Where's My Beautiful?

A/N: This is my first GH fic, I've wrote several Days and Passions fics, This story takes place after the night Sam and Sonny slept together, I heard this song and had to write this fic. Thanks Jess. : )

Sam knew it was wrong, she'd heard all the stories about Sonny Corinthos, he was a mobster, he was someone you didn't want to get involved with, but she had, she'd did more than get involved with him, she'd slept with him, she knew he was married and he had a family, but yet, she'd slept with him.

Wake up every morning to the sound of the radio screaming
6:30, 7:30, 8 o'clock and I got to leave
Walk out on the street with nothing on except the shame of last night
And a number in my hand of a man I don't really need.

To thank she'd actually took his number promised to call him, promised she would meet him again. Didn't she have the least bit decency, she was same as braking up his marriage? Yeah, he'd said, it was over, but was it? From, what she'd saw from him the night he'd grabbed her as his hostage, from the looks of him that night he was a man in love, in love with his wife, not her.

Where do I fit in
Where is my place here
What do I need to say, what do you want to hear
Where do I fit in
If she's in your bed
Where is my beautiful

What was she to him? Was she just away to get back at his wife, or was she more? Did, he like her, or was she just another piece of ass to him?

The phone, rang, she found her self answering.

"Are you, ok?", he asked.

"I'm fine, just waiting for you're call."

"Ok, great, can you meet me?"

"I don't know, about that?"

"Trust, me everything's, going to be ok."

Late night, long day, doesn't make much difference to me anyway
You called, I answered, but baby I'm only half awake
Hush little one with you here everything is going to be okay
Is all you say but what if things don't go that way.

She found herself waiting for him, she didn't know why, but she was here waiting for him. What was she doing? How could she passably fit into his life? What was she to say? What did he want her to? What was her reason for doing this? Was, she that mad over her relationship with Jax or was it something more?

Where do I fit in
Where is my place here
What do I need to say, what do you want to hear
Where do I fit in
If she's in your bed
Where is my beautiful

He looked at her signaling her to come to him, she couldn't. She had to put, a stop to this. I was to risky, she was putting herself on a line to him. She was degrading her reputation for him, not that she had one to begin with, but that was beside the point.

It's over, we both know, we're both tired of playing the parts
I said goodbye, you said oh well nothing's really lost

Walking over she sighed, she couldn't do this no more, feelings were stiring in her, feelings she never wanted to have for him. He had awakened an emotion in her that should have never have been there.

"It's over."

"Ok, it was nothing romantic, remember?"

"I know."

"Good, as long as that is established."

She nodded, "Ok, I'll call later to check up on you."

Call every now and then just to hear your voice talk to me
You still say everything's alright but it's not and that's something that you're too blind to see

"Hi.", she began.

"Hey."

"Just, thought I'd call to see how you are. Is everything, ok with you and Carly, now?"

"Yeah."

"Good."

"Yeah."

He'd never know just what he'd done to her, what feelings, he'd awakened in her.

Where do I fit in
Where is my place here
What do I need to say, what do you want to hear
Where do I fit in
If she's in your bed
Where is my beautiful

Now, she knew what she was to him. A one nightstand, someone who was used to make Carly jealous. She didn't fit in to his world never had, never would. All, she had to say to please him, was to say yes to being his mistress.

Where do I fit in
Where is my place here
What do I need to say, what do you want to hear
Where do I fit in
If she's in your bed
Where is my beautiful

A/N 2:Ok, u all plz, tell me what you think and should there be more?

The Song used was: My Beautiful, by Lennon, if you get the chance you should try to download the song, it's wonderful, I totally loved it.