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Hello minna! *waves slightly* First of all I would like to apologize for the entire lateness of everything. *sweat drops* I was busy with school. Since I am using the past tense of school...^^ yes, school is finally over. ^^; Summer is here! *whoops* Now I have much more time to update...^^
I recently graduated from HS. ^^ I am more than delighted to kiss good-bye to all those damned classmates of mine who made my life miserable. ^^; Now I am free!
Anyhow, this fic is finally coming to an end. ^^ I believe two more chapters to go...^^ I can't wait to see the end. I hope everybody likes it. ^^
C-chan, this chapter goes out to you! Thanks for the support and pulling me through HS...^^ *glomps C-chan*
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Disclaimer: Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter, they belong to JK Rowling. Also, I do not own Sailor Moon, they belong to Naoko Takeuchi. I own however, the plot and any Magical Inn characters and the Megumi Quidditch team players.
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Chapter 14, "Realizations"
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"I want you,"
Darkness, a void of darkness lay before her.
"I need you,"
She felt naked and alone.
"I'll do anything for you,"
Death filled the air.
"I will kill you,"
Pain.
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Usagi woke up screaming. Bolting up straight on her bed, she clutched the sheets closer to her body. She was sweating . . .or crying, she really couldn't tell the difference right now. Her body trembled in fear as she remembered her dream. Her heart pounded in her chest painfully, the area where Voldemort tried to take her heart still hurt. It always did now.
It felt real. It was real.
She could feel his touch, his foul desires, and his anger for the past days. She just couldn't take it anymore. It was already too much. The mere thought of the impending battle made her blood run cold. Her trainings were eating up her time; she had barely enough time to spend with Harry. She still had two more days.
Two more days to live . . .
Two more days of peace . . .
Two more days with Harry . . .
She felt like she had a dooms day clock attached on her. It felt like she had her days numbered. And she still wasn't sure if she would accept the invitation.
Taking in a ragged breath, Usagi turned to her clock. It was 1 in the morning. Sighing loudly she shook her head, there was no use for her to go to sleep. Her dreams were plaguing her. She wouldn't dare to spend another minute in those dreams.
Slipping out of bed, she pulled on a pair of pants over her sleeping shorts and a big sweater; it was time for a walk. Though it was an ungodly hour, she really didn't mind at all. Her mind still clouded with her dreams, she pulled her hair in a messy ponytail and grabbed her shoes.
She knew Luna would kill her if she found out that she was wandering the city at 1:30 in the morning, so she slowly crept down the stairs. Luckily Luna wasn't anywhere near, so her getaway was easy. The Inn looked eerie and cold in the dark, it disturbed the blonde greatly.
The air was cold and everything was pitch black as Usagi stepped outside. There was no usual hustle and bustle of the people as everybody was still safely tucked in their beds, sound asleep. None of them aware of the impending danger.
The impending doom . . .
The impending death . . .
The impending end . . .
Usagi shook her head, all she ever thought about was the chaos that would be erupting soon. She knew that something really bad would happen soon. She knew that there would be blood shed. She knew there would be death.
'The people of this world are so naïve, they don't know anything of what is going on,' mused the blonde darkly, strolling down the dark morning paths. 'I can't do this,'
Crossing her arms across her chest, the blonde glared angrily ahead. 'I hate this. I hate being in the spotlight. I hate being the reason for everything . . .' She slowly reached the empty city park.
'Why must I always be the cause of all the pain?' she asked herself, walking into the empty park. 'I hate being different,' she thought darkly.
"I hate myself," she hissed into the cold morning air, stopping by the lake. "I hate my life,"
'Why can't I be normal? Why can't I love without any consequences and life a normal life?' she thought, slumping onto the dewy grass and hugging her legs.
"I am not ready," Usagi whispered, hugging her legs tighter to herself, feeling suddenly on the verge of tears.
'I can't fight now. I don't want to fight,' she thought, tears brimming her eyes as she stared out at the lake.
'I want to be with Harry. I don't want to say good-bye to him. I just don't want everything that I worked so hard for to end this way!' Her mind felt numb as it continued to process everything. Tears slowly fell onto the dewy grass.
'Be strong my child,'
Soft cold morning winds whipped around her body, making her shiver involuntarily.
Usagi looked up and stared at the fading Moon. Her mother's voice was drifting in the wind, she heard it.
"I can't," whispered the blonde shaking her head in dismay. "I can't,"
'Have faith my child,'
Her tears were dried by the wind. "I just can't,"
The wind picked up around her, making her shiver once more. 'Do it for the people,'
'Do it for Harry,'
Usagi stared at the fading Moon in confusion. She felt her heart wrench in pain at the mere prospect of disappointing Harry. Yet she wanted to make sure that he was alright, destroy the evil thing that has been troubling his past for so long.
Yet she was scared. Very scared.
"Mother, please. . . help me," she whispered, hugging her legs tighter and began crying softly. "Please,"
Fear gripped her.
And Voldemort knew it . . .
And she knew it. . .
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Usagi stumbled through her bedroom window at 7:40 in the morning. She fell asleep on the park bench and woke up after falling onto the concrete floor. Her mind was clouded with confusion on her way back to the inn, and it still was.
Peeling off her clothes, she stumbled into the showers and took a long hot shower. It had helped a bit having some time alone to herself and reflect the coming of events. Somehow it made everything a tiny bit clearer.
Yet she still wasn't sure about the Invitation.
After the shower, and washing away any remnants of sleep, the blonde pulled on a gray sweater and pants. Stuffing some training shirts and pants into gym bag, the blonde frowned deeply. She really had planned to spend some time with Harry, she had been neglecting her boyfriend for so long already. She really wanted to spend some quality time with the boy before he left for England.
Sighing loudly, Usagi grabbed the bag and headed for her door. 'Might as well grab something to eat,' contemplated the blonde while drifting down the stairs. The inn was slowly coming to life as guests were already coming out of their rooms. The blonde wondered if Harry was awake. She rarely saw him, only in the afternoons when she would come home from a days worth of training with several bruises and aching bones. After the whole Soul Bonding ordeal, both rarely had any intimate interaction.
"Morning Usagi," chirped her Uncle heading towards the dinning room. "You heading to the Setsuna-san's house again?"
Usagi nodded numbly and followed him mutely. He knew why she was going and he knew her dilemma.
"You want some breakfast? Your friends and your brother are still asleep if you are wondering where they are," continued Sam, noting the melancholic look from his niece.
Usagi sat down on one of the tables at the back and let her Uncle order something for them.
"I support you in anything you do dear," said Sam suddenly after a minute of silence. He patted her hand affectionately. "You mustn't worry,"
"But I am worried," whispered the blonde, shaking her head in dejection. "I think they are angry at me,"
Sam creased his brows, "Angry? Who?"
Usagi shook her head and sighed loudly. "I don't want the fight to happen but I know I have to. I think Harry and the others are against the thought of me accepting the Invite,"
Sam shook his head, "I think they are not angry at you but the whole idea of you up against a dark wizard is hard to digest. They all love you, Harry even more, but they are all worried about you. It is understandable to be against the whole idea of having a loved one leave for battle," he said, with a mournful look. "I know, because I care for you and love you," he added in a whisper.
Usagi's eyes widened slightly and she nodded. "Hai, I understand," she whispered and hugged her Uncle fiercely. She let out a little sob. "Arigato,"
Sam patted his niece on her back before releasing her. "Food's here!" he said, while wiping away a stray tear.
Usagi smiled and nodded her head. Feeling a lot better, she slowly began to eat her breakfast knowing very well of the days training.
"Perhaps Harry and the others may want to visit you later on," suggested Sam, looking pointedly at his nice across the table. "You know, spend some quality time..."
"I don't know," mumbled the blonde, nibbling on a piece of toast. "I don't want them to see me train. It might make me lose focus..."
"You are losing time here Usagi," said her uncle. "Harry will be leaving soon, and I am sure both of you did not touch that topic yet,"
One thing that bothered her more than having Voldemort on her back, was the fact she was talking with her uncle about her love life. It was something she never expected to happen.
"I...we..." Usagi thought of ways to explain her situation. Harry and her never really touched the subject of him leaving, yet alone speak with him in private. Her gaze fell onto her wristwatch, making her let out a tiny squeak of surprise. "I gotta go,"
Sam watched his niece grab her bag with a solemn expression. He understood her situation. Yet, it was difficult to believe that this young girl would have the faith of the world on her shoulders. "Usagi,"
The blonde stopped momentarily and faced her Uncle, "Hai?"
