Love's Deception
By: the female apophis
Disclaimer: SG-1 and all of its characters belong to Gekko Corp and to MGM. I don't own the rights to them. I do however own the idea, and if I find that it's been taken, I will consult fanfiction.net about it.
Spoilers: Nope.
Characters: well, it's supposed to be Sam's POV, but honestly I can see it being from Janet's as well. I'll just leave it up to you on this one.
Summary: So, I am torn between loving you and hating you.
Song: No.
Other Stuff: Nope.
Warning: YES! Angsty! I seriously recommend that you have tissues handy on this one.
A/N: I had a rough day. This story was the result. I hope you all enjoy it though!
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I'm sorry.
I can't do this anymore.
I can't lie to myself everyday and say that I don't love you.
I do though.
I love you more than any woman has ever loved a man before.
My heart still soars every time you walk in the room. The butterflies still go crazy in my stomach whenever you flash that smile at me.
I didn't think it was possible, but I love you more with each passing second.
My love consumes me.
Its become my poison.
But you're not here to tell me the same.
No, because you died.
You left me!
How could you?!
I've cried thousands of tears for you now, and my pain still continues to grow!
So, I am torn between loving you and hating you.
Smiling at your memory, and crying at my pain.
What am I supposed to do without you?
How will I ever go on?
I hate you.
I love you.
What's a girl to do?
-fin-
Well, it's short, but it served it's purpose. I hope you all enjoyed it though. My muse would love to know!
