Author's note: Well, to everyone that I've given the hint of "Eric is not
what he seems", this is your chapter, lol. The answer comes at last. I'd
like to thank everyone who's read and reviewed here, as you have now gotten
me to the 50 reviews mark- THANKS! Well, I don't really have anything else
to say here, so enjoy! And don't forget to review!
-An Anti-Sheep Cheese Muffin: Well, yes Selina took it kinda lightly, but
she did just give birth. Lol, I already said this to you already. ALMOST
made you cry? Woo- that's not bad, lol. PS. There's an extra message for
you at the end- NOPT to be read until you've read the ch, lol.
-JMIstar688 (in response to your 2 reviews): yeah, that was the part, lol.
Well, here's the next chapter- the interesting one, lol- have fun! Woops-
more typos..I really need to fix those one of these days, lol.
-Mariel the smart: ok, so you're mad at me- I sowwy! Lol, there's not much
I can say in response, cuz I've kinda said it all throughout this chapter,
so yeah- just read! (Not that you won't anyway, lol)
Chapter 19: Eric is not what He Seems
Selina slept for a full day, and Kevin spent the entire time at her
side. When she finally awoke, she sat up a bit and looked around.
"It wasn't just a bad dream then? We really did loose him?" She asked
when she noticed him.
Kevin nodded. "I'm so sorry, Selina."
Tears fell from Selina's eyes again. "I had hoped it was all just a very
bad dream."
Kevin climbed onto the bed beside her and hugged her tightly. "Shh, it's
alright. Just let him go."
"I can't. All those times he bonded with you or I, and now those moments
are gone. We'll never be able to see him grow up, never be able to have
all those other moments that all other parents get to have." Selina
wailed.
"Hey, I know it's hard, but you just have to move on. Many other people go
through this too." Kevin said, trying to comfort her.
"I just wanted this child so badly. It would have allowed me to have a
part of you with me forever." Selina continued to cry.
"You wouldn't have had him forever, and you still have that necklace I gave
you. This is probably all for the better. There must be some reason for
it, or it wouldn't have happened." Kevin said.
"I can't see one." Selina replied.
Kevin cupped her chin in his hand and turned her head towards him.
"Selina, please let him go...for me. You mean a lot to me and I hate to see
you like this."
"I'm sorry." Selina replied.
"It's all right, I know this is hard to take, especially for you. You
carried him all this time, and now it seems like it was for nothing."
Kevin said softly.
Selina nodded silently, tears still falling from her eyes.
"But you know, Madam Pomfrey said she'd let you out for a bit as soon as
you felt up to it so that we can bury him." Kevin said.
"Could we go now?" Selina asked.
"As long as you think you'll be ok. You might want to get up and see."
Kevin replied.
"Alright." Selina said, slowly getting up and walking around a bit.
"Yeah, I'll be fine."
"Alright, here's a change of clothes Madam Pomfrey had brought up for you.
I'll let her know we're going while you change." Kevin said, leaving the
area.
A while later, they were both outside in a small clearing just inside
the forest. They held a small and informal funeral and said their good-
byes, then returned to the hospital wing, as they had promised. This was
all quite emotional for Selina still, and she hadn't completely stopped
crying since she had woken up. This caused her to become quite tired and
slightly weak quickly, and she immediately went back to sleep upon
returning to the hospital wing.
On the day before Christmas, Madam Pomfrey allowed Selina to leave and
return to her room. Kevin and Selina left the hospital wing together, and
said their good-byes at the door.
"I'll miss you." Selina said softly, giving Kevin one last hug.
"As will I." Kevin replied, hugging her in return.
"Thank you for helping me through all this. I'm not sure what I would have
done otherwise, and I'm sure it wasn't' easy for you either." Selina said.
"No, I admit, it wasn't very easy, but I still love you, and can't bare to
see you like that." Kevin replied.
"Please...don't. I'm sorry, I can't do this anymore." Selina said, looking
away.
"Are you really engaged?" Kevin asked.
Selina nodded. "Yes unfortunately, but I hadn't wanted many people to
know."
"Well, I can see your reasoning for that." Kevin said.
"I'm really sorry, but I should go. I'll see you in class and stuff."
Selina said, walking off to her room and once again holding back her tears.
Kevin simply stood there and watched her go.
Eric looked up as Selina entered the room.
"What? No child?" He asked slightly shocked.
"Of course not, he didn't survive the landing of the shove you gave me."
Selina replied, nearly shouting.
Eric got up, grabbed her arms, backed her into a wall and pinned her there,
a disappointed look on his face.
"Eric?" Selina asked, looking quite scared.
"I had hoped I wouldn't' have to do this, but it seems I have no choice.
First you prove you don't love me by getting yourself pregnant, now you're
blaming me for your child's death." Eric said.
"What are you talking about?" Selina asked worriedly.
"There's something I haven't told you." Eric replied.
"And what might that be?" Selina asked.
"Well..." Eric started.
However, he had changed suddenly and Selina no longer needed and
explanation.
"You're a...a...a..." She couldn't bring herself to say it.