Sam smiled softly, staring at his niece with hidden admiration. "Be careful,"
Usagi smiled and nodded her head. Her spirits gradually lifting. "Hai, I will,"
He watched her bow in respect at him before making a mad dash out the Inn and onto the streets. Shaking his head slightly, he turned back to his meal.
"Uncle?" came a sleepy voice behind him, minutes later.
"Hai?" He turned around and watched his nephew and his English guests take a seat at his table. (It magically grew, to accommodate more people)
"We missed her, right?" Shingo looked rather gloomy.
"Hai you did," Sam felt sorry for the lot, knowing very well that they greatly missed their blonde friend. Their time together only thinned out more as their time for departure drew nearer. Plus, her trainings were eating up her time.
Harry hung his head slightly, looking engrossed into his teacup, "I wanted to talk to her," he whispered downcast.
Hermione patted him softly on the back, "You can talk to her later on tonight, when she gets back,"
Harry looked rather glum, "She always comes home too tired to talk, to eat, yet alone walk." He heaved a loud sigh.
Sam took pity of the boy; "I believe it would be nice if you lot would visit her today, ne?" He smiled brightly, staring at the group of teenagers.
"We can go to the Outer's mansion?" asked Shingo. "You sure?"
Sam only nodded his head. "Hai, I believe Usagi wont mind the company."
Ron grinned brightly, "Bloody brilliant, we can see a senshi training!"
Ginny shushed him angrily, "Quiet you! People might hear you!"
Harry visibly brightened. Now he had the chance to talk with his girlfriend. He just hoped everything would turn out right between them.
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"Whoa,"
Early in the afternoon, the group of friends finally decided to visit Usagi and the outers. Everyone, except perhaps of Shingo, gapped at the pearly white mansion that lay before them.
"Ditto," breathed Harry, standing beside the awestruck Ron. Sure they lived in a castle for nearly 10 months every year. To top it all off, in an enchanted one—but this mansion surely took the cake.
Magically speaking, it looked quite ordinary. With a huge tennis court, racing track and basketball court. Huge lawns sprawled across the hectares of land. And the Mansion alone was an eye opener.
Shingo being least struck by the sheer monstrosity of it all simply shrugged and stepped through the gapping group of teenagers, heading to the gates to state their business. "What do you expect from a world class racer and musician and fashion designer?" he shook his head in amusement. He pushed the blue button on the gate's wall.
"State your business and name," came a monotonous voice from the speaker.
"I'm Tsukino Shingo, I'd like to see my sister Usagi," replied the brown haired boy, staring rather bored at the gates before turning to the speaker. "Please,"
There was a moment of utter silence, as the group waited patiently for the gates to creak open.
"What's happening?" queried Ron, staring with interest at the steal gates. "Will they aulomotically open?"
Shingo sweat dropped but nodded, "Hai, they will,"
Not even a second later, the gates creaked open, allowing the group to pass. In much silence, the group made their way across the paved lawn and onto the marbled patio of the mansion.
"So, where is Usagi?" asked Harry, looking around curiously.
"Around," replied the brown haired boy.
"In other words, he hasn't a clue," mumbled Ginny as Shingo rung the bell.
"You know me too well," muttered Shingo sarcastically. The group of friends patiently waited for someone to answer the door.
One of the huge oak doors opened just a tiny bit, purple eyes peering through the gap curiously. "Hai?"
"Ne, it's me Hotaru-chan," Shingo grinned slightly.
"Me who?" asked the young girl playfully.
The young teen rolled his eyes. "Me, myself and I..."
A small giggle came from behind the door before opening wider. The young Hotaru slipped out fully dressed in sweat pants and a huge shirt. Oddly enough, the shirt looked slightly singed. "Konichiwa minna!"
The young girl bounded around the group and hugged each friend happily. "We haven't seen each other in days!"
The group exchanged a collective of 'hellos'. When the young senshi turned to hug Harry, she looked at him oddly. Purple eyes flashing slightly with worry. "Ne, you really miss Usagi-chan?"
The older teen nodded his head numbly and hugged the tiny girl. "Can we see her?"
Hotaru nodded and lead them into the mansion. "Saa, Haruka-papa wont be to happy though,"
Ron took in a sharp intake of air as they entered the mansion. A wide array of paintings, rare flowers, marble floors and grand staircase filled their vision. "Whoa,"
Hotaru beamed, "Everybody is in the training room. We are taking five—as Haruka-papa calls it,"
Hermione looked at the small girl curiously, "I take it you are joining too,"
Hotaru looked up, "It is my duty to serve the princess. I may appear too young for battle, but I have lived through many wars to understand what my position is,"
The bushy haired girl stared at Hotaru with slight surprise. She saw the old wisdom flash in the young purple eyes of it's young owner.
"I'm hungry,"
The familiar voice of Usagi drifted through the long corridor. The group of friends looked up in surprise while Hotaru merely giggled.
"You just ate!"
A disgruntled Haruka replied, her voice clearly holding a strict tone to it.
"But I'm hungry!"
Usagi was whining, that was evident.
Hotaru giggled some more. "C'mon Minna, they are just down the hall," She hurried her pace, making the other follow her suit. Their footsteps resounding in the deserted hallway.
She led them to the last door of the corridor. It stood slightly ajar. Familiar voices could be clearly heard. The small Saturn senshi merely giggled and entered the room.
"You eat as if you were pregnant!" shot the Uranian, crossing her arms across her chest and staring crossly at the tiny blonde.
Usagi stuck her tongue out at Haruka, "I don't care!" Dressed in singed sweatpants (that were missing half a leg) and a gray tee, she limped her way across the matted room and towards the abundantly stuffed fridge. She took no heed as to who entered the room.
"I'm back," announced Hotaru, bounding into the training room.
"Ne, who was at the door?" asked Michiru, her eyes holding laughter from the argument Usagi and Haruka were holding.
Hotaru sat down on the bend next to Neptunian. "Them," She said, pointing to the group of teenagers.
Setsuna smiled, and stood up. "Hello, how nice of you to drop by,"
"Er, hello minna!" waved Shingo sort of awkwardly. Ignoring the tiny fact that there was a huge scorching crate in the middle of the room.
Usagi was still engrossed in the fridge that she did not bother to look up. "Saa, is that the pizza I ordered?" She looked up upon receiving no reply. Turning around she was met with emerald depths.
"Oh,"
A moment of silence fell upon the group as they waited for the reaction of the young princess. Silhouettes of the trees from the outside sprawled across the huge blue mat, dancing in the wind as the soft sunlight glittered through the huge windows.
Haruka gave another annoyed sigh and plopped down on the mat in frustration. "Sure let's ruin this day's worth of training. We'll just over look the fact that there might be a battle in two days and perhaps also consider it the end of the world. But what the heck, let's take five!"
Usagi blinked at the disgruntled senshi. "Ne, aren't we already taking five? Or are we taking five from taking five?" She asked, blue eyes shining in confusion. "Wouldn't that be taking ten?"
If it weren't the fact that Usagi wouldn't be the princess or the fact that the other outers were there, the Uranian would have thrown the Space Sword at the princess. Though she did not hold any grudge against the young blonde. "Hai, whatever,"
Michiru smiled and clapped her hands together. "We shall train later then. Now we can enjoy the company of our friends!"
Setsuna stood up, her tattered shirt swishing against her body, "I'll get us something to eat."
Usagi smiled softly and nodded her head. She watched the Plutonian disappear through the doors closely followed by the other outers. Haruka had to be dragged out of the room by Michiru. Turning to her friends, she slowly crossed the room. "Hey,"
"Hi Usagi!" greeted Hermione, smiling brightly. "We didn't get a chance to see each other early this morning,"
Ron laughed, "We barely get to see each other!" Ginny immediately kicked him in the shins.
Usagi turned away, feeling guilty for the lack of time for her friends. "Gomen ne,"
"You don't need to apologize," mumbled Shingo. "We know you are busy. We just wanted to see how you are doing," He smiled softly at his sister.
Usagi nodded numbly. Guilt was again eating her up. Looking up she was met once more by emerald eyes. She smiled softly, a small sign of greeting. "Hey,"
Harry smiled slightly, not really knowing what to make out of the situation. He wanted to talk to her, but it seemed rather odd for him. "Hey,"
Usagi searched his eyes, trying to figure something out. He looked hurt, that was for sure. She felt totally responsible for it...Her heart simply ached at the mere thought of the impending Saturday. "You wanna go for a walk?"
