More Emotional
Loathing, what they all feel for me.
Hatred, I see it burning in their eyes.
Regrets, for all I put them through.
Wishful ness, the thoughts of being able to go back and change this.
Pride, this wretched curse that got me where I am today.
Want, to return to this place I call Home.
Need, to show them how much I repent.
Atone, is what I'll do for my crimes.
Punishment, its what I so rightly deserve.
Sorrow, for dragging those closest to me into this.
Pain, watching how they must suffer because of me.
Laughter, as for all that has been they never change.
Resolve, to make this right to them at least.
Reminisce, as our old home flies over us.
Wondering, just what my old rival is doing.
Smile, as I wish him every happiness.
Sigh, oh so softly as I miss the times before all this.
Grin, as I recall the best times of my life.
Touch, the reminder of what happens when I go to far.
Shame, that I never thought of that when I did what I'd done.