Hey! This is my new short ficcy! It's probably going to be around 5-12 chapters long. Be nice cuz this is a very sad…iono should I make it dramatic? Well yeah, as it progresses…aw let's just see!

Through Drunken Eyes

by: maixwolfblossom

--Chappie One—

--A Faint Memory—

Disclaimer: Dun own CCS, never did, never will!

Summary: Tragic/Romance Syaoran tells his side of a tragic tale. It lost him his love and gave him misery. He lived his life through drunken eyes.

Syaoran's POV

Hi, my name is Li Syaoran.

I am 21 years old and single; I am the Li Clan heir and leader…

But I lead a very melancholy life; I lost the love of my life, getting to this position that I have today.

She was the one who helped me through it all; the love of my life; the one that left me and it's my entire fault…

Sometime Six Years Ago

A chocolate brown haired, sixteen-year-old Syaoran, gazed at a fifteen year old Sakura lovingly from a far. Although there was one problem with this picture, he hadn't told her what he really felt for her.

Now, there is a reason to all this and we're about to explain why this handsome young man could not get the girl of his dreams. For every time he came close to the biggest confession of his life, he would fail because someone or something would always interrupt them.

Sakura felt someone's piercing stare burning through her. She turned around, just in time to see Syaoran walk away from the cherry blossom tree.

'Hoe?…What's up with Syaoran lately. Hmmmm…He's been a bit distant…'

She turned her attention to Tomoyo, who kept talking about her date with Eriol non-stop, but could not concentrate…she was thinking about a certain someone.

"Sakura?" Tomoyo waved a hand in front of Sakura's spaced out face. When she received no response, an idea popped into her head, "Sakura! There's a ghost behind you!"

Tomoyo pretended to run and look frightened, but when she reached the quad she looked back. She didn't hear a scream or anything. What she saw surprised her; giggling she took out her camcorder.

Sakura's POV

I snapped out of my reverie. Did Tomoyo just say ghost? I wanted to scream and run. I WANTED TO FIND TOMOYO… I WANTED TO DO ANYTHING BUT LOOK BEHIND MY BACK!

Shivering, I turned around to meet my doom, but instead of a ghost, I met fierce, grim amber eyes.

Syaoran's POV

I saw Sakura alone and figured Tomoyo went to find Eriol, and the idea suddenly popped into my head. This time for sure I will confess my feelings to Sakura.

I walked up to her with my conscience currently in battle:

Come on Syaoran…you know you want to. You've been waiting to tell her for nearly 2 years.

'Shut up! I know I know. But what if she won't accept me?'

Hmm? So Xiao Lang the Almighty is chicken, ne?

HEY! Who said I was CHICKEN? What do you think I should do?

Baka! Use your charm, your seducing skills, and especially that sexy, devilish smirk!

Right, gotcha!

So it was decided; I, Li Xiao Lang, would tell my feelings to a girl! A GIRL! I've done it before, but that was out of foolish, childhood infatuations. MY GOODNESS, IT WAS MEILING!

But this was different; I could feel it in my heart. Every time I'm near Sakura, I can feel my heart quiver, please excuse the clichés, but whenever I'm around her I find myself waiting for her fluttery laughter.

When I came up to her she tensed and she mumbled something that oddly sounded like, 'G-ghost? Don't look back Don't look back Don't look back Don't look back'

She finally regained her composure and turned around slowly. For the first time today I met her glowing, innocent emerald eyes.

Normal POV

Sakura and Syaoran were staring at each other. Both were unaware that a pair of mischievous, violet eyes was recording their every single movement.

Sakura was caught up in Syaoran's eyes, but broke the silence; her eyes widening.

"Hey! Oh My Gosh! It's Only YOU!"

Syaoran's eyes widened as Sakura jumped onto him while she chanted.

(A/N: you know the nah nah nah nah nah nahhhhhh chant)

"Tomoyo was lying. You're not a ghost You're not a ghost You're not a ghost You're not a ghost!"

So that's why she tensed up… Syaoran smirked.