Harry numbly nodded, not really finding his voice at the moment. If he did, he was so sure of he'd trust it either. Instead he simply followed the blonde silently towards the small white door up front which most likely lead towards the gardens.
Ron made a move to follow, but was quickly held back by Hermione. "What?!"
Hermione rolled her eyes at Ron's lack of privacy. "Isn't it obvious that those two want some time alone?"
It took a moment before realization dawned upon the redhead. "Oh,"
Ginny sighed softly, eyeing the closing door worriedly. "I hope those two will work things out,"
Ron eyed Ginny skeptically, "Like you two?"
Shingo beamed, "Hai," he said, patting his girlfriend affectionately on the shoulder. "We promise to write each other every day,"
Ginny nodded, "And try to visit each other over the holidays,"
Hermione smiled at the two younger teens, "That's very nice," Her smiled slowly faded and she turned to the small garden door. "I just hope everything turns right for those two,"
~Gardens~
A swallow swooped down a branch and picked off an unsuspecting insect from the ground.
Usagi stared at the spot where the tiny Lady Bug crawled moments ago before being plucked off by the swallow. She had an odd feeling that she would feel the same when it came to the battle with Voldemort.
'I would be like a tiny bug, ready to be crushed by Voldemort,'
Blue eyes shone with worry.
'I have to stop thinking this way,' She shook her head, trying to get rid of the dark feeling that constantly swept over her. Voldemort was trying to intimidate her.
She stole a glance at her boyfriend. He seemed to be lost in his own world as well. Both were sharing a thick blanket of silence as they continued to venture further into the lavish gardens. It had rained earlier that day, thus the garden smelled fresh and dewy. An array of colors danced around the air, formed by the tiny droplets of water on leaves and flowers.
As if sensing being watched, Harry looked up and quickly met the inquiring cerulean orbs of his girlfriend. Having been caught stealing a glance, the blonde quickly looked away. A soft red hue covered her cheeks.
His lips twitched slightly, and a small smile spread across his face. She looked adorable when she blushed. She looked like a child now, caught stealing a cookie—or this case a glance. He'd miss that about her. He'll miss her antics, her innocent gestures.
He will miss her.
It felt like realization had hit him like one of those Unforgettable Curses. Perhaps even more. Feeling his insides plummet down to his feet, Harry's smile quickly dropped. It was undeniable but he would be leaving for England on Saturday and he would be leaving his other half behind here. Somehow it felt like everything was falling apart.
A tiny droplet fell from the lips of the rose, hitting the small Koi pond and sending small ripples across the waters. It disturbed the reflecting image of a couple hugging for dear life.
A small gasp escaped her lips as she felt him roughly grab her around the shoulders and pull her into a tight hug. Her eyes shone with unshed tears as she felt him tighten his hold on her. Slowly she wrapped her arms around him as well, taking in his deep scent of cinnamon.
She will miss him.
She felt something wet against her neck, as he buried his face there. And she soon felt her heart break as she realized as he was crying.
"I don't want to go,"
She barely heard it but it rung clearly in her ears. She held onto him for dear life, as she felt her heart break into a million tiny pieces. She felt his pain, his suffering and without a doubt he felt her pain as well.
"I don't want you to go either,"
He heard her words as she buried her tearstained face into his neck. He could feel her shoulders slightly tremble. He could feel her pain, her confusion. He understood why she felt so lost and confused, knowing very well of the upcoming decision she would be making.
"I just want everything to stay this way," He murmured, placing his chin onto her shoulder and staring straight ahead. The sun sprawled across the huge mansion of the outers.
Usagi nodded into his shoulder, tears still streaming down her face. Her fingers clutching the rough material of his jacket. "Me too,"
"Perhaps I shouldn't return to England then,"
The late August wind rustled the leaves, sending shivers up the blonde's spine. A small rose petal slowly drifted into the Koi pond. It disturbed the image of the surprised Usagi.
"What?" she felt surprised by his quick decision. He slightly pulled away from her, and stared deeply into her shocked cerulean depths. "Why?"
Harry stared down at her with eyes shining with a hidden emotion. "I don't know why. I just want to," he answered. He held her tighter. "I just love you too much,"
"But—"
He shushed her by kissing her fully on the lips.
Burning passion filled both teens as they continued to kiss. Their needs of being together were filled as they shared a fiery kiss. Only through this, their bond only strengthened. It sent shivers up Usagi's spine as she felt Harry's explore the contours of her mouth with his tongue. It only made her crave for him more.
"I love you," whispered Harry, kissing her on the neck. "I don't want to leave you," He said after pulling away from the blonde, his breath shallow.
Usagi's eyes were clouded over with desires, she dearly wanted him. She really wanted him to stay—but he just couldn't. "I love you too," she breathed, feeling herself unconsciously move closer to him.
Harry smiled softly down at her, cupping her face with his right hand. "Then it's settled," he whispered, leaning down and intending to capture her lips once more in another heated kiss, "I'll stay,"
She felt him kiss her once more, nipping her bottom lip before kissing her fully. With his tongue dancing with her own, she finally realized what he said. She quickly pulled away.
"No," she whispered, looking away, not wanting him to see her eyes. They shone with unshed tears. She wanted him to stay so much, but she had to let him go to England. Hogwarts was so much safer than here. "You have to go,"
Harry looked at her confused, slightly hurt. He tried to meet her eye, but she tried to turn away. "What?" he asked, staring at her. "Why?"
"Because," breathed Usagi, tears brimming her eyes. "Because—it's too dangerous here,"
Harry shook his head, "I don't care," he took hold of her chin and made her look at him. "I don't care if the entire world would crumble or if it'll split open under me if I'd stay here, I just want to be with you! Don't you see, I love you!"
Her eyes shook with love, all the while tears threatened to fall. "I—I—you can't!" She pulled away from him, afraid that her eyes would be betraying her. She quickly turned around, her back to him. Her shoulders shook, tears slowly fell unto to the grass. "Hogwarts is much safer. Dumbledore would be able to protect you there from Voldemort,"
Harry stared at her with confusion, "But don't you feel the connection we have? You know we are bonded! I can feel you," He said, himself being on the verge of tears once more. "I can't stand being away from you," He added with a whisper.
A sob escaped her lips and more tears fell. Usagi felt like being thorn into two. One side of her wanted him to stay so badly, she wanted him badly. Yet the other side told her it was dangerous for him to stay. Hogwarts was the place for him to stay, to be protected. "I know," She whispered. "I feel it too,"
"Then why—"
Usagi turned around, her face streaming with tears. "Because I love you. I don't want you to get hurt. I would hate myself if something happened to you while you are here. I love you Harry, and I want you to be safe. Please understand,"
"But—"
"Please,"
He swallowed the big lump in his throat, staring at her pleading face. He felt his shoulders slump in defeat. Stepping forward he hugged the sobbing girl once more. He held her tightly as he felt her love pour over him. He loved her dearly, and he'd do anything for her. "I love you too," he whispered into her ear. "And I understand,"
Relief and pain washed over her. She felt happy to know that he'd be safe once more at Hogwarts. However it pained her to know that he'd leave her. "Thank you," she whispered.
Harry smiled slightly, leaning down he kissed her softly on the lips. "Anything for you,"
Usagi smiled, tears staining her face. She placed her right hand on his cheek lovingly. "Arigato,"
"Let's go," said Harry, smiling suggestively at the blonde. He pulled her hand towards the gates.
Usagi scrunched up her face, staring at him wildly. "What?!"
He laughed softly and made a move to wipe her face. "Let's just go,"
A small smile played on her lips as she let him pull her. "Go where?"
"Anywhere,"
"Are you crazy?!" laughed Usagi, suddenly feeling much better than she ever did. She felt like flying. "Haruka will kill you for kidnapping me!"
Harry laughed and turned around, capturing her lips in a fiery kiss. "That's a chance I am willing to take,"
Usagi laughed, enjoying the moment of freedom. She felt free and alive at the moment. Having the problems with Harry settled, she felt better than ever. Smiling softly at the boy she loved with all her heart, she allowed him to lead her to the gates. Not really minding that her pants were missing half a leg or that her clothes were in a mess.
Harry grinned goofily at his girlfriend; both were now running through the garden, in hopes that the Uranian senshi would not find them in their exploits. He felt much so much alive now, now that he had talked with Usagi.
'We need to make the best of the last two days,'
Both shared the same thoughts as they disappeared laughing through the gates.
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Haruka was on the verge of strangling the punching bag. Not only did the 'taking 10' lasted nearly 30 minutes but also there was no sign of Usagi and Harry as she entered the room. Her verdict of castrating the boy and skinning him alive seemed much clearer than before.
