State of Mind Ch.4
AUTHOR: Tab
EMAIL: Girlanachronism911@hotmail.com
RATING: NC-17
PAIRING: Buffy/Faith
SUMMARY: This fic is gonna be kind of like a cross over with my
favorite all time movie Girl Interrupted. This fic is also playing
off in the episode when Buffy is infected by a demon and seems to
believe shes really a patient at a mental institute.
DISCLAIMER: Buffy and Faith belong to Joss Whedon I just borrowed
them and threw them into Girl Interrupted which belongs to the
talented director and author.
DISTRIBUTION: Ask and you shall receive (probably)
FEEDBACK: Please I need all the help I can get...
A/N: Im not feeling to well today so I ended this one pretty short. Also if it sounds weird just blame it on what kind of mind Faith has in this fic.
Ch. 4:
*Faith's POV*
For the first time in a long time I don't wake up with a start. A smile creeps its way onto my face as I remember who's snuggled in my arms. Pulling her impossibly closer to me I carefully open my eyes, all too familiar with the bright white walls. Blinking a couple times I peer down at the blonde in my arms. She's so incredibly beautiful. Her hair's a mess but I doubt mine's any better. She looks so peaceful with her head resting on my chest. I free one of my hands from our embrace and gently brush away the wild strands of hair across her face. Tracing her bottom lip with my thumb, I bend down and kiss her softly.
"Hey B, baby. Wake up, sleepyhead."
She stirs slightly and mumbles some incoherent words. God she's adorable.
"Come on B, time to wake up."
"Nooo…all warm and cozy… its sleepy time", she mumbles into my chest.
I chuckle, "never said you needed to get up, babe. Just wanna see your sexy eyes."
She smiles at my words and opens her eyes, only to quickly shut them and try again only slower. With her eyes successfully open she looks up at me and our eyes meet. We lie there, just staring into each others eyes neither of us wanting to break this moment. But me not being a huge fan of silence decide to break it.
"Hey, sleepyhead", I whisper to her.
"Hey", she says almost shyly. And we're back staring silently into each others eyes. God I could get lost in those eyes. Luckily she's the one who breaks eye contact. I watch her carefully as a number of emotions play across her eyes. Finally settling on confusion and fear, she peers back up at me.
"Faith what happened? Where are we?", with a shaky voice she asks.
Wow, I feel so stupid. Jeez she just woke up from… umm I don't really know, but she must be freaked out. But she knows my name… huh that's kinda cool she knows me. I mean it makes sense, right? She and I are meant to be together. Ughh whatever, I'm too sleepy to figure this shit out!
"Can we talk about it later, B? I'm wicked tired"
"Don't worry your safe", I add quickly wanting to reassure her.
She looks at me for a moment and nods slightly.
"What time is it anyways?", she asks me.
I turn over to check out the clock.
"Umm its 8:00. Oh FUCK!", I shout making her jump.
As if on fucking cue I hear the nurse on checks knocking on the door.
"Oh fuck, fuck, Fuck! FUCK!", I curse as I try to untangle myself from Buffy and the sheet that we somehow got wrapped up in. I can hear more voices outside and I still cant get out of this fucking sheet. Suddenly the door, along with the chair, is flung open. Oh shit, I'm screwed! Valerie comes in first.
"Faith, get off of her!"
"Val you don't understand", she's rushes over and pulls me out of the bed. I feel someone grab me from behind and realize two orderlies are trying to drag me away.
"Don't fucking touch me!", I cringe at my words, like they'd ever do anything I told them to.
"Fuckers!. You're all sick! SICK!", I start struggling when I feel the other orderly grab me. No I don't want to leave Buffy! Shit no!
"Let go of me!", I scream. One of the orderlies grabs my arms and I try to kick him but the other one manages to grab my legs.
"Where's that shot?!", Val shouts and I realize that a nurse is with us too.
Wait, the shot? FUCK, not a shot! The nurse nervously hands the needle to Val.
