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7) Inward Battles, Outward Appearances.
'YOU WHAT?' Lily yelled making everyone jump. Harry shrunk under his covers. She was worse than Mrs. Weasley.
'HARRY POTTER- HOW COULD YOU? YOU ARE IN SO MUCH..' Fortunately for him James didn't get to finish because Albus stepped forward.
'You should be proud of him. He has just proved to all of us that he is a much stronger wizard than any of us. You see with only half a soul many would become self absorbed- wouldn't feel love, or hurt. He has proved to us that his power runs deeper than any of ours. His soul will strengthen again- I take it Harry- that that is why you passed out. Your body had done a lot of fighting today. It needed time to heal?' His headmaster asked quietly. Harry nodded glad that somebody understood.
'You mean- he'll be okay?' Sirius asked eyeing Harry carefully as though looking for some signs he didn't have all of his soul.
'Yes Sirius- I'll be fine. Though I do now have a terrible headache. Has he been to see me?' He asked they shook their heads though he noticed they looked relieved that he hadn't.
'Oh OK. Lightning?' he called gently. The bird soared in gently and landed lightly on the bed, everybody saw to their annoyance he clutched several letters. 'I'm sorry for telling you off. I was angry. But thank you for your help. Truce?' he asked. Lightning looked up and nodded. Harry smiled and started opening the letters. They were all from Tom and Harry smiled when he read the last one. He set them on fire with his wand, knowing that he didn't want the others to read them and they would as soon as he was asleep.
'Well- that is interesting. It seems that a certain Bellatrix is unfortunately no longer with us. As aren't many other death eaters. In fact I do believe that Tom is down on his numbers at the moment. By about 25 people in fact. Oh well- he'll have twice that many followers by the time I meet him next summer.' He added. He didn't know why but he suddenly felt very angry and without speaking got out of bed and ran out of the hospital wing.
'Should we follow him?' Lily asked scared. She felt the urge to follow him- to protect him but knew it probably wasn't the best thing to do.
'No Lils- he needs something we cant offer him.' James replied as they watched his five friends stand up silently and follow him.
'Do you think he made a mistake- you know bringing us back? We seemed to have caused him more trouble.' Sirius asked quietly. Remus jumped up at that and glared at them all.
'Don't even joke about that- he was ready to change sides when you died Sirius, he needs you more than ever. This time next year he will have faced him for the last time. We need to help him in every way we can.' He said looking at them all, they all nodded and Remus smiled. 'Anyway- where would you guys go now? I mean lets face it- your all thought dead- some people would probably try and kill you thinking that you were death eaters in disguise.' He added cheekily. They all burst out laughing.
'Thinking about that- you should go to the bank and open your other vault. And of course you can move back into your house- or you can stay here and become the defence teachers.' Albus said his voice failing to his hide his excitement. 'Well you three anyway- Lily- Minerva has already asked me if I will ask you to help her with transfiguration.' He watched as they all grinned and Lily replied that she would love to. He smiled to himself- this was going to be Harry's best year yet- and he would do everything he could to help it along.
Harry couldn't help it. The anger built up inside him and he couldn't control it. He had never felt such hatred, it was making his head feel as though he was going to explode and in that instant he knew. He knew that his link with Voldemort was changing. He cold feel his hatred towards people- felt it, he could taste the blood in the air. And to his shock he was secretly enjoying it. Without knowing what to do Harry ran, ran as fast as his legs could carry him. He ran straight out of the school gates and followed the road down to Hogsmeade.
He slowed to a walk as his lungs felt as though they were going to give in and swore as he realized that he had left the school grounds. He was in big trouble now. He looked round almost nervously, as though expecting to see someone and cautiously moved to the edge of the road.
He could sense someone was there but didn't know what to do about it, so he decided to continue walking to Hogsmeade. Harry smiled as his senses told him Snape was following. But suddenly he was shocked- how the hell did he know that? Shit- something's happening to me.
'Are you here for the order or for Tom?' Harry called casually over his shoulder as he continued walking. He stopped and turned to face his teacher who was dressed as a death eater. That's funny- he wasn't one anymore. Harry felt his stomach tighten as alarm bells began to go off in his head.
'How did you know it was me? How did you hear me?' Snape asked and Harry grinned when he saw he wasn't being looked at with a look of disgust.
'I could sense you. I think that my link is changing. Is that why he sent you?' Harry asked watching as the amazement grew on his teachers face.
'Yes- he has started feeling things he has never felt before. He told us he felt sorry for you. That's why some of the death eaters decided to go to your relatives house. They think that you have tricked them. He sent me because he knows that I can reach you.'
