A/N: I've personally never used coke, nor do I feel the need to. I got the
information about coke from the site www.jellinek.nl
A/N: I hope you like this chapter! And don't forget to review! Also, a special shoutout to the people that have reviewed every (or almost every) chapter! Keep doing that :P I love reviews!
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**Jess's POV**
I didn't want to do it. I really didn't. Did I? I was too tired of this town ordering me to be good. I didn't want it anymore. So yeah...I fucked up. I took the drug from Rory. One time wouldn't hurt anybody right? It was just a try...one time wouldn't get me addicted, but it gave me the chance to feel free. For once. I kept telling myself that, that it would be a one time only thing. I wanted to find out if what Rory said was true. And besides...she had obviously used it before, and she didn't look like a junkie to me!
When I took the drug it felt like I couldn't breath. There was still some white powder on my nose and I started coughing. I couldn't believe anybody would do something like this. This felt awful! And apart from a burning sensation in my throat I didn't feel anything...no weird dizziness...no feelings of perfect happiness...no...oh...wait. I'm starting to feel something.
Wow. This is...it is...wow. Incredible. I felt like I was soaring. I had the feeling I could do anything, take on anybody. This energy that flowed through my body made me feel alert. I could fix anything right now...
Rory laughed at my inexperience. She knew how I was feeling, and took her own sniff. After a few minutes a lazy grin spred over her face, the same grin I knew I was carrying. I wanted to do something crazy...to show the world how amazing I felt and what I was capable of. But she wouldn't let me.
"Come on"
Her voice sounded weird, like I was wrapped in feathery pillows, driving the sound of her voice out.
She put her arm around my waist and started guiding me to an abandoned store, which she easily broke open. When I looked around with new eyes, seeing every detail that I never noticed she got a bit irritated.
"Jess! It only works for half an hour!"
Oh right...she wanted me to sleep with her. She grinned and asked if I was up for it. Up for it? I was up for anything right now! I'd show her just how "up" I was...
I don't remember much from the sex...apart from the fact that it was amazing. Really...fucking...amazing. I kept going and going and it felt like I came like a dozen times. In reality, Rory told me, it had just been twenty minutes, but it felt like eternity. Eternity in heaven. And a thought settled in the back of my head:
I couldn't go back.
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**Rory's POV**
When he got that smile on his face I could see the drug was working. His eyes became all sparkly and he spaced out for a minute. But I didn't have time to lose. I had taken my part of the drug and I wanted him. I wanted him now.
When I opened the door to the empty store he started looking around like everything was new to him. I realized I hadn't told him the drug only worked for half an hour. I wanted to take advantage of that.
I guess there are a lot of people who would think I'm a heartless bitch if they knew what I was doing. The truth is...he moved me. I don't know in what way, but whenever I was with him I felt different. More alive. More like the Rory I should have stayed back in New York. And I knew I couldn't get back, but I could get as close as possible. And it worked. Sleeping with him made me realize how much I wanted to get back. Not to New York but to the old me. The me that loved reading, that could talk hours about books. With him I could. Jess was special. He was like a diamond between worthless stones. Okay...so he wasn't perfect...but on some higher level we understood eachother. Understood eachothers need.
About the sex I can be short: it was amazing.
FLASHBACK
Rory fell down on her back, pulling Jess with her. Their mouths crushed together, their tongues duelling forcely in an attempt to gain control. Rory's hands roamed over Jess's body, stopping at the waist and opened up his buttons. Meanwhile Jess had freed Rory from her dress and was trying to pull her wet panties down. She lifted her hips to help him and accidentally bucked up against his hips. He groaned and helped her shedding his own clothes on the floor. Their need grew with every kiss they shared.
When he finally entered her she moaned with happiness. This was perfect. This was exactly what she needed.
The way he moved, played her body like an instrument, made it clear to her that he wasn't a virgin either. Their bodies came together time and time again, each wave of passion quickly being followed by the next.
FLASHFORWARD
They lied silently in eachothers arms for a while, coming down from their highs. Slowly their bodies began to cool down, leaving them shivering because of the cold sweat that had appeared during their lovemaking. In a way they had made love, one soul straight with the other. This hadn't just been meaningless sex, their hands had intertwined and their souls had connected.
It wasn't until his pager went off that they remembered there was something outside their little world. No matter how perfect it had been, it was time to put up their masks and get on stage again. They shared a look, both knowing that they would never forget what happened this night.