"Val no! I'm sorry. No! NO!", I scream pleading. I try to pull my arms and legs free but the two orderlies wont let go.
"No!"
I feel Val jab the needle into my arm. My vision blurs and my limbs stop fighting.
"no", I barely get out as my sight fixes on B. God she looks so scared. As I slowly lose consciousness I pray my baby's going to be ok…
TBC…
A/N: Im not feeling to well today so I ended this one pretty short. Also if it sounds weird just blame it on what kind of mind Faith has in this fic.
Ch. 4:
*Faith's POV*
For the first time in a long time I don't wake up with a start. A smile creeps its way onto my face as I remember who's snuggled in my arms. Pulling her impossibly closer to me I carefully open my eyes, all too familiar with the bright white walls. Blinking a couple times I peer down at the blonde in my arms. She's so incredibly beautiful. Her hair's a mess but I doubt mine's any better. She looks so peaceful with her head resting on my chest. I free one of my hands from our embrace and gently brush away the wild strands of hair across her face. Tracing her bottom lip with my thumb, I bend down and kiss her softly.
"Hey B, baby. Wake up, sleepyhead."
She stirs slightly and mumbles some incoherent words. God she's adorable.
"Come on B, time to wake up."
"Nooo…all warm and cozy… its sleepy time", she mumbles into my chest.
I chuckle, "never said you needed to get up, babe. Just wanna see your sexy eyes."
She smiles at my words and opens her eyes, only to quickly shut them and try again only slower. With her eyes successfully open she looks up at me and our eyes meet. We lie there, just staring into each others eyes neither of us wanting to break this moment. But me not being a huge fan of silence decide to break it.
"Hey, sleepyhead", I whisper to her.
"Hey", she says almost shyly. And we're back staring silently into each others eyes. God I could get lost in those eyes. Luckily she's the one who breaks eye contact. I watch her carefully as a number of emotions play across her eyes. Finally settling on confusion and fear, she peers back up at me.
"Faith what happened? Where are we?", with a shaky voice she asks.
Wow, I feel so stupid. Jeez she just woke up from… umm I don't really know, but she must be freaked out. But she knows my name… huh that's kinda cool she knows me. I mean it makes sense, right? She and I are meant to be together. Ughh whatever, I'm too sleepy to figure this shit out!
"Can we talk about it later, B? I'm wicked tired"
"Don't worry your safe", I add quickly wanting to reassure her.
She looks at me for a moment and nods slightly.
"What time is it anyways?", she asks me.
I turn over to check out the clock.
"Umm its 8:00. Oh FUCK!", I shout making her jump.
As if on fucking cue I hear the nurse on checks knocking on the door.
"Oh fuck, fuck, Fuck! FUCK!", I curse as I try to untangle myself from Buffy and the sheet that we somehow got wrapped up in. I can hear more voices outside and I still cant get out of this fucking sheet. Suddenly the door, along with the chair, is flung open. Oh shit, I'm screwed! Valerie comes in first.
"Faith, get off of her!"
"Val you don't understand", she's rushes over and pulls me out of the bed. I feel someone grab me from behind and realize two orderlies are trying to drag me away.
"Don't fucking touch me!", I cringe at my words, like they'd ever do anything I told them to.
"Fuckers!. You're all sick! SICK!", I start struggling when I feel the other orderly grab me. No I don't want to leave Buffy! Shit no!
"Let go of me!", I scream. One of the orderlies grabs my arms and I try to kick him but the other one manages to grab my legs.
"Where's that shot?!", Val shouts and I realize that a nurse is with us too.
Wait, the shot? FUCK, not a shot! The nurse nervously hands the needle to Val.
"Val no! I'm sorry. No! NO!", I scream pleading. I try to pull my arms and legs free but the two orderlies wont let go.
"No!"
I feel Val jab the needle into my arm. My vision blurs and my limbs stop fighting.
"no", I barely get out as my sight fixes on B. God she looks so scared. As I slowly lose consciousness I pray my baby's going to be ok…
TBC…