Dear Diary, November 5th

Hey, this isn't Marta. It's Freddy. She did it, she tried to kill

herself. We were just done with band practice when she stormed out of

Dewey's apartment, I thought she was upset, 'cause her dad and bro'

just died and all. When I got outside I saw Marta on the top of Dewey's

apartment building getting ready to jump. I yelled for Dewey to come

out, he ran outside, all the band following him and saw Marta. We all

begged her to come back down, but all she said was "I love you all,"

then she jumped. She was screaming so loud on the way down, It nearly

broke my eardrums, she landed right in front of me. I shot down to the

ground to see if she was alive, she was, her heart was still beating,

she was in an akward position, so I thought she might of broken

something. Dewey had called the police to report her attempted suicide,

when they got to his apartment, they picked her up, she opened her

eyes and started screaming bloody murder, she had broken her right leg

and two fingers on her right hand, she screamed out "I'm not dead, why!

Why didn't I die?!" They took her to the hospital, where they treated

her, all I know right now is that she was just committed into the

psyciatric ward at the hospital and said she would get out as soon as

she would say she didn't want to die, and wouldn't never try to hurt

or kill herself again. I couldn't go to the hospital, it would be way

to hard o see her like she is now, I would break down rying probably

and I don't want anyone to see me crying. Oh, by the way, I found this

diary on the roof of Dewey's apartment. I went up there after her

attempt to see how she might of felt standing up there on the ledge of

the building, but before I got a couple feet by the edge of the

building, I saw the diary. I read and did start crying on finding out

how much she cares about me, but I can't be with her, I'm back with

Katie now and she probably never wants to see me again, I'm probably

one of the cause of what she just tried to do, I'm probaly the one who

drove her to the brink of insanity. So I'll keep this diary safe, for

when Marta gets out of the hospital, I'll keep it safe forever.

Freddy Jones