She calmed down looking extremely happy, "Ey, Syao-kun, wanna come with me Tomoyo and Eriol? We're--"

"OFF TO SEE THE WIZARD, THE WONDERFUL WIZARD OF OZ, BECAUSE BECAUSE BECAUSE BECAUSE BECAUSEEEE--"

A group of girls came skipping towards the two, forcing to split them apart for those mere moments.

Sakura sweat dropped, "Not the thing I wanted to say"

Syaoran gave a nervous laugh.

It was now or never. "Sakura I wanted to tell you something for a looonnng time…" His eyes dropped to the ground, suddenly the floor looked a lot interesting.

Sakura looked up very naively, "What is it, Syaoran-kun?

Syaoran opened his mouth, and blushed furiously

"Hoe?" Sakura gave a blank look at Syaoran, "You look terribly feverish, Syaoran-kun. Are you alright?"

"Um…Iono"

A few moments of silence and an awkward feeling was arising. "Syao-kun, what did you want to say to me, anyways?"

Syaoran reddened even more, if that was even more possible.

"Well…You see…Icoughlikecoughyoucough cough"

Sakura raised an eyebrow, "What? I didn't hear you."

His now sunburn looking face looked up, embarrassed, "Um…I said, 'I like you'."

He suddenly looked down to the ground again, hiding his very flustered face.

Sakura densely smiled, "I really like you, too"

Syaoran disbelievingly looked up, "You do?"

"Of course, I like you…I like Eriol, Tomoyo, Meiling…"

Syaoran fell anime style and looked saddened, which Sakura caught almost immediately.

Tomoyo silently giggled.

"…You look so disappointed? Did I say something wrong?"

Syaoran gathered all his bravery and looked up into her enchanting eyes, "Sakura, I didn't mean as friends, 'I like you'. I meant…I like you, like you. More than just a friend…"

Something penetrated into Sakura's dense mind and clicked. She understood what he was saying. Sakura put a hand under her chin looking down, felt her cheeks burn up and whispered, "hoe."

Hearing no answer, Syaoran turned his back on her feeling ashamed, "I understand, if you don't feel the same…" and started to walk away.

As he turned his back on her, Sakura's mind seemed to scream at her. 'Hey you! BAKA (Idiot)! There's a boy who you've had the hots for since the fifth grade and he just confessed his feelings to you! Aren't you listening to me! GO AND GET YOUR HUNNY BEFORE HE'S GONE!'

She choked out, "SYAORAN, DON'T LEAVE"

Sakura's heart pounded against her chest when he stopped and slowly turned around looking sullen. The soft warm breeze swept his unruly bangs away from his handsome face and those eyes…how she loved the way his eyes looked, soft and enthralling. She bit her lip nervously, "I—I Like…you, too. I-I mean m-more than j-just a-a friend."

Syaoran's expression lightened but you could never tell from his emotionless face, "Y-you d-do?"

"Y-yeah" Sakura saw his cold exterior remain and thought he was about to leave again. She looked down shyly at her toes and when she lifted her head up, he was a foot apart from her. Sakura looked at his serene amber eyes as his they bored into hers.

Her mouth went dry, "So…where do we go from here?" Syaoran and Sakura slowly came closer to each other, still captured in each other's eyes. He placed his arms around her waist, pulling her closer as she unsteadily wrapped her arms around his neck and pressed her body onto his; her body temperature increasing.

"Honestly…I didn't plan beyond past the words, 'I like you.' " He chuckled good-naturedly.

Sakura's lips went dry and she moistened her lips, her eyes dropped from his eyes to his lips and back to his eyes.

"What--"

Syaoran leaned forward, cutting the distance closer and closer. Sakura froze when she realized his face was close VERY close. Her heart raced as he leaned nearer to her. She closed her eyes, waiting for the kiss to come. He closed his eyes and when their lips met, heaven opened their gates.

There goes my first kiss…

Her lips were sweet and lush, just like the way Syaoran anticipated. He nibbled her bottom lip affectionately and felt a passionate awareness enter his body.

A soft moan escaped from her mouth as she reached up and entangled her fingers in his messy, unruly hair and he enjoyed the feeling of her touch. His lips were so tender and fierce, she couldn't help but open her mouth a little, letting him in a bit more making her pulse flutter. His touch on her back was so gentle…He couldn't get enough of her… His heart was dancing with joy.