"A vampire, yes." Eric finished for her, his fangs showing themselves.
Selina was too shocked and scared to speak.
"I assume you know what I plan to do?" Eric asked.
"Kill me?" Selina questioned in response.
"Not entirely, just make you become like me. I see no other way to solve
your loyalty problem." Eric replied.
"Eric, please..." Selina begged.
"It's too late, I'm sorry. This has to be done." Eric replied his tone
quite unfeeling.
"You really are just like your father!" Selina said, her voice filled with
hatred.
"I am nothing like my father!" Eric shouted, pinning her to the wall a
little harder and making her wince. "If I was like my father, I'd be
killing you, but I'm choosing to let you live! Why? Because I love you!
But this love is causing me too much pain and frustration right now and I
can't take it any longer!"
Tears were now streaming down Selina's cheeks again. "I said I was sorry.
It won't happen again. It wasn't' even supposed to happen in the first
place. Please don't do this." She begged again.
"I can't, I'm sorry. It's too late to turn back now, even if I wanted to."
Eric said. "Now just calm down and relax, it'll make this a lot easier on
you."
"I can't. Now while knowing what will happen." Selina replied.
"Not even if I do this?" Eric asked, kissing her rather passionately.
She fell into the kiss, and he felt her tenseness leave and become replaced
by relaxation under his grip. He smiled and continued to kiss her, working
his way down to her neck. He freed her from the wall and wrapped his arms
around her waist, pulling her close. Selina smiled in a dreamy sort of
way, all fear leaving her. However, Eric soon reached his target and
Selina cried out as she felt his fangs pierce her flesh. She immediately
tensed again.
"Just relax." Eric said again, his voice slightly muffled.
Selina could not bring herself to do so willingly, but soon found herself
relaxing as she grew weakened as the blood left her body.
Soon Eric had drained her of all but a small amount of blood. Selina
was so weak that she simply passed out in his arms.
"Oh Selina," Eric said to her now cold and pale face. "I'm so sorry."
With that, he picked her up and carried her over to the bed. There he
placed her down and covered her to keep her as warm as possible, then sat
in a chair beside the bed to watch over her until she awoke.
Another note to Anti-Sheep: I just thought that I'd say that this chapter
was not inspired by your fic (you know the one I mean- the title has
suddenly slipped my mind), but by the very first RP I had, lol. But if
you'd like to take some credit, go right ahead, lol.
Another author's note (to everyone): Well, hope you enjoyed it. To
everyone that I had said the line "Eric is not what he seems" to, I hope
you get it now, lol. Anyway- don't forget to review!
what he seems", this is your chapter, lol. The answer comes at last. I'd
like to thank everyone who's read and reviewed here, as you have now gotten
me to the 50 reviews mark- THANKS! Well, I don't really have anything else
to say here, so enjoy! And don't forget to review!
-An Anti-Sheep Cheese Muffin: Well, yes Selina took it kinda lightly, but
she did just give birth. Lol, I already said this to you already. ALMOST
made you cry? Woo- that's not bad, lol. PS. There's an extra message for
you at the end- NOPT to be read until you've read the ch, lol.
-JMIstar688 (in response to your 2 reviews): yeah, that was the part, lol.
Well, here's the next chapter- the interesting one, lol- have fun! Woops-
more typos..I really need to fix those one of these days, lol.
-Mariel the smart: ok, so you're mad at me- I sowwy! Lol, there's not much
I can say in response, cuz I've kinda said it all throughout this chapter,
so yeah- just read! (Not that you won't anyway, lol)
Chapter 19: Eric is not what He Seems
Selina slept for a full day, and Kevin spent the entire time at her
side. When she finally awoke, she sat up a bit and looked around.
"It wasn't just a bad dream then? We really did loose him?" She asked
when she noticed him.
Kevin nodded. "I'm so sorry, Selina."
Tears fell from Selina's eyes again. "I had hoped it was all just a very
bad dream."
Kevin climbed onto the bed beside her and hugged her tightly. "Shh, it's
alright. Just let him go."
"I can't. All those times he bonded with you or I, and now those moments
are gone. We'll never be able to see him grow up, never be able to have
all those other moments that all other parents get to have." Selina
wailed.
"Hey, I know it's hard, but you just have to move on. Many other people go
through this too." Kevin said, trying to comfort her.
"I just wanted this child so badly. It would have allowed me to have a
part of you with me forever." Selina continued to cry.
"You wouldn't have had him forever, and you still have that necklace I gave
you. This is probably all for the better. There must be some reason for
it, or it wouldn't have happened." Kevin said.
"I can't see one." Selina replied.
Kevin cupped her chin in his hand and turned her head towards him.
"Selina, please let him go...for me. You mean a lot to me and I hate to see
you like this."
"I'm sorry." Selina replied.
"It's all right, I know this is hard to take, especially for you. You
carried him all this time, and now it seems like it was for nothing."
Kevin said softly.
Selina nodded silently, tears still falling from her eyes.
"But you know, Madam Pomfrey said she'd let you out for a bit as soon as
you felt up to it so that we can bury him." Kevin said.
