I Can't

By Ms. Kinnikufan

Disclaimer: Still don't own anyone

I can't believe it. Kid Muscle, who's apparently some sort of idiot savant, has beaten you. Now your coach has been revealed to be Warsman, the Russian Robot Chojin.

I can't tell you now. I really can't tell you now. God only knows how you would handle it.

After all, finding out you impregnated a male ex-lover is pretty devastating news by itself. When I woke up in a hospital room, you weren't there. Just like our days in the D.M.P. The doctors had some weird news for me: I was pregnant. You were the father.

The first I did was to punch my doctor in the face for messing with my mind. Only it turns out he wasn't lying. To this day, I'm not sure how. I'm guessing the D.M.P. messed with our biology.

I'll admit I thought about aborting her just to spite you. But you would have to know about her to know. I couldn't find you. And I just kept getting bigger and bigger, and in no condition to go looking.

The next thing I did was hide. Hide from my parents. Hide from the world. It's sort of the thing you do when you find out that you're a pregnant shoe-man. I briefly thought of contacting your father, but realized that was insane. He'd probably try to kill me because I was a member of the D.M.P. Or worse he would try to steal custody and repeat the same crap he did to you.

I won't go into the details on how I gave birth. All I can remember is pain and a whole lot of stitches.

It was a girl. I name her Ni'ke. She looks a lot like your mother. She has freckles and bushy blonde hair. At least, I think she looks like your mom, from what little you can remember of her.

I love Ni'ke. I truly do, even though she's messy and loud and has all the disgusting habits babies do.

I'm still hidden. There's no way in hell I'm letting my father and grandfather find out about her. I will not let her be abused in the ways my father and grandfather abused me. They will never find out. If they even come near me, I'll kill them.

I can't believe she's already twenty months old. So much time has past. Twenty months I've been enable to find you. You're a very hard man to find.

I thought about telling you at the Blox Match. I decided it would better if I waited until things were over. I knew then that you would win. Then you would be happy and possibly more open to the fact that you knocked up a male ex-lover.

But you've lost. Which is A great emotional devastation by itself. And your coach, someone who you appeared to trust, has revealed himself to be completely different person from who you thought he was and then leaves without explanation.

Now is not the time. Maybe it will never be the right time.

Kevin, if nothing else, I promise you this: our daughter will be happy, She won't have a repeat of my childhood or yours. I will raise her without any stupid grudges against other bloodlines. My grudges and anger will end with me. So will your family's grudges. She shall be the Mask child that turns out okay. Not bitter. Not depressed. Not constantly fighting for "family honor" which in the end, is just a load of shit. Only individuals can have honor, if such a thing is real.

Lying tiredly on the floor, Kevin thought he saw the image of Pumpinator leaving the stadiumcarrying a child? Noit had been a very tough and arduous fight. He must be hallucinating.

Author's notes: I love mpreg way too much. Kevin really shouldn't have just left Pumpinator lying, huh? I always thought it was somewhat hypocritical that Kevin Mask blathered on about honor and crap and just left Pumpinator lying there. Sure, Pump was a villain, but wasn't Kevin just stooping to his level by just leaving him there. I think that one of Kevin's major flaws is that he is sometimes given to self-righteous hypocrisy.