Chapter 3
I kept thinking about Duo's proposal. I didn't think that I was ready for outer space,but I was kind of getting tired of Earth. But I decided first that I was going to find Trowa. It was my only hope and my only destiny. I needed to do something adventurous for a change. But then again,I thought about something else. There was Trieze who I could kill. He was the leader of OZ. He wasn't liked by a lot of people(especially not by me!). In a way,I think he's the reason that Trowa was hurt and the reason why Quatre turned into a crazy person. It was his fault because the colonies were mixed up so much.
Or in a way,it could've been Lady Une,Trieze's apprentice. But I heard that someone had shot her and the Lunar Base just because she had finally got the sense to release Duo and Wufei,who were still at the Lunar Base. But still,she was from OZ and I didn't think I could trust her.
But you know what? I decided to go back to the Earth to get some more info on some stuff. I wanted to know where exactly where Trowa was, and what had happened to Heero and Quatre. Duo had told me those two had moved out to somewhere in Europe. He thought it was because Heero wanted to be close to Relena. But I knew he was just kidding. Because I remembered something. Before Relena had been taken of her position has Queen,Heero had tried to kill her. Everyone was talking about it.
When I got back to the building,something had gone terribly wrong. The Commander had to go back to the colonies because his sister and mother were terribly sick. He had gone to the L5 colony clusters and didn't know when he was going to be back. He said it was OZ. They had taken everything from the colony and most of the people were already gone,but his family wouldn't leave. I kept thinking about then coming down here.
"Nothing is going to change,"he said.
"Commander,they need to get out of there,or they're going to die. You need to come back too. I need you. We need you."
"I'll try to see if she wants to."
"They haven't expected you,have they?"
"No,not yet. There haven't been a lot of OZ officials around this colony since everyone left."
"Oh,that's good."
"Have you found 03 yet?"
"No,not yet. That's why I came back. I need some questions answered. But I can only do that if you're here."
"I'll try to be there as soon as possible."
"Alright."
"But there is something else I need to tell you."
"What?"
"OZ isn't much of a threat anymore. It's a group called the White Fang."
"Who are they?"
"A new terrorist group formed by some people who used to be in OZ, but they can't stand the Earth. And guess who the leader is?"
"It's Zechs isn't it?"
"Yeah."
"Duo told me when I met him."
"I thought so."
"When did you leave?"
"About two weeks ago. I tried to contact you,but I couldn't."
"I'm sorry. I should've come back earlier! It was all my fault!"
"Don't say that. I know how important this search is to you."
"Thanks."
"It seems that 01 and 04 are out in space somewhere."
"And Wufei?"
"Don't know. He dissapeared right after he was released from the Lunar Base."
"Figures. He's always like that."
"I heard that someone who used to be from OZ is looking for him though."
"Have they succeeded yet?"
"I don't know. I left before anyone gave me anymore information."
"I can understand that."
"Can I ask you something?"
"Sure."
"Do you think I can kill Trieze."
"No. Leave that to 05. It's his duty."
"Alright."
"It's best right now if you go and try to find 03. He's the most important to you right now."
"Thanks."
"Stay out in outer space as long as you can. It looks like the White Fang might be planning to attack Earth."
"My god. Are you sure?"
"Yes. Everybody's been talking about it."
"Alright. But you had better promise me to get your mother and sister out of that colony before they die alright?"
"You can promise me."
"Good. I'll c-ya soon."
"Alright. Stay safe. Over,"and the screen clicked off.
I was so worried about the Commander that week that I didn't know what to do. Maybe I should kill Trieze on my own,I thought. Everything would be better that way. But then what about Trowa? I've got to find him.
But for some reason,I did want my heart told me. It told me to find Trowa. He's the love of your life right?
I stayed on Earth for a few more days though. I wanted to make sure that the Commander got back home with his mother and sister. And luckly enough,they made it.
"So,how are they doing?"I asked when he got back.
"Not bad. They'll recover soon. Have you found 03 yet?"
