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Disclaimer: I forgot to do that, in the first chapter. Sorry. Anyway I don't own Naruto and the other people. they belong to.uh? I don't know -_- '. But there you go that's the disclaimer thingy thing.
Chapter 2
Sorrow has its life just like us. Sorrow is born and lives and dies. When it's dead and gone. Someone's left behind to remember it. Exactly like us.
A lot of people came to the funeral of her mother and only Sakura can do is bowed at each visitor. Ino was there too; with her parents, so did Hinata and the rest of the village. Her team couldn't make it, because Kakashi sensei told her that she had stay behind. He said that she can not handle any more stress and.any more missions for now. So.her team left her behind.
Alone.she is all alone in this world, now that the only person that truly loves her is dead. She has no one to love and no one to love her back. Though she knows that many of her friends cared about her.Ino, Hinata, Lee, Naruto and.and maybe even Sasuke. Her heart was shattered; she wanted to smile at them and tell them that she will be okay; just like before. But she couldn't, she couldn't .because she can't smile and she is not okay. Sakura wanted to cry. But she couldn't do that either, she do not want her friends to worry about her anymore, they had worried about her enough. So Sakura stood there watching silently as her mother's body slowly burn to ashes and to be blown away to the sea.
Sakura sat on her bed, it had been a week after her mother's death but she can still clearly remember what had happen.
"Mother!"
"Sakura? You're crying what is the matter?"
"Mother, are you alright?"
"Sakura don't cry, crying is not good for you. You should always smile."
"Mother, please rest, you need your rest."
"Come here, Sakura I want to see your face for the last time."
"Mother."
Slowly Sakura walked up to her mother's bed with tears flowing out her eyes. She kneeled down by her bed and looked at her with her tear filled eyes.
"Sakura smile, smile for your mother, I want to see you smiling, when I leave."
Sakura force herself to smile; a smile that came from her memories of once what was her happy, humble family from the past.
Sometimes your smile is the source of your joy, but sometimes your smile can be the source of your sadness.
Her mother slowly brought her weak hand up to Sakura's face and wiped away her remaining tears.
"Good.That what I want you to be; always happy and always smiling."
The hand on Sakura's cheek went limp, Sakura looked up her mother. She is now sleeping and forever will be sleeping, never waking up. No matter how much Sakura cried.
Tears began to form in her eyes again, but this time she didn't hold them back. She cried. For the first time in her life she felt weaker than ever. Tear kept flowing out, she didn't know how long she has cried or how much did she cry. Sleepiness finally took over her and she slowly cried herself to sleep.
Sasuke could remember watching Sakura cried beside her mother's bed. It hurt him to watch her like this. Naruto and Ino wanted to go and cheer her up, but Kakashi hold them back; telling them that Sakura would want to be alone. But he's the only one who knows how lonely Sakura feels, because he felt the same when he lost his parents. Sasuke also wanted to go in the room and hold her tight. He wanted to tell her that she will not be alone, because he will always be there for her. But he can not bring himself to tell Sakura how he felt, his heart told him to tell her, yet he is afraid; he is afraid of being hurt.because he is a coward.
Sakura, please wait for me. When I return; I will not be afraid, I will not be a coward anymore.
"Sasuke! Hurry up, you slowpoke!" Naruto's voice rang through Sasuke's ear.
"Shut up, you moron!"
Kakashi looked up from his 'book' (which he found that was in his pouch, through the whole time) and smiled to himself. These kids are growing faster than I think.
"Miss. Haruno, may I ask you some questions?"
"Sure, go ahead doctor." Sakura replied.
"Have you been pushing yourself too hard again or has anything happen lately?"
"Yes, my mother just pasted away. But doctor, I am a ninja and a ninja so suppose to push himself to the limits."
"Miss. Haruno. I am sorry that your mother pasted away, but you must understand that in your current condition, you mustn't push your self that hard."
"I know, doctor. But."
"Let me finish, Miss Haruno. We just found out that your heart disease had worsened, if you push yourself or anymore sudden shocks you might not able to live. We advise you to discontinue your training as a ninja and take care of yourself."
Sakura had no more words to say. Yes.she knew that she had this disease, but no one knew about this expect her mother, the doctor and the Hokage. And she intended to keep it that way. She tried so hard to past the chunnin exam and now they tell her to give up. She can't and she won't allow it to happen.
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"I know it is hard for you decide now.Here take these pills, they are made only for stopping the pain of the sudden attacks from your heart, but it will not stop the disease worsening. Take only one at a time; these are only for serious attacks."
"I understand. Thank you." Sakura choked out, she was on the verge of crying. She took the small bottle of white pills and walked out the door.
Sakura walked on and on, she didn't care where she is heading. Why? Do these things have happen to me? I have lost everything... I lost my love, I lost my family and now I have to lose my chance to become a ninja. Friends; Yes I have my friends I have them. But how can I do this to them, how can I be so selfish, they can not always be there for me, they have things attend to and goals to accomplish; unlike me.
Without even noticing that she had end up in a forest, Sakura wrapped her arms around legs as she plopped down by a random tree and cried.Why?
"What are you doing here?" a cold unwelcoming voice came.