Who would have thought that the daddy on a rampage scale could be toped by a mere woman?
The grandfather clock in the corner struck 3 o'clock. Signaling that 45 minutes of the "taking 10" has already passed.
The Punching bag spilt open, allowing the sand to flow freely from the floor. A vein popped on the Uranian's forehead.
"If he even dares to physically touch her..." growled the senshi, her plans of training today tarnished by a mere boy. Her hand itched to hold the neck of the boy who lived. "I swear I will cut off his—"
Michiru sent the venting wind senshi across the training room with a baseball bat. "No swearing in front of Hotaru!"
Hotaru giggled, while everybody else in the room merely sweat dropped.
Setsuna smiled, "Perhaps it would be best if we'd call it an end for today's training," she suggested, smiling serenely at the injured Haruka. "The princess and Harry wont be coming back,"
Hermione smiled, "I think they went out to have some quality time,"
Ginny sighed dreamily, "That's so sweet,"
Haruka merely growled, rubbing her injured head. "I say he kidnapped the Hime. He will be hearing from me soon,"
Michiru bonked her lover once more on the head, smiling softly in the process. "Hush you,"
"How about we all go out for Ice Cream?" suggested Setsuna, smiling at the group of teens. "It's a shame to let it nice afternoon go to a waste,"
Ron nodded, "That would be nice,"
Setsuna smiled and nodded her head. "We shall then. Michiru be a dear and wake Haruka, we all shall be leaving." Allowing everybody to leave the room. Turning to the bay windows, a frown appeared on her face.
'Enjoy your time Hime. It may be the last...'
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It may be one odd sight to see a laughing couple stroll down the Juuban park—ok, correction, it is not an odd sight, when one would just over look the disarrayed state the blonde girl was in.
Usagi giggled pulled Harry's hand, "You're lying!" she laughed, eyes dancing merrily at the tale he told her. "Tell me you're lying!"
Harry laughed, loving to see her smile. "No I am not," He retorted, watching her laugh even more. "Malfoy really did turn into a ferret!"
Another giggle escaped her lips, eyes dancing gleefully. "How funny!"
Harry watched her, savoring the wonderful moment. He loved watching her, the way her hair whipped around her face. He simply loved being with her; it was just an exhilarating feeling. He felt so complete with the blonde.
Usagi stared at him curiously. "What?" A soft blush graced her face as she caught Harry staring at her.
Harry shook his head, smiling softly at her. "Nothing"
Usagi frowned, now curious. She pulled his hand and made both of them stop under a sakura tree. She eyed him curiously, "What?" she repeated the question. She tugged his hand, urging him to come closer to her. "Tell me!"
She pouted.
Harry grinned, inclining his face inches from her own. A soft blush covered her cheeks, making him mentally chuckle. "Not telling,"
"Haaarry!" Usagi whined, pouting to her fullest extent. She was determined to find out what made him stare at her. Though actually, it seemed quite pointless. "Tell me,"
Before the blonde could even pout even more, Harry gave a small chuckle and kissed her hungrily on the lips. It didn't take long before the tiny blonde had her arms wrapped around his neck and his own wrapped possessively around he waist. With fire burning inside of them, Usagi quickly found herself pushed against the sakura tree, away from prying eyes.
Pulling away after another minute, Harry only smirked to see the flushed and dazed look of his girlfriend. Seeing the pleading look in her eyes for the need of more, he gladly obliged and began kissing her neck.
She felt like she was floating, flying even, in the air. She felt utterly complete with the boy as he continued to do his magic on her. She let out a soft moan as she felt him kiss her throat. She unconsciously drew her body closer to him, lifting her right leg (the one with the half of the pants missing) up against his own. She felt his hand drop onto it, touching it sensually. He was making her go crazy.
She was a drug, he finally realized it. An addictive drug of his he only wanted more. Perhaps these were still the after effect of the soul bonding. He let out a low moan in his throat as he felt her leg brush up against him. Soon enough, he allowed his hands to wander all over her body.
After several more minutes of 'kiss and touch', both teens emerged from behind the tree, flushed and out of breath. Clothes were now more unruly than before.
Usagi giggled softly, "That was fun,"
Harry shook his head, a small smile playing on his lips. "We could have been caught,"
"All the more fun!" grinned Usagi, pulling him along the path of the park.
Harry laughed, he eyed her tattered clothes. "Perhaps it's time for you to change clothes,"
"Why?" asked Usagi, looking down at her singed clothes. "Oh,"
"C'mon, let's get you something to wear," urged Harry.
Usagi nodded, smiling softly and following him towards the entrance of Tengu Alley.
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After spending a good hour of picking clothes for the blonde, the happy couple (well Usagi was more than delighted with the free clothes, Harry on the other hand had a scar in his pocket) emerged from the shop and decided to head for the ice cream shop.
Now sporting a white baby tee and black skirt, Usagi looked excited to have something to eat again. "Hurry, I'm hungry,"
Harry sighed slightly, narrowly dodging an enchanted ball. "You and your appetite,"
She gave the boy a cheeky smile and an affectionate peek on the cheek, "You know me too well,"
Harry laughed, "Yes, yes I do,"
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Both teens returned at the inn at around 11 in the evening. Both had decided to watch a movie, before heading home. The inn was fairly deserted as they entered, with the exception of Sam, who was busy talking to some guests. Apparently, their friends had already gone off to bed.
"I had fun," said Usagi, hugging Harry's jacket closer to her. He had his arm slung around her, making her feel more comfortable than ever. "I really did,"
Harry smiled down at her, "That's wonderful," he said, leading them up the stairs. He had no intention of letting her go. "Me too,"
"Maybe we should do it again," suggested Usagi, looking a bit thoughtful.
"Me kidnapping you form the evil clutches of Haruka?" asked the green-eyed boy, staring curiously down at the blonde.
"If you are brave enough?" grinned Usagi, looking up at him with dancing eyes.
Harry laughed softly, "I will try to find my trusty steed, and I shall try,"
Both came to a stop in the empty hallway, both stood in front of Usagi's door. A blanket of silence fell over them. It seemed neither wanted to say good night.
"Well, I had a wonderful time," mumbled Usagi, smiling softly. "Tomorrow we shall do it again,"
Harry smiled, "Daring aren't we?" he grinned. "Haruka will have a fit,"
Usagi shook her head, "So she will have," Taking off his jacket, she smiled softly. "Thanks,"
Taking back his jacket, he smiled. "No," he whispered, leaning down ready to kiss her. "Thank you for making my day,"
Both shared a long kiss, signaling an end to their wonderful day. Both happier than ever to have spent such a wonderful time together.
"Good night," said Harry, watching the blonde open her door.
Usagi stepped inside her room and looked back out. "Good night,"
Watching her close the door, Harry's smile soon fell. Having returned back to the inn, it made him realize that he was already one step closer to head back home. Though they already had discussed the whole leaving scenario, it still pained him to go.
Sighing softly, he turned around slowly walking down the empty corridor. 'I still need to finish my packing,'
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Usagi leaned against the door with a frown. She could feel him still linger by the door, his heart heavy. Sighing softly, she peeled herself away from the door, slowly walking across the darkened room to sit by her vanity.
Turning on the small lamp, it gave enough light for her to see her own shadowy face in the mirror and the calendar hanging next to the vanity. She stared momentarily at her ghostly face with a solemn expression, thinking over the upcoming events.
'Is this what Voldemort is after?' she though darkly, staring at her haunting face.
She looked away, ashamed of her self. 'Why?'
Her eyes fell on the calendar; the date 29 was encircled with a red marker. With shaky hands, she picked up the familiar red marker that she had been using for the past days.
She crossed off the 27th ...
Dropping the marker, she stood up, not bothering to change for bed, and fell into her bed. Closing her eyes, tears sprang into her eyes.
One more day...
One more day to live . . .
One more day of peace . . .
One more day with Harry . . .
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^^ Yey! Done. I can't believe I am nearing the completion of this fic! Stay tuned for the next chapter.
Ne, lately I've been into Weiss Kreuz! *glomps Omi and Aya* They are so Kawaii! Anyone know any good WK/SM fics? Preferably Omi/Usagi! ^_^ Am planning to write a fic about those two...so stay tuned about it. Also, anyone with extensive information on Weiss Kreuz (an WK know it all) please e-mail me. I would like to know EVERYTHING about WK...Since I have NEVER seen ONE episode of the said anime! It would be a great help...^^
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Hello minna! *waves slightly* First of all I would like to apologize for the entire lateness of everything. *sweat drops* I was busy with school. Since I am using the past tense of school...^^ yes, school is finally over. ^^; Summer is here! *whoops* Now I have much more time to update...^^
I recently graduated from HS. ^^ I am more than delighted to kiss good-bye to all those damned classmates of mine who made my life miserable. ^^; Now I am free!