"No. Not yet. I wanted to make sure that your family made it here safe."
"Thanks."
"They didn't approve at first did they?"
"No,but I had to urge them or they would've died."
"I'm glad they did the right thing."
"I am too. What about 03?"
"I should look for him,I know. But I've been so worried about you."
"I know. But it would be better if you would start looking for 03 now. Now that I'm back I can take care of the crew."
"You sure?"
He stared at me and winked. "Go find him. It's your destiny."
My heart filled with joy. "Alright. I promise I won't let you down."
I was so scared about going into space again. But I promised I wouldn't let the Commander down. I had to find Trowa and the other gundam pilots.
"Nicole,is that you?!"said a voice. It was Quatre.
"Quatre?! Oh my god!"
"Where've you been. We've been looking all over for you!Well,I've been."said another voice. It was Trowa!
"Trowa? I thought you..."
"Died? No,I lost my mind."
"I knew about that. Duo told me."
"I thought so. Why haven't you been in space?"
"I've been on Earth,searching for answers."
"I guess you've found them?"
"You being one of them."
"Great,now you can come to Peacemillion with us."
I didn't know what to say. The light in his eyes couldn't be wrong. "Alright then."
"I've missed you so much."
"I've missed you too Trowa."
He got closer to me,and our lips met. I felt like I wanted to cry. I hadn't seen Trowa in almost 2 months. We had broken our promise to spend Christmas together because Trowa had tried to get himself killed.
"Can I ask you something?"I asked after our lips parted.
"Yes?"
"Why did you want to save my life? Why did you try to kill yourself."
"Because then Quatre would've destroyed everything and everyone in outer space. And I couldn't let him do that."
I nodded. "I see."
"But don't worry about that now. I'm here,and I'm alive."
Yes,I thought. You are alive. But for two months,I thought you were dead. It's like God gave you another chance or something. "I've just missed you so much,"and I hate to admit this,but I started to cry.
"Hey,what are these? Tears? C'mon now. I've missed you too,"he smiled and brushed away my tears. "Let's go to outer space."
"Alright then."
Second Impression
Ima kirameku kaze no naka
Yubisaki made ai ni
Tsutsumareteitai yo sotto.
Itsumo doori futari
Nanige nai ichinichi
Da kedo hon no sukoshi
Kokoro tokimeiteru
Tabun kinou kataamoi data ano goro no nikki mitsuketa sei ne
Koi de umetsukusareteta page ni ima de ha chotto tere warai da kedo.
Ima shinayaka na rhythm de
Mune no naka ni tsuzuru
Anata he no kotoba ha LOVIN' YOU
Ima mayowanai hitomi de
Ai wo mitsumeteru yo
Yasashiku nareru kara ONLY YOU
Toku ni nani mo futari
Kawaranai asu de mo
Kitto kamawanai yo
Egao sagaseru nara
Fashion zasshi no unmei ran yori
Shinjirareru yo ne futari no mirai
Koi ga shidai ni ai he kawaru tabi shizen na jibun fueteru ki ga suru.
Ima kaze ni nabiku kami ni
Kirei da to omoeru
Jibun ga suki da kara LOVIN' YOU
Ima kazaranai omoi de
Toki wo kasanetai yo
Anata ga suki da kara ONLY YOU
Sou anata ni ano hi deaete wakatta
Tsuyosa mo yowasa mo hontou no hohoemi mo
Ima shinayaka na rhythm de
Mune no naka ni tsuzuru
Anata he no kotoba ha LOVIN' YOU
Ima mayowanai hitomi de
Ai wo mitsumeteru yo
Yasashiku nareru kara ONLY YOU
I couldn't believe it. I was going to see the other gundam pilots again( actually,I hadn't really seen Wufei since he kept running off all the time!). But Wufei,Duo and Heero weren't the only people I was going to meet.