For once in my life I got a review Yeah!!! ^_________^
Disclaimer: I forgot to do that, in the first chapter. Sorry. Anyway I don't own Naruto and the other people. they belong to.uh? I don't know -_- '. But there you go that's the disclaimer thingy thing.
Chapter 2
Sorrow has its life just like us. Sorrow is born and lives and dies. When it's dead and gone. Someone's left behind to remember it. Exactly like us.
A lot of people came to the funeral of her mother and only Sakura can do is bowed at each visitor. Ino was there too; with her parents, so did Hinata and the rest of the village. Her team couldn't make it, because Kakashi sensei told her that she had stay behind. He said that she can not handle any more stress and.any more missions for now. So.her team left her behind.
Alone.she is all alone in this world, now that the only person that truly loves her is dead. She has no one to love and no one to love her back. Though she knows that many of her friends cared about her.Ino, Hinata, Lee, Naruto and.and maybe even Sasuke. Her heart was shattered; she wanted to smile at them and tell them that she will be okay; just like before. But she couldn't, she couldn't .because she can't smile and she is not okay. Sakura wanted to cry. But she couldn't do that either, she do not want her friends to worry about her anymore, they had worried about her enough. So Sakura stood there watching silently as her mother's body slowly burn to ashes and to be blown away to the sea.
Sakura sat on her bed, it had been a week after her mother's death but she can still clearly remember what had happen.
"Mother!"
"Sakura? You're crying what is the matter?"
"Mother, are you alright?"
"Sakura don't cry, crying is not good for you. You should always smile."
"Mother, please rest, you need your rest."
"Come here, Sakura I want to see your face for the last time."
"Mother."
Slowly Sakura walked up to her mother's bed with tears flowing out her eyes. She kneeled down by her bed and looked at her with her tear filled eyes.
"Sakura smile, smile for your mother, I want to see you smiling, when I leave."
Sakura force herself to smile; a smile that came from her memories of once what was her happy, humble family from the past.
Sometimes your smile is the source of your joy, but sometimes your smile can be the source of your sadness.
Her mother slowly brought her weak hand up to Sakura's face and wiped away her remaining tears.
"Good.That what I want you to be; always happy and always smiling."
The hand on Sakura's cheek went limp, Sakura looked up her mother. She is now sleeping and forever will be sleeping, never waking up. No matter how much Sakura cried.
Tears began to form in her eyes again, but this time she didn't hold them back. She cried. For the first time in her life she felt weaker than ever. Tear kept flowing out, she didn't know how long she has cried or how much did she cry. Sleepiness finally took over her and she slowly cried herself to sleep.
Sasuke could remember watching Sakura cried beside her mother's bed. It hurt him to watch her like this. Naruto and Ino wanted to go and cheer her up, but Kakashi hold them back; telling them that Sakura would want to be alone. But he's the only one who knows how lonely Sakura feels, because he felt the same when he lost his parents. Sasuke also wanted to go in the room and hold her tight. He wanted to tell her that she will not be alone, because he will always be there for her. But he can not bring himself to tell Sakura how he felt, his heart told him to tell her, yet he is afraid; he is afraid of being hurt.because he is a coward.
Sakura, please wait for me. When I return; I will not be afraid, I will not be a coward anymore.
"Sasuke! Hurry up, you slowpoke!" Naruto's voice rang through Sasuke's ear.
"Shut up, you moron!"
Kakashi looked up from his 'book' (which he found that was in his pouch, through the whole time) and smiled to himself. These kids are growing faster than I think.
"Miss. Haruno, may I ask you some questions?"
"Sure, go ahead doctor." Sakura replied.
"Have you been pushing yourself too hard again or has anything happen lately?"
"Yes, my mother just pasted away. But doctor, I am a ninja and a ninja so suppose to push himself to the limits."
"Miss. Haruno. I am sorry that your mother pasted away, but you must understand that in your current condition, you mustn't push your self that hard."
"I know, doctor. But."
"Let me finish, Miss Haruno. We just found out that your heart disease had worsened, if you push yourself or anymore sudden shocks you might not able to live. We advise you to discontinue your training as a ninja and take care of yourself."
Sakura had no more words to say. Yes.she knew that she had this disease, but no one knew about this expect her mother, the doctor and the Hokage. And she intended to keep it that way. She tried so hard to past the chunnin exam and now they tell her to give up. She can't and she won't allow it to happen.
"."
"I know it is hard for you decide now.Here take these pills, they are made only for stopping the pain of the sudden attacks from your heart, but it will not stop the disease worsening. Take only one at a time; these are only for serious attacks."
"I understand. Thank you." Sakura choked out, she was on the verge of crying. She took the small bottle of white pills and walked out the door.
Sakura walked on and on, she didn't care where she is heading. Why? Do these things have happen to me? I have lost everything... I lost my love, I lost my family and now I have to lose my chance to become a ninja. Friends; Yes I have my friends I have them. But how can I do this to them, how can I be so selfish, they can not always be there for me, they have things attend to and goals to accomplish; unlike me.
Without even noticing that she had end up in a forest, Sakura wrapped her arms around legs as she plopped down by a random tree and cried.Why?
"What are you doing here?" a cold unwelcoming voice came.