Dear Diary, July 10th

What's Freddy gonna think when I tell him this? I hope he doesn't decide to leave me or anything, If he coul;d evev do something like that. I waited till my Mom and brother were asleep to go and tell Freddy, on the way to his house I walked very slow, think about what I was gonna say. His bedroom window is on the first floor, I knocked loud enough for him to hear on it, but their was now anwser. Since the window was un-locked, I climbed through it. Freddy was sitting on his bedroom floor, playing an X-BOX game on his 46-inch plasma screened TV. He was so into the game that he didn't hear me come in. I tapped him on the shoulder, he jumped back.

Freddy: What the...Damit, you freaked me out for a sec, Blondie

Me: Sorry. I need to talk to you.

Freddy: Ok. But, next time please call, before you come over like this, I don't wanna have a heart attack.

Me: Ok, I don't know how to tell you this, but...

Freddy: You're breaking up with me, aren't you? I knew I was...

Me: No, It's not that.

Freddy: Then what is it?

Me: I'm... enceinte

Freddy: What? what did you say? Come on, You know I can't speak French, Marta

Me: I said, I'm pregnant. P-R-E-G-N-A-N-T

Freddy: This is a joke, right? You've gotta be kidding..

Me: It's not a joke, I wish it was, but it isn't. I went to the doctors this morning..

Freddy: Oh, god! What are we gonna do? We are so not ready for this!

Me: If you wanna break up with me...

Freddy: Why would I break up with you?

Me: Well, because I'm a slut

Freddy: You are so not. This is my fault to, you are not a slut, far from one.

Me: Whatever. I have a solution for our problem

Freddy: What?

Me: I'm gonna get an abortion

Freddy: No, this is our fault not the baby's, I will not let you do that.

Me: That what are we gonna do?

Freddy: This might sound crazy, but...We can alway's keep it.

Me: What?! Wait...we could couldn't we, I mean it's..ours.

Freddy: Yeah...But, shit! Our parents? What do we tell them?

Me: I was gonna try and tell my Mom when I get home.

Freddy: Then go, do it. I'll tell my parents tommorrow...or something

Me: You do that..Bye

Freddy: Hey, try to steer clear of sharp object, and possible thing she could strangle you with.

Me: I will. Love you

Freddy: I love you guy too

I knew he meant the baby also. when I got home my Mom, was up, in the kitchen waiting for me. I sat down on the chair directly across from her.

Mom: Where were you?

Me: Freddy's

Mom: Why would you go there at almost midnight?

Me: I had to tell him something...very important

Mom: would would be so important?

Me: I had to tell him that...that...um...I...I'm...

Mom: Spit it out

Me: Mom, I'm pregnant

Mom: Oh, my God! Marta I knew this might happen...You little...

Me: Mom, remember: Murder is allegal

Mom: What do you plan on doing?

Me: We're gonna keep it

Mom: Fine, sweetie. That's your decision...to ruin your lives. go to bed.

Me: I'm sorry, so so sorry, Mom

Mom: I know, go to bed.

I went to my bedroom, turned on my computer and went on MSN Messenger. Freddy was on Messenger, he instant messenged me as soon as I got on.

Drummer12: How did it go?

hard-rockgoddess: Pretty good

Drummer12: Great, I wanna ask u something

hard-rockgoddess: Ok, ask away

Drummer12: Ok..we've been together for a long, long, long time and well, we're obviously meant for each other, so...will u marry me?

hard-rockgoddess: Are you serious?!?!?!?!?!

Drummer12: As ever

hard-rockgoddess: Yes!!!!!!!!!I will marry you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Drummer12: Seriously??? So, we're engaged??

hard-rockgoddess: Yeah, I guess. I'm so happy now!

Drummer12: Me too, we can tell the band tommorrow...

hard-rockgoddess: Ok, I've gotta go, seeya, much much much much much luv, l8ter

Drummer12: ok, bye. much much much much much much much much luv, l8ter......Mrs. Jones

Drummer12 signed off at 12:03 AM

I can't believe it!!!...I'm getting amrried to Freddy Jones, wow...and we're gonna have a baby. can life get any better that this? I hope not, 'cause this is like the best day of my life.

Yours Truly, Marta L.