There was also Noin(that woman the Commander was talking about who wanted to find the gundam pilots.),Sally(who was also from OZ,but quit and joined with the Alliance. She was hoping to find Wufei,who was an old friends of her's.),and the of course,there was Howard(he created the Tallgeese,and was a good friend of Zechs' before the whole Libra/ Peacemillion thing came about.). Howard was very cool. He was old,but still acted like he was only in his 30s. If you ask me,it's kind of funny.
To tell you the truth,the reason why I wanted to go out to outer space was to fight and to be with Trowa. I just wanted to fight so badly. Not piloting Nanashi for two months was kind of bad for me.
"Do you think that you're ready?"Trowa asked me.
"Yes Trowa. You know it like everyone else."
He sighed. "Alright." (the only thing that we didn't know about was that Duo's friend,Hilde, and somehow gotten aboard Libra and had coppied down some data about the shipwhich would really come in handy later.)
Trowa and I walked into the resting room later that afternoon. Duo and Wufei were playing a game of chess,Heero was drinking something,and Quatre had just come in to report that the repairs on "their" gundams had finally been finished.
I wasn't surprised that Heero was being so quiet,but I didn't want to ask him why either. Actually,to tell you the truth,I kind of already knew why. He was worried about Relena. How did I know? Well,who else would he be thinking about?! But the alarms went off and we had to scramble.
We were all given a warning that the engines had just been repaired and we shouldn't go and wreak them. We just said alright,and got ready to fight.
"They are coming in from the right!"yelled Quatre.
Great,I thought. They're all going to come at me. The only problem was that I'd never fought these types of mobile suits(they were virgos). I had been used to fighting suits like Aries and Leos. But I had to fight if I was going to prove my self worthy.
But then something happened. Someone was reading out a message to all the gundam pilots(well,actually,it was more to Duo than to us.). It was Hilde!
"Duo,go find her!"said Quatre.
"And leave you guys?!"
"We will take take of everything here!"
"Duo wait!"I shouted. "Let me go with you."
"Are you sure about that?"
"Yes. Let the other gundam pilots take care of the Virgos. You need to go and save Hilde,NOW!"
"Alright. Whatever you say,"and we left the battle to go find Hilde.
I kept thinking about Duo's proposal. I didn't think that I was ready for outer space,but I was kind of getting tired of Earth. But I decided first that I was going to find Trowa. It was my only hope and my only destiny. I needed to do something adventurous for a change. But then again,I thought about something else. There was Trieze who I could kill. He was the leader of OZ. He wasn't liked by a lot of people(especially not by me!). In a way,I think he's the reason that Trowa was hurt and the reason why Quatre turned into a crazy person. It was his fault because the colonies were mixed up so much.
Or in a way,it could've been Lady Une,Trieze's apprentice. But I heard that someone had shot her and the Lunar Base just because she had finally got the sense to release Duo and Wufei,who were still at the Lunar Base. But still,she was from OZ and I didn't think I could trust her.
But you know what? I decided to go back to the Earth to get some more info on some stuff. I wanted to know where exactly where Trowa was, and what had happened to Heero and Quatre. Duo had told me those two had moved out to somewhere in Europe. He thought it was because Heero wanted to be close to Relena. But I knew he was just kidding. Because I remembered something. Before Relena had been taken of her position has Queen,Heero had tried to kill her. Everyone was talking about it.
When I got back to the building,something had gone terribly wrong. The Commander had to go back to the colonies because his sister and mother were terribly sick. He had gone to the L5 colony clusters and didn't know when he was going to be back. He said it was OZ. They had taken everything from the colony and most of the people were already gone,but his family wouldn't leave. I kept thinking about then coming down here.
"Nothing is going to change,"he said.
"Commander,they need to get out of there,or they're going to die. You need to come back too. I need you. We need you."
"I'll try to see if she wants to."
"They haven't expected you,have they?"
"No,not yet. There haven't been a lot of OZ officials around this colony since everyone left."
"Oh,that's good."
"Have you found 03 yet?"
"No,not yet. That's why I came back. I need some questions answered. But I can only do that if you're here."
"I'll try to be there as soon as possible."
"Alright."
"But there is something else I need to tell you."
