Disclaimer: I do not own RK!

Kaoru could remember everything so clearly now, but she just didn't feel like she could handle anything.  She had nothing left to do but try and get her life back in order, even if that meant choosing between Kenshin and Sano.  In fact, in reality she had already made up her mind, the one she loved was of course Kenshin.  But something inside of her was still confused about her real feelings.

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She could still remember when she had dreamed of only Sano. That hadn't worked out though, when Sano told her that he did not feel the same way she was shattered and it felt as though part of her was missing, and afterwards things had definitely changed.  It was only after this that Sano had come to love Kaoru, but by then it was too late. Then Kenshin came and everything in her life changed.  Kaoru seemed so happy when he was around, and even though she still had feelings for Sano, with Kenshin the things in the past seemed so far away and so easy to forget. She was lost and confused.  There was no one that could help her at this point and there was nothing that she could do.  I miss Kenshin, she thought to herself.  When Sano had told her that he loved her she got lost and old emotions that had been  hung for years came back to haunt her heart.  The beautiful Sakura trees around them made her confused at if she truly did still love Sano.  Things were different now though, she wanted to be with the one that made her happy and that someone is Kenshin.

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I was such a fool to let Kaoru get away when she still was sure about how she felt.  Now she must love that Kenshin! He makes me sick! Thought Sano.  He always gets everything, and now he will have the thing that I need the most in my life!  And he calls himself a friend! Ha!

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Meanwhile Kenshin gets a note informing him that Kaoru would like to see him at the hospital.  That's great!  I get to see her one day early!  I wonder if I should dress up or anything.  Never mind, he thought, he didn't have that many kimonos that were formal anyway, besides Kaoru wouldn't mind.  She seemed happy to see him most of the time! He shouldn't make this into a big deal, but some how he couldn't help it.

"Hello Kaoru!" he greeted her.

Kenshin sat down on the bed beside Kaoru and gently stroked her forehead.  She is so beautiful he thought to himself.

"so what did you want me to come for?"

"well Kenshin I just wanted to let you know that even though I used to have feelings for Sano, I have worked out my decision and well I know that I already told you but I just wanted to let you know that I really love you, and please don't listen to anything different."

"I love you too."

Kaoru felt Kenshin's face so close to hers and then felt his lips tough hers, her first kiss.  His hair brushed against her cheeks and she felt electricity go up her spine and she felt as though she had been floating.

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"Kaoru…"

"Sano!"

so I guess that wut she told him wasn't that important but at least she got her first kiss rite? If this story is getting boring then im sorry but something is cuming and im sure that u will wanna read it! Newayz ja-ne! ^_^x