Chapter 1

I've always been chased by OZ soilders. I steal,I lie,and I cheat. That's the way I've known how to live. And at times,I wish I didn't have to. But I have no home. I have no life. But I especially miss Trowa. That is,until I finally got the chance to see him again...face to face.

"HEY! COME BACK HERE WITH THAT MEAT!"yelled another OZ officers.

I would've drawn my gun,but what the hell? I was almost home. Well,I was until I was stopped by a gundam.

"Hey,I saw what you did,said the familiar voice.

"My god. Is that you Trowa?"I asked.

He didn't say anything for a minute(I guess he was studying me for a minute or something.). Then he got out,and stared at me,smiling. "I thought I'd never see you again...Nicole."

"How did you know it was me?"

"How could I ever forget you? I could never forget that voice."

"I'm glad you didn't. I thought I've never see you again. Especially since you're fighting a war."

"You haven't forgotten have you?"

"No. But this doesn't seem like the real Trowa I used to know. The Trowa that I knew didn't have a soul."

"That's what you thought of me?"

"Not just me Trowa. Everyone who worked for the Barton Foundation."

"You're just lucky you aren't as lonely as me."

"I wouldn't say that Trowa. I've been living by myself ever since I left the foundation. I'm not a gundam pilot. But there is something I need to show you."

Since Trowa was one of the people who I could trust,I showed him my gundam Nanashi. He's the only one who's known about my gundam since I left the foundation.

"I think you should join us."

"Who's 'us' ?"

"I mean,the gundam pilots."

"I dunno Trowa. Do you think that I could do it?"

"Nicole,when we were kids,you never had to worry about going into battles,but I had to. But I think this should your chance. Just to see what you can do."

"Trowa,I'm a mechanic. I really don't even know why I have this gundam in the first. I stole it from someone."

"As so did I. So we're even. We'll always be in touch."

I had to think for a second,then I made up my mind. "Alright. I'll do it."

"Well,let's go then."

"Wait! Where's your gundam?!"

"Don't worry. Heavyarms knows when the enemy's around."

"Alright then. I'll meet you in a sec."

White Reflection

I feel your love reflection

Mitsumekaesu hitomi ni

Egaite harukana

"Never ending story"

Kanashimi mo itami mo furikuru you ni habataku

Anata ga kureta tsubasa wo kono mune ni hirogete.

Aa, kakagaenai ai no kodou wo

Setsunaku kuruoshiku kanjiteitai

I feel your love reflection

Atsuku yume wo kasanete

Ayamachi wo sorezuni motome au seishun!

I feel your love reflection

Mitsumekaesu hitomi ni

Egaite harukana "Never ending story"

Afuredasu omoi wo suhada de sotto tsutaeru

Yasashiku nareru tsuyosa wo dakishimeru mitai ni.

Aa, hageshiku yureugoku jidai wo

Kedakaku shinayaka ni koete yukitai

I feel your love reflection

Yurushiaeru shinjitsu kuchizuke

Kawashitara mou nani mo iranai!

I feel your love reflection

Akiramenai jounetsu

Shinjite tsuranuku

"Never ending story"

I feel your love reflection

Atsuku yume wo kasanete

Ayamachi wo sorezuni motome au seishun!

I feel your love reflection

Mitsumekaesu hitomi ni

Egaite harukana

"Never ending story"

"Trowa,where are we going?"I asked.

"Not very far."

"I didn't ask that."

He smiled. "I like your tatics. We're going to outerspace. To fight the enemy."

Wow. I was going to outerspace again. Outerspace had been like my home when I was younger. But then I had moved to Earth and I had almost forgot about the colonies until A.C. 195. But I haven't been to the colonies since.

Space was beautiful,especially since there were more colonies. But something was telling me that I wasn't doing the right thing by going back into space. But I was with Trowa. What could be so bad?

Trowa and I landed on Colony L3 X-1225. It looked like a friendly colony without any OZ soldiers. That was the bad thing about Earth. There were so many soldiers there,if you were their enemy(even if they didn't know.),they would jump out of no where and try to kill you. I saw that many times in my past. I don't consider me being the lucky ones. I've just managed to get away fast I guess. I dunno.

"Alright Trowa. Who'd you bring in this time?"asked a voice.

"Don't worry about her Duo. She's a person from my past."

"Oh. A friend. Well,I'll be. I'm Duo."

He put out his hand I shook it politely. "I'm Nicole,"I said with a stern.

