A/N: I'm gonna update two chapters today cause I'm going home for the
weekend...so I won't be able to update again until Monday...ow and I nearly
have to start writing new chapters for this story!!! Thanks to you guys!
A/N: @smile1: mn pols is geopereerd omdat er n bult in zat...de peesschede zat te strak om de pees en dat irriteerde bij alles wat ik deed...en dus hebben ze die bult eruitgehaald (voor de 3e keer alweer :S)
A/N: Have fun reading and don't forget to review!
**Rory's POV**
I was silent for a while, and just looked at him. I could see in his eyes how much it hurt him to say this. He was really willing to give me a chance to stop all this, if that would make me happy. For the first time I truly realized that he loved me. And it wasn't the love that Dean felt for me, but something far more intense and passionate. Tristan loved me more than he loved himself.
"Rory"
He was scared to hear my answer, but some part of him needed to hear it too. Before my brain started working my heart had already given him an answer.
"No"
My voice sounded shaky, and I took a step towards him.
"I don't want out Tristan".
I knew it was true the moment I said it. Yes, I was scared, but I knew that if I backed out now I would end up wondering what could have been.
I didn't want to end up an old lady, bitter and alone, because I made one choice I would regret for the rest of my life. I knew that I loved him like I could never love anybody else, and I knew I had to fight to keep this.
So I looked up into his eyes, carressed his cheek with my hand and repeated my decision. "I don't want out Tris"
Tears welled up in his eyes, and he let out a shaky sigh. For a moment he closed his eyes and I realized he had expected me to leave. I could feel the tension leaving his body and for the first time in weeks a genuine smile appeared on his face.
"So...Dean?"
I've never seen him look so insecure. I hardly recognized the king of Chilton, Tristan the player, in him anymore. And I knew what I had to do. I hated hurting people, but I had hurt Tristan too much already. Now it was time for me to hurt Dean.
"I'll break up with him"
Again that smile appeared on his face, followed closely by a smirk that made him look more confident than ever.
"Wipe that stupid grin off your face"
I playfully slapped his arm
"and go break up with what's-her-name"
He leaned into me and gave me a soft kiss on my lips; one that set my whole body on fire. Then he smiled again and let me go.
"See you around Ror"
I smiled back.
"See you around Tris"
A/N: @smile1: mn pols is geopereerd omdat er n bult in zat...de peesschede zat te strak om de pees en dat irriteerde bij alles wat ik deed...en dus hebben ze die bult eruitgehaald (voor de 3e keer alweer :S)
A/N: Have fun reading and don't forget to review!
**Rory's POV**
I was silent for a while, and just looked at him. I could see in his eyes how much it hurt him to say this. He was really willing to give me a chance to stop all this, if that would make me happy. For the first time I truly realized that he loved me. And it wasn't the love that Dean felt for me, but something far more intense and passionate. Tristan loved me more than he loved himself.
"Rory"
He was scared to hear my answer, but some part of him needed to hear it too. Before my brain started working my heart had already given him an answer.
"No"
My voice sounded shaky, and I took a step towards him.
"I don't want out Tristan".
I knew it was true the moment I said it. Yes, I was scared, but I knew that if I backed out now I would end up wondering what could have been.
I didn't want to end up an old lady, bitter and alone, because I made one choice I would regret for the rest of my life. I knew that I loved him like I could never love anybody else, and I knew I had to fight to keep this.
So I looked up into his eyes, carressed his cheek with my hand and repeated my decision. "I don't want out Tris"
Tears welled up in his eyes, and he let out a shaky sigh. For a moment he closed his eyes and I realized he had expected me to leave. I could feel the tension leaving his body and for the first time in weeks a genuine smile appeared on his face.
"So...Dean?"
I've never seen him look so insecure. I hardly recognized the king of Chilton, Tristan the player, in him anymore. And I knew what I had to do. I hated hurting people, but I had hurt Tristan too much already. Now it was time for me to hurt Dean.
"I'll break up with him"
Again that smile appeared on his face, followed closely by a smirk that made him look more confident than ever.
"Wipe that stupid grin off your face"
I playfully slapped his arm
"and go break up with what's-her-name"
He leaned into me and gave me a soft kiss on my lips; one that set my whole body on fire. Then he smiled again and let me go.
"See you around Ror"
I smiled back.
"See you around Tris"