"You're beautiful. you know that?" Chandler smiled at the baby he held in his arms. "You're going to look like your mother. Yes you are."
Monica could hear Chandler's voice in the background, so she opened her eyes slowly.
"You have the best mommy you know that? She's awsome." Chandler looked up and saw Monica staring at him. "Morning."
Monica gave Chandler a weak smile.
"You wanna meet you're daughter?"
"of course."
Chandler walked over to Monica and placed the baby in her hands.
"She's beautiful Chandler! I love her!"
Chandler gave a small laugh. "What are you gonna name her?"
"I don't yet. Why are you all dressed up?"
"Huh?" Chandler looked down. "Oh my god!"
"What?"
"Nothing."
"No what. Tell me."
"Nancy. I totally completely forgot about Nancy."
"Oh.. "
"I should go anyway, I'm glad you're alright. THe guys are outside waiting. Congradulations." Chandler headed out the door.
Monica looked at the door and then back to the baby. SHe wanted Chandler to stay with her. "You like him? He's your daddy you know that?"
*
Joey put his keys on the counter.
"Hey." Chandler turned around in the barken Lounger.
"Hey. What are you doing here? I thought you were gonna be with Nancy."
"Yea. Well.."
"She broke up with you?" Joey had a tiny smile on his face. He liked Nancy he just didn't like her with Chandler. He just doesn't like her because he thinks Chandler should be with Monica. He still doesn't know why he and Monica broke up. The only person who knows is Rachel and out of all the secrets this was the only secret she's kept.
"No."
"She's mad at you?"
"Kinda. but no. She's going to L.A."
"Moving?"
"No. Would you let me finish?"
"No.."
"Fine. I won't tell you."
"Ok yes! Tell me!" Joey grabbed 2 beers from the fridge and walked towards Chandler.
Chandler took a beer and opened it. "She has a photoshoot."
"That's it?" Joey drank his beer.
"Yea. She's shooting for a Victoria Secret catalogue."
"Are you serious?"
"Yea."
"I'm sorry but your girlfriend is hott"
"Thanks." Chandler looked at the lable on the beer bottle. "So how's Monica doing?"
"She's great."
'Name the baby yet?"
"No."
"Why not?"
"She said that she doesn't know what to name her. And she needs time to think about it."
Chandler licked his lips. "Oh."
There was a long silence.
"So umm.. Chandler?"
"What?" Chandler put his beer on the floor and turned on the TV.
"Are you gonna go visit Monica?"
"Why?"
"Why not?"
"Not my kid.. And i already saw her."
"What if she is your kid?"
"No trust me she's not." Chandler took a huge gulp of his beer.
"How do you know?"
"Because me and Monica can't have kid's ok!"
"But you said.."
"No it doesn't matter. Ok? We can't have kids. Doesn't matter what the stupid doctor said about the small chance. We can't have kids and thats that. Ok that's why Monica broke up with me!"
"Really?"
Chandler ran his hands through his hair. "Well.. she didn't really say that. But i know that's part of the reason. And that stupid guy at her resturaunt."
"What guy?"
"I need another beer."
"Dude what happened?"
"Not important."
"Not important?! Not important? You and Monica aren't together that's not important?"
"No it's not! I have Nancy I'm with Nancy so obviously it's not important that me and MOnica aren't together anymore!"
"Why do you love Nancy?"
"Why? Why do you want to know?"
"Because i don't think you love her. No. I KNOW you don't love her."
"If i didn't love her why would i ask her to marry me?"
"I know when your in love. It's the way you act. You act different.I know for a fact that you don't love Nancy. Everytime i see you guys you're like making out."
"How would you know how i feel?" Chandler was turning a little red.
"You're right. How would i know? I don't even see you that much. When i see you you have like Nancy attached to you. You guys don't even talk or say hi. You guys just sit in that stupid chair and make out. You could at least make out in your room instead of out here. You're too busy to even talk to anyone. We barley ever talk"
"You know what? I can't talk to you guys! You know why!? Because when i see you guys it reminds me of Monica! What really pisses me off is that i can't go 5 minutes without thinking about Moncia. 5 minutes Joey! Sometimes I think that if me and Nancy are together for a long time maybe just maybe i could go longer without thinking about Moncia. But that isn't working too well. I can barley sleep because if i do i dream about Monica. Everything is about Monica. And when i was in that hospital room holding that baby it killed me inside knowing that that little girl wasn't mine. I know I would've loved that baby more then anybody. I can't go to the hospital and see Monica. I'm trying to live without Monica. WHich is impossible!" Chandler rubbed his eyes.
