Sprite Chapter 9: A bit taken back : Cloud, a final fantasy vii fanfic

Disclaimer: I don't own any thing especially final fantasy 7 square soft does!

Also I don't own any of the music artist's songs that I list though the story

But I do own the character Kali!! PLEZE don't steal!

AN: YAY happy New Year pplz. How were all of your holidays! lol I feel like I am talking to no one. Hello out there! ~Waves at screen~ ^_^

{Friend in background mumbles- ¯—¯ 'She is wayyy to easily amused'} ~evil glare~

Ok well just need to say that 'FINALS' (buh-buh-bum!!!) are over for me. It's my b-day in 12 days. YAY ^_^.

Lol so I shall try to write a lot to help fulfill your reading appetite for this chapter with out ppl wanting to kill me b/c there is a major up coming cliffhanger hehe evil me, but not in this chapter. ^_^. Hope there is nothing-disastrous happening with you, the reader. Lol {Friend in background mumbles again interrupting my wonderful notes- 'I still think you are to easily amused'} oh well I guess I am .

LAST THING promise: feedback would be great. I love ppl to help me by explaining to me how I can improve. I think of it as a 'learning experience' J. Also if you have story suggestions, you like my story, or just to say that you think Vinny is cute review and I'll love ya forever. Plus I will review your story too. This also applies to all you ppl who don't review or never do b/c it takes too long or whatever but feel freely to disincline to acquiescent my request if it so freely moves you. : D yes I also watch too much Pirates of The Caribbean. Lol . Remember for every review I get the more quickly I will get to up-dating. Now the story-

WARNING MAJOR FOUL LANGUAGE!!! Lol got to write that for all of you who probably want to know.

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Vincent was fed up with a lot of stuff and had too much thinking to do but when he heard this time stopped allowing him to lessen the different burdens on his mind. He stepped out of the window and looked at her long and hard. Did she really mean this or is she toying with me? How can she say this so abruptly? Yea he saved her from a torturous drunkard to whom she was married to and she still most likely had feelings toward. But he couldn't handle the group down stairs who seemed like the jumping to conclusion town's people who could and would burn Cloud at the stake if they had a chance. He wanted to take care of Cloud on his own, though Cloud attacked him but also has been notoriously torturing Aeris for a long time. But the window it served a safe way to get out of the house and think, really think. But did she really think he was running away? Vincent ran his fingers through the top of his hair. Showing the major confusion on his face. "Aeris firstly, I'm not running any where yet. Secondly there are too many big…egos in this house for me to think very much breathe. I need air; space and I can't get any one I don't trust involved either because I don't want to help then when I need to be protecting you. Don't worry I'll be back in a few hours. But please if you can talk to Seph and tell him that Kali's sister and friend can't help no matter what they say, but if they want to they can try to help find a place for us to go since Cloud knows where I live. Then please get them out of the house. I'll call Seph later after I get back. And ask if Kali can take you shopping for some extra clothes. There is some money in the top drawer over there for you to use if you need any thing." Vincent paused to see a much similar confused look on her face and also a fading worried look. "Oh and one more thing," Vincent cooed as he walked towards her cradling her chin in his hands "I love you too." He quickly pulled her into a passionate kiss for a few seconds then pulled away a left as quickly as he felt that it was best.

Aeris stood there with her finger on her lips. Part of her was happy beyond belief and the other well, regretted it. Aeris turned around and headed for the stairs to go take care of the group down stairs.