Anyhow, this fic is finally coming to an end. ^^ I believe two more chapters to go...^^ I can't wait to see the end. I hope everybody likes it. ^^
C-chan, this chapter goes out to you! Thanks for the support and pulling me through HS...^^ *glomps C-chan*
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Disclaimer: Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter, they belong to JK Rowling. Also, I do not own Sailor Moon, they belong to Naoko Takeuchi. I own however, the plot and any Magical Inn characters and the Megumi Quidditch team players.
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Chapter 14, "Realizations"
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"I want you,"
Darkness, a void of darkness lay before her.
"I need you,"
She felt naked and alone.
"I'll do anything for you,"
Death filled the air.
"I will kill you,"
Pain.
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Usagi woke up screaming. Bolting up straight on her bed, she clutched the sheets closer to her body. She was sweating . . .or crying, she really couldn't tell the difference right now. Her body trembled in fear as she remembered her dream. Her heart pounded in her chest painfully, the area where Voldemort tried to take her heart still hurt. It always did now.
It felt real. It was real.
She could feel his touch, his foul desires, and his anger for the past days. She just couldn't take it anymore. It was already too much. The mere thought of the impending battle made her blood run cold. Her trainings were eating up her time; she had barely enough time to spend with Harry. She still had two more days.
Two more days to live . . .
Two more days of peace . . .
Two more days with Harry . . .
She felt like she had a dooms day clock attached on her. It felt like she had her days numbered. And she still wasn't sure if she would accept the invitation.
Taking in a ragged breath, Usagi turned to her clock. It was 1 in the morning. Sighing loudly she shook her head, there was no use for her to go to sleep. Her dreams were plaguing her. She wouldn't dare to spend another minute in those dreams.
Slipping out of bed, she pulled on a pair of pants over her sleeping shorts and a big sweater; it was time for a walk. Though it was an ungodly hour, she really didn't mind at all. Her mind still clouded with her dreams, she pulled her hair in a messy ponytail and grabbed her shoes.
She knew Luna would kill her if she found out that she was wandering the city at 1:30 in the morning, so she slowly crept down the stairs. Luckily Luna wasn't anywhere near, so her getaway was easy. The Inn looked eerie and cold in the dark, it disturbed the blonde greatly.
The air was cold and everything was pitch black as Usagi stepped outside. There was no usual hustle and bustle of the people as everybody was still safely tucked in their beds, sound asleep. None of them aware of the impending danger.
The impending doom . . .
The impending death . . .
The impending end . . .
Usagi shook her head, all she ever thought about was the chaos that would be erupting soon. She knew that something really bad would happen soon. She knew that there would be blood shed. She knew there would be death.
'The people of this world are so naïve, they don't know anything of what is going on,' mused the blonde darkly, strolling down the dark morning paths. 'I can't do this,'
Crossing her arms across her chest, the blonde glared angrily ahead. 'I hate this. I hate being in the spotlight. I hate being the reason for everything . . .' She slowly reached the empty city park.
'Why must I always be the cause of all the pain?' she asked herself, walking into the empty park. 'I hate being different,' she thought darkly.
"I hate myself," she hissed into the cold morning air, stopping by the lake. "I hate my life,"
'Why can't I be normal? Why can't I love without any consequences and life a normal life?' she thought, slumping onto the dewy grass and hugging her legs.
"I am not ready," Usagi whispered, hugging her legs tighter to herself, feeling suddenly on the verge of tears.
'I can't fight now. I don't want to fight,' she thought, tears brimming her eyes as she stared out at the lake.
'I want to be with Harry. I don't want to say good-bye to him. I just don't want everything that I worked so hard for to end this way!' Her mind felt numb as it continued to process everything. Tears slowly fell onto the dewy grass.
'Be strong my child,'
Soft cold morning winds whipped around her body, making her shiver involuntarily.
Usagi looked up and stared at the fading Moon. Her mother's voice was drifting in the wind, she heard it.
"I can't," whispered the blonde shaking her head in dismay. "I can't,"
'Have faith my child,'
Her tears were dried by the wind. "I just can't,"
The wind picked up around her, making her shiver once more. 'Do it for the people,'
'Do it for Harry,'
Usagi stared at the fading Moon in confusion. She felt her heart wrench in pain at the mere prospect of disappointing Harry. Yet she wanted to make sure that he was alright, destroy the evil thing that has been troubling his past for so long.
Yet she was scared. Very scared.
"Mother, please. . . help me," she whispered, hugging her legs tighter and began crying softly. "Please,"
Fear gripped her.
And Voldemort knew it . . .
And she knew it. . .
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Usagi stumbled through her bedroom window at 7:40 in the morning. She fell asleep on the park bench and woke up after falling onto the concrete floor. Her mind was clouded with confusion on her way back to the inn, and it still was.
Peeling off her clothes, she stumbled into the showers and took a long hot shower. It had helped a bit having some time alone to herself and reflect the coming of events. Somehow it made everything a tiny bit clearer.
Yet she still wasn't sure about the Invitation.
After the shower, and washing away any remnants of sleep, the blonde pulled on a gray sweater and pants. Stuffing some training shirts and pants into gym bag, the blonde frowned deeply. She really had planned to spend some time with Harry, she had been neglecting her boyfriend for so long already. She really wanted to spend some quality time with the boy before he left for England.
Sighing loudly, Usagi grabbed the bag and headed for her door. 'Might as well grab something to eat,' contemplated the blonde while drifting down the stairs. The inn was slowly coming to life as guests were already coming out of their rooms. The blonde wondered if Harry was awake. She rarely saw him, only in the afternoons when she would come home from a days worth of training with several bruises and aching bones. After the whole Soul Bonding ordeal, both rarely had any intimate interaction.
"Morning Usagi," chirped her Uncle heading towards the dinning room. "You heading to the Setsuna-san's house again?"
Usagi nodded numbly and followed him mutely. He knew why she was going and he knew her dilemma.
"You want some breakfast? Your friends and your brother are still asleep if you are wondering where they are," continued Sam, noting the melancholic look from his niece.
Usagi sat down on one of the tables at the back and let her Uncle order something for them.
"I support you in anything you do dear," said Sam suddenly after a minute of silence. He patted her hand affectionately. "You mustn't worry,"
"But I am worried," whispered the blonde, shaking her head in dejection. "I think they are angry at me,"
Sam creased his brows, "Angry? Who?"
Usagi shook her head and sighed loudly. "I don't want the fight to happen but I know I have to. I think Harry and the others are against the thought of me accepting the Invite,"
Sam shook his head, "I think they are not angry at you but the whole idea of you up against a dark wizard is hard to digest. They all love you, Harry even more, but they are all worried about you. It is understandable to be against the whole idea of having a loved one leave for battle," he said, with a mournful look. "I know, because I care for you and love you," he added in a whisper.
Usagi's eyes widened slightly and she nodded. "Hai, I understand," she whispered and hugged her Uncle fiercely. She let out a little sob. "Arigato,"
Sam patted his niece on her back before releasing her. "Food's here!" he said, while wiping away a stray tear.
Usagi smiled and nodded her head. Feeling a lot better, she slowly began to eat her breakfast knowing very well of the days training.
"Perhaps Harry and the others may want to visit you later on," suggested Sam, looking pointedly at his nice across the table. "You know, spend some quality time..."
"I don't know," mumbled the blonde, nibbling on a piece of toast. "I don't want them to see me train. It might make me lose focus..."
"You are losing time here Usagi," said her uncle. "Harry will be leaving soon, and I am sure both of you did not touch that topic yet,"
One thing that bothered her more than having Voldemort on her back, was the fact she was talking with her uncle about her love life. It was something she never expected to happen.
"I...we..." Usagi thought of ways to explain her situation. Harry and her never really touched the subject of him leaving, yet alone speak with him in private. Her gaze fell onto her wristwatch, making her let out a tiny squeak of surprise. "I gotta go,"
Sam watched his niece grab her bag with a solemn expression. He understood her situation. Yet, it was difficult to believe that this young girl would have the faith of the world on her shoulders. "Usagi,"
The blonde stopped momentarily and faced her Uncle, "Hai?"