"Oh...I'm sorry man." There was a long silence. " Why don't you go tell her how you feel... that you still love her."
Chandler laughed. "Yea right she broke up with me. Ok. She doesn't love me. So doesn't matter if i tell her i still love her because she doesn't care." Chandler got up and opened the fridge for another beer.
"She told us that she wanted to thank you for saving her but you left before she could... i think you should go talk to her.. maybe she'll tell you who the father is."
"I don't want to know who the father is.. She didn't tell you guys?"
"No. We asked but she wouldn't tell us. Rachel knows but she won't tell us."
"Do you guys really want to know?"
"Yea. Phoebe said that if you don't ask she'll kill you."
Chandler laughed. After a very lomg pause. "Ok. FIne. I'lll go but its only because Phoebe's gonna kill me." Chandler left the appartment.
*
Chandler opened the door to monica's room. "Knock Knock."
Monica smiled. "Hey."
"These are for you." Chandler gave Monica a huge boquet of roses.
"aww thank you. They're beautiful."
"And this are for you." Chandler smiled and gave the baby a cute little bear. "She loves it."
"How can you tell?"
"Look at her. She's staring at it."
"Her eyes aren't even open."
"She senses it"
Monica laughed. "Thanks Chandler."
"No problem."
"No. Thanks for saving us."
"Again. No problem... What's her name?"
"I was thinking Caitlin. Cause her father absolutley wanted that name for his doughter. Unless you wanted to name your daughter Caitlin if you have one with Nancy..."
"That's the name I picked." CHandler laughed "Yea.. Nancy and i aren't having kids so.. Doesn't matter." Chandler shrugged.
"Why aren't you having kids?"
"Nancy doesn't want any."
"And you want to marry her? Chandler i know you want kids. You have to have kids your meant to be a daddy."
"Yea. Right. Like you really wanted to have kids with me. "
"I did. Why else do you think we had sex so much?" She laughed.
"Cause i'm good.. so what's her full name?"
"Caitlin i don't know her middle name yet Bing."
"Wow... did you just say Bing?"
"Yes i did.."
"Ww... why.. why?"
"Because usually the kids take there dads last name."
"Oh. But i'm not really the dad... I just was the first person other then the doctor to hold her."
"You're the father."
"No I'm not."
"Yes you are."
"How do you know?"
"Your the only person i've slept with for the past like 6.. 7 years."
"Really?"
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Monica could hear Chandler's voice in the background, so she opened her eyes slowly.
"You have the best mommy you know that? She's awsome." Chandler looked up and saw Monica staring at him. "Morning."
Monica gave Chandler a weak smile.
"You wanna meet you're daughter?"
"of course."
Chandler walked over to Monica and placed the baby in her hands.
"She's beautiful Chandler! I love her!"
Chandler gave a small laugh. "What are you gonna name her?"
"I don't yet. Why are you all dressed up?"
"Huh?" Chandler looked down. "Oh my god!"
"What?"
"Nothing."
"No what. Tell me."
"Nancy. I totally completely forgot about Nancy."
"Oh.. "
"I should go anyway, I'm glad you're alright. THe guys are outside waiting. Congradulations." Chandler headed out the door.
Monica looked at the door and then back to the baby. SHe wanted Chandler to stay with her. "You like him? He's your daddy you know that?"
*
Joey put his keys on the counter.
"Hey." Chandler turned around in the barken Lounger.
"Hey. What are you doing here? I thought you were gonna be with Nancy."
"Yea. Well.."
"She broke up with you?" Joey had a tiny smile on his face. He liked Nancy he just didn't like her with Chandler. He just doesn't like her because he thinks Chandler should be with Monica. He still doesn't know why he and Monica broke up. The only person who knows is Rachel and out of all the secrets this was the only secret she's kept.
"No."
"She's mad at you?"
"Kinda. but no. She's going to L.A."
"Moving?"
"No. Would you let me finish?"
"No.."
"Fine. I won't tell you."
"Ok yes! Tell me!" Joey grabbed 2 beers from the fridge and walked towards Chandler.
Chandler took a beer and opened it. "She has a photoshoot."
"That's it?" Joey drank his beer.
"Yea. She's shooting for a Victoria Secret catalogue."
"Are you serious?"
"Yea."
"I'm sorry but your girlfriend is hott"
"Thanks." Chandler looked at the lable on the beer bottle. "So how's Monica doing?"
"She's great."
'Name the baby yet?"
"No."
"Why not?"
"She said that she doesn't know what to name her. And she needs time to think about it."
Chandler licked his lips. "Oh."
There was a long silence.
"So umm.. Chandler?"
