Where's My Beautiful-Chapter 3

Carly woke-up in the arms of the man she loved, her husband. Last night was wonderful, but something was missing it was like Sonny was holding something back on her.

'Don't Carly, he was with you last night, not Sam.', she told herself over and over again.

"Mommy?", Michael's voice shook her from her thoughts. "Mommy, when's aunt Courtney and uncle Jason coming?"

"Soon, they're having breakfast with us.", Carly told him, walking into the living room area and sitting on the couch, Michael soon joined her.

"And, grandpa Mike too?", Michael asked.

"Yeah.", Carly replied. "And, grandma Bobbie." Sometimes she wondered why she even tried, it was no secret her mother and her didn't have the best relationship and neither did Mike and Sonny, but they still managed some how to be civil to each other, and she knew it was all for Michael's sake.

"Ms. Corinthos, Ms. Morgan is here to see you."

"Okay, send her in."

"Carly, hey, Michael, look what we got for you a shiny little train you want to go try it out?", Courtney asked, hoping to get rid of Michael so that her and Carly could talk.

"Okay, when's uncle Jason coming?', Michael asked.

"Soon, he has some business to take care of first.", Courtney told him.

"Okay.", Michael told them walking up the stairs.

"So, how's everything going?", Courtney asked.

"Fine, I mean he hasn't called Sam yet, but last night was weird.", Carly told her, she knew there would be problems, but she didn't expect so many of them, all last night during their loving making she found herself comparing herself to Sam.

"What do you mean?"

"I don't know, it was just awkward, you know sleeping with Sonny after her slept with Sam. I found myself constantly comparing myself to her."

"Carly, come on Sam is a gutter snout look what she did to Jax, I mean just as soon as they broke up she hopped in bed with Sonny."

"When did you start upholding Jax?"

"Oh, I'm not, I'm just saying she is a whore, a slut, a good for nothing…."

"Carly, Courtney?", Sonny asked walking in the pint house. "Sam is none of them things Courtney, you have no right, no right to judge her."

"Sonny, why are you so quick to take up for her?", Courtney asked. "She almost ruined your marriage."

"True, but we both had a part in that, not just her it takes two Courtney, I'm as much to blame as Sam.", Sonny told her.

Carly stayed quit.

"True, but what about Jax?", Courtney asked.

"He did her like shit.", Sonny exclaimed. "She deserves better than him."

"And, I guess you plan on still seeing her? I mean you still want to keep the rivalry going. Couldn't get Brenda back so you use Sam as a way to get back at him. Sonny you are despicable.", Carly yelled.

"Carly?", Sonny asked. "I thought we had got through this?"

"No, we haven't Sonny, what did you expect for me to just sleep with you and everything would be fine? Sonny I have feelings too…do you think It doesn't bother me that you slept with another woman?", Carly asked.

"And, don't you think it bothers me seeing you pine away for Alcazar?", Sonny asked. "Carly, how do you think I felt when I saw you sucking face with him?"

"Sonny, that is different, you slept with her, I just kissed him, Sonny that's a big- big- big difference.", Carly yelled. 'How dare him compare what me and Alcazar to him and Sam?'

"How so? Carly in your mind you have already sleep with him, what's the difference? Carly, you told me yourself that you have flashes of the two of you."

"And, who's fault do you think it is Sonny? You shot me, you shot me because of your anger, because of you're obsession with Alcazar."

"No Carly, he wouldn't let you be. He just keep hounding you and hounding you if anyone was obsessed it was that son of a bitch not me."

"Really? Sonny you ought to have trusted me, you shouldn't go around pig headed thinking guns and violence are the solution to all of your problems."

"I had to get rid of him."

"Get rid of him, Sonny he's still here all you did was make things 5 times as worst as it already was."

"Don't you dare try to blame me for all of this, Carly he stocked you, he was always bidding for your attention."

"So, Sonny did you ever think that all the man ever wanted was a friend? He lost Sophia the woman he loved along time ago. Did you know he was studying to be a history professor when she died?"

"The facts still don't change Carly, he is my enemy, he is obsessed with my family, but most importantly he is obsessed with you, my wife."

"I know that Sonny…"

"So quit taking his God bless it side Carly, face it he is the reason I slept with Sam."

"How in the hell do you get that? Sonny you chose to do that yourself I hate Alcazar, he's the reason I lost mine and Jason's baby, but Sonny the only person to blame for what happened with you and Sam is you and her. Alcazar didn't hold a gun to your head or to Sam's.", Courtney told him simply.

"Courtney, would you please mind your own business this is between my wife and me.

"Courtney, go get Michael tell him we're going to Kellie's for breakfast?", Carly asked. 'I'm so sick of this, I so sick of Sonny never taking the blame for nothing he does? He's always got to blame someone else, he's never to blame.'

"I thought we…", Sonny began.

"Well, you thought wrong.", Carly told him. "I'm not staying here any more I'm leaving Sonny I'm tired of this. I'm tired of you always being the innocent party in everything. Alcazar didn't make you sleep with Sam; you slept her because you wanted to. Sonny, you wanted a good reason to get down her pants and when you saw me kiss Alcazar you thought that would be a good excuses as any."

"Mommy, I thought you, me, daddy, Aunt Courtney, Uncle Jason, Grandpa Mike and Grandma Bobbie were going to have breakfast here?", Michael asked.

"Maybe tomorrow Michael mommy has some business to take care of.", Carly told him. 'God, I hate lying to my son, but there's no easy way to explain this to him.'

"Carly, where are you going?", Sonny asked.

"To Kellie's.", Carly told him.

"What do you want to tell Mike and Bobbie?"

"How about the truth that, you don't never want to except responsibility for your actions?"

"Okay, Mommy, Morgan and me are all set, Aunt Courtney you coming with us?", Michael asked.

"Yeah, come on let's go.", Courtney told the boy, then Carly who was holding Morgan, Michael and she walked out.

A/N: Okay, y'all I know it wasn't that long, but what do you think. Feedback is greatly appreciated.