Please Cry me to Sleep by Tikaru
Tikaru: MONDAY!!
Bakura: What?!
Tikaru: Today's my little brothers first birthday YEAH Happy Birthday.
Bakura: So!
Tikaru: HOW HATEFUL BAKURA!!!
Bakura: Err
Tikaru: THAT WAS THE RUDES— Oh CAKE!!
Bakura: ookkkayy then
Tikaru: tee hee
Ansem: What? Where am I?
Tikaru: BWHAHAHAHA
Ansem: Uh.
Ayane: ...
Kiara: ...Wait!
Ansem: Ahem,
Tikaru: Disclaimer time.
Harrison: Tikaru does not own Yu-Gi-Oh! Duel Monsters.
Tikaru: That was my little brother.
Kiara: For a kid his age he has good grammar Tikaru:
Chapter 6 Betrayal
After Breakfast we went our separate ways for the day. Bakura went upstairs to his room and I went to mine to do homework. I didn't feel like it at all though I mean who wants to do English on a Saturday. Well I don't.
I tried to concentrate on the weird dreams I had been having but came up with a blank every time. It was so weird. Maybe I was the only person in the world with dreams like this. Maybe Bakura would understand. I was prepared to ask him when I realized I had never been in his room before. It used to be a guest bedroom but...
Oh well. I sighed. It's now or...next year I suppose.
I walked down the hallway to Bakura's door and knocked.
"Huh? Come on in Ryou?" he was obviously startled by my intrusion.
I opened the door and sighed a breath of relief. The room had only changed slightly with the walls pitch black, the curtain drawn and some posters I didn't care to look at.
"What were you expecting Ryou?" He asked.
I don't really know what I was expecting certainly something more chaotic though.
"You should really get some light in here"
"Make me. No one told you, you had to come in here," he pouted then suspiciously asked me" Why are you in here?"
"Well uh the truth is Bakura I need you're help", I said softly.
He blinked a couple times then asked with what.
I suddenly lost my composure without any warning. Perhaps I was scared, but...that didn't make any sense.
"I need help with..."I found it hard to ask for help" With..." I sighed" dinner. I need help with dinner."
He raised an eyebrow at me. He knew that I had wanted to say something else. I would never have come into his room just to ask for some help with dinner. In fact, I wouldn't ever ask him to help with dinner.
He sat by me on the bed [a/n: I sure like those beds] and swung an arm around my shoulder.
"What's REALLY bugging you", he emphasized.
Once again I sighed and tried to get up saying it was nothing. He pulled me back down though. Still sitting he asked again what had really been bugging me.
"Bakura, I've been..."
"What?"
"I've been having weird dreams that terrify me but...I can never remember them", there it was out.
He looked lost in thought for a moment. Then let go of my hand.
"Go to you're soul room"
"Why?"
"Just do it"
I gave him a weird look and disappeared into the millennium ring.
I opened my eyes and I was in-between two different doors. One had the eye of RA on it and chains hung from the side. The second door had dark blue paint on it. I figured mine was the one with dark blue color and walked in. The room was littered with stuff and the wall was made out of stones. I looked around and saw a glowing book on the floor in the corner of the room. I sort of stared at it and before I knew it I was opening the cover.
The first page was lined with silver and had a picture of my mother, Amane, Father and I in it. We were at the beach that day. It was warm and sunny. Amane was only a couple weeks old. The site surprisingly brought a warm feeling into heart that I thought I lost.
"You miss them", Bakura said behind me.
"I do but I'm happy to see this picture"
"Does it make you sad?" he asked.
I shock my head" no it makes me happy and warm".
"That's good" he replied. I turned the page.
This one was a bit different. It was mother taking Amane to her first day at school. Her face was happy and full of life. I traced her face in the picture with my finger.
"You miss you're sister"
"Of course I do. But she is probably happier where she is now".
Bakura nodded in agreement.
I flipped to the next page. It had me picking up the phone when the police had called me. Amane was taking a nap. I know we had never takin a picture of this.
"Bakura what is this book", I said terrified.
"I thought you figured it out. Turn to the next page."
I complied.
The next page had Father giving me the millennium ring. It was then I realized. This wasn't a photo album. These were my memories. Tears sprung into my eyes.
"The dreams you have been having are you're memories. It's probably the worst of you're memories that you can't remember. I'm pretty sure that's what's been bugging you", he said confidently.
"Really? How do I get rid of them?" I said shaking whilst turning the page.
Bakura looked at me.
"You really want to get rid of them...you have to remember".
I looked at the next page. This one seemed so familiar. It had Bakura looking at me. I was seeing the picture through my eyes. The next couple pages were of Bakura beating me up. I felt his hand tense on my shoulder. I had forgiven him, but I guess my memories had a mind of their own.
"Ryou".
"What Bakura?"
"Let's go".
"Okay".
There was no longer a need to be in here. The problem had been solved a bit to easily, but maybe the dreams weren't supposed to help me...Maybe it was for Bakura's benefit to see what he had done. He had to forgive himself before the nightmares would leave.
I got out of my soul room and back into Bakura's room. He was sitting on the bed.
"Ryou...Do you really forgive me? After all that do you truly forgive me".
Without hesitation I nodded.
"I think you have to forgive yourself Bakura". I stated. Now it was his turn to nod.
He gave me a shaky smile and said" I'm sorry I gave you nightmare's".
I nodded back and asked" Let's have steak for dinner".
Tikaru: What's up posse.
Harrison: Birthday Birthday.
Tikaru: I wrote a long chapter in honor of my brothers birthday,
Harrison: Please R and R!
