I'm Sorry

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a/n: hehe this is gonna be a good one! I just know it! Lol

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"Am I ok?" She asked in a small whisper, just barely loud enough for them to hear. She had seemed to get some confidences in saying so cause the next thing she said was louder. "Am I ok?!" she repeated and turned around to look at the very confused boys. "Are you ok?!"

They were very confused. What was wrong with MoMo, cause what ever it was, she was furious!

"What do you--" Sirius tried to ask but then was slapped hard in the face but a furious girl.

"HOW COULD YOU TALK ABOUT YOUR MOTHERS LIKE THAT?!" MoMo practically yelled. "YOU SHOULDN'T TALK BAD ABOUT THEM! YOUR LUCKY YOU GOT TO MET YOURS! OR EVEN HAVE ONE! UNLIKE YOU, I DON'T HAVE ONE ANYMORE! AND I WOULD DO ANYTHING, ANYTHING FOR HER TO COME BACK!!!"

She ran to the back door, roughly opened it and slammed it shut…there was a long a eerie silence untill Sirius touched his cheek and wailed out into pain.

MoMo ran through James's backyard and jumped the white picket fence. And instead of heading strait towards her home, she turned and went to her left, up a small path in the field that lead into the forest.

There was a path that took her strait and up a little winding hill which had a small river at the top. A small wooden bridge was there, that took you across to the other side of the river, which she ran over.

Right after the bridge, there was a fork in the road. The path to the left lead you to the market place and the path to the right lead you deeper into the forest.

MoMo ran to the right, as she could feel tears stinging in the back part of her eyes, but that didn't stop her from running. She kept on running down that path as fast she could.

A few minutes of running, there was a turn in the road that lead to the left. She merely ran strait into the trees, and was now off the path.

She could now feel the tears building up in her eyes, almost blinding her sight.

She ran out of the trees and into a meadow and there was yet another path that went down hill. She ran down the path, trying her best not to let the tears fall down her cheeks while not losing her balance.

When she reached the bottom of the path she ran strait, and she was almost pass a huge oak tree when she tripped on one of its roots.

She let herself fall and hit the ground, as she tripped. That was like the triger to start the tears to fall. She was bawling now, letting it all out. She rolled over on her back and placed her hands over her face as she was loudly sobbing into them.

She felt like a idiot. Just crying there on the ground as the sun was going into the time of sun set.

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Back after MoMo slammed the door…

Sirius placed his hand back over his cheek and wailed another painful cry. She really did put all she had into that slap, and she left a mark to prove it.

James and Remus both looked at Sirius, then to each other.

James sighed sadly and got up to get some ice for Sirius's now swollen cheek.

"What's up with her?" Sirius asked as James handed him the bag of ice.

James sadly sighed again and took his seat back at the table.

"Yes, James." Remus said in serious tone. "Is there something wrong with MoMo?"

"Well…" James started. "Ya see, her parents died when she was really little and she never got to meet them, so she's been living with her grandfather and her older cousins. But I wouldn't really call them family. She never sees them. To busy with work, I suppose. So I guess you could say Lily and Kayz were better family then her ones right now. And I guess you could call me her family too." James said shaking his head in disbelief.

"I guess we were out of line, talking bad about our mothers like that." Remus said feeling bad for MoMo.

"Well, I'm not!" Sirius told them. "My mum really is like a banshee!!"

James smiled a little and looked out the window.

"Well," James started as he stood up. "We might as well go apologize to her."

Both Remus and Sirius nodded and they all left the house together.

They walked over to MoMo's house and knocked on the door. After a minute they knocked again.

"Do you think she can hear us?" Remus asked.

"No, I don't think she's inside." James said now remembering. "I remember her saying she locked herself out and didn't have a key to get in."

"Then where would she be now?" Sirius asked.

James looked around the backyard for some clues to help him get an idea of where MoMo would go, when he saw the path through the field.

"She must of went through the forest!" James said, his tone in sounding very scared and worried.

Then without warning James jumped over the fence and started to run up the path, into the forest. Sirius and Remus followed suit as fast as they could. Remus could run very fast (a/n: hmm I wonder y? *smiles*) and was a bill to catch up to James.

