A perfect life? I don't believe in such fables. Even if there was such a thing, death would bring the downfall in that life. Do I sound evil? Even gothic? Well I'm neither of those. I'm just a girl who can tell between truth and lies, because truth for me is that I live in a one great big lie. In appearance, I may seem to have a perfect life, like everyone says. In reality for me, I live in hell. I do live in a big house with a big pool, but money doesn't buy happiness. Ok, so at school I have a lot of friends and they all seem very nice. Then why do I want to always be left alone? Because I know there is no such thing as a true friend. All they will do is backstab you and leave you to wither away helplessly because you put all your trust in them. Bunch of bullshit. Sometimes, well actually always, I would love to live in the past. No one ever seemed to have a care in the world. Yes, the open sea, how I longed to sail there. On the horizon I would only see.....freedom.
I snapped back to reality when my parents called for me. I turned saved everything I typed onto a disc and put it under my pillow, where it was safe. "Hurry up! We don't have all day!" I heard my mom call up to me.
"Coming!" I yelled angrily. I went into the living room where everyone seemed to have waited for me. "What is it?"
"Deanie, why are you always in your room? Did you forget that you have a family with you? Why don't you come out and talk with us once in awhile?" my dad asked trying to be sincere.
"I dunno, I'm here now, what do you wanna talk about?" I said sitting down.
"Don't be so rude Deanie!" my mom snapped. That just triggered my anger.
"You wanna know why I don't talk with you guys!? It's because everytime we try to start a conversation you say something like don't talk back and don't be rude! Well you know what!? I don't give a rat's ass what you think!" I screamed. I ran to my room and locked the door. Usually you would expect your parents to knock at your door and ask if there was something wrong. Not in this household.
I grabbed my Pirates of the Caribbean DVD and popped it into my computer wanting to get lost inside the movie. "Yo ho yo ho, a pirate's life for me," I sang along with Elizabeth not caring how stupid I sounded.I looked out my window and saw a shooting star go by and I wished I could live in the time of when pirates roamed the seas. I laughed thinking how stupid I am to think such things would ever happen to me, how silly. Whenever I watched a movie, I would do other things as well. Its not that i find the movie boring, I just like to multi task. I whipped out my guitar and started playing some Metallica. When the part where Jack is on his little sinking boat, I stopped playing right away. I liked Jack's life. Sure he was mutinied against, but he always looks as if he had not a single care in the world. Lucky bastard. Sleep soon took over me and I fell asleep on my computer desk, dreaming about living elsewhere (as always).
So what did you guys think? Sorry for not completing my first story, I just couldn't go on with it for some reason. I just hope I can go on with this one since its much more easier to write. Reason? It's because this character Deanie is me cuz I'm Deanie =P and this is all about my life. Boring eh, but don't worry, next chapter will be more interesting and less like my life cuz its not real. Anywayz, i hope you guys enjoy this and plz review! thx!
I snapped back to reality when my parents called for me. I turned saved everything I typed onto a disc and put it under my pillow, where it was safe. "Hurry up! We don't have all day!" I heard my mom call up to me.
"Coming!" I yelled angrily. I went into the living room where everyone seemed to have waited for me. "What is it?"
"Deanie, why are you always in your room? Did you forget that you have a family with you? Why don't you come out and talk with us once in awhile?" my dad asked trying to be sincere.
"I dunno, I'm here now, what do you wanna talk about?" I said sitting down.
"Don't be so rude Deanie!" my mom snapped. That just triggered my anger.
"You wanna know why I don't talk with you guys!? It's because everytime we try to start a conversation you say something like don't talk back and don't be rude! Well you know what!? I don't give a rat's ass what you think!" I screamed. I ran to my room and locked the door. Usually you would expect your parents to knock at your door and ask if there was something wrong. Not in this household.
I grabbed my Pirates of the Caribbean DVD and popped it into my computer wanting to get lost inside the movie. "Yo ho yo ho, a pirate's life for me," I sang along with Elizabeth not caring how stupid I sounded.I looked out my window and saw a shooting star go by and I wished I could live in the time of when pirates roamed the seas. I laughed thinking how stupid I am to think such things would ever happen to me, how silly. Whenever I watched a movie, I would do other things as well. Its not that i find the movie boring, I just like to multi task. I whipped out my guitar and started playing some Metallica. When the part where Jack is on his little sinking boat, I stopped playing right away. I liked Jack's life. Sure he was mutinied against, but he always looks as if he had not a single care in the world. Lucky bastard. Sleep soon took over me and I fell asleep on my computer desk, dreaming about living elsewhere (as always).
So what did you guys think? Sorry for not completing my first story, I just couldn't go on with it for some reason. I just hope I can go on with this one since its much more easier to write. Reason? It's because this character Deanie is me cuz I'm Deanie =P and this is all about my life. Boring eh, but don't worry, next chapter will be more interesting and less like my life cuz its not real. Anywayz, i hope you guys enjoy this and plz review! thx!