And with a smile, they walked out of the store, into the make believe world of the people in Stars Hollow.
A/N: I hope you like this chapter! And don't forget to review! Also, a special shoutout to the people that have reviewed every (or almost every) chapter! Keep doing that :P I love reviews!
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**Jess's POV**
I didn't want to do it. I really didn't. Did I? I was too tired of this town ordering me to be good. I didn't want it anymore. So yeah...I fucked up. I took the drug from Rory. One time wouldn't hurt anybody right? It was just a try...one time wouldn't get me addicted, but it gave me the chance to feel free. For once. I kept telling myself that, that it would be a one time only thing. I wanted to find out if what Rory said was true. And besides...she had obviously used it before, and she didn't look like a junkie to me!
When I took the drug it felt like I couldn't breath. There was still some white powder on my nose and I started coughing. I couldn't believe anybody would do something like this. This felt awful! And apart from a burning sensation in my throat I didn't feel anything...no weird dizziness...no feelings of perfect happiness...no...oh...wait. I'm starting to feel something.
Wow. This is...it is...wow. Incredible. I felt like I was soaring. I had the feeling I could do anything, take on anybody. This energy that flowed through my body made me feel alert. I could fix anything right now...
Rory laughed at my inexperience. She knew how I was feeling, and took her own sniff. After a few minutes a lazy grin spred over her face, the same grin I knew I was carrying. I wanted to do something crazy...to show the world how amazing I felt and what I was capable of. But she wouldn't let me.
"Come on"
Her voice sounded weird, like I was wrapped in feathery pillows, driving the sound of her voice out.
She put her arm around my waist and started guiding me to an abandoned store, which she easily broke open. When I looked around with new eyes, seeing every detail that I never noticed she got a bit irritated.
"Jess! It only works for half an hour!"
Oh right...she wanted me to sleep with her. She grinned and asked if I was up for it. Up for it? I was up for anything right now! I'd show her just how "up" I was...
I don't remember much from the sex...apart from the fact that it was amazing. Really...fucking...amazing. I kept going and going and it felt like I came like a dozen times. In reality, Rory told me, it had just been twenty minutes, but it felt like eternity. Eternity in heaven. And a thought settled in the back of my head:
I couldn't go back.
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**Rory's POV**
When he got that smile on his face I could see the drug was working. His eyes became all sparkly and he spaced out for a minute. But I didn't have time to lose. I had taken my part of the drug and I wanted him. I wanted him now.
When I opened the door to the empty store he started looking around like everything was new to him. I realized I hadn't told him the drug only worked for half an hour. I wanted to take advantage of that.
I guess there are a lot of people who would think I'm a heartless bitch if they knew what I was doing. The truth is...he moved me. I don't know in what way, but whenever I was with him I felt different. More alive. More like the Rory I should have stayed back in New York. And I knew I couldn't get back, but I could get as close as possible. And it worked. Sleeping with him made me realize how much I wanted to get back. Not to New York but to the old me. The me that loved reading, that could talk hours about books. With him I could. Jess was special. He was like a diamond between worthless stones. Okay...so he wasn't perfect...but on some higher level we understood eachother. Understood eachothers need.
About the sex I can be short: it was amazing.
FLASHBACK
Rory fell down on her back, pulling Jess with her. Their mouths crushed together, their tongues duelling forcely in an attempt to gain control. Rory's hands roamed over Jess's body, stopping at the waist and opened up his buttons. Meanwhile Jess had freed Rory from her dress and was trying to pull her wet panties down. She lifted her hips to help him and accidentally bucked up against his hips. He groaned and helped her shedding his own clothes on the floor. Their need grew with every kiss they shared.
When he finally entered her she moaned with happiness. This was perfect. This was exactly what she needed.
The way he moved, played her body like an instrument, made it clear to her that he wasn't a virgin either. Their bodies came together time and time again, each wave of passion quickly being followed by the next.
FLASHFORWARD
They lied silently in eachothers arms for a while, coming down from their highs. Slowly their bodies began to cool down, leaving them shivering because of the cold sweat that had appeared during their lovemaking. In a way they had made love, one soul straight with the other. This hadn't just been meaningless sex, their hands had intertwined and their souls had connected.
It wasn't until his pager went off that they remembered there was something outside their little world. No matter how perfect it had been, it was time to put up their masks and get on stage again. They shared a look, both knowing that they would never forget what happened this night.
And with a smile, they walked out of the store, into the make believe world of the people in Stars Hollow.