Sam smiled softly, staring at his niece with hidden admiration. "Be careful,"
Usagi smiled and nodded her head. Her spirits gradually lifting. "Hai, I will,"
He watched her bow in respect at him before making a mad dash out the Inn and onto the streets. Shaking his head slightly, he turned back to his meal.
"Uncle?" came a sleepy voice behind him, minutes later.
"Hai?" He turned around and watched his nephew and his English guests take a seat at his table. (It magically grew, to accommodate more people)
"We missed her, right?" Shingo looked rather gloomy.
"Hai you did," Sam felt sorry for the lot, knowing very well that they greatly missed their blonde friend. Their time together only thinned out more as their time for departure drew nearer. Plus, her trainings were eating up her time.
Harry hung his head slightly, looking engrossed into his teacup, "I wanted to talk to her," he whispered downcast.
Hermione patted him softly on the back, "You can talk to her later on tonight, when she gets back,"
Harry looked rather glum, "She always comes home too tired to talk, to eat, yet alone walk." He heaved a loud sigh.
Sam took pity of the boy; "I believe it would be nice if you lot would visit her today, ne?" He smiled brightly, staring at the group of teenagers.
"We can go to the Outer's mansion?" asked Shingo. "You sure?"
Sam only nodded his head. "Hai, I believe Usagi wont mind the company."
Ron grinned brightly, "Bloody brilliant, we can see a senshi training!"
Ginny shushed him angrily, "Quiet you! People might hear you!"
Harry visibly brightened. Now he had the chance to talk with his girlfriend. He just hoped everything would turn out right between them.
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"Whoa,"
Early in the afternoon, the group of friends finally decided to visit Usagi and the outers. Everyone, except perhaps of Shingo, gapped at the pearly white mansion that lay before them.
"Ditto," breathed Harry, standing beside the awestruck Ron. Sure they lived in a castle for nearly 10 months every year. To top it all off, in an enchanted one—but this mansion surely took the cake.
Magically speaking, it looked quite ordinary. With a huge tennis court, racing track and basketball court. Huge lawns sprawled across the hectares of land. And the Mansion alone was an eye opener.
Shingo being least struck by the sheer monstrosity of it all simply shrugged and stepped through the gapping group of teenagers, heading to the gates to state their business. "What do you expect from a world class racer and musician and fashion designer?" he shook his head in amusement. He pushed the blue button on the gate's wall.
"State your business and name," came a monotonous voice from the speaker.
"I'm Tsukino Shingo, I'd like to see my sister Usagi," replied the brown haired boy, staring rather bored at the gates before turning to the speaker. "Please,"
There was a moment of utter silence, as the group waited patiently for the gates to creak open.
"What's happening?" queried Ron, staring with interest at the steal gates. "Will they aulomotically open?"
Shingo sweat dropped but nodded, "Hai, they will,"
Not even a second later, the gates creaked open, allowing the group to pass. In much silence, the group made their way across the paved lawn and onto the marbled patio of the mansion.
"So, where is Usagi?" asked Harry, looking around curiously.
"Around," replied the brown haired boy.
"In other words, he hasn't a clue," mumbled Ginny as Shingo rung the bell.
"You know me too well," muttered Shingo sarcastically. The group of friends patiently waited for someone to answer the door.
One of the huge oak doors opened just a tiny bit, purple eyes peering through the gap curiously. "Hai?"
"Ne, it's me Hotaru-chan," Shingo grinned slightly.
"Me who?" asked the young girl playfully.
The young teen rolled his eyes. "Me, myself and I..."
A small giggle came from behind the door before opening wider. The young Hotaru slipped out fully dressed in sweat pants and a huge shirt. Oddly enough, the shirt looked slightly singed. "Konichiwa minna!"
The young girl bounded around the group and hugged each friend happily. "We haven't seen each other in days!"
The group exchanged a collective of 'hellos'. When the young senshi turned to hug Harry, she looked at him oddly. Purple eyes flashing slightly with worry. "Ne, you really miss Usagi-chan?"
The older teen nodded his head numbly and hugged the tiny girl. "Can we see her?"
Hotaru nodded and lead them into the mansion. "Saa, Haruka-papa wont be to happy though,"
Ron took in a sharp intake of air as they entered the mansion. A wide array of paintings, rare flowers, marble floors and grand staircase filled their vision. "Whoa,"
Hotaru beamed, "Everybody is in the training room. We are taking five—as Haruka-papa calls it,"
Hermione looked at the small girl curiously, "I take it you are joining too,"
Hotaru looked up, "It is my duty to serve the princess. I may appear too young for battle, but I have lived through many wars to understand what my position is,"
The bushy haired girl stared at Hotaru with slight surprise. She saw the old wisdom flash in the young purple eyes of it's young owner.
"I'm hungry,"
The familiar voice of Usagi drifted through the long corridor. The group of friends looked up in surprise while Hotaru merely giggled.
"You just ate!"
A disgruntled Haruka replied, her voice clearly holding a strict tone to it.
"But I'm hungry!"
Usagi was whining, that was evident.
Hotaru giggled some more. "C'mon Minna, they are just down the hall," She hurried her pace, making the other follow her suit. Their footsteps resounding in the deserted hallway.
She led them to the last door of the corridor. It stood slightly ajar. Familiar voices could be clearly heard. The small Saturn senshi merely giggled and entered the room.
"You eat as if you were pregnant!" shot the Uranian, crossing her arms across her chest and staring crossly at the tiny blonde.
Usagi stuck her tongue out at Haruka, "I don't care!" Dressed in singed sweatpants (that were missing half a leg) and a gray tee, she limped her way across the matted room and towards the abundantly stuffed fridge. She took no heed as to who entered the room.
"I'm back," announced Hotaru, bounding into the training room.
"Ne, who was at the door?" asked Michiru, her eyes holding laughter from the argument Usagi and Haruka were holding.
Hotaru sat down on the bend next to Neptunian. "Them," She said, pointing to the group of teenagers.
Setsuna smiled, and stood up. "Hello, how nice of you to drop by,"
"Er, hello minna!" waved Shingo sort of awkwardly. Ignoring the tiny fact that there was a huge scorching crate in the middle of the room.
Usagi was still engrossed in the fridge that she did not bother to look up. "Saa, is that the pizza I ordered?" She looked up upon receiving no reply. Turning around she was met with emerald depths.
"Oh,"
A moment of silence fell upon the group as they waited for the reaction of the young princess. Silhouettes of the trees from the outside sprawled across the huge blue mat, dancing in the wind as the soft sunlight glittered through the huge windows.
Haruka gave another annoyed sigh and plopped down on the mat in frustration. "Sure let's ruin this day's worth of training. We'll just over look the fact that there might be a battle in two days and perhaps also consider it the end of the world. But what the heck, let's take five!"
Usagi blinked at the disgruntled senshi. "Ne, aren't we already taking five? Or are we taking five from taking five?" She asked, blue eyes shining in confusion. "Wouldn't that be taking ten?"
If it weren't the fact that Usagi wouldn't be the princess or the fact that the other outers were there, the Uranian would have thrown the Space Sword at the princess. Though she did not hold any grudge against the young blonde. "Hai, whatever,"
Michiru smiled and clapped her hands together. "We shall train later then. Now we can enjoy the company of our friends!"
Setsuna stood up, her tattered shirt swishing against her body, "I'll get us something to eat."
Usagi smiled softly and nodded her head. She watched the Plutonian disappear through the doors closely followed by the other outers. Haruka had to be dragged out of the room by Michiru. Turning to her friends, she slowly crossed the room. "Hey,"
"Hi Usagi!" greeted Hermione, smiling brightly. "We didn't get a chance to see each other early this morning,"
Ron laughed, "We barely get to see each other!" Ginny immediately kicked him in the shins.
Usagi turned away, feeling guilty for the lack of time for her friends. "Gomen ne,"
"You don't need to apologize," mumbled Shingo. "We know you are busy. We just wanted to see how you are doing," He smiled softly at his sister.
Usagi nodded numbly. Guilt was again eating her up. Looking up she was met once more by emerald eyes. She smiled softly, a small sign of greeting. "Hey,"
Harry smiled slightly, not really knowing what to make out of the situation. He wanted to talk to her, but it seemed rather odd for him. "Hey,"
Usagi searched his eyes, trying to figure something out. He looked hurt, that was for sure. She felt totally responsible for it...Her heart simply ached at the mere thought of the impending Saturday. "You wanna go for a walk?"