Tikaru: MONDAY!!
Bakura: What?!
Tikaru: Today's my little brothers first birthday YEAH Happy Birthday.
Bakura: So!
Tikaru: HOW HATEFUL BAKURA!!!
Bakura: Err
Tikaru: THAT WAS THE RUDES— Oh CAKE!!
Bakura: ookkkayy then
Tikaru: tee hee
Ansem: What? Where am I?
Tikaru: BWHAHAHAHA
Ansem: Uh.
Ayane: ...
Kiara: ...Wait!
Ansem: Ahem,
Tikaru: Disclaimer time.
Harrison: Tikaru does not own Yu-Gi-Oh! Duel Monsters.
Tikaru: That was my little brother.
Kiara: For a kid his age he has good grammar Tikaru:
Chapter 6 Betrayal
After Breakfast we went our separate ways for the day. Bakura went upstairs to his room and I went to mine to do homework. I didn't feel like it at all though I mean who wants to do English on a Saturday. Well I don't.
I tried to concentrate on the weird dreams I had been having but came up with a blank every time. It was so weird. Maybe I was the only person in the world with dreams like this. Maybe Bakura would understand. I was prepared to ask him when I realized I had never been in his room before. It used to be a guest bedroom but...
Oh well. I sighed. It's now or...next year I suppose.
I walked down the hallway to Bakura's door and knocked.
"Huh? Come on in Ryou?" he was obviously startled by my intrusion.
I opened the door and sighed a breath of relief. The room had only changed slightly with the walls pitch black, the curtain drawn and some posters I didn't care to look at.
"What were you expecting Ryou?" He asked.
I don't really know what I was expecting certainly something more chaotic though.
"You should really get some light in here"
"Make me. No one told you, you had to come in here," he pouted then suspiciously asked me" Why are you in here?"
"Well uh the truth is Bakura I need you're help", I said softly.
He blinked a couple times then asked with what.
I suddenly lost my composure without any warning. Perhaps I was scared, but...that didn't make any sense.
"I need help with..."I found it hard to ask for help" With..." I sighed" dinner. I need help with dinner."
He raised an eyebrow at me. He knew that I had wanted to say something else. I would never have come into his room just to ask for some help with dinner. In fact, I wouldn't ever ask him to help with dinner.
He sat by me on the bed [a/n: I sure like those beds] and swung an arm around my shoulder.
"What's REALLY bugging you", he emphasized.
Once again I sighed and tried to get up saying it was nothing. He pulled me back down though. Still sitting he asked again what had really been bugging me.
"Bakura, I've been..."
"What?"
"I've been having weird dreams that terrify me but...I can never remember them", there it was out.
He looked lost in thought for a moment. Then let go of my hand.
"Go to you're soul room"
"Why?"
"Just do it"
I gave him a weird look and disappeared into the millennium ring.
I opened my eyes and I was in-between two different doors. One had the eye of RA on it and chains hung from the side. The second door had dark blue paint on it. I figured mine was the one with dark blue color and walked in. The room was littered with stuff and the wall was made out of stones. I looked around and saw a glowing book on the floor in the corner of the room. I sort of stared at it and before I knew it I was opening the cover.
The first page was lined with silver and had a picture of my mother, Amane, Father and I in it. We were at the beach that day. It was warm and sunny. Amane was only a couple weeks old. The site surprisingly brought a warm feeling into heart that I thought I lost.
"You miss them", Bakura said behind me.
"I do but I'm happy to see this picture"
"Does it make you sad?" he asked.
I shock my head" no it makes me happy and warm".
"That's good" he replied. I turned the page.
This one was a bit different. It was mother taking Amane to her first day at school. Her face was happy and full of life. I traced her face in the picture with my finger.
"You miss you're sister"
"Of course I do. But she is probably happier where she is now".
Bakura nodded in agreement.
I flipped to the next page. It had me picking up the phone when the police had called me. Amane was taking a nap. I know we had never takin a picture of this.
"Bakura what is this book", I said terrified.
"I thought you figured it out. Turn to the next page."
I complied.
The next page had Father giving me the millennium ring. It was then I realized. This wasn't a photo album. These were my memories. Tears sprung into my eyes.
"The dreams you have been having are you're memories. It's probably the worst of you're memories that you can't remember. I'm pretty sure that's what's been bugging you", he said confidently.
"Really? How do I get rid of them?" I said shaking whilst turning the page.
Bakura looked at me.
"You really want to get rid of them...you have to remember".
I looked at the next page. This one seemed so familiar. It had Bakura looking at me. I was seeing the picture through my eyes. The next couple pages were of Bakura beating me up. I felt his hand tense on my shoulder. I had forgiven him, but I guess my memories had a mind of their own.
"Ryou".
"What Bakura?"
"Let's go".
"Okay".
There was no longer a need to be in here. The problem had been solved a bit to easily, but maybe the dreams weren't supposed to help me...Maybe it was for Bakura's benefit to see what he had done. He had to forgive himself before the nightmares would leave.
I got out of my soul room and back into Bakura's room. He was sitting on the bed.
"Ryou...Do you really forgive me? After all that do you truly forgive me".
Without hesitation I nodded.
"I think you have to forgive yourself Bakura". I stated. Now it was his turn to nod.
He gave me a shaky smile and said" I'm sorry I gave you nightmare's".
I nodded back and asked" Let's have steak for dinner".
Tikaru: What's up posse.
Harrison: Birthday Birthday.
Tikaru: I wrote a long chapter in honor of my brothers birthday,
Harrison: Please R and R!