Does he love me?
Naruto x Sasuke
Warnings: One shot that I wrote after thinking about something close to my heart. May not be as good as other things I wrote.
Does he love me? I sit in our apartment waiting for him to come home. Everyone knows me and him live together now, apparently we are just best friends. Do they know that this is a single bedroom apartment? Do they know that I sleep in his bed each night? No of course not, because they think that we have any interest in each other...... We do a lot of Interest.
I am still waiting for him, he is always late now, he used to run home to me, now he just leaves me here. Its upsetting, been on my own all the time, I never used to mind it, but now, now it hurts. He neglects me, I am sure he is doming it to get back at me, now he knows I love him, now he knows I would kiss the ground he walks on.
God I love him, but it's killing me. He walks threw the door now, takes off his shoes and walks into the shower, he didn't even say hello this time, he didn't even look at me. I can't take much more.
I walk out onto the balcony to look at the stars, I must say he picked a nice apartment for us, he knew I loved the stars, he knew the starts reminded me of his eyes.
I can't remember the last time he told me he loved me, I can't remember the last time he said anything nice to me. He broke me, I used to be so strong, I used to be able to block him out, but he broke me. I gaze at the stars, the little comfort I have now, it's all I have now.
I used to see him as an angel, I see him the same way, just a very cruel angel.....very, very cruel. The water stops running, I wonder if he will know I am here? Of course not, I here the door to our room close, maybe I should just grab a blanket and sleep out here to night, I wonder if he will know I am missing.
I am going to be strong, I'm going to tell him I am leaving. I walk towards our room, I see him stood there gazing at our bed crying.....why would he cry? Is he hurt? I walk over to him, to see what he is crying about.
Oh yes, my body, did I forget to mention I tried to kill myself. Well I did, I slit my wrists, it didn't hurt, it was the only feeling I had. It felt strange to feel my life slipping away.
Do you love me, Naruto?
What do you think, strange and sad i know, but i felt in a weired mood remembering something a while ago. Well reviews please If you dont like it, you dont like it, it is compleatly up to you.