one gave him a chance...and when they did this popped out. I don't own Thirteen burst into tears

Oh and i had bad bad bad bad bad writers block soooooooooooooooo ya know, it's mason and it was hard to do.

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When you where a baby...

You were sad...

You were sad because Mom and Dad always fought...

And you would come into my room...

And you would climb into my arms...

And I would hold you...

I would take your little hands into mine...

And I would cover your little ears...

Away from the hate...

Away from the yelling...

And I would wipe your tears away...

But that was a long time ago trace, we were young. Now we're older...

But even though we are…it wasn't supposed to turn out like this...

You are my baby sister...

and I'm you're big brother...

I went one way and you went another. I started drinking, and smoking pot...but you weren't supposed to...you were supposed to be my little sister.

I guess it's partly my fault since I knew what you were doing. I knew you were stealing and smoking, but I didn't tell. I thought 'harmless little crime, she's a teen; she's supposed to do this.' And the other part was me just being selfish and wanting Evie around, but I knew something was wrong when I saw you at the store on Melrose…

That's when I knew you weren't my baby sister anymore...

I'm not sure who you where but you weren't Tracy.

I've been carrying this family on my back for years, I guess it's falling apart now... will some one tell me why it has to be this way...

You know...

You're my family too...

Mom always cries because you're her 'poor baby'

What about me?

She was...is my sister too...

Tracy...Tracy...Tracy...

And no one was looking, but when Evie told on you, and Mom found out... I was there...

I was...

You're my sister, always remember that...Always.

And when no one is looking, and I don't have to act, and I can be your big brother again...

I hug you...

I'll tell you everything is going to be okay...

I'll tell you I'm sorry, and that I love you...

And when no one is looking, I'll cry too...

And though no one was looking...

I was there.