Me: Who do you love Kurama?
Kurama: (looks around)
Hiei: Say something Kitsune.
Kuronue: Yes Koi please talk
Kurama: (looks at Kuronue) I'm not your fuckin koi bitch
Me: Watch your language. I am a lady you know.
Hiei: Are you sure about that.
Me: You didn't complain last night now did you
Kurama: What happen last night Hiei
Hiei: (sweatdrops) nothing
Me: We had hot and wild monkey sex, it was great, better than Kuronue
All:(looks at Kuronue)
Kuronue: What? Read and Review, for our lovly Mistress.
Me: Yes please do, and let me know if you want somehing special.
*** POV
~~~ Same POV different time now
' ' conscience talking
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Kuronue POV
Man I was having the time of my life with Kurama, but no he had to stop it. He was worried about that damn forbidden child. Man Kurama needs to leave that thing alone and be with me. I'm sitting in a tree overlooking the city. I'm bored to death and horny as hell. I need to get this monkey off my back. I don't understand why Kurama doesn't want to be my love. He use to love me, why did the love die between us. I need to go and talk to someone. I jumped out of my tree and started walking around the city, before I knew it I was in front of Kurama's house. How did I get here? 'you walked here stupid.' I know that. I walked up to the door and then I felt someone's ki go up and then I felt one drop and then I felt nothing.I was scared was my koi dead. I was about to enter when I heard more yelling. I decieded to turn around and go back to my tree. On the way back I saw something or for that matter someone sitting on the park bench as I got closer I saw that it was Doc.
"What are you doing here?" I asked her. she looked up and then turned away.
"I was hoping to find someone here, but they never showed so...." I could tell that she wasn't going to finish that statement so I just let it rest. I sat down next to here and started to look off into space, when she spoke. "Have you ever did something to someone and yet you wished that you could change it but you can't?"
"I have to think on that one, but why do you ask?"
"Just wondering." And then she stared off into space again. I was about to leave when she said something. "Sit with me for a while longer." I sat back down and once again silence. I guess since she's a what did Kurama call her a therarapist she use to being quite and waiting on the other one to talk. I was about to talk when she asked a question. "Why do you really want Kurama back?"I looked at her a bit stunned.
"I love him." I said, she looked at me and rolled her eyes. I guess she didn't believe that. "He also means the world to me."
"How long did you search for him or try to reach him once he died?"
"I looked for a while."
"How long is a while?" I was hestaint and I was wondering why she's asking me this. "See look at how long your taking to answer a simple question about your so called koi. This is why I believe that you don't truly love him." Who is she to talk to me like that.
"Listen, you don't know shit about love, the man that you claimed that you loved you killed him. So how do you know about love, you don't!" I looked at her and the glare that she gave me back sent chills up my spine. Why was she looking like that. 'You made her mad dummy.'
"First off you don't know me, so you need to shut the fuck up. Secondly I know quite a bit about love. Try having your mate die because you couldn't save him. Try having to watch his death and being in confines that you ouldn't break free of, try having your power in wards and not being able to save him. Try killing yourself afterwards because you couldn't save him." She was in tears now. "Try buring him here in this park, which use to be all woods. Try contacting him beyond the grave and failing, and after failing you live in the woods by his headstone and just wait for death to save you from your own personal hell. After going through all of this you will understand love." I looked at her, I would've never thought that she went through this. I reached over to touch her and she pulled back.
"I'm sorry, I didn't know__"
"Next time don't fuckin assume, but tell me do you or did you love Kurama do all of that to find him?" She asked
"No."
"Then I think that you should leave them alone, and let Kurama go back to having a good and happy life with his koi." She said and got up to leave, just as she was walking away she said. "If you really love him then you'll want him to be happy."
"Hey Doc, why were you waiting here, if your love is dead?" She turned around and faced me, she had tears at the corner of her eyes. She tried to smile as she spoke.
"I feel closer to him when I'm here. I come here a lot just to think or to feel his presence. I know that one day we will be together again." She said and walked off into the night. She's strange. 'not as strange as you.' Shut up! I went up in my try and was drifting off to sleep, while pondering my love for a certain Youko.
