Emotional Again
Introspection, something I should do less of.
Concealing, all my feelings from those who would care.
Gladdened, that she's now here to help me open up.
Love, something I thought I'd never feel.
Relish, the time whenever I'm around her.
Realise, how this all affects her who wanted me before.
Pangs, of pain as I could never give that one what she wants.
Loneliness, something I've held sacred until now.
Fear, of judgement that drove me away from them all.
Rivalry, a force that chose our paths.
Searching, to explain what I think all this meant to him.
Marked, just as he is so we'd remember how foolish we were.
Pride, it'll burn us alive if we don't control it.
Hope, that he'll be alright out there in the world of pain.
Indifference, to the one that calls me Son.
Longing, to forget the past and all the pain it contains.
Doubts, as my mind torments me over that man.
Questioning, why could he do this to me after all this time?
Knowledge, that cannot quiet my mind although I've been him in a way.
Yearning, just to forget all this and only be with her, my angel.