"Wow Trowa. I guess she could be a gundam pilot. But I'm gonna have to see that for myself."

"You'll get your chance. Just give her some time,"he said. But then the sirens went off. The enemy was close by.

"Well,I think she'll be getting her chance right now. Let's go!

To tell you the truth,I was a little bit scared. This was the first time I had fought in a real battle. I knew people had died in battles. Was I going to be one of those people,I thought.

Fighting off the enemy wasn't that hard,it's just that they kept coming back over and over again.

"You're doing pretty good,"Trowa said.

"Thanks."

"Are you sure you don't want me to take it from here?"

"No,I'm doing fine."

"Alright then,"and he flew off.

Well,maybe I had made a little lie. But I wasn't weak,and I knew that.

Two hours later I was about to die. The enemy kept coming after me. Like I was a magnet or something. Every second I was getting hit with over 700 shots from either the Leos or Taurses. I didn't want to say anything though. I was going to fight until I died. Well...maybe until Trowa said something.

"Nicole,you've had enough. Get back to the base."

I couldn't refuse. So I left for the base. I felt kind of bad though because I was leaving Trowa. But I knew he could take care of himself. That was the kind of person he was.

"I can't believe you did that,"he said when he got back to the base. "Oh,and your bleeding."

"Where?"

"A little bit on the arm."

But I didn't say anything because I fainted.

Hours later,I found myself in a hospital bed,with Trowa by my side.

"You're finally up,"he said.

"Oh god. What happened?"

"You fainted."

"I'm sorry."

"No,it's ok. At least you're alright."

"How long have I been here?"

"5 hours. I was starting to get worried."

"I feel like I was going to die."

"You should've stopped when I told you to or you wouldn't have fainted."

"I know. I just didn't know that was going to happen until it did."

"I know. But you did so good out there."

"You mean it?"

"Of course. I think you're a regular."

"Thank you."

"But I don't think you should just be a gundam pilot."

"What do you mean?"

"I think you should be a lutieneant. Lt Nicole."

"What do you mean?"

"You'll be working at a base on Earth,with Commander."

"That's his name?"

"That's the only name he's been going by. But you'll be running this place."

"Trowa,are you sure I can do that? I miss the colonies."

"I know. But I think it'll be good if you stayed on the Earth. You don't know about all this pain we've going through."

"But I care about you. I care about everyone."

"And I care about you. That's why I want you to stay on the Earth."

"Trowa..."

"Look,these people are going to be like family to you. But I don't think the manager was another person leaving the traveling circus."

"That's what you do when you aren't figthing?"

"It's the only way I know how to hide myself."

"You're going to get yourself killed one of these days Trowa,you know that right?"

"Don't worry about me alright?"

"I know. I know how you can be."

"I'll always try to be with you ok?"

"Trowa...do you think I can do this?"

"Nicole,I think this is your only chance."

"Alright...I'll give it a shot."

"Good,"he got up,and kissed my cheek,which really suprised me. "You're the only one right now that I give a damn about. So be happy about what I'm doing for you."

"I am Trowa. But when are we leaving?"

"You mean:when are you leaving? As soon as you can get up on your feet."

"I could probably do that right now,"I tried to get up,but I stumbled.

"You ok?!"he asked as he caught me.

"Yeah,I'm fine. I guess I'm not ready."

"Give yourself some time Nicole. But I'll be here until you get out alright?"

"But what about fighting?"

"Nicole,there are 5 gundams pilots. Well,there's going to be 6 because of you. I can take some time off because of them."

"Thank you so much."

"Anything for an old friend."

"Trowa,did you ever care about me when we were kids?"

He looked away. "That's really a hard question to answer."

"Just be honest with me."

"Of course I did. But it wasn't easy for me to love anyone back then."

"I understand what you're trying to say. Are you going to stay here for the night?"

"I'm going to stay in this very room until you get better."

"Trowa..."

"It's the only way I can show you that I love you."

"Thank you." I felt like I was going to cry. Why are you doing this to me Trowa,I thought. You've never done this before. You've never cared about anyone before. Why do you care about me so much? But I didn't say any more. I was just to scared.

I stayed at the hospital for a while,and like he had promised,Trowa had stayed with me until I was feeling better. To tell you the truth,I almost felt I was going to die. The doctors were always coming in and out of room to take blood and making sure that I hadn't died. This wasn't the first time this had happened to me though. But I hated doing it in front of Trowa. Especially since I didn't want him to think that I was weak.