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Hiei POV
"What's wrong?" I said, I was scared why was my fox acting so distant and why did he say that he did something wrong when that wannabe had raped him. I led him to the couch and he sat down and looked at the wall. I stood in front of him and lefted his chin up so he could look at me. I saw tears in his eyes, my ki must;ve went up quite a bit because he pulled away from me quickly. "What did that bastard do to you?!" I yelled. Now the tears were flowing from Kurama's eyes. Oh Inari please let him recover mentally from this shit. I held hand and looked at him.
"Hiei I had sex with Kuronue." Okay I did not hear that. I looked at Kurama and shook my head.
"Nani, you mean he raped you." I said. you see I can handle a rape but not a consented sexual act. I know it's cruel,but it's true.
"No Hiei, I had sex with him, but it didn't mean anything. I couldn't cum because I__" I held up my hand for him to stop. I walked to the front door and left. I didn't look back. In a way I wish it was rape then I could just feel hatred, but no it was consented. Now I felt hatred and betrayed. I was leaping from tree to tree when I noticed that I was at the Dr. Tolliver's office. I let myself in the locked office, and sat on the couch.
"Why aren't I surprised." It was the good old doctor.
"Why are you here?" I asked her.
"Last time I checked this was my office, and I can be here whenever I want to be here, The question is why are you here?" I just looked at her and she shook her head. "When your ready to talk we can."
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Kurama's POV
I'm alone with no one.
'You brought it on yourself.'
I know that.
'You know what you have to do?'
Yes I know. I walked to the kitchen and grabbed a knife. I didn't have a choice.
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Me: Can you feel that
Hiei: What the hatred
Kurama: Betrayal
Kuronue: lonliness
Me: Yes and so much more. Do you like the cliffy Kuroune
Kuronue: Yeah.
Me: Good Review please.
Hiei:Flame her for making Kuronue and Kurama have sex.
Kuronue: No don't do that she's a writer and she's doing great
Me: Thank you Kur. Kurama why so glum?
Kurama: I'm mad.
Me: Why Rama?
Kurama: Are you going to make me__
Me: Hush. Review and goodnight
Kurama: (looks around)
Hiei: Say something Kitsune.
Kuronue: Yes Koi please talk
Kurama: (looks at Kuronue) I'm not your fuckin koi bitch
Me: Watch your language. I am a lady you know.
Hiei: Are you sure about that.
Me: You didn't complain last night now did you
Kurama: What happen last night Hiei
Hiei: (sweatdrops) nothing
Me: We had hot and wild monkey sex, it was great, better than Kuronue
All:(looks at Kuronue)
Kuronue: What? Read and Review, for our lovly Mistress.
Me: Yes please do, and let me know if you want somehing special.
*** POV
~~~ Same POV different time now
' ' conscience talking
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Kuronue POV
Man I was having the time of my life with Kurama, but no he had to stop it. He was worried about that damn forbidden child. Man Kurama needs to leave that thing alone and be with me. I'm sitting in a tree overlooking the city. I'm bored to death and horny as hell. I need to get this monkey off my back. I don't understand why Kurama doesn't want to be my love. He use to love me, why did the love die between us. I need to go and talk to someone. I jumped out of my tree and started walking around the city, before I knew it I was in front of Kurama's house. How did I get here? 'you walked here stupid.' I know that. I walked up to the door and then I felt someone's ki go up and then I felt one drop and then I felt nothing.I was scared was my koi dead. I was about to enter when I heard more yelling. I decieded to turn around and go back to my tree. On the way back I saw something or for that matter someone sitting on the park bench as I got closer I saw that it was Doc.
"What are you doing here?" I asked her. she looked up and then turned away.
"I was hoping to find someone here, but they never showed so...." I could tell that she wasn't going to finish that statement so I just let it rest. I sat down next to here and started to look off into space, when she spoke. "Have you ever did something to someone and yet you wished that you could change it but you can't?"
"I have to think on that one, but why do you ask?"
"Just wondering." And then she stared off into space again. I was about to leave when she said something. "Sit with me for a while longer." I sat back down and once again silence. I guess since she's a what did Kurama call her a therarapist she use to being quite and waiting on the other one to talk. I was about to talk when she asked a question. "Why do you really want Kurama back?"I looked at her a bit stunned.
