Title- Grey Areas part 5 "Kerry's Thoughts"
Caitlin- once again it is I!! *The stupid one doing the even numbered chapters*
Disclaimer- Sadly I don't own ER or sexy Carter. :'(
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"What do you mean a mistake? You regret it? God damn it Kerry, answer me!" Carter's words echoed in Kerry's thoughts as she steadied her trembling form with the nearby brick wall. She felt the cool bricks as relief for the burning sensation that surrounded her form.
I can't believe I did that. stupid me again. although I somehow enjoyed it. I can't be with my coworkers, especially when I'm the boss.. The salty taste of her own tears and John's particular taste lined her mouth. She inhaled deeply and caught a whiff of John, his smell.. It is very comforting she thought to herself as she recalled the events of the evening. John had always been there for her.
He was always the one there for me.. Whether it was a hard day at County or just seeing a smiling face when I came home from work, John was always my confidant.
Kerry turned her back to the wall and looked upward. She sighed heavily and sunk slowly to the ground leaning against the wall. When she reached a sitting position she felt the urge to cry. As each tear fell Kerry quickly brushed it away. The ones that escaped her reach trickled down her face and dripped onto the cement she rested on.
A few minutes later, she gathered herself up off the pavement and went back into her house. She was not going to break down now, not after she'd worked so hard to form the façade she put up.
I will not crumble! I must give up my happiness if I am to succeed. but. do I want to succeed? Kerry silently went inside the house the door quietly closing behind her.
Caitlin- once again it is I!! *The stupid one doing the even numbered chapters*
Disclaimer- Sadly I don't own ER or sexy Carter. :'(
~*~
"What do you mean a mistake? You regret it? God damn it Kerry, answer me!" Carter's words echoed in Kerry's thoughts as she steadied her trembling form with the nearby brick wall. She felt the cool bricks as relief for the burning sensation that surrounded her form.
I can't believe I did that. stupid me again. although I somehow enjoyed it. I can't be with my coworkers, especially when I'm the boss.. The salty taste of her own tears and John's particular taste lined her mouth. She inhaled deeply and caught a whiff of John, his smell.. It is very comforting she thought to herself as she recalled the events of the evening. John had always been there for her.
He was always the one there for me.. Whether it was a hard day at County or just seeing a smiling face when I came home from work, John was always my confidant.
Kerry turned her back to the wall and looked upward. She sighed heavily and sunk slowly to the ground leaning against the wall. When she reached a sitting position she felt the urge to cry. As each tear fell Kerry quickly brushed it away. The ones that escaped her reach trickled down her face and dripped onto the cement she rested on.
A few minutes later, she gathered herself up off the pavement and went back into her house. She was not going to break down now, not after she'd worked so hard to form the façade she put up.
I will not crumble! I must give up my happiness if I am to succeed. but. do I want to succeed? Kerry silently went inside the house the door quietly closing behind her.