"What?"
"OZ isn't much of a threat anymore. It's a group called the White Fang."
"Who are they?"
"A new terrorist group formed by some people who used to be in OZ, but they can't stand the Earth. And guess who the leader is?"
"It's Zechs isn't it?"
"Yeah."
"Duo told me when I met him."
"I thought so."
"When did you leave?"
"About two weeks ago. I tried to contact you,but I couldn't."
"I'm sorry. I should've come back earlier! It was all my fault!"
"Don't say that. I know how important this search is to you."
"Thanks."
"It seems that 01 and 04 are out in space somewhere."
"And Wufei?"
"Don't know. He dissapeared right after he was released from the Lunar Base."
"Figures. He's always like that."
"I heard that someone who used to be from OZ is looking for him though."
"Have they succeeded yet?"
"I don't know. I left before anyone gave me anymore information."
"I can understand that."
"Can I ask you something?"
"Sure."
"Do you think I can kill Trieze."
"No. Leave that to 05. It's his duty."
"Alright."
"It's best right now if you go and try to find 03. He's the most important to you right now."
"Thanks."
"Stay out in outer space as long as you can. It looks like the White Fang might be planning to attack Earth."
"My god. Are you sure?"
"Yes. Everybody's been talking about it."
"Alright. But you had better promise me to get your mother and sister out of that colony before they die alright?"
"You can promise me."
"Good. I'll c-ya soon."
"Alright. Stay safe. Over,"and the screen clicked off.
I was so worried about the Commander that week that I didn't know what to do. Maybe I should kill Trieze on my own,I thought. Everything would be better that way. But then what about Trowa? I've got to find him.
But for some reason,I did want my heart told me. It told me to find Trowa. He's the love of your life right?
I stayed on Earth for a few more days though. I wanted to make sure that the Commander got back home with his mother and sister. And luckly enough,they made it.
"So,how are they doing?"I asked when he got back.
"Not bad. They'll recover soon. Have you found 03 yet?"
"No. Not yet. I wanted to make sure that your family made it here safe."
"Thanks."
"They didn't approve at first did they?"
"No,but I had to urge them or they would've died."
"I'm glad they did the right thing."
"I am too. What about 03?"
"I should look for him,I know. But I've been so worried about you."
"I know. But it would be better if you would start looking for 03 now. Now that I'm back I can take care of the crew."
"You sure?"
He stared at me and winked. "Go find him. It's your destiny."
My heart filled with joy. "Alright. I promise I won't let you down."
I was so scared about going into space again. But I promised I wouldn't let the Commander down. I had to find Trowa and the other gundam pilots.
"Nicole,is that you?!"said a voice. It was Quatre.
"Quatre?! Oh my god!"
"Where've you been. We've been looking all over for you!Well,I've been."said another voice. It was Trowa!
"Trowa? I thought you..."
"Died? No,I lost my mind."
"I knew about that. Duo told me."
"I thought so. Why haven't you been in space?"
"I've been on Earth,searching for answers."
"I guess you've found them?"
"You being one of them."
"Great,now you can come to Peacemillion with us."
I didn't know what to say. The light in his eyes couldn't be wrong. "Alright then."
"I've missed you so much."
"I've missed you too Trowa."
He got closer to me,and our lips met. I felt like I wanted to cry. I hadn't seen Trowa in almost 2 months. We had broken our promise to spend Christmas together because Trowa had tried to get himself killed.
"Can I ask you something?"I asked after our lips parted.
"Yes?"
"Why did you want to save my life? Why did you try to kill yourself."
"Because then Quatre would've destroyed everything and everyone in outer space. And I couldn't let him do that."
I nodded. "I see."
"But don't worry about that now. I'm here,and I'm alive."
Yes,I thought. You are alive. But for two months,I thought you were dead. It's like God gave you another chance or something. "I've just missed you so much,"and I hate to admit this,but I started to cry.
"Hey,what are these? Tears? C'mon now. I've missed you too,"he smiled and brushed away my tears. "Let's go to outer space."
