A/N: Sorry it took so long to update but I was superbusy with school!
A/N: For every Lit-lover: there's a new story, written by smile1 & me called Submission. Check it out!
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**Rory's POV**
"A chance? Why would I give you a chance? I gave you one when you came here...and you ruined his life...and Laurie's life..."
Suddenly someone unexpected backed me up. I had never imagined my grandmother to be in this diner...let alone talk to Luke.
"She's trying Danes...she really changed...I can vow for that"
Luke didn't look convinced, but my grandma just glared at him. I've seen that glare a couple of times and believe me it isn't pretty. She looks so cold that sometimes I just feel the urge to touch her and make sure she hasn't turned into stone.
With a defeated sigh Luke looked at me.
"Ten minutes..."
I nodded and walked upstairs to his room. After hesitating for a couple of seconds I knocked on his door.
I heard a distinct sigh coming from his room.
"What?"
Just hearing his voice made my heart skip a beat.
"You know I'm in here Luke so you can go downstairs again..."
He was clearly irritated.
I took a deep breath and opened the door.
"Hey...it's me..."
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**REGULAR POV**
"Rory?"
Jess voice sounded surprised. He walked up to the door and opened it, taking in the beauty that was Rory.
"Yeah...it's me"
She lowered her eyes, unable to face him directly.
"I know you probably hate me...for using you...but...I wanted to say I'm sorry"
For the first time Jess saw a blush appearing on Rory's face.
"I don't know if I hate you Rory"
She looked up into his eyes.
"You don't hate me?"
His voice sounded a bit cool.
"I said I don't know if I hate you...that's something different"
Jess opened his door a bit further.
"Come in"
She hesitated for a second.
"Are you sure?"
"I miss you when you're not around...I hate you when you are. At least part of me does. And another part of me wants you when you're here. Wants to reclaim that special connection there was between us."
Jess sat down on his bed.
"I don't believe you used me. There was something between us whenever we fucked. I can still feel it when I think about you. I don't know what it is, if it's love or lust or anything...but you can't tell me it was nothing. You can't."
Rory nodded and sat down next to him.
"I know. I thought it was just using you. But you touched something in me. You made me believe in changing back again."
She looked up at him again.
"I want to Jess. I want to make everything okay and be who I was before I got raped and..."
"Raped?"
She quickly covered her mouth, looking up at him in horror.
"I..."
Suddenly he just took her in his arms, stroking her hair while she covered her face in his shirt. She felt like crying, and she knew Jess would understand. So when tears filled her eyes, for once she didn't suppress them. She allowed herself to break down, knowing that he wouldn't take advantage of it, knowing that he would understand and be there for her.
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A/N: I'm sorry this was short. And sorry it sucked. But it was either this or no update until the 16th of April (I've got tests until then)
A/N: For every Lit-lover: there's a new story, written by smile1 & me called Submission. Check it out!
~~**~~
**Rory's POV**
"A chance? Why would I give you a chance? I gave you one when you came here...and you ruined his life...and Laurie's life..."
Suddenly someone unexpected backed me up. I had never imagined my grandmother to be in this diner...let alone talk to Luke.
"She's trying Danes...she really changed...I can vow for that"
Luke didn't look convinced, but my grandma just glared at him. I've seen that glare a couple of times and believe me it isn't pretty. She looks so cold that sometimes I just feel the urge to touch her and make sure she hasn't turned into stone.
With a defeated sigh Luke looked at me.
"Ten minutes..."
I nodded and walked upstairs to his room. After hesitating for a couple of seconds I knocked on his door.
I heard a distinct sigh coming from his room.
"What?"
Just hearing his voice made my heart skip a beat.
"You know I'm in here Luke so you can go downstairs again..."
He was clearly irritated.
I took a deep breath and opened the door.
"Hey...it's me..."
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**REGULAR POV**
"Rory?"
Jess voice sounded surprised. He walked up to the door and opened it, taking in the beauty that was Rory.
"Yeah...it's me"
She lowered her eyes, unable to face him directly.
"I know you probably hate me...for using you...but...I wanted to say I'm sorry"
For the first time Jess saw a blush appearing on Rory's face.
"I don't know if I hate you Rory"
She looked up into his eyes.
"You don't hate me?"
His voice sounded a bit cool.
"I said I don't know if I hate you...that's something different"
Jess opened his door a bit further.
"Come in"
She hesitated for a second.
"Are you sure?"
"I miss you when you're not around...I hate you when you are. At least part of me does. And another part of me wants you when you're here. Wants to reclaim that special connection there was between us."
Jess sat down on his bed.
"I don't believe you used me. There was something between us whenever we fucked. I can still feel it when I think about you. I don't know what it is, if it's love or lust or anything...but you can't tell me it was nothing. You can't."
Rory nodded and sat down next to him.
"I know. I thought it was just using you. But you touched something in me. You made me believe in changing back again."
She looked up at him again.
"I want to Jess. I want to make everything okay and be who I was before I got raped and..."
"Raped?"
She quickly covered her mouth, looking up at him in horror.
"I..."
Suddenly he just took her in his arms, stroking her hair while she covered her face in his shirt. She felt like crying, and she knew Jess would understand. So when tears filled her eyes, for once she didn't suppress them. She allowed herself to break down, knowing that he wouldn't take advantage of it, knowing that he would understand and be there for her.
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A/N: I'm sorry this was short. And sorry it sucked. But it was either this or no update until the 16th of April (I've got tests until then)