Hm...what is interesting about anime is that when a character cries, they don't have the realistic feeling to grab a tissue....-_-;; also...I've noticed a bit...in all animes, that I know of, have girls only in skirts ((can't we wear pants? oh well...))

I can't remember if I put this message in the last chapter, but anyways... thank you for the

reviews.

monkeyhater7: I created this story from thinking of having a fantasy in a fantasy, I mean, I was think of how interesting it would be, since Dragon Knights is a fantasy, then a fantasy inside that fantasy, would probably be a long story. ((I'll stop explaining, I'm getting confused.)) but anyways, now that you mention it, this story does have some sort of relevance to Vampire Game, but only for the positions of Ceisa ((princess)), and Nadil ((bodyguard)). yes, I'm reading Vampire Game.

Rei: yes, Vierrez = Bierrez

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Break My Heart

Chapter 12

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Cesia somehow shook herself awake, her face was wet. She was still crying. Cesia wiped her tears on the sleeve of her nightgown. She turned her head to the arched doorway, the one that lead to the balcony: it was still dark outside.

Not feeling at all tired, Cesia got up, and changed into her day clothes. Cesia figured that she'd be staying in the castle all day, so she chose a more elegant dress, than the one she wore with Vierrez.

In her long, black dress, Cesia went down to the courtyard's garden.

Cesia Feng Shuei...put purple flowers to South for more social active life...

At the south of the garden were lavender flowers, irises in bloom.

"You can't sleep?"

Cesia turned around, and found Rath standing, to some extent, behind a tree.

"I've already slept," Cesia responded.

"Well, it's pretty early...this time you wake up at." Rath leaned on the tree.

"Just for today." Cesia paused, "By the way, where is your mentor?"

"Oh, you mean, Alfeegi? I think he's asleep, and when he wakes up, you should better cover your ears."

" I see...." Cesia started walking back to her room.

" Hey, wait. Where're you going?"

"I'm going to get a drink," Cesia lied, "want to come?"

"Okay," Rath said as he was following Cesia.

Cesia led Rath to the kitchen. There, a rack of wine was stored.

Cesia I need one of those strong alcoholic wines, that dream is driving me crazy...I guess the constant presence of just anyone behind me is making me insane too...that Rath.

"Here, what do you think of Miyanad Vines?" Cesia asked, hoping that Rath wouldn't care.

"Um...sure." Of course, Rath doesn't know what he's saying about it.

Cesia took two glasses out of the cabinet, and filled each of them.

"Here," Cesia said, as she handed a glass to Rath.

Rath took a sip, "Hm, tastes like grape juice...with a fuzz."

"What?" Cesia already finished her glass.

"Uh...fuzz."

Cesia poured herself another glass of wine.

"Fuzz...." Rath continued saying, "Fuzz, fuzz, fuzz...."

With each 'fuzz' another sip.

"What, Rath, you like fuzzy stuff, or something?" Cesia asked.

"Fuzz...reminds me of all the fuzzy demons I killed!" Rath cheered.

" *sweat drop* oh..." ((don't forget, Cesia is a demon...))

"But fuzz...also reminds me of...Crewger...."

"Oh..." Cesia A fuzzy person...

"Crewger didn't try to save me."

"Oh..." Cesia...who was Rath's friend...

"He just stood there, with his eyes bulging. But it's not his fault."

"Oh..."

"I can't do anything now, and they can't either. I hate them! I wish they'd just let me be...."

"Oh...who are 'they'?"

"I hate them, Kai-Stern, Alfeegi, Ruwalk, Tetheus, Lykouleon...."

CesiaKai-Stern, Alfeegi, Ruwalk, Tetheus, Lykouleon...wait. Lykouleon.

"Isn't Lykouleon the Lord of Dusis?" Cesia asked.

"You're such a smart girl, Cesia," Rath pinned her to the wall, "Would you be smart enough, to be afraid of a demon like me?"

"Well...not all demons are bad, Rath."

"Would you?" Rath inched closer.

"Get off me!"

Cesia pushed Rath, she still had the smelling of alcohol from his breath. A drunk Rath laid, sleeping happily away on the floor.

"Oh well, I guess the rest of the bottle is for me." Cesia shrugged, and went on drinking.

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yay! I just recently bought Dragon Knights book 12!! (( I know it's late...)) *sigh* it's such a small book...
~snake