe if Ash hadn't told me that she loved me I probably wouldn't have had sex with Manny. I wanted both her and Manny @ the same time. But…I may want them, but I NEED Sammy. Do you see where I'm going with this? Good, coz I don't.

Well, I'm out of here.

See you later,

Craig

Craig got off-line and headed over to Sammy's.