"Could we go now?" Selina asked.
"As long as you think you'll be ok. You might want to get up and see."
Kevin replied.
"Alright." Selina said, slowly getting up and walking around a bit.
"Yeah, I'll be fine."
"Alright, here's a change of clothes Madam Pomfrey had brought up for you.
I'll let her know we're going while you change." Kevin said, leaving the
area.
A while later, they were both outside in a small clearing just inside
the forest. They held a small and informal funeral and said their good-
byes, then returned to the hospital wing, as they had promised. This was
all quite emotional for Selina still, and she hadn't completely stopped
crying since she had woken up. This caused her to become quite tired and
slightly weak quickly, and she immediately went back to sleep upon
returning to the hospital wing.
On the day before Christmas, Madam Pomfrey allowed Selina to leave and
return to her room. Kevin and Selina left the hospital wing together, and
said their good-byes at the door.
"I'll miss you." Selina said softly, giving Kevin one last hug.
"As will I." Kevin replied, hugging her in return.
"Thank you for helping me through all this. I'm not sure what I would have
done otherwise, and I'm sure it wasn't' easy for you either." Selina said.
"No, I admit, it wasn't very easy, but I still love you, and can't bare to
see you like that." Kevin replied.
"Please...don't. I'm sorry, I can't do this anymore." Selina said, looking
away.
"Are you really engaged?" Kevin asked.
Selina nodded. "Yes unfortunately, but I hadn't wanted many people to
know."
"Well, I can see your reasoning for that." Kevin said.
"I'm really sorry, but I should go. I'll see you in class and stuff."
Selina said, walking off to her room and once again holding back her tears.
Kevin simply stood there and watched her go.
Eric looked up as Selina entered the room.
"What? No child?" He asked slightly shocked.
"Of course not, he didn't survive the landing of the shove you gave me."
Selina replied, nearly shouting.
Eric got up, grabbed her arms, backed her into a wall and pinned her there,
a disappointed look on his face.
"Eric?" Selina asked, looking quite scared.
"I had hoped I wouldn't' have to do this, but it seems I have no choice.
First you prove you don't love me by getting yourself pregnant, now you're
blaming me for your child's death." Eric said.
"What are you talking about?" Selina asked worriedly.
"There's something I haven't told you." Eric replied.
"And what might that be?" Selina asked.
"Well..." Eric started.
However, he had changed suddenly and Selina no longer needed and
explanation.
"You're a...a...a..." She couldn't bring herself to say it.
"A vampire, yes." Eric finished for her, his fangs showing themselves.
Selina was too shocked and scared to speak.
"I assume you know what I plan to do?" Eric asked.
"Kill me?" Selina questioned in response.
"Not entirely, just make you become like me. I see no other way to solve
your loyalty problem." Eric replied.
"Eric, please..." Selina begged.
"It's too late, I'm sorry. This has to be done." Eric replied his tone
quite unfeeling.
"You really are just like your father!" Selina said, her voice filled with
hatred.
"I am nothing like my father!" Eric shouted, pinning her to the wall a
little harder and making her wince. "If I was like my father, I'd be
killing you, but I'm choosing to let you live! Why? Because I love you!
But this love is causing me too much pain and frustration right now and I
can't take it any longer!"
Tears were now streaming down Selina's cheeks again. "I said I was sorry.
It won't happen again. It wasn't' even supposed to happen in the first
place. Please don't do this." She begged again.
"I can't, I'm sorry. It's too late to turn back now, even if I wanted to."
Eric said. "Now just calm down and relax, it'll make this a lot easier on
you."
"I can't. Now while knowing what will happen." Selina replied.
"Not even if I do this?" Eric asked, kissing her rather passionately.
She fell into the kiss, and he felt her tenseness leave and become replaced
by relaxation under his grip. He smiled and continued to kiss her, working
his way down to her neck. He freed her from the wall and wrapped his arms
around her waist, pulling her close. Selina smiled in a dreamy sort of
way, all fear leaving her. However, Eric soon reached his target and
Selina cried out as she felt his fangs pierce her flesh. She immediately
tensed again.
"Just relax." Eric said again, his voice slightly muffled.
Selina could not bring herself to do so willingly, but soon found herself
relaxing as she grew weakened as the blood left her body.
Soon Eric had drained her of all but a small amount of blood. Selina
was so weak that she simply passed out in his arms.
"Oh Selina," Eric said to her now cold and pale face. "I'm so sorry."
With that, he picked her up and carried her over to the bed. There he
placed her down and covered her to keep her as warm as possible, then sat
in a chair beside the bed to watch over her until she awoke.
Another note to Anti-Sheep: I just thought that I'd say that this chapter
was not inspired by your fic (you know the one I mean- the title has
suddenly slipped my mind), but by the very first RP I had, lol. But if
you'd like to take some credit, go right ahead, lol.
Another author's note (to everyone): Well, hope you enjoyed it. To
everyone that I had said the line "Eric is not what he seems" to, I hope
you get it now, lol. Anyway- don't forget to review!