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Cloud sat down on his couch and stared at the TV screen. ~~~She's with him cloud and you know it. What do you think he and your slut did last night? Sit and drink coffee. No think again they--- ~~~ "GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HEAD!!!" ~~~ You want me the fuck out! When it's been fucking you pushing Aeris away! And think about it, truly, why should I fucking leave you leader of Avalanche? I have you in my control and all I need now is my son to be with us and I shall be able to rid myself of this world. ~~~ "I swear once I find out how the fuck you got control of me I'll-" ~~~ YOU'LL DO FUCKING WHAT! You are loosing your will power to keep me away as we speak. ~~~ "HOW! But more importantly why me?" Cloud waited for an answer that never came. "Why me! TELL ME NOW WHY THE FUCK ME!!!!!!" He yelled at the top of his lungs. I know you can hear what I am thinking you stupid shit. You're in my freaking head. I knew for the while something was up but why are you fucking shitting with my mind?! Cloud ran to the bathroom to stair himself straight in the face. As he looked his reflection gave him an evil grin. He touched his face to find that there was no grin or smile on his face he looked at the mirror once again to se the same evil grin. A flash in the back of his mind awoke. The connection. He felt a grin appear on his face. I know who you are you little fuck. But I am afraid that you alliances with your son and I are no longer available. ~ ~ ~ REALLY WITH THIS I DON'T COMPLY~ ~ ~

BULLSHIT!!!!!!!! Things are gonna change.

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~A hour or two later~

Something scared Cloud to the point of how he knew he would loose everything dear to him in only a few weeks. Maybe for the better, But there was always a chance of 'it' getting into someone else's head. He had to do something he. "What's the use!!!," he yelled at the top of his lungs. "Please GOD tell me what's the Fucking Use!" he buried his face in his hands. He had already lost his wife his friends … everyone but Tifa and Barrett.

Something's gotta change again
I'm losing, my inspirations gone, oh no oh no
Seeing through some different eyes
I can't find, my medications failed, again again

I can feel a change
I can feel, can you feel it
See it on the street watching heat from the pavement

Cause I'm here, ready to take it all here
Everything's feeling unclear
I wish it was raining
Cause I hate every beautiful day

Most would find it strange to see a man spouting out every foul word in the book, but at a church was even stranger. People gave him looks to scare even the most god-fearing man. He ran out of his only place of solitude out of the house of god. Running gave him something to think about other then 'it'. 'It' was what plagued him. And running cured him from hearing 'it'.

Faces in the crowd
Fake smiles for miles
My imitations wrong of them again
Trapped inside this cheap hotel
Bored as hell turing the channels 'round

Running through the middle of ongoing traffic wasn't really smart. But he did. It gave him the rush of life and for a moment didn't feel controlled. But all the eyes he felt them. All on him. Surreal yes. Scary yes. But did he care no. He needed something, any thing to help him clear his mind of 'it's' taunting.

He felt 'it' in him looking at his memories at his life. Invaded. It was strange he felt invaded. All over again he was slammed with what 'it' made him do to her, Aeris, his baby, his wife, he loved her. Lost. All of his senses. To the sound of her crying, screaming, silent. He could taste the blood on his lips and fell the cuts on his arms and face.. The blood that came from the cut and scratches she gave him in self-defense. The ones she gave to get away from him.

I can feel a change
I can feel, can you feel it
See it on the street watching heat from the pavement

I can feel a change
I can feel, can you feel it
I'm not the same, not the same lost my feeling

But surging in his veins was a power he never felt before a power that wasn't his. With that power he knew. He hurt Aeris with that power. And he wanted it out. He needed it to get out and stay out. But who would be chosen next, who would be chosen to carry this burden? This monster. This fiend! Running seemed to stop doing him good. He looked around at where he was. A park. Of all places he ran to a park. He sat down on the near by bench and looked up at the sky. Rain. It was starting to rain. He laughed at the irony of the situation. After a wile the laughter died down. Then he sat there staring into space.

All I know I'll never know
All I know I'll never know

Cause I'm here, ready to take it all here
Everything's feeling unclear
I wish it was raining
Cause I hate every beautiful day
Every beautiful day
Every beautiful day
Every beautiful day

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Ok kinda short for the long time it took to write this but well a lot has been happening with me and this seemed to perfect to post this on Friday the 13 so I waited about a week and a half to do so. So that's all my rambling for now. Ttyl and happy early valentines!