'But I thought he knew you were a spy?' Harry felt his hand tightening on his wand under his robes. Something was wrong.
'He does. I'm not doing this as a spy- I'm doing it as a favour. He asked me- I didn't think it could hurt so I said yes. I might add that your friends are worried now that they cant find you.' Snape could pass as being concerned Harry thought smirking to himself.
Harry felt his new feelings begin to rise again. He pulled out his wand and pointed in straight to his teachers heart. Laughing coldly at the look of shock.
'Do you think I care? The filthy mudbloods of this school cause me nothing but pain.' Harry snarled, but as soon as he said it he shook his head as though trying to clear his thoughts. Snape seemed to realize what was happening instantly.
'Harry- listen to me.' The urgency in his voice was scary and Harry looked up sharply. Snape yelled and before Harry could react the spell hit him square in the chest. Harry just smiled as he sunk to the floor. (A/N DEAD OR ALIVE?)
'Professor-' Hermione said as she saw Snape walking towards the castle with a stunned Harry in his arms. He smiled grimly at her.
'Hermione- I need you all to run ahead- tell the professor we may have a problem. Tell him that we need to meet in the great hall- and Harry's parents.' Although his friends looked shocked at this they nodded and ran ahead. Snape sighed. They weren't going to be happy with him- or Harry for that matter.
'Severus- oh my god. HARRY.' Lily yelled as she saw Harry's limp form in his arms.
A/N; Evil people can sometimes look completely normal. Now I'm not a evil loving kind of person- and I'm not really a Snape kind of person- but you have to tell me. which spell do you want him to use? The dreaded Avada Kedavra? Or a nice simple Stupefy? Review and tell me what you think. Then I'll put up the chapter that you want- I've written both you see!!!
Thanks to the following people for their kind words Darkmoon Fluer- no not really evil but just both confused. All will be explained! Lord Master Omega- glad you do! Silvernite 7- sorry it's taken so long! Frisha- it's really nice when people say they like it! Any ideas you would like to add?! And to all my other loyal reviewers- thank you so much- I will have all of your names next chapter- which should be Friday!!
Oh and Thanks for all of your wonderful reviews!! (Names and answers at the bottom)
PS- does anybody know how to do italics or bold as I've just realized that they aint workin!!!
7) Inward Battles, Outward Appearances.
'YOU WHAT?' Lily yelled making everyone jump. Harry shrunk under his covers. She was worse than Mrs. Weasley.
'HARRY POTTER- HOW COULD YOU? YOU ARE IN SO MUCH..' Fortunately for him James didn't get to finish because Albus stepped forward.
'You should be proud of him. He has just proved to all of us that he is a much stronger wizard than any of us. You see with only half a soul many would become self absorbed- wouldn't feel love, or hurt. He has proved to us that his power runs deeper than any of ours. His soul will strengthen again- I take it Harry- that that is why you passed out. Your body had done a lot of fighting today. It needed time to heal?' His headmaster asked quietly. Harry nodded glad that somebody understood.
'You mean- he'll be okay?' Sirius asked eyeing Harry carefully as though looking for some signs he didn't have all of his soul.
'Yes Sirius- I'll be fine. Though I do now have a terrible headache. Has he been to see me?' He asked they shook their heads though he noticed they looked relieved that he hadn't.
'Oh OK. Lightning?' he called gently. The bird soared in gently and landed lightly on the bed, everybody saw to their annoyance he clutched several letters. 'I'm sorry for telling you off. I was angry. But thank you for your help. Truce?' he asked. Lightning looked up and nodded. Harry smiled and started opening the letters. They were all from Tom and Harry smiled when he read the last one. He set them on fire with his wand, knowing that he didn't want the others to read them and they would as soon as he was asleep.
'Well- that is interesting. It seems that a certain Bellatrix is unfortunately no longer with us. As aren't many other death eaters. In fact I do believe that Tom is down on his numbers at the moment. By about 25 people in fact. Oh well- he'll have twice that many followers by the time I meet him next summer.' He added. He didn't know why but he suddenly felt very angry and without speaking got out of bed and ran out of the hospital wing.
'Should we follow him?' Lily asked scared. She felt the urge to follow him- to protect him but knew it probably wasn't the best thing to do.
'No Lils- he needs something we cant offer him.' James replied as they watched his five friends stand up silently and follow him.
'Do you think he made a mistake- you know bringing us back? We seemed to have caused him more trouble.' Sirius asked quietly. Remus jumped up at that and glared at them all.