"What?" Chandler put his beer on the floor and turned on the TV.
"Are you gonna go visit Monica?"
"Why?"
"Why not?"
"Not my kid.. And i already saw her."
"What if she is your kid?"
"No trust me she's not." Chandler took a huge gulp of his beer.
"How do you know?"
"Because me and Monica can't have kid's ok!"
"But you said.."
"No it doesn't matter. Ok? We can't have kids. Doesn't matter what the stupid doctor said about the small chance. We can't have kids and thats that. Ok that's why Monica broke up with me!"
"Really?"
Chandler ran his hands through his hair. "Well.. she didn't really say that. But i know that's part of the reason. And that stupid guy at her resturaunt."
"What guy?"
"I need another beer."
"Dude what happened?"
"Not important."
"Not important?! Not important? You and Monica aren't together that's not important?"
"No it's not! I have Nancy I'm with Nancy so obviously it's not important that me and MOnica aren't together anymore!"
"Why do you love Nancy?"
"Why? Why do you want to know?"
"Because i don't think you love her. No. I KNOW you don't love her."
"If i didn't love her why would i ask her to marry me?"
"I know when your in love. It's the way you act. You act different.I know for a fact that you don't love Nancy. Everytime i see you guys you're like making out."
"How would you know how i feel?" Chandler was turning a little red.
"You're right. How would i know? I don't even see you that much. When i see you you have like Nancy attached to you. You guys don't even talk or say hi. You guys just sit in that stupid chair and make out. You could at least make out in your room instead of out here. You're too busy to even talk to anyone. We barley ever talk"
"You know what? I can't talk to you guys! You know why!? Because when i see you guys it reminds me of Monica! What really pisses me off is that i can't go 5 minutes without thinking about Moncia. 5 minutes Joey! Sometimes I think that if me and Nancy are together for a long time maybe just maybe i could go longer without thinking about Moncia. But that isn't working too well. I can barley sleep because if i do i dream about Monica. Everything is about Monica. And when i was in that hospital room holding that baby it killed me inside knowing that that little girl wasn't mine. I know I would've loved that baby more then anybody. I can't go to the hospital and see Monica. I'm trying to live without Monica. WHich is impossible!" Chandler rubbed his eyes.
"Oh...I'm sorry man." There was a long silence. " Why don't you go tell her how you feel... that you still love her."
Chandler laughed. "Yea right she broke up with me. Ok. She doesn't love me. So doesn't matter if i tell her i still love her because she doesn't care." Chandler got up and opened the fridge for another beer.
"She told us that she wanted to thank you for saving her but you left before she could... i think you should go talk to her.. maybe she'll tell you who the father is."
"I don't want to know who the father is.. She didn't tell you guys?"
"No. We asked but she wouldn't tell us. Rachel knows but she won't tell us."
"Do you guys really want to know?"
"Yea. Phoebe said that if you don't ask she'll kill you."
Chandler laughed. After a very lomg pause. "Ok. FIne. I'lll go but its only because Phoebe's gonna kill me." Chandler left the appartment.
*
Chandler opened the door to monica's room. "Knock Knock."
Monica smiled. "Hey."
"These are for you." Chandler gave Monica a huge boquet of roses.
"aww thank you. They're beautiful."
"And this are for you." Chandler smiled and gave the baby a cute little bear. "She loves it."
"How can you tell?"
"Look at her. She's staring at it."
"Her eyes aren't even open."
"She senses it"
Monica laughed. "Thanks Chandler."
"No problem."
"No. Thanks for saving us."
"Again. No problem... What's her name?"
"I was thinking Caitlin. Cause her father absolutley wanted that name for his doughter. Unless you wanted to name your daughter Caitlin if you have one with Nancy..."
"That's the name I picked." CHandler laughed "Yea.. Nancy and i aren't having kids so.. Doesn't matter." Chandler shrugged.
"Why aren't you having kids?"
"Nancy doesn't want any."
"And you want to marry her? Chandler i know you want kids. You have to have kids your meant to be a daddy."
"Yea. Right. Like you really wanted to have kids with me. "
"I did. Why else do you think we had sex so much?" She laughed.
"Cause i'm good.. so what's her full name?"
"Caitlin i don't know her middle name yet Bing."
"Wow... did you just say Bing?"
"Yes i did.."
"Ww... why.. why?"
"Because usually the kids take there dads last name."
"Oh. But i'm not really the dad... I just was the first person other then the doctor to hold her."
"You're the father."
"No I'm not."
"Yes you are."
"How do you know?"
"Your the only person i've slept with for the past like 6.. 7 years."
"Really?"
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