Where's My Beautiful?-Chapter 2

A/N: Okay, It's been awhile and I had serious major trouble coming up with this chap. But, all at once it just hit me, I need to write this from Sonny POV as well. So Here It Goes Plz, tell me what you think. Jess

Sonny hang up the phone. 'What have I done ? I am a married man for Christ sake. I have two children who count on me.'

Carly came in, she was trying desperately to make this work, she was trying desperately to forgive him. She was trying so desperately for the kids Michael and Morgan. She knew in her heart what had and she knew how no matter how hard she tried things would never be the same. It wasn't like when Angel and Sonny had hooked up or when Alexis and Sonny slept together that night or not even when Brenda Barrett had came back from the dead and she's witnessed him kissing her, 'goodbye.' It was different so much more difficult to over come.

Sonny watched Carly sang Morgan to sleep and watched Michael look on admiring his mother and looking lovingly at his baby brother. This was his family, his two sons and his wife. They were suppose to come before anything, but he'd failed them, He never wanted to put either of his boys to have to experience what he had. He'd witnessed a lot a lot he shouldn't have. And, he vowed to never put his kids through that. He wouldn't abandon his family like Mike or beat Carly like Deke Woods had his mother and him.

But the fact remanded' what about Sam?' Where does things go from here? Do I act as if nothing has happened pass with a smile and a simple hello or do I just walk on by without acknowledging her and last night?

Morgan was finally asleep and Michael after much of a struggle had un - willfully went up for bed.

There was a long stretch of uncomfortable silence. Neither he or her spoke Carly was off in a trance, he mind not restring what her body did.

"Carly?", he called, almost forcing her to face him. "Talk to me.", he told her, almost as an order, but still keep his voice soft.

"What's there to talk about?", she asked turning her attention to the balcony and the way the moon shown on it. "Sonny, don't you think it hurts me knowing you called her 3 times in one day? Sonny she made it clear it was over."

"Carly, there was never nothing to begin with.", Sonny told her. "I was mad and my reaction to seeing you kiss Alcazar was to punish you."

"With Sam?", she said aloud.

"Yes, with Sam.", he told her. "Carly, I don't care about her, or at least not how I care for you and my children."

"All last night was, was your sick way of punishing me. Sonny, do you have any idea what I've sacrificed for you? I mean do you know what people say about me? How they label me? 'Oh there goes Carly Corinthos , she subjects her kids to violence, she's an unfit, home wrecking tramp? And, beat it all she's married to a mobster, Sonny Corintos, ever heard of him? My own mother looks at me as if I'm yesterday's garbage.", she told him, tears streaming down her face.

"Carly, you're one of the strongest people I know, I know you've suffered far to much to try to save me. Hell, Carly, you're the only one who believes in me and refuse to see I'm a selfish controlling bastard.", he told her.

"Sonny you're not selfish nor are you a bastard, you just had a rough start.", she told him rapping her arms around his neck. "I love you, Michael Sonny Corinthos every last inch of you, no matter how controlling you and how often you get the urge to punish me.", she told him passionately kissing his lips.

Sonny looked at her, he had hurt her, he knew, he had made her feel betrayed, and alone. Just like Carly had been all her life. "Want to know something?", she asked, looking into his eyes. "You're the best thing that ever happen to me."

"Carly, all I have done is find reason after reason to push you away."

"And, if you haven't notice I'm weather resistant, no matter what you do to me and how hard you may push me away, I always push three times harder to stay with you, to help you beat your demons."

"And, that's one of the many reason I love you Carly Roberts-Spencer- Corinthos.", he told her kissing her lips and eventually leading her to the bedroom for a long wonder night of heated passion

A/N 2: Sorry it was so short, but the next chapter will be longer promise, I'm not sure if this is going to be a Samson story or a C & S Story. . Oh and the next chapter is Carly POV, lol, like I said I don't know how it's going to end Sonny and Sam or Sonny and Carly Feedback greatly appreciated. Jess