"JAMES! WHY ARE WE RUNNING!?" Sirius yelled after them.

"IT'S GOING TO BE DARK SOON!!" James yelled over his shoulder as they crossed the wooden bridge. "SIRIUS! YOU GO RIGHT AND ME AND REMUS WILL GO THIS WAY! GO FAST THOUGH!"

"ALRIGHT!" Sirius said as he turned to the right and ran down the path, as James and Remus took the left one in a hurry.

After about a few minutes, Sirius was pooped and stopped for a breather. After a minute he thought to himself, If I have to find MoMo in a hurry I better change.

With that he changed into Padfoot, his animagi form, and sniffed the air for a scent. He got a good whiff of a tangy smell and decided that would be MoMo.

He ran as fast as his little furry paws could go. He was determined to tell MoMo how sorry he was to her. I mean, he would never do anything to hurt or upset MoMo. Never.

Five minutes went by fast as Sirius came to a turn in the road and ran that way, but stopped as he couldn't smell that tangy scent anymore. He walked back over to the turn and sniffed the area around there, mostly the road. When he caught the scent again he followed it and stopped when it went into the trees.

Could she have went off the path? Sirius thought to himself, and decided to follow it into the trees.

He ran a good way when he got to a clearing and into a meadow. The path lead down now and he ran down it, but then slowing down his pace. He stopped and couched down low as he could hear something… Something that sounded a lot like crying.

It was more of a sobbing frantically kind of cry. He poked his head up out, over the tall grass and looked around.

He didn't see anything but grass and trees, untill he looked towards a huge oak tree. And there, was MoMo. Crying her eyes out into her hands.

She seemed very out of character to Sirius. She'd always had a lot of pride, and dignity that was obvious to anyone who knew her. She was also very bright to anyone who didn't care about what kind of blood you'd have. And there she was, crying her eyes out. Sirius had never seen MoMo cry before, and as weird as this seems, he didn't know MoMo could cry.

Sirius watched for a few minutes, as she seemed to calm down but tears were still in her eyes. He watched how she sighed sadly and rub her eyes.

Sirius thought this would be the best time to approach her. He changed back into Sirius and walked slowly and quietly towards MoMo, while she was rubbing her eyes.

He walked up closer to her and almost whispered "MoMo?"

She looked up fast and looked at Sirius as their eyes met.

She could feel tears forming in her eyes again.

"GO AWAY!" MoMo yelled and got up fast. "JUST GO AWAY!"

She turned to run but Sirius grabbed her wrist.

"I'm sorry…" he said to her.

"LET GO!" MoMo screamed, doing her best not to let her voice break.

Sirius acted as though he didn't hear her, and pulled her into a hug.

MoMo was shocked at what he just did. This felt so right, like this was suppose to happen. She struggled to get out of Sirius's hug but he was hugging her to tight to get free.

She couldn't hold her tears in anymore. She turned around to face Sirius, and then just let it all out.

She started to cry frantically onto Sirius's chest gasping for breath every once in a while.

Sirius was a little shocked that she was now crying in front of him, but he merely patted her head and 'Sh' her every now and again.

Soon after, it was dark out and MoMo had fallen asleep into Sirius's arms. She felt so cared for…so loved in his arms. It was a feeling she really only got when she was around her friends, but never in a way like this.

Sirius smiled down at the sleeping MoMo in his arms. He sat her down and couched down beside her. He placed her on his back and got back up again. He could smell the tangy scent on MoMo, as she was so close to Sirius. Sirius shifted his weight on his back and started to walk back to James's house.

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After about fifteen to twenty minutes Sirius was walking down the path to James's house. He was happy to see Remus and James out side James's house. When James and Remus saw them, they greeted Sirius but was sure they weren't to loud to wake up the fast to sleep MoMo on his back.

They all walked back into the house together and Sirius placed MoMo on the couch and him, Remus and James all walked into the kitchen and made Sirius tell them what happened.

He explained and by the time he was done it was around ten. They all decided to call it night and fell fast to sleep on the floor in the family room.

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a/n: WEEEEEE! Wasn't that a good chappy?! I thought it was! See u in chappy 7!!