Trowa told me that I was getting out of the hospital in two days. Which really sucked because I hated hospitals. They always remind me of death. When I 6 years old,I got transfer to a hospital because I had fainted. When I got out,I heard people talking about this person who had died and their parents and relatives. It was really sad and I felt sorry for them. But I had to tell myself to be strong. Besides,I was a soldier. I needed to stop worrying to much...

"Hey sleepy head. Ready to go?"Trowa asked the day I was supposed to leave the hospital.

"Yes,and thank god!"

"Good. I have a shuttle for us."

"I thought I was the one who was leaving."

"No. I'm going too. I set you up so I might as well introduce you to the crew."

"Oh."

I didn't like the feeling of going back to Earth. Actually,I hated it! I felt like the enemy was just waiting for me. Just getting ready to kill me. But,in a way,I knew I was safe because I had Trowa with me.

"Well,we're here,"he said.

"Yeah. So soon."

"You don't sound happy."

"I'll tell you later."

"No. Tell me now."

"I just hate this place! It's like my enemy!"

"I know. But I can't send you to the colonies."

"Why?"

"Because I have some unfinished business to take care of and I don't want you getting involved."

"Trowa,I can't let you do this."

"Nicole,it's better off this way."

I just couldn't say anything. Was he right,or was he wrong? What if he got killed? "Nicole,if I do get killed,I want you to have this,"he handed me a cross that someone had given him a long time ago.

"Trowa,if you're trying to get yourself killed you might as well take me with you."

"No. I can't let you die too."

My eyes widened. What the hell are you thinking Trowa,I thought. Why the hell are you trying to get yourself killed?!

"I'll try to call you whenever I can. But right now. It's best if you stay here. Promise me you won't try to get yourself killed?"

I felt like I wanted to cry. But I couldn't. I was a gundam pilot and I had to stay strong. "Alright. I promise."

"That's a good girl."

"But when we'll I see you again?"

"When OZ'll get to the point and stop trying to trick the people of the colonies."

My eyes widened again. I remembered what happened that day. All the gundam pilots had been banished from the colonies because OZ had befriened them. That also scared me because I didn't want anyone to find out that I was a gundam pilot.

"But can you promise me another thing?"

"What?"

"Promise me that unless you have to have to get called out of school for some reason because you have to fight,don't you dare tell anyone that you're a gundam pilot. You never know what one could do to you."

I nodded my head. "Alright. I can do that."

"Alright then. I'll be off,"he jumped into his gundam,and left.

Snow Planet

Yawaraka na hoshikuzu mitai sa

Umaretate no Snow Flake

Goggle de miageta yozora ga

Mabushii Snow Time Planet

Masshiro ni kagayaku sekai ha

Marude betsu no hoshi sa

Konayuki no mashita ni machi no hi

Twinkle Snow Time Planet

Tsubasa wo ashi ni tsuketeru tenshitachi ga tobi kou

Konna yoru zutto matteta kimi ni sotto sasayaku

Sora no hate made tonde ke sou sa

Suroogu kassouro ni shite

Koori no kaze ga odoru yo Snowy Snowy World

Ryuuseitachi mo yuki ni kawatte

Sekai wo kirei ni kazaru yo

Ichiban suki na kimi ga ita yuki no Planet

I'm Flyin' I'm Flyin' Like A Lonely Angel

I Miss You I Miss You So I Love You Love You

Koishiteru wakusei mitai sa

Kimi no me ni mo nite te

Tooku kara nagameta chikyuu ha

Twinkle Snow Time Planet

Lodge no modo no akari ga kiete iku tabi setsunai

Kimi to kita kyonen no heya wo kotoshi mo mata totta no

Sora no hate made fubuite misete

Hajimete nemutta hi mitai

Kimi ni omoi wo todokete Snowy Snowy World

Konna uchuu wo tabi shite iru no

Kimi dake noseta ryuusei ha

Ichiban suki na kimi ga ita yuki no Planet

I'm Flyin' I'm Flyin' Like A Lonely Angel

I Miss You I Miss You So I Love You Love You

Sora no hate made tonde ke sou sa

Suroogu kassouro ni shite

Koori no kaze ga odoru yo Snowy Snowy World

Ryuuseitachi mo yuki ni kawatte

Sekai wo kirei ni kazaru yo

Ichiban suki na kimi ga ita yuki no Planet

I'm Fallin' I'm Fallin' With A Snowy Angel

I Miss You I Miss You So I Love You Love You