Harry numbly nodded, not really finding his voice at the moment. If he did, he was so sure of he'd trust it either. Instead he simply followed the blonde silently towards the small white door up front which most likely lead towards the gardens.
Ron made a move to follow, but was quickly held back by Hermione. "What?!"
Hermione rolled her eyes at Ron's lack of privacy. "Isn't it obvious that those two want some time alone?"
It took a moment before realization dawned upon the redhead. "Oh,"
Ginny sighed softly, eyeing the closing door worriedly. "I hope those two will work things out,"
Ron eyed Ginny skeptically, "Like you two?"
Shingo beamed, "Hai," he said, patting his girlfriend affectionately on the shoulder. "We promise to write each other every day,"
Ginny nodded, "And try to visit each other over the holidays,"
Hermione smiled at the two younger teens, "That's very nice," Her smiled slowly faded and she turned to the small garden door. "I just hope everything turns right for those two,"
~Gardens~
A swallow swooped down a branch and picked off an unsuspecting insect from the ground.
Usagi stared at the spot where the tiny Lady Bug crawled moments ago before being plucked off by the swallow. She had an odd feeling that she would feel the same when it came to the battle with Voldemort.
'I would be like a tiny bug, ready to be crushed by Voldemort,'
Blue eyes shone with worry.
'I have to stop thinking this way,' She shook her head, trying to get rid of the dark feeling that constantly swept over her. Voldemort was trying to intimidate her.
She stole a glance at her boyfriend. He seemed to be lost in his own world as well. Both were sharing a thick blanket of silence as they continued to venture further into the lavish gardens. It had rained earlier that day, thus the garden smelled fresh and dewy. An array of colors danced around the air, formed by the tiny droplets of water on leaves and flowers.
As if sensing being watched, Harry looked up and quickly met the inquiring cerulean orbs of his girlfriend. Having been caught stealing a glance, the blonde quickly looked away. A soft red hue covered her cheeks.
His lips twitched slightly, and a small smile spread across his face. She looked adorable when she blushed. She looked like a child now, caught stealing a cookie—or this case a glance. He'd miss that about her. He'll miss her antics, her innocent gestures.
He will miss her.
It felt like realization had hit him like one of those Unforgettable Curses. Perhaps even more. Feeling his insides plummet down to his feet, Harry's smile quickly dropped. It was undeniable but he would be leaving for England on Saturday and he would be leaving his other half behind here. Somehow it felt like everything was falling apart.
A tiny droplet fell from the lips of the rose, hitting the small Koi pond and sending small ripples across the waters. It disturbed the reflecting image of a couple hugging for dear life.
A small gasp escaped her lips as she felt him roughly grab her around the shoulders and pull her into a tight hug. Her eyes shone with unshed tears as she felt him tighten his hold on her. Slowly she wrapped her arms around him as well, taking in his deep scent of cinnamon.
She will miss him.
She felt something wet against her neck, as he buried his face there. And she soon felt her heart break as she realized as he was crying.
"I don't want to go,"
She barely heard it but it rung clearly in her ears. She held onto him for dear life, as she felt her heart break into a million tiny pieces. She felt his pain, his suffering and without a doubt he felt her pain as well.
"I don't want you to go either,"
He heard her words as she buried her tearstained face into his neck. He could feel her shoulders slightly tremble. He could feel her pain, her confusion. He understood why she felt so lost and confused, knowing very well of the upcoming decision she would be making.
"I just want everything to stay this way," He murmured, placing his chin onto her shoulder and staring straight ahead. The sun sprawled across the huge mansion of the outers.
Usagi nodded into his shoulder, tears still streaming down her face. Her fingers clutching the rough material of his jacket. "Me too,"
"Perhaps I shouldn't return to England then,"
The late August wind rustled the leaves, sending shivers up the blonde's spine. A small rose petal slowly drifted into the Koi pond. It disturbed the image of the surprised Usagi.
"What?" she felt surprised by his quick decision. He slightly pulled away from her, and stared deeply into her shocked cerulean depths. "Why?"
Harry stared down at her with eyes shining with a hidden emotion. "I don't know why. I just want to," he answered. He held her tighter. "I just love you too much,"
"But—"
He shushed her by kissing her fully on the lips.
Burning passion filled both teens as they continued to kiss. Their needs of being together were filled as they shared a fiery kiss. Only through this, their bond only strengthened. It sent shivers up Usagi's spine as she felt Harry's explore the contours of her mouth with his tongue. It only made her crave for him more.
"I love you," whispered Harry, kissing her on the neck. "I don't want to leave you," He said after pulling away from the blonde, his breath shallow.
Usagi's eyes were clouded over with desires, she dearly wanted him. She really wanted him to stay—but he just couldn't. "I love you too," she breathed, feeling herself unconsciously move closer to him.
Harry smiled softly down at her, cupping her face with his right hand. "Then it's settled," he whispered, leaning down and intending to capture her lips once more in another heated kiss, "I'll stay,"
She felt him kiss her once more, nipping her bottom lip before kissing her fully. With his tongue dancing with her own, she finally realized what he said. She quickly pulled away.
"No," she whispered, looking away, not wanting him to see her eyes. They shone with unshed tears. She wanted him to stay so much, but she had to let him go to England. Hogwarts was so much safer than here. "You have to go,"
Harry looked at her confused, slightly hurt. He tried to meet her eye, but she tried to turn away. "What?" he asked, staring at her. "Why?"
"Because," breathed Usagi, tears brimming her eyes. "Because—it's too dangerous here,"
Harry shook his head, "I don't care," he took hold of her chin and made her look at him. "I don't care if the entire world would crumble or if it'll split open under me if I'd stay here, I just want to be with you! Don't you see, I love you!"
Her eyes shook with love, all the while tears threatened to fall. "I—I—you can't!" She pulled away from him, afraid that her eyes would be betraying her. She quickly turned around, her back to him. Her shoulders shook, tears slowly fell unto to the grass. "Hogwarts is much safer. Dumbledore would be able to protect you there from Voldemort,"
Harry stared at her with confusion, "But don't you feel the connection we have? You know we are bonded! I can feel you," He said, himself being on the verge of tears once more. "I can't stand being away from you," He added with a whisper.
A sob escaped her lips and more tears fell. Usagi felt like being thorn into two. One side of her wanted him to stay so badly, she wanted him badly. Yet the other side told her it was dangerous for him to stay. Hogwarts was the place for him to stay, to be protected. "I know," She whispered. "I feel it too,"
"Then why—"
Usagi turned around, her face streaming with tears. "Because I love you. I don't want you to get hurt. I would hate myself if something happened to you while you are here. I love you Harry, and I want you to be safe. Please understand,"
"But—"
"Please,"
He swallowed the big lump in his throat, staring at her pleading face. He felt his shoulders slump in defeat. Stepping forward he hugged the sobbing girl once more. He held her tightly as he felt her love pour over him. He loved her dearly, and he'd do anything for her. "I love you too," he whispered into her ear. "And I understand,"
Relief and pain washed over her. She felt happy to know that he'd be safe once more at Hogwarts. However it pained her to know that he'd leave her. "Thank you," she whispered.
Harry smiled slightly, leaning down he kissed her softly on the lips. "Anything for you,"
Usagi smiled, tears staining her face. She placed her right hand on his cheek lovingly. "Arigato,"
"Let's go," said Harry, smiling suggestively at the blonde. He pulled her hand towards the gates.
Usagi scrunched up her face, staring at him wildly. "What?!"
He laughed softly and made a move to wipe her face. "Let's just go,"
A small smile played on her lips as she let him pull her. "Go where?"
"Anywhere,"
"Are you crazy?!" laughed Usagi, suddenly feeling much better than she ever did. She felt like flying. "Haruka will kill you for kidnapping me!"
Harry laughed and turned around, capturing her lips in a fiery kiss. "That's a chance I am willing to take,"
Usagi laughed, enjoying the moment of freedom. She felt free and alive at the moment. Having the problems with Harry settled, she felt better than ever. Smiling softly at the boy she loved with all her heart, she allowed him to lead her to the gates. Not really minding that her pants were missing half a leg or that her clothes were in a mess.
Harry grinned goofily at his girlfriend; both were now running through the garden, in hopes that the Uranian senshi would not find them in their exploits. He felt much so much alive now, now that he had talked with Usagi.
'We need to make the best of the last two days,'
Both shared the same thoughts as they disappeared laughing through the gates.
~
Haruka was on the verge of strangling the punching bag. Not only did the 'taking 10' lasted nearly 30 minutes but also there was no sign of Usagi and Harry as she entered the room. Her verdict of castrating the boy and skinning him alive seemed much clearer than before.