"I love him." I said, she looked at me and rolled her eyes. I guess she didn't believe that. "He also means the world to me."
"How long did you search for him or try to reach him once he died?"
"I looked for a while."
"How long is a while?" I was hestaint and I was wondering why she's asking me this. "See look at how long your taking to answer a simple question about your so called koi. This is why I believe that you don't truly love him." Who is she to talk to me like that.
"Listen, you don't know shit about love, the man that you claimed that you loved you killed him. So how do you know about love, you don't!" I looked at her and the glare that she gave me back sent chills up my spine. Why was she looking like that. 'You made her mad dummy.'
"First off you don't know me, so you need to shut the fuck up. Secondly I know quite a bit about love. Try having your mate die because you couldn't save him. Try having to watch his death and being in confines that you ouldn't break free of, try having your power in wards and not being able to save him. Try killing yourself afterwards because you couldn't save him." She was in tears now. "Try buring him here in this park, which use to be all woods. Try contacting him beyond the grave and failing, and after failing you live in the woods by his headstone and just wait for death to save you from your own personal hell. After going through all of this you will understand love." I looked at her, I would've never thought that she went through this. I reached over to touch her and she pulled back.
"I'm sorry, I didn't know__"
"Next time don't fuckin assume, but tell me do you or did you love Kurama do all of that to find him?" She asked
"No."
"Then I think that you should leave them alone, and let Kurama go back to having a good and happy life with his koi." She said and got up to leave, just as she was walking away she said. "If you really love him then you'll want him to be happy."
"Hey Doc, why were you waiting here, if your love is dead?" She turned around and faced me, she had tears at the corner of her eyes. She tried to smile as she spoke.
"I feel closer to him when I'm here. I come here a lot just to think or to feel his presence. I know that one day we will be together again." She said and walked off into the night. She's strange. 'not as strange as you.' Shut up! I went up in my try and was drifting off to sleep, while pondering my love for a certain Youko.
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Hiei POV
"What's wrong?" I said, I was scared why was my fox acting so distant and why did he say that he did something wrong when that wannabe had raped him. I led him to the couch and he sat down and looked at the wall. I stood in front of him and lefted his chin up so he could look at me. I saw tears in his eyes, my ki must;ve went up quite a bit because he pulled away from me quickly. "What did that bastard do to you?!" I yelled. Now the tears were flowing from Kurama's eyes. Oh Inari please let him recover mentally from this shit. I held hand and looked at him.
"Hiei I had sex with Kuronue." Okay I did not hear that. I looked at Kurama and shook my head.
"Nani, you mean he raped you." I said. you see I can handle a rape but not a consented sexual act. I know it's cruel,but it's true.
"No Hiei, I had sex with him, but it didn't mean anything. I couldn't cum because I__" I held up my hand for him to stop. I walked to the front door and left. I didn't look back. In a way I wish it was rape then I could just feel hatred, but no it was consented. Now I felt hatred and betrayed. I was leaping from tree to tree when I noticed that I was at the Dr. Tolliver's office. I let myself in the locked office, and sat on the couch.
"Why aren't I surprised." It was the good old doctor.
"Why are you here?" I asked her.
"Last time I checked this was my office, and I can be here whenever I want to be here, The question is why are you here?" I just looked at her and she shook her head. "When your ready to talk we can."
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Kurama's POV
I'm alone with no one.
'You brought it on yourself.'
I know that.
'You know what you have to do?'
Yes I know. I walked to the kitchen and grabbed a knife. I didn't have a choice.
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Me: Can you feel that
Hiei: What the hatred
Kurama: Betrayal
Kuronue: lonliness
Me: Yes and so much more. Do you like the cliffy Kuroune
Kuronue: Yeah.
Me: Good Review please.
Hiei:Flame her for making Kuronue and Kurama have sex.
Kuronue: No don't do that she's a writer and she's doing great
Me: Thank you Kur. Kurama why so glum?
Kurama: I'm mad.
Me: Why Rama?
Kurama: Are you going to make me__
Me: Hush. Review and goodnight