Then they heard an, "Ahem"

Sakura broke apart and felt the heat leave her. Her heavy-lidded eyes opened slowly to see Syaoran scowling at someone beside them.

"I see we came at a bad time, my dear cousin?" a certain navy-blue eyed teenager said with a smirk.

"Kawaii! (Cute)" Tomoyo was starry-eyed. Sakura looked at them sheepishly then turned her head away. Syaoran realized he was still holding her and she was still holding him. Blushing, they both let go of each other and they either looked up into the sky or down to the ground.

Syaoran and Sakura blurted out together.

"Umm, we were—um—just…hugging each other…and yeah our faces were a bit close mumble a little too close mumble…but yeah nothing wrong about a little friendly hug, right?"

Both Eriol and Tomoyo grinned evilly looking down at Tomoyo's camera.

Tomoyo raised an eyebrow dreamily smiling, "Hmm…yeah it does look a little close, doesn't it, Eri, dear?"

"Yeah really close…whoa! Syaoran, where'd ya learn that one?--eyes widen- Whoa! Dude, slow dowwwwn! Don't wanna get it on right in the middle of campus, now, do ya?"

Tomoyo gasped looking jealous, "I want something like this, Eriol."

Eriol chuckled, "Now Now Tomoyo, you get all the love you ne--" he stopped mid-sentence seeing something interesting, "Cool Syaoran, you used the trick I told you about."

Hearing Eriol's remark, Sakura and Syaoran snapped their attention to Eriol and Tomoyo watching something on her (Tomoyo's) camera.

They quickly ran behind them to see what it was.

What they saw made them pale and blush a violent purple.

Then they gaped.

It was their –ahem- 'hug'.

But they had to admit. It looked good…real good.

Sakura managed to gasp out, "Tomoyo-chan! You were spying on us!"

"Yes, my dear Sakura-chan, I admit…" Tomoyo put an arm across her forehead dramatically, "I did spy on you and you know what?" Tomoyo dropped her arms away from her forehead, "I know you liked that kiss and now you and your dense head can see you two are the perfect pair."

Syaoran and Eriol looked at Sakura with fear mingled with amusement as they watched her argue with Tomoyo. Sakura growled in frustration and then smiled cheerfully,

"Tomoyo-chan, I finally see the light. I think you're right!"

Tomoyo smile widened, "really?"

"Yes, really."

Syaoran knew immediately that something wasn't right. Tomoyo hugged Sakura and Sakura put her arms around Tomoyo and seemed as if she was trying to hug Tomoyo. Instead, she put her hands on Tomoyo's neck and started strangling her, "This is what you get for spying on me!"

Tomoyo smile did not fade at all, "You know you liked it…"

Then Sakura hugged her shocking everyone, "and this is what you get for being a good friend, trying to make me not lonely."

Sakura went into a fit of giggles, while Syaoran smiled amusingly.

Eriol just gave a mysterious smile.

"What! I thought it was it was a perfect moment" Tomoyo looked at their laughing forms, "Fine just laugh humph like I care………"

Eriol hugged Tomoyo around the waist, "Don't worry about it, they're just trying to make us forget about their…" Eriol's eyes flashed, the sunlight glinting off his glasses, his lips smirking, "forbidden passion"

Sakura hiccupped and ceased her laughter.

Syaoran smile disappeared abruptly.

Tomoyo seemed satisfied, "Now who's laughing?"

"So you guys are officially an item yet?"

Sakura and Syaoran looked at each other. Syaoran looked at Sakura questioningly. Sakura turned a pretty pink and nodded for only him to see.

He smiled in his mind and answered for her knowing she was being put in the spotlight, "Yep, we are."

Tomoyo squealed running to Sakura and Eriol smirk broke into a grin, giving Syaoran a high five.

Memory End

A/N:

This is going to be a short story and it's mostly all in Syaoran's POV in present time while the memories are in normal POV!

Newayz, Isn't this a lovely beginning to a tragic story? I think so………do you?

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