Who would have thought that the daddy on a rampage scale could be toped by a mere woman?
The grandfather clock in the corner struck 3 o'clock. Signaling that 45 minutes of the "taking 10" has already passed.
The Punching bag spilt open, allowing the sand to flow freely from the floor. A vein popped on the Uranian's forehead.
"If he even dares to physically touch her..." growled the senshi, her plans of training today tarnished by a mere boy. Her hand itched to hold the neck of the boy who lived. "I swear I will cut off his—"
Michiru sent the venting wind senshi across the training room with a baseball bat. "No swearing in front of Hotaru!"
Hotaru giggled, while everybody else in the room merely sweat dropped.
Setsuna smiled, "Perhaps it would be best if we'd call it an end for today's training," she suggested, smiling serenely at the injured Haruka. "The princess and Harry wont be coming back,"
Hermione smiled, "I think they went out to have some quality time,"
Ginny sighed dreamily, "That's so sweet,"
Haruka merely growled, rubbing her injured head. "I say he kidnapped the Hime. He will be hearing from me soon,"
Michiru bonked her lover once more on the head, smiling softly in the process. "Hush you,"
"How about we all go out for Ice Cream?" suggested Setsuna, smiling at the group of teens. "It's a shame to let it nice afternoon go to a waste,"
Ron nodded, "That would be nice,"
Setsuna smiled and nodded her head. "We shall then. Michiru be a dear and wake Haruka, we all shall be leaving." Allowing everybody to leave the room. Turning to the bay windows, a frown appeared on her face.
'Enjoy your time Hime. It may be the last...'
~
It may be one odd sight to see a laughing couple stroll down the Juuban park—ok, correction, it is not an odd sight, when one would just over look the disarrayed state the blonde girl was in.
Usagi giggled pulled Harry's hand, "You're lying!" she laughed, eyes dancing merrily at the tale he told her. "Tell me you're lying!"
Harry laughed, loving to see her smile. "No I am not," He retorted, watching her laugh even more. "Malfoy really did turn into a ferret!"
Another giggle escaped her lips, eyes dancing gleefully. "How funny!"
Harry watched her, savoring the wonderful moment. He loved watching her, the way her hair whipped around her face. He simply loved being with her; it was just an exhilarating feeling. He felt so complete with the blonde.
Usagi stared at him curiously. "What?" A soft blush graced her face as she caught Harry staring at her.
Harry shook his head, smiling softly at her. "Nothing"
Usagi frowned, now curious. She pulled his hand and made both of them stop under a sakura tree. She eyed him curiously, "What?" she repeated the question. She tugged his hand, urging him to come closer to her. "Tell me!"
She pouted.
Harry grinned, inclining his face inches from her own. A soft blush covered her cheeks, making him mentally chuckle. "Not telling,"
"Haaarry!" Usagi whined, pouting to her fullest extent. She was determined to find out what made him stare at her. Though actually, it seemed quite pointless. "Tell me,"
Before the blonde could even pout even more, Harry gave a small chuckle and kissed her hungrily on the lips. It didn't take long before the tiny blonde had her arms wrapped around his neck and his own wrapped possessively around he waist. With fire burning inside of them, Usagi quickly found herself pushed against the sakura tree, away from prying eyes.
Pulling away after another minute, Harry only smirked to see the flushed and dazed look of his girlfriend. Seeing the pleading look in her eyes for the need of more, he gladly obliged and began kissing her neck.
She felt like she was floating, flying even, in the air. She felt utterly complete with the boy as he continued to do his magic on her. She let out a soft moan as she felt him kiss her throat. She unconsciously drew her body closer to him, lifting her right leg (the one with the half of the pants missing) up against his own. She felt his hand drop onto it, touching it sensually. He was making her go crazy.
She was a drug, he finally realized it. An addictive drug of his he only wanted more. Perhaps these were still the after effect of the soul bonding. He let out a low moan in his throat as he felt her leg brush up against him. Soon enough, he allowed his hands to wander all over her body.
After several more minutes of 'kiss and touch', both teens emerged from behind the tree, flushed and out of breath. Clothes were now more unruly than before.
Usagi giggled softly, "That was fun,"
Harry shook his head, a small smile playing on his lips. "We could have been caught,"
"All the more fun!" grinned Usagi, pulling him along the path of the park.
Harry laughed, he eyed her tattered clothes. "Perhaps it's time for you to change clothes,"
"Why?" asked Usagi, looking down at her singed clothes. "Oh,"
"C'mon, let's get you something to wear," urged Harry.
Usagi nodded, smiling softly and following him towards the entrance of Tengu Alley.
~
After spending a good hour of picking clothes for the blonde, the happy couple (well Usagi was more than delighted with the free clothes, Harry on the other hand had a scar in his pocket) emerged from the shop and decided to head for the ice cream shop.
Now sporting a white baby tee and black skirt, Usagi looked excited to have something to eat again. "Hurry, I'm hungry,"
Harry sighed slightly, narrowly dodging an enchanted ball. "You and your appetite,"
She gave the boy a cheeky smile and an affectionate peek on the cheek, "You know me too well,"
Harry laughed, "Yes, yes I do,"
~
Both teens returned at the inn at around 11 in the evening. Both had decided to watch a movie, before heading home. The inn was fairly deserted as they entered, with the exception of Sam, who was busy talking to some guests. Apparently, their friends had already gone off to bed.
"I had fun," said Usagi, hugging Harry's jacket closer to her. He had his arm slung around her, making her feel more comfortable than ever. "I really did,"
Harry smiled down at her, "That's wonderful," he said, leading them up the stairs. He had no intention of letting her go. "Me too,"
"Maybe we should do it again," suggested Usagi, looking a bit thoughtful.
"Me kidnapping you form the evil clutches of Haruka?" asked the green-eyed boy, staring curiously down at the blonde.
"If you are brave enough?" grinned Usagi, looking up at him with dancing eyes.
Harry laughed softly, "I will try to find my trusty steed, and I shall try,"
Both came to a stop in the empty hallway, both stood in front of Usagi's door. A blanket of silence fell over them. It seemed neither wanted to say good night.
"Well, I had a wonderful time," mumbled Usagi, smiling softly. "Tomorrow we shall do it again,"
Harry smiled, "Daring aren't we?" he grinned. "Haruka will have a fit,"
Usagi shook her head, "So she will have," Taking off his jacket, she smiled softly. "Thanks,"
Taking back his jacket, he smiled. "No," he whispered, leaning down ready to kiss her. "Thank you for making my day,"
Both shared a long kiss, signaling an end to their wonderful day. Both happier than ever to have spent such a wonderful time together.
"Good night," said Harry, watching the blonde open her door.
Usagi stepped inside her room and looked back out. "Good night,"
Watching her close the door, Harry's smile soon fell. Having returned back to the inn, it made him realize that he was already one step closer to head back home. Though they already had discussed the whole leaving scenario, it still pained him to go.
Sighing softly, he turned around slowly walking down the empty corridor. 'I still need to finish my packing,'
~
Usagi leaned against the door with a frown. She could feel him still linger by the door, his heart heavy. Sighing softly, she peeled herself away from the door, slowly walking across the darkened room to sit by her vanity.
Turning on the small lamp, it gave enough light for her to see her own shadowy face in the mirror and the calendar hanging next to the vanity. She stared momentarily at her ghostly face with a solemn expression, thinking over the upcoming events.
'Is this what Voldemort is after?' she though darkly, staring at her haunting face.
She looked away, ashamed of her self. 'Why?'
Her eyes fell on the calendar; the date 29 was encircled with a red marker. With shaky hands, she picked up the familiar red marker that she had been using for the past days.
She crossed off the 27th ...
Dropping the marker, she stood up, not bothering to change for bed, and fell into her bed. Closing her eyes, tears sprang into her eyes.
One more day...
One more day to live . . .
One more day of peace . . .
One more day with Harry . . .
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^^ Yey! Done. I can't believe I am nearing the completion of this fic! Stay tuned for the next chapter.
Ne, lately I've been into Weiss Kreuz! *glomps Omi and Aya* They are so Kawaii! Anyone know any good WK/SM fics? Preferably Omi/Usagi! ^_^ Am planning to write a fic about those two...so stay tuned about it. Also, anyone with extensive information on Weiss Kreuz (an WK know it all) please e-mail me. I would like to know EVERYTHING about WK...Since I have NEVER seen ONE episode of the said anime! It would be a great help...^^
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