"Alright then."
Second Impression
Ima kirameku kaze no naka
Yubisaki made ai ni
Tsutsumareteitai yo sotto.
Itsumo doori futari
Nanige nai ichinichi
Da kedo hon no sukoshi
Kokoro tokimeiteru
Tabun kinou kataamoi data ano goro no nikki mitsuketa sei ne
Koi de umetsukusareteta page ni ima de ha chotto tere warai da kedo.
Ima shinayaka na rhythm de
Mune no naka ni tsuzuru
Anata he no kotoba ha LOVIN' YOU
Ima mayowanai hitomi de
Ai wo mitsumeteru yo
Yasashiku nareru kara ONLY YOU
Toku ni nani mo futari
Kawaranai asu de mo
Kitto kamawanai yo
Egao sagaseru nara
Fashion zasshi no unmei ran yori
Shinjirareru yo ne futari no mirai
Koi ga shidai ni ai he kawaru tabi shizen na jibun fueteru ki ga suru.
Ima kaze ni nabiku kami ni
Kirei da to omoeru
Jibun ga suki da kara LOVIN' YOU
Ima kazaranai omoi de
Toki wo kasanetai yo
Anata ga suki da kara ONLY YOU
Sou anata ni ano hi deaete wakatta
Tsuyosa mo yowasa mo hontou no hohoemi mo
Ima shinayaka na rhythm de
Mune no naka ni tsuzuru
Anata he no kotoba ha LOVIN' YOU
Ima mayowanai hitomi de
Ai wo mitsumeteru yo
Yasashiku nareru kara ONLY YOU
I couldn't believe it. I was going to see the other gundam pilots again( actually,I hadn't really seen Wufei since he kept running off all the time!). But Wufei,Duo and Heero weren't the only people I was going to meet.
There was also Noin(that woman the Commander was talking about who wanted to find the gundam pilots.),Sally(who was also from OZ,but quit and joined with the Alliance. She was hoping to find Wufei,who was an old friends of her's.),and the of course,there was Howard(he created the Tallgeese,and was a good friend of Zechs' before the whole Libra/ Peacemillion thing came about.). Howard was very cool. He was old,but still acted like he was only in his 30s. If you ask me,it's kind of funny.
To tell you the truth,the reason why I wanted to go out to outer space was to fight and to be with Trowa. I just wanted to fight so badly. Not piloting Nanashi for two months was kind of bad for me.
"Do you think that you're ready?"Trowa asked me.
"Yes Trowa. You know it like everyone else."
He sighed. "Alright." (the only thing that we didn't know about was that Duo's friend,Hilde, and somehow gotten aboard Libra and had coppied down some data about the shipwhich would really come in handy later.)
Trowa and I walked into the resting room later that afternoon. Duo and Wufei were playing a game of chess,Heero was drinking something,and Quatre had just come in to report that the repairs on "their" gundams had finally been finished.
I wasn't surprised that Heero was being so quiet,but I didn't want to ask him why either. Actually,to tell you the truth,I kind of already knew why. He was worried about Relena. How did I know? Well,who else would he be thinking about?! But the alarms went off and we had to scramble.
We were all given a warning that the engines had just been repaired and we shouldn't go and wreak them. We just said alright,and got ready to fight.
"They are coming in from the right!"yelled Quatre.
Great,I thought. They're all going to come at me. The only problem was that I'd never fought these types of mobile suits(they were virgos). I had been used to fighting suits like Aries and Leos. But I had to fight if I was going to prove my self worthy.
But then something happened. Someone was reading out a message to all the gundam pilots(well,actually,it was more to Duo than to us.). It was Hilde!
"Duo,go find her!"said Quatre.
"And leave you guys?!"
"We will take take of everything here!"
"Duo wait!"I shouted. "Let me go with you."
"Are you sure about that?"
"Yes. Let the other gundam pilots take care of the Virgos. You need to go and save Hilde,NOW!"
"Alright. Whatever you say,"and we left the battle to go find Hilde.