Writing on the Wall

Written By: Fox

Lyrics By: Blackmore's Night (Writing On The Wall)

Rating: R for adult themes and actions A.K.A. Hardcore male on male sex.

Pairings: None. Outsider POV

Notes: One-Shot song fic. Sequel to "You Are Mine". This is the last of the mini series. God shoot me for this one. Lyrics are in "...". Point of view is from Tatsumi's eyes.

For: Genki and Marron. My two best fangirls.

"Is it powers of intuition?

Is it insecurity?

You know I can read your mind and

You have been deceiving me..."

Tsuzuki-san...

Why didn't you do what I asked of you? Why didn't you see Watari-san about an antidote to that damn potion. You even said that you believed it was based on something similar to what Watari-san has been making for a while now...

Surely he could have helped you.

"Which face wears the masque this evening?

When will your true colors show?

Will they be as black as shadows

Hiding 'neath the rainbow..."

You always just smiled and shook your head, saying you'd convince Muraki to stop his childish game and cure you. That he was giving you 'shots' to help with the cravings.

But your cravings always got worse. It went from harmless sex in the office and bathroom with Kurosaki-kun to blatant shows and escapades with whomever in the office. Even Terazuma.

"Had my heart on a silver chain

With the words engraved

"I loved you"..."

But the day I'll never forget, and probably always regret in terms of harm done to others will be when you came to me in my own office. You looked so nervous and wanton.

Then you gave me the look and begged me to do with you what broke our partnership up in the first place. You wanted me to take you on my desk.

"Like a swan that was lost at sea

I lost all of me

To you..."

I did, but as soon as we were about to climax, both Kurosaki-kun and Watari-san came in.

"Now I see the writing on the wall..."

I couldn't stop, and when we did, they were both so hurt. I can never do enough to make up for that indiscretion.

"Paranoia or perception?

Put your faith in a liar's hands

Wanting to believe his words

But never knowing where he stands..."

But then you and Kurosaki-kun became more and more serious, both of you more and more in love. I told Kurosaki-kun to be careful, to read your heart and mind. He always shrugged me off. I learned later that he already knew, that he couldn't help knowing, that everything you did tipped him off.

"Had my heart on a silver chain

With the words engraved

"I loved you"..."

Then the day that he was taken. Dai-Oh-sama said he was so heartbroken that his spirit had to be torn away, and as it was all he could do was cry and say that he loved you and only you no matter the wrongs and pains you caused him.

"Like a swan that was lost at sea

I lost all of me

To you..."

The day he gave in to you and made love to you he was a lost cause. He always worried about you and wondered if he would ever be ok.

"Now I see the writing on the wall..."

He never was. That pains me Tsuzuki-san. It probably pained you too.

"There's too many misconceptions

In this game of consequence

When you're finding that your hero

Is just who you're up against..."

Muraki was in love with your power and your body. The things he could never have as a human. Your immortal self was what drew him to you. He felt that if he at least had that he could control his own destiny and life. You were his plaything, his love for a night.

"Had my heart on a silver chain

With the words engraved

"I loved you"..."

You were the closest thing he ever had to love. You were his favorite obsession.

"Like a swan that was lost at sea

I lost all of me

To you..."

Now all of you are gone. Hisoka to heaven, Muraki to hell, and you to wander, an earth-bound spirit for eternity.

"Now I see the writing on the wall..."

Gomen nasai Tsuzuki-san.