'Don't even joke about that- he was ready to change sides when you died Sirius, he needs you more than ever. This time next year he will have faced him for the last time. We need to help him in every way we can.' He said looking at them all, they all nodded and Remus smiled. 'Anyway- where would you guys go now? I mean lets face it- your all thought dead- some people would probably try and kill you thinking that you were death eaters in disguise.' He added cheekily. They all burst out laughing.
'Thinking about that- you should go to the bank and open your other vault. And of course you can move back into your house- or you can stay here and become the defence teachers.' Albus said his voice failing to his hide his excitement. 'Well you three anyway- Lily- Minerva has already asked me if I will ask you to help her with transfiguration.' He watched as they all grinned and Lily replied that she would love to. He smiled to himself- this was going to be Harry's best year yet- and he would do everything he could to help it along.
Harry couldn't help it. The anger built up inside him and he couldn't control it. He had never felt such hatred, it was making his head feel as though he was going to explode and in that instant he knew. He knew that his link with Voldemort was changing. He cold feel his hatred towards people- felt it, he could taste the blood in the air. And to his shock he was secretly enjoying it. Without knowing what to do Harry ran, ran as fast as his legs could carry him. He ran straight out of the school gates and followed the road down to Hogsmeade.
He slowed to a walk as his lungs felt as though they were going to give in and swore as he realized that he had left the school grounds. He was in big trouble now. He looked round almost nervously, as though expecting to see someone and cautiously moved to the edge of the road.
He could sense someone was there but didn't know what to do about it, so he decided to continue walking to Hogsmeade. Harry smiled as his senses told him Snape was following. But suddenly he was shocked- how the hell did he know that? Shit- something's happening to me.
'Are you here for the order or for Tom?' Harry called casually over his shoulder as he continued walking. He stopped and turned to face his teacher who was dressed as a death eater. That's funny- he wasn't one anymore. Harry felt his stomach tighten as alarm bells began to go off in his head.
'How did you know it was me? How did you hear me?' Snape asked and Harry grinned when he saw he wasn't being looked at with a look of disgust.
'I could sense you. I think that my link is changing. Is that why he sent you?' Harry asked watching as the amazement grew on his teachers face.
'Yes- he has started feeling things he has never felt before. He told us he felt sorry for you. That's why some of the death eaters decided to go to your relatives house. They think that you have tricked them. He sent me because he knows that I can reach you.'
'But I thought he knew you were a spy?' Harry felt his hand tightening on his wand under his robes. Something was wrong.
'He does. I'm not doing this as a spy- I'm doing it as a favour. He asked me- I didn't think it could hurt so I said yes. I might add that your friends are worried now that they cant find you.' Snape could pass as being concerned Harry thought smirking to himself.
Harry felt his new feelings begin to rise again. He pulled out his wand and pointed in straight to his teachers heart. Laughing coldly at the look of shock.
'Do you think I care? The filthy mudbloods of this school cause me nothing but pain.' Harry snarled, but as soon as he said it he shook his head as though trying to clear his thoughts. Snape seemed to realize what was happening instantly.
'Harry- listen to me.' The urgency in his voice was scary and Harry looked up sharply. Snape yelled and before Harry could react the spell hit him square in the chest. Harry just smiled as he sunk to the floor. (A/N DEAD OR ALIVE?)
'Professor-' Hermione said as she saw Snape walking towards the castle with a stunned Harry in his arms. He smiled grimly at her.
'Hermione- I need you all to run ahead- tell the professor we may have a problem. Tell him that we need to meet in the great hall- and Harry's parents.' Although his friends looked shocked at this they nodded and ran ahead. Snape sighed. They weren't going to be happy with him- or Harry for that matter.
'Severus- oh my god. HARRY.' Lily yelled as she saw Harry's limp form in his arms.
A/N; Evil people can sometimes look completely normal. Now I'm not a evil loving kind of person- and I'm not really a Snape kind of person- but you have to tell me. which spell do you want him to use? The dreaded Avada Kedavra? Or a nice simple Stupefy? Review and tell me what you think. Then I'll put up the chapter that you want- I've written both you see!!!
Thanks to the following people for their kind words Darkmoon Fluer- no not really evil but just both confused. All will be explained! Lord Master Omega- glad you do! Silvernite 7- sorry it's taken so long! Frisha- it's really nice when people say they like it! Any ideas you would like to add?! And to all my other loyal reviewers- thank you so much- I will have all